God please don't procrastinate

Chapter 35 First Love

"Youxian, I like you." With a little smile, Zhong Jingyu slowly said what was hidden in his heart, "I like you, not the kind that likes fans or friends... I like you, I like someone , the kind of person who hopes that the other party can become your lover... I like, I, want to be your boyfriend, is that okay?"

Sun Youxian listened dumbfounded to what Zhong Jingyu said, unable to believe every word that fell into his ears.

The person in front of him is his male god, the object of his secret love, the target he once chased, the person he has admired for a long, long time, his confession came so suddenly, so suddenly that the other party said the word "like" At that time, Sun Youxian could no longer breathe.

And when Zhong Jingyu finished asking "Is it okay?", Sun Youxian gasped, his lips moved, thousands of words came to his heart, and he didn't know which one to say first.

Zhong Jingyu, who had been observing the changes in his expression, could somewhat guess his complicated mood when he saw him like this. He stretched out his index finger to stick to his lips, blinked twice, and said anxiously: "If you are willing, nod ;No, just... shake your head."

Sun Youxian nodded desperately without hesitation, nodded and then suddenly shook his head.

The moment Zhong Jingyu shook his head, Zhong Jingyu withdrew his finger, but Sun Youxian grabbed it in time and held it tightly in his palm.

"No, I'm not..." The incoherent Sun Youxian was almost crying by himself, took several deep breaths, and then said, "Young Master Zhong, are you kidding me?"

Zhong Jingyu didn't speak, but shook his head slowly but firmly.

Sun Youxian's face turned into a flower with a smile, and his eyes were full of sparkling light: "I am willing, of course I am willing, and I like you very much, Mr. Zhong. I like you very much. I mean, I mean, I like you, not the way fans love idols...not right, I also have this kind of love, but...

Zhong Shao, I like it, and it's also the kind that I want the other party to become my lover... I like it.Young Master Zhong, can you really be my boyfriend? "

Zhong Jingyu's flustered heart suddenly fell to the ground. The fear and panic caused by Sun Youxian's shaking of the head were all eliminated by his words at this moment, and replaced by the excitement flowing in his body.

He raised the corners of his mouth slightly, held Sun Youxian's hand, nodded, and said, "Well, I'll be you, boyfriend."

Sun Youxian felt that he was about to explode|become a firework, and the core of the explosion|explosion was his heart. He never knew that his heartbeat could be so violent, and he never thought that there would be such a sentence in the world, sweet Beautiful, like the sounds of nature.

"I'm not dreaming, Young Master Zhong? Are you really my male god Zhong Jingyu? I... are we really... are... couples?"

"It's not a dream; it's Zhong Jingyu; it's a couple now." Zhong Jingyu, who had successfully confessed and was in a good mood, patiently answered the question from Sun Cong's assistant-turned-boyfriend Youxian, and then let go of their holding hands, even more Get closer to Sun Youxian, stretch out your arms, hug him, and whisper in his ear, "It's all true, you see, I'm real, I just said The words are also true, so... I am your boyfriend now."

Sun Youxian tried to reach out and hug Zhong Jingyu back, making them get closer, and then followed Zhong Jingyu's example, leaning his head on the other's neck.

The two people of similar height hugged each other, even without words, it seemed that each other's thoughts had been conveyed to each other through their chests that were tightly pressed together.

At this moment, they seem to have nothing but are extremely rich, and the people in their arms are the whole world; at this moment, time seems to flow silently, and they seem to have walked through the world and glimpsed eternity; at this moment, the floating soul has found a home, The lonely heart ceases to yearn.

They found love, they loved, they were loved, and there is nothing better than that.

After hugging for a long time, Sun Youxian, who finally calmed down, let go of Zhong Jingyu, took a step back, nodded slightly, and asked him with some puzzlement: "Young Master Zhong, didn't you...have a girlfriend before? Why... …Now……"

Sun Youxian really found it difficult to speak the following words. He was afraid of touching Zhong Jingyu's sad things, and also afraid of hearing what he didn't want to hear. After struggling for a while, he decided to be an ostrich: "Forget it, what should I say?" Didn't say anything."

Regarding the issue of his ex-girlfriend, the present Zhong Jingyu has no intention of escaping at all. On the contrary, the person who allowed him to get rid of the demons and face the past is Sun Youxian, so he is willing to share his past with him .

"It may be a bit long to say, but I will tell you slowly."

After Zhong Jingyu finished speaking, Sun Youxian went to the kitchen to make two cups of coffee, then dug out the biscuits baked yesterday to match, then sat on the sofa and listened to Zhong Jingyu talking about his ex-girlfriend.

Zhong Jingyu's ex-girlfriend had a name that sounded very small, Li Yuyu. She was his college classmate, a girl with a sweet smile, lively and cheerful.

Although the two had known each other for four years in college and they really became a couple, it was after graduation, and it was Li Yuyu who took the initiative to confess.

Zhong Jingyu, who has a slightly longer reflex arc in certain things, only found out when the other party confessed that this girl who had been around her for many years in the name of learning was originally pursuing herself.

