Can't get

Chapter 123

"I gave up the operation at the beginning, and it's the same now." The wards are like cages that have been carved, and countless people are struggling with the last hope of life in them, enduring all the failed expectations. It is telling yourself over and over again that you are going to die.

"You let me go."

"Impossible, surgery!" The attitude was far more paranoid than Yu Chimu imagined, Yu Chimu didn't understand what Xiao An's expression meant, as if he was nervous... It's strange, this person has never cared about himself .

Xiao An told himself that even if there was only the last bit of hope, he had to save himself.

Where is there any hope?

With a long sigh, even at the last moment, Xiao An still didn't listen to his own opinion seriously.

Regarding the final result of that day, Yuchi didn't know what it was, and passed out by himself.

"Where are the others?" When he woke up, he saw only Zhao Quan. His body was a little heavy, and he could barely lift it up. Even speaking, he felt exhausted.My physical condition is always worse than I imagined.

"Let's go, I'll drive them all away." Zhao Quan still hugged Yu Chimu behind his back, and said in a muffled voice, "You don't like them, next time I will drive them all away."

"kindness."

"Yuchimu..."

Responding softly, Yu Chimu's voice sounded even hoarse than Zhao Quan's, "What else is there?"

"Don't die."

Zhao Quan cried again, crying harder than last time. When he was young, children who could cry could always get the candy they wanted. When they grow up, they realize that the most useless thing is tears.

With tears again and again, what Zhao Quan got in return was Yu Chimu's increasingly cold body temperature. This person, he would never be able to warm him up.

Yu Chimu has recently developed the habit of writing a diary. Just now Zhao Quan secretly read the booklet while Yu Chimu was asleep. What Yu Chimu wrote was never a diary, but a suicide note...

This man is serious about saying goodbye to himself, he is about to die.

Yu Chimu only felt that his back was becoming more and more wet. Zhao Quan seemed to bury his head and cry, but there was no sound, but all the tears were sprinkled on his clothes, conveying all his emotions as if to vent, "I'm hungry, why not?" I'll get something to eat."

This is how he got out of bed lightly, "What do you want to eat?" His voice was extremely hoarse. Zhao Quan's eyes were almost all red and swollen during the few days of taking care of Yu Chimu. "Do you like the porridge at noon?"

"whatever."

Lying there on his side, after Zhao Quan left, he seemed to have taken away the only life in the room, it was frighteningly cold.

In a trance, Yu Chimu felt as if he was lying in a cemetery.

As I imagined, it was too cold and icy there.

When Zhao Quan came over again, he handed Yu Chimu's phone to him by the way, "There are a few missed calls on it, I called to ask, do you know an old man named Qian Dehou?"

"Oh? The nursing home is looking for me?"

Zhao Quan nodded, "Well, the old man passed away, is it your relative?"

Yu Chimu was taken aback, and a smile suddenly appeared on his pale face, "You mean, Qian Dehou is dead?"

"He took drugs, and his drug addiction broke out. Maybe he had hallucinations in front of his eyes and jumped off the window sill." When he said these words, Zhao Quan had been paying attention to the changes in the expression on Yu Chimu's face. He was not sad, and even said it happily Yu Chimu was very happy, like the kind of surprise that the long-awaited result finally appeared in front of his eyes.

"Finally died, hehe, in the end he died before me." He said with a smile, this news seemed to give Yu Chimu a little strength, and when he got up from the bed, Yu Chimu took the initiative to bring over Zhao Quanduan porridge for himself in a good mood, "Since everyone is dead, find a place to bury them casually."

"Need me to help?" Asked one more question, Zhao Quan still didn't know the relationship between Yu Chimu and Qian Dehou. Now, judging by Yu Chimu's attitude, he can still laugh when he is dead, so the relationship can't be called close.

"Buried next to his wife, directly buried together." It's a good idea. I knew that Qian Dehou pushed it down by himself at the beginning, and finally buried him together after death. I'm afraid that Qian Dehou will not survive even if he is a ghost.

There was a little light in the gloomy weather, Yu Chimu always had a smile on his face, Qian Dehou was also dead, everyone who should have died went to hell, and so did he.

--------Xiao's family

"Grandpa, why didn't you tell me about Yu Chimu's physical problems?" The questioning call was made. Last time because of Lin Xi's incident, the old man was still angry in the hospital and hadn't contacted his grandson. He didn't expect that the first call would be Such news.Startled, "What do you know?"

