blessing to the soul

Chapter 42 Chapter 42

Leaving as soon as they said it, Tang Xin accompanied Ji Li to Li's house to get his ID card. Lu Xingan made an excuse to pack up and meet him at the station later.

No matter how much Tang Xin wanted to insist on facing Lu Xing'an, she couldn't say anything. She turned around every step and was dragged out by Ji Li. The door was closed to cut off the noise. Lu Xing'an stood in the empty living room, suddenly feeling lonely.

Nie Yuan who hid, and Nie Yuan who came back overnight, what was his mood at that time?

With his forehead resting on the door panel, but the handle in his hand still didn't go down, Lu Xingan sat down against the door frame, as if talking to himself, "A Yuan, to be honest, I'm quite confused right now."

"I used to think that only diseases were uncontrollable, but now that I think about it, that's not always the case. Sometimes emotions too, such as joy, anger, powerlessness and... heartbeat," the last two words were inaudibly low, Lu Xing'an turned on the screen , Mom, sister, and him on the screensaver, the smiling faces of the family of three are so happy, "Whatever you gain, you will lose. People can't be too greedy. Whatever you choose, you will lose something. In some respects, I am a bit greedy."

"sorry."

The other side of the door was quiet, as if no one was there, and Lu Xing'an didn't care, he babbled nonsense until he was interrupted by the ringing of the mobile phone before stopping.

"coming."

Lu Xing'an stood up on his knees, his body was stiff after sitting for a long time, he swallowed it back when he wanted to say goodbye, quietly packed up his belongings and prepared to leave.

There was still no movement in Nie Yuan's bedroom.

In fact, if Nie Yuan suddenly opened the door and came out, he would be fine, but there was a faint expectation, Lu Xingan scratched his hair irritably.When tying the shoelaces, it became a tight knot. Lu Xingan looked at the shoes in frustration, took them off and threw them into the shoe cabinet, and sat in the hallway in a daze.

"Ding dong ding dong!"

Unexpectedly, she was startled by the doorbell. On the screen, Tang Xin pressed the doorbell desperately, with a serious expression but a little water in her eyes. She was worried.

Just like the slanting cross at the first embrace, one step forward is cold and sharp. His Mr. Vampire stood still and opened his arms to him, but he couldn't move forward half a step. The sourness in Lu Xingan's heart almost overwhelmed him .

click, click...

The key barely stopped before the last half turn, Lu Xing'an held his throat and said to himself that he was very thirsty, and slowly moved to the refrigerator to get water to drink, the water poured down his throat, and then came out of his eyes Come.

I reached out and touched the ingredients in the refrigerator, and the food that appeared on time every day like pasting and copying did not lose its freshness for a day.There are post-it notes on the neatly packed lunch boxes, just a short time reminder, obviously just numbers, without a word of extra care, but Lu Xingan's tears flowed out uncontrollably, Nie Yuan gave him enough Freedom, this is Nie Yuan's unique tenderness.

Tang Xin was right. Nie Yuan really didn't intend to drag him all the way to the end.

His heart seemed to feel the danger beating violently, Lu Xingan lowered his head, and the person holding the cross became himself.

The hand that remained motionless, but the heart began to feel the tingling slowly.

——I used to think that only diseases were uncontrollable, but now that I think about it, it’s not always true. Sometimes emotions are also, joy, anger, powerlessness and,

——Heartbeat.

After calming down for a while, Lu Xingan washed his face, warmed up the breakfast and put it back on the table, the knocking hand was steady, and the voice said, "A Yuan, breakfast is on the table, remember to come out to eat .”

"...Give me some time."

The young man leaning against the door with his knees in his arms raised his head and let out a deep breath, listening quietly to the footsteps of the man walking away.

five steps,

ten steps,

changing shoes,

Open the door,

The girl screamed,

muffled reassurance,

boom,

rattling,

rattling,

It's quiet now.

"Is it time?"

In the dark environment, Nie Yuan's eyes are as bright as stars, and the stars twinkle and eventually turn into shooting stars.

