blessing to the soul

Chapter 69 end

Nie Yuan was in Jiayuanwo on New Year's Eve before being carried home by Nie Chaodong's ears. Perhaps because he was afraid that Nie Zhaohang would target Nie Yuan again, Mr. Nie called the Qi family, and the two families had a lively meal. New Year's Eve dinner.

The elders gathered at a table to play mahjong, and they were all focused on coaxing the old man Nie Yuanhou to find something to say when he had nothing to say, trivial things one after another, and when it came to the old man, he found him annoying and drove him to be with Nie Chaodong and the others. Go, "It really affects my performance, Ertong."

Seeing that Nie Yuan was rejected, Nie Chaodong was so happy that he stopped eating melon seeds, and joined forces with Qi Qiran to run on him, the left sentence was terrible, and Young Master Nie changed his words and the right sentence, in the end, it is someone who is more disciplined than before. There were too many networks, Nie Yuan ignored them, and just nestled on the single sofa to peel peanuts and eat them.Qi Qiran didn't let him go, and leaned over to squeeze together with him, "I said, did you tell your deer about your coming out?"

Nie Yuan said indifferently: "There is nothing to say."

"...It's true that I don't know a little about dating skills. I said it can make him feel at ease and feel sorry for you. It's worth it. Otherwise, you will be beaten for nothing?" Qi Qiran was speechless, and turned to Nie Chaodong. Tucao said: "We are probably stupid."

Nie Chaodong nodded with rare cooperation, and said deeply: "It's either possible or stupid."

"Hey, hey!" Nie Yuan yelled dissatisfied, "That's different, besides, I came out of the closet first to be with him, it's none of his business, tell him what to do, call him a fool Annoyance? Worth a fart!"

Once he accepted the fact that his younger brother is a gangster, Nie Chaodong didn't feel that they were any different from ordinary couples, so he asked curiously, "Didn't you guys develop anything other than spirit?"

Qi Qiran directly pointed it out, "If there is physical communication, can Renxiaolu not notice Xiaoyuan's injury? Of course not."

"Tsk, shameful."

"...I'm too lazy to care about you."

Nie Yuan left the sentence and went upstairs as if fleeing. Facts are facts. It’s embarrassing to be told so clearly by them. Nie Yuan’s face turned red when he pinched his hot ears. It’s not without spirit. relative!

We are pure love, Nie Yuan nodded in self-satisfaction, agreeing with this statement very much.He has known the taste of Lu Xing'an for a long time, and now he doesn't feel that he has to rush to taste it again. Simply holding hands, hugging and kissing already made him feel very happy.Sex without love is only sex, with love even everyday life is love.

At this time, Missing tightened the silk thread and wound it tightly. Nie Yuan just thought about Lu Xingan's voice and smile, and his chest felt uncomfortable. He wanted to know what he was doing, what he was eating, and where he was going for New Year's Eve. Who to go with.

After sorting out the language for a long time, Nie Yuan really sent the news and panicked in embarrassment. He added the sentence "Your boyfriend is waiting for your favor, please come back quickly." Before the other party came back, Nie Yuan himself Embarrassed by myself, thinking about their relationship as a legitimate couple, she regained her confidence and listened to Lu Xingan's voice over and over again.

"I helped my mother wash the vegetables today, and she expressed her relief."

"Yes, yes, I was trained by you."

"The aunt who was going to introduce a girl to me before is here again. I really don't know why she is still thinking about it in the [-]th year. She is so enthusiastic."

"My mother came back for me again, dear mother."

"Hahaha, how can you look down on me, you? You are so confident, haha."

"It's ready to start the New Year's Eve dinner, I'll talk about it later."

They were all fragments, but Nie Yuan listened with great enthusiasm.The voice cut off at six o'clock, and Lu Xing'an never replied to the message again. Nie Yuan could only listen and think over and over again.

It's really different. After melting the ice and snow, Wan Muchun has seen thunderstorms and severe winters. Sometimes he can't tell the difference between the past life and the present life. He persists only with affection, and finally travels through two time and space. Usher in the willows and flowers.

Such a good mood didn't even affect the face-to-face meeting with Nie Zhaohang, but when Nie Zhaohang said in a cold voice, "absolutely impossible to agree", Nie Yuan held the doorknob and hesitated for a moment between advancing and retreating. Come out, "That's not important."

For you and me, these are never the important things.

He suddenly missed Lu Xing'an very much, Nie Yuan laughed secretly that he had become weaker, and now whenever he had something to think about, he would miss Lu Xing'an.If it was Lu Xing'an, if Lu Xing'an was here, he would definitely not be as sad as he is now.

He should be wronged and sad, but in front of Nie Zhaohang, who is used to disappointing him, his heart was blocked by glue, no pain could flow in, no sadness could flow, like a bystander, watching calmly and ruthlessly.