In short, whether it was because being confessed by a cute girl satisfied his vanity as a gentleman, or because he didn't want to hurt his only friend of the opposite sex, the result was that Zhong Jingyu agreed to Li Yuyu, and the two became a couple.

And Li Yuyu didn't confess her confession early or late. She chose that time because her family urged her to go back to a blind date and get married, and she couldn't find a stable job or a place to stay in this city. In order to fulfill her secret love for many years, she decided to ignore the success. Whether or not, you have to express your feelings to Zhong Jingyu.

Unexpectedly, the result made her very satisfied. She not only got a high-quality boyfriend, but also helped her solve the problems of work and housing after he learned about her situation.

Originally, this should be a very fairy tale story. The poor girl from outside fell in love with the rich man from the local area. It is a well-loved story.

however……

"Wait a minute, Young Master Zhong." Sun Youxian, with one foot curled under his buttocks and the other naturally drooping, leaned on the sofa and listened carefully to Zhong Jingyu's recollection of his not-so-good memories. First love, after waiting for a long time, I didn't hear the part I wanted to know, so I couldn't help interrupting him, "Well, I just want to ask you, how did you feel towards her at that time? You... like her , Do you love her?"

Zhong Jingyu shook his head, sighed, and said, "My eldest sister once said that I fell in love with her not because of love, but because... I need such a person.

You know, my parents passed away early. Although I have a good relationship with my sister and brother, they also have their own lives, and the focus of their lives is abroad. When I was in high school, they seldom went home, and even more so after that .

So, I think what my elder sister said is right, I have lived alone for too long, I... should be eager to have someone who can be my family, and moreover, belongs to me alone.

At this time, Li Yuyu just appeared. She... confessed to me that she hoped to start a family with me, and imagined a lot about our future life. A house that can shine in the sun, with pets and children, sounds very beautiful.I... my heart softened, so I... promised her. "

Although Zhong Jingyu's ignorance made Sun You envious, but think about Zhong Jingyu at that time, an innocent little guy who had never been in a relationship and didn't have much social experience. It seems quite logical for a girl whom I have known for many years to confess, to indulge in the girl's sweet talk and then be conquered in one fell swoop.

Thinking about it this way, Sun Youxian decided to "generously" forgive her boyfriend for his blindness and unstable position: "So, you actually don't like her, and you don't love her."

This time, Sun Youxian used a declarative tone, without the doubts of last time, but with obvious joy.

"Well, I don't like it, and I don't love it either." Zhong Jingyu repeated, as if to tell Sun Youxian, and as if to confirm the matter again.

Sun Youxian's smile couldn't be restrained anymore, he looked at Zhong Jingyu's handsome face ripplingly, recalling what he said just now.

After thinking about it, he suddenly grasped a detail in the words, stopped his smile, and asked Zhong Jingyu: "Then how do I know, do you like me the same as you did last time, do you... want a Family or something, after all, I... cook and clean at home every day, quite... like your family."

Don’t talk about it, I don’t think so, but when I talk about Sun Youxian, I feel like a 24-hour full-time nanny, receiving the salary of a work assistant, doing the work of a living assistant, and handling work matters incidentally, Speaking of which, where did the error begin?

Li Xinlan, who was browsing Moments with her mobile phone at home, sneezed. Gu Liang hurriedly took a coat and put it on her, confiscated her mobile phone by the way, put his palm on her swollen belly, and said softly, "Be careful of catching a cold."

Li Xinlan smiled, leaned into her husband's arms, and asked with some concern: "Husband, did you see the way Jingyu looked at Xiaoxian? What if it is what I guessed?"

Gu Liang smoothed her short-cut hair twice, and comforted him: "Let it be, as long as Jingyu is happy."

Li Xinlan nodded, and decided to find time to look up the information on same|sex|relationships, so that it would be convenient for her mother to popularize science and do ideological work.

And Zhong Jingyu, who didn't know that his relationship was guessed by his cousin at all, was facing Sun Youxian's eager eyes at this moment, as if he would always be in good spirits whenever he said something wrong in the next sentence. The eyes will become dim in a moment.

Zhong Jingyu lowered his head and smiled. Although Sun Youxian's worry was not unreasonable, the answer was self-evident-how could he let his lover down?

Habitually rubbed the top of Sun Youxian's head, and then pressed the back of his head against himself, making the other party "forced" to kiss him: "I won't do such a thing with my family, but for you, I I want to do things that only a partner can do."

Sun Youxian's face was so hot that it was about to smoke instantly, his hands were still propped on the sofa, his face was only a punch away from Zhong Jingyu; Zhong Jingyu's hand was still attached to his head, his lips It opened and closed right in front of my eyes, and said sweet and beautiful love words.

Sun Youxian, who had been "stimulated" all night, finally couldn't hold back his reason anymore, and kissed Zhong Jingyu's mouth heavily. On the lips, I pressed it until I was satisfied before leaving, and I didn't forget to take a sip when I left.

"Me too, Young Master Zhong!"

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