"Why Yu Chimu's physical condition has reached such a point! Why didn't you tell me!" He almost roared and asked such a question, "You are hiding it from me!"

"Xiao An... this matter..."

There was no way to calm down, Xiao An held the phone tightly, "Why didn't you tell me earlier."

"Why did I wait until the person was about to die before I found out about this news?" The voice of the last question became low, full of fear.

Now Xiao An finally understands why grandpa keeps emphasizing that he treats Yu Chimu better, why grandpa treats Yu Chimu better alone, why grandpa loves Yu Chimu over and over again... It turns out that that person has long been terminally ill.

I don't know everything, I don't know that when Lin Xi was hospitalized, Yu Chimu also stayed in the hospital, and I don't know how many times Yu Chimu had heartaches.

In the ten years of chasing, no one was a winner. After all, I didn't wait for Lin Xi, and I also lost Yu Chimu.

In the past, as long as he turned around, he could see Yu Chimu, but this time, he couldn't find him anymore.In those days, it was him who pushed Yu Chimu farther and farther. Yu Chimu often said that he fell into the abyss, and he pushed him down...

Xiao An closed his eyes heavily, and the clock in the living room kept ticking, like a countdown, recording the last scene.

Xiao An didn't dare to think about what he said and did to Yu Chimu, as long as he thought about it a little bit, the place in his heart hurt so badly, why did he keep it from himself?In the middle, he obviously took Yu Chimu for an examination, but Yu Chimu deliberately concealed the news of his health.

Sure enough, he was still not kind, he did something wrong, and Yu Chimu didn't give himself a chance to atone for his sins.

Why don't you tell me... Ask this question over and over again, more, and regret.

By the time I knew it, everything seemed too late.

The butler stood aside tremblingly. He seemed to have heard something in the young master's phone just now. He wanted to open his mouth to ask several times, but in the end he still didn't dare to ask about Yu Chimu's news.

"You have been standing behind me." Xiao An said, "Did you hear everything just now?"

"What happened to Master Yuchi?" The question that came out of the mouth, just said it, the butler seemed to think of something, and hurriedly changed his words, "How is Mr. Yuchi?"

"Why do you want to change your name?"

After a little hesitation, this was the hesitant answer, "At that time, tell everyone not to call Mr. Yuchi Master."

"It turned out to be what I ordered." There was a sharp pain, this was his attitude towards Yu Chimu before, no wonder he didn't want to meet him, "You usually have a bad attitude towards Yu Chimu?"

The housekeeper didn't answer this time.

Xiao An knew the answer better than the other party, and it has never been better.

During the period of silence, Xiao An tried to recall the warmth between himself and Yu Chimu, but found sadly that apart from those insults and ridicules, he really had never been pleasant.

Haha, I deserve it now.

"How's the relationship between our Xiao family and the medical unit?" Xiao An asked suddenly, the butler was taken aback for a moment, and then said, "The master asked me this question a while ago... Is it Mr. Yuchi..." The keen Noticing the clue, the housekeeper asked one more question.

"Let's change back to the previous name." Shaking his hand, Xiao An's eyes were full of gloom, "Grandpa asked this question before?"

"Well, the master was in a bad mood at that time. He contacted many doctors, but none of them seemed to be satisfied. In the end, he kept sighing." His body fell into the sofa completely, and Xiao An felt such despair for the first time.

There is nothing I can do, I can't bring Yu Chimu back... "Go and tell me the contact information of the doctors that grandpa found, I want all of them."

"it is good."

Yu Chimu, if I can't save you, what should I do?Looking up at Yu Chimu's room, Xiao An didn't feel the familiar atmosphere... Even if he hated him, this person was gone.

Lin Xi just came back from the outside, facing such an overly heavy scene, completely unaware of what happened, Lin Xi opened a pair of innocent eyes, and asked curiously, "What's the matter? They don't seem very happy."

"By the way, I saw this outside today, Xiao An, shall we raise it?" Lin Xi was holding a cub in her arms, which looked very similar to a golden retriever. "Xiao An, I heard that there seemed to be a golden retriever in the house, but something happened later."

"Is it okay to raise a new one?" The clear pupils clearly expressed expectations. Xiao An was not at all interested, but just looked at the cub in Lin Xi's arms coldly. It seemed that Yu Chimu used to like it the most. The stupid dog at home.

It's a pity that Jin Mao died, and now Yu Chimu is leaving...