"I give……"

Su Keji has never been good at dealing with elders, especially the one with a knife in two and a half of the three sentences on the opposite side. When Nie Yuan entered the store, he was on the verge of dying, and rushed to welcome the clerk enthusiastically.

"Fuck, you're finally here, I'm about to be stabbed to death!" Su Keji gritted his teeth and growled, seeing Wu Qing in Nie Yuan's eyes paused, "Have you been up all night?"

Nie Yuan touched his lower eyelids, "Is it so obvious?"

"Yes, don't worry about it, hurry up," Su Keji pushed Nie Yuan to the booth. Nie Yuan thought that Qin Shou came back to look for him, and when he got closer, he saw that the corners of the mouth of the person sitting there were flattened little by little. There is a downward trend.

"aunt."

Nie Zhaosu smiled and beckoned to him to go over, and when Nie Yuan approached, he pulled him to sit next to him, warmly like an elder who had always cared about him.

Su Keji couldn't help but look at them more. In some respects, Nie Yuan and his aunt really look alike, especially when they are expressionless. Is it a family inheritance?

Nie Yuan took a pillow to lean against, and deliberately opened a distance.Nie Zhaosu's smile remained unchanged, and he sighed, "I haven't seen you for so many years, you've grown up so much."

Nie Yuan's expression was cold, "What's the matter?"

"You child is really unpleasant." Nie Zhaosu punched Nie Yuan reproachfully, but Nie Yuan didn't like her, this woman is amazing.

Nie Zhaosu acted for a while, seeing that Nie Yuan was unmoved, he leaned back casually and was too lazy to continue acting, "How long has it been since we saw you so estranged from your aunt??"

"Auntie, we only met once." Nie Yuan couldn't help laughing, and said mockingly, "Do you need me to recall what you did last time for Auntie?"

"Slippery." Nie Zhaosu smiled, and Nie Yuan sneered, "Your hands are really slippery, you can slide from the door to the stairs."

This is the second time that Nie Yuan met Nie Zhaosu in his life. In his last life, his life after the age of 22 was almost used by Nie Zhaosu.It's funny, the first time I saw Nie Zhaosu was when Grandpa Nie took him abroad to meet her. I didn't see her when I got off the plane, and I didn't see her until I got back to her house.Grandpa Nie smashed the wine tower angrily on the spot. Nie Zhaosu didn't know whether it was because of the alcohol or on purpose, he wobbled and forced Nie Yuan to the stairs, and gently pushed against his forehead.

砰

Offer a blood rose to their encounter.

As for why he was able to get together with Nie Zhaosu later, after much deliberation, it can only be explained by blood relationship. He doesn't want to admit that he still has expectations for her...

According to the timeline, Nie Zhaosu should not come back until next year, so what went wrong?Or did he not pay attention to Lu Xing'an when she came back?

Either way, he didn't want to have any contact with Nie Zhaosu.

Nie Zhaosu's smile turned cold, "Good boy, my aunt misses you all the time all these years."

"yes."

Nie Zhaosu straightened her skirt, "I came back this time to discuss something with you. It's a good thing not to be so defensive. You won't help me even if you don't?"

"Auntie was joking." Nie Yuan smirked and didn't want to give it away. He said bluntly, "If you have anything you want to do, just ask grandpa. Oh yes, and uncle. As for me, I may not be able to help you."

"How can it be? It's not that you can't help me." Nie Zhaosu's eyes are extremely dark. When she looks at you seriously, she seems to be able to cast spells so that people can't move her eyes. The siren's temptation, "Don't you want to pull Nie Chaodong from there?"

Knew it……

Nie Yuan directly refused, "I don't want to."

Nie Zhaosu said slowly: "I heard that Nie Zhaohang has not treated you well these years, and your relationship with Nie Chaodong is not very good, right?"

"So what?" Nie Yuan couldn't deny it.

"Don't you hate them for treating you like this?" Nie Zhaosu stared at Nie Yuan's face tightly without letting go of any looseness, and she said slowly, "You deserve it."

"I deserve it?" Nie Yuan choked back his hard work, leaned over Nie Zhaosu's shoulder generously, and put his two godlike faces together, "Do you think I deserve it, or you deserve it?" where?"

"Mother."