trapped love prisoner love

Chapter 83

I took two steps back, but Nan Fengyan didn't move forward.

I didn't expect Nan Fengyan to appear in front of me suddenly, and I didn't realize that he was Nan Fengyan at all before, because no matter how I thought about it, Nan Fengyan would not approach me in disguise, he should be looking for someone directly Take me back, beat me up again, lock me in the house and never allow me to go out.

My feet seemed to be filled with lead, and there was no way I could take another step. I wanted to push Ji Chenxi behind me and let him hide, but he stood in front of me all at once, with his arms outstretched, The small body tightly protects me behind him.

I don't even dare to look at Nan Fengyan, if he gets angry at that time, will it hurt Ji Chenxi?

Although Ji Chenxi is a child, Nan Fengyan doesn't care about these things.

Thinking of this, I immediately pulled Ji Chenxi to my side and hugged him tightly, at least if Nan Fengyan got angry and wanted to harm him, at least I could help him block it.

I closed my eyes and hugged Ji Chenxi, but Nan Fengyan's fist in my imagination did not come down for a long time. I glanced forward, and I don't know when Nan Fengyan knelt on the ground.

I opened my mouth slightly and looked at all this in surprise, Nan Fengyan... He knelt down to me, such an arrogant and self-righteous Nan Fengyan, I wondered if my eyes were dazzled, so I rubbed my eyes with my hands.

"An'an, I know I was wrong. I have done so many wrong things to you, and I dare not ask you to forgive me..."

I listened to what Nan Fengyan said to me in disbelief. Is it really Nan Fengyan in front of me?

Nanfeng Yanhong looked at me, "An'an, I shouldn't have come to see you, but I love you so much, when I know you are still alive, you don't know how happy I am, it may not be two years after you , I've been thinking about you, I've been numb myself with work and alcohol, but it's useless, I miss you every day, Ann, I was wrong..."

I just watched Nan Fengyan warily, whether Nan Fengyan would be like before, as long as he asked me if I would like to go back with him, and if I said no, he would tear off his current mask.

"An'an, the things I did before were simply not done by humans. I kept saying that I love you, but I did things to you that were worse than beasts. I really knew I was wrong." Nan Fengyan suddenly stepped forward Come and grab my clothes, I couldn't help shaking.

Seeing that I was afraid, Nan Fengyan immediately let me go, "I dare not ask for your forgiveness, I just want to stay by your side, I will not do anything to you anymore, can you trust me, okay, the last time , please, Ann..."

Nan Fengyan looked at me beggingly.

I can't help thinking that I looked at him like this before, begging him to let me go, begging him not to do such cruel things to me, but he just brought me horrible memories, and never really let me go.

I looked at him with resentment in my eyes, it was the man in front of me who ruined everything for me, but now he is kneeling and begging me to believe him.

Nanfeng Yan saw that I closed my lips tightly and said nothing, "An'an, please, please... I was really wrong, really wrong... I have been reflecting on myself for more than two years. I have been in a lot of pain for years, I always thought you were dead, I lived in self-blame every day, I thought I would never have a chance to make it up, please, give me a chance..."

Nan Fengyan looked at me beseechingly with deep eyes.

"An'an, I know I'm wrong, please..."

What Nanfeng Yan is saying now is what I said to him before. What he said now is less than one-tenth of what I said back then. How could it be possible for what he did to me to disappear because of these few words? .

"An'an, I just want to stay by your side. I really won't do anything more. I have been in the hospital for the past two years and I have cured all my illnesses. I will never hurt you again. Please give Let me give you a chance to make amends, please believe me..."

Nan Fengyan knelt on the ground, I don't know if he will really do as he said and won't hurt me, but I really hate him in my heart, he made me unable to walk like a normal person, he made me left I can no longer see him. He hurt me far more than that. I was indeed touched by Nan Fengyan before, and he almost touched the softest part of my heart.

I let Nan Fengyan go to prison, but that was when he imprisoned me and I really couldn't stand him. Because of my inner self-blame, I also tore up his important information, and because of my The soft heart caused me to be caught by him in the end and broke my leg.

I don't know what reason I have to forgive him again. In fact, what I want now is very simple. I just want to live a good life and don't want him to appear in front of me again.

"An An..."

I looked at Nan Fengyan, as soon as I saw him, I could think of past humiliating or painful memories, "Nan Fengyan..." I almost never called his name, "You don't have to ask me..."

Nan Fengyan suddenly seemed to have light in his eyes, "An'an, are you willing to give me a chance?"

I shook my head lightly, "Nan Fengyan, it should be me begging you, please let me go, I have been hiding from you for so long, I don't want to go back with you anymore, we have been entangled for many years, You should be tired too, and, in a few years, or in a dozen years, I will grow old, but you are different, with your power, you can find someone who is several times better than me, When I get old, you will regret it, and you shouldn't waste your youth on a cripple like me."

I finished speaking slowly, Nan Fengyan slowly lowered his head and stopped talking.

"Nanfengyan, if you think what I said is right, you can go." After I finished speaking, I wanted to leave with my crutches on.

But Nan Fengyan grabbed my trousers, and I suddenly felt that the current Nan Fengyan was different from the previous one. His attitude towards me now was too humble, so humble that it made me feel terrible.

"An'an, please, I really know I was wrong, please, please..." Nanfeng strictly refused to let me go, and kept kneeling beside me.

Maybe Nan Fengyan really knew that he had done something wrong, but it was too late, the relationship between the two of us was irreparable, maybe, from the very beginning, our meeting was a mistake.

"Nan Fengyan, let me go, the two of us, it was impossible before, and it is even more impossible now."

Nan Fengyan raised his head, and I watched the drops of water in his eyes slowly flow onto his face.

"An'an, I was wrong, I was wrong..."

I haven't seen each other for more than two years. The first time I met Nan Fengyan, I cried in front of me. I also thought about the scene where the two of us met again, but it is definitely not like this.

In my impression, Nanfengyan only cried when I almost died. Nanfengyan is not a person who can solve problems by crying. In his heart, only the weak will use tears to win The sympathy of others, in fact, if my lacrimal glands hadn't lost their function because of Nan Fengyan, I don't know how many times I would cry under Nan Fengyan's threat.

But when I saw Nanfeng crying, my heart softened for some reason.

"Nan Fengyan, don't do this."

"An'an, An'an..." Nan Fengyan just kept calling my name, his voice was so desperate that I didn't want to listen to it anymore.