Nie Zhaohang was silent for a while, "Even if you lose everything because of him?"

"What else do I have to lose? What do you think I want? I already have what I want to cherish the most," Nie Yuan closed the door and whispered against the door panel: "Believe it or not, I have never I didn't think about what to fight for."

Whether Nie Zhaohang heard it, or whether he listened to it or not, was out of Nie Yuan's consideration. He stared stupidly at the text message from Lu Xing'an on the screen of his mobile phone, and almost scared the phone away.

"Come out, I'm at your door."

On New Year's Eve, at eleven o'clock in the middle of the night, Lu Xing'an, who was supposed to celebrate the New Year in H City, appeared at the door of Nie Yuan's house without warning.Nie Yuan didn't even bother to change his shoes, so he ran out of the house with a pair of slippers.You don't even need to look for it, the man just stood under the streetlight at the door, the dim light outlined soft lines, spreading tenderness behind him.

"Why are you here?" Nie Yuan said in a daze, feeling too blunt after finishing speaking, he quickly added: "I mean, I'm very surprised."

"Because you miss me," Lu Xing'an smiled and opened his hands, asking for a hug with a nasal voice coquettishly, "Come and hug me first, it's so cold."

Nie Yuan's nose fluttered, and he obediently walked over to wrap him in his arms, touching his cold back and feeling sore, "You're so smart, even I think you know it."

Lu Xing'an loosened his tense back all the way, and let himself soften in the other's arms, "There's more."

Nie Yuan didn't even want to express his thoughts, "I think you're going to die so much, thank you for coming to save me."

After getting a satisfactory answer, Lu Xing'an finally laughed in satisfaction, "You're welcome."

Standing is not a problem, Nie Yuan hesitated whether to lead Lu Xingan into the house, but Lu Xingan took his hand and asked: "Let's go to New Year's Eve, is your family okay?"

"It doesn't matter, my brother can keep the year old," Nie Yuan suddenly remembered, "How did you get here?"

"I drove it by myself," Lu Xing'an pulled him to the side of the road, "If you have any questions, let's talk about it later, I will tell you everything."

Along the way, various images were churning in his mind, intertwined together, urging him to hurry up, and faster.

After rejecting the blind date again for him, Lu Xing'an confessed everything, but his mother still kept the same old saying, the old lady Lu touched his head, and asked with clear eyes: "Before you know what you love, mom is it?" won't agree."

His mother said that he is actually a bad guy, knowing how other people feel about him, and doing the best deal.

His mother said that if Nie Yuan didn't love him enough, he wouldn't reach out to Nie Yuan.

No, I really love him, love without balance.

On the one hand, Lu Xing'an denied it, and on the other hand, he examined himself. Nie Yuan was not the most suitable, but it was indeed the most cost-effective.Nie Yuan loved him enough, enough that he was confident that there would be no possibility of rejection, so he moved forward.

But is this really proof that he doesn't love Nie Yuan enough?Lu Xingan was confused, he needed some evidence to prove himself.

Lu Xing'an carried Nie Yuan back to Jiayuan, pressed him against the wall and kissed him passionately, but Nie Yuan pushed him away, "What happened?"

"I love you," Lu Xing'an gently stroked Nie Yuan's face, and repeated, "I love you."

Nie Yuan was taken aback, turned his face away and hummed softly, "I know."

Lu Xing'an turned his face back relentlessly, "You don't believe me either."

"What are you thinking?" Nie Yuan wrapped his hands into his palms and held them one by one. "Love is an illusory thing, and everyone's way is different."

"What matters to me is what I do to make you happier and proof to you, at least for now."

"You are much more active and courageous than me. You want to prove that you are not afraid of other people's eyes, and you want to prove that you will be responsible for your choices. I feel all of these."

"That's enough for me."

Lu Xing'an was stunned, thinking it wasn't true, but said "Are you waiting for me?" Nie Yuan's eyebrows were tender, and he put a warm and dry kiss on his eyes, "I'm waiting for you, and I will always wait."

The mountains are high and the waters are far away, let's go together.

The author has something to say:

After deliberating for a long time, I still chose this ending. I don’t know if I can convey my consciousness well.

San'er's love is the love of redemption, Xiaolu's happiness is greater than everything

Xiaolu's feelings are that he can feel that he is deeply loved and hopes to give feedback to the other party. After seeing that he is not unfavorable to San'er, he actively expresses it. He wants to prove it to himself and San'er for everyone to see, look, not just He loves me, and I'm trying to love him too

No one is perfect, Saner is, and Xiaolu is too

It's a bit confusing, I'm still too good at 2333, please forgive me if I can't express it to you

There will be a special episode, the second is Nie Zhaosu, and the third is the deputy cp

TXT, wait until I find the pirated text and download it to 2333. The previous manuscript is gone due to computer repairs.

Finally, thank you for your company over the past year, bow