Difficult to heal

Chapter 74 The Last Reason

After 4 months and 23 days in the hospital, Xiu Qinjiang's condition was finally under control.

Although the mental state is not particularly stable, there have been no auditory hallucinations or self-harm.

Follow-up rehabilitation can also wait until returning home, and then rely on drugs for treatment, instead of staying in the ward all day.

On the day she was discharged from the hospital, Qu Yao came to the ward.

She observed Xiu Qinjiang's gradually recovering blood and spirit, and as if letting go of her breath, she smiled and said, "Don't come here again, I won't earn your money, I'm exhausted."

"Doctor Qu still complains of being tired?" Xiu Qinjiang joked.

"I yell at home every day, okay?" Qu Yao also joked with herself.

Then he patted his arm and told him like a sister: "Take medicine on time after returning home, put aside work and other things first, and go out for a trip when you have more time. Don't put pressure on yourself, and contact me anytime if you have anything."

"En." Hu Qinjiang responded, and asked her again, "Is there any medicine for treating dark disorders?"

He may be used to sleeping without turning off the lights, but it will affect Lu Shu's sleep quality to some extent, and it may affect his body in the long run.

Qu Yao said: "Fear of the dark is a manifestation of your claustrophobia, and treatment alone can't do it, but when the condition is better in the later stage, you can gradually adapt to it, and turn off the lights at night step by step. Or try desensitization therapy and psychological suggestion, such as..."

She stopped inexplicably in the middle of her speech.

Xuan Qinjiang looked strange: "Like what?"

Qu Yao smiled: "For example, you can let your boyfriend stay with you in a dark environment for a short period of time, from a few minutes to ten minutes, and so on, gradually increasing the time, which will have a partial effect. "

Chu Qinjiang didn't expect such a method, so he couldn't help laughing: "Okay."

After Lu Shu completed the discharge procedures, when he came back, he bumped into Qu Yao who came out of the ward.

He nodded slightly at the other party, and was about to go in, when Qu Yao said aloud: "Lu Shu, come with me to the office, and I will tell you some precautions after he is discharged from the hospital."

Lu Shu paused slightly and turned around: "Let's go."

When the two came to the office, Qu Yao took out a prescription from the medical record book and handed it to him: "This is the medicine to be taken after leaving the hospital. The dosage method is written on it. The nurse will send the medicine to the ward later. , you remember to remind Xiu Qinjiang to take it on time."

Lu Shu took it, glanced at it a few times and said, "Okay."

Qu Yao poured a glass of water and pushed it in front of Lu Shu.

She sat down, pondered for a while and said, "Originally, as the attending doctor of Xu Qinjiang, there are some things I shouldn't tell you, but he is my junior and my friend. It's really special to see him walking all the way." It's not easy, so the following words can be regarded as my speaking to you as a friend."

Lu Shu's eyes fell on the other party, his nerves gradually tightened, and his heart hung up.

Qu Yao recalled the past in her mind, and said: "I have studied his case ten years ago. During the most serious period at the beginning, Xiu Qinjiang's will to survive was very weak, and he was unwilling to accept even the most basic nutritional supply. In layman's terms, he just didn't want to live anymore, but not long after that, he seemed to have suddenly changed his mind and began to cooperate with the doctor's treatment."

"At that time, I was always wondering why he had such a change and who influenced him. It wasn't until later that I saw the photo in his hand that I realized that it was the photo that gave him the motivation to survive."

"I have seen many mental patients, and they usually need to rely on drugs year after year, but occasionally there will be one or two miracles." She looked straight at him and said slowly, "Patients don't have to be completely dependent on drugs." Drugs can only cure, and sometimes it is possible to rely on the only person he trusts."

"I said that, do you understand?"

The eyelids of the person on the opposite side were half drooping, and he folded the prescription in his hand to make a trace, his voice sounded low and astringent.

He said, "I know."

I haven't seen each other for ten years, and I have survived several years of spring, summer, autumn and winter.

For Lu Shu and Yu Qinjiang, it is not enough to call him lover and relative. That is the last reason for him to live after he lost all hope and fell into the brink of life and death.

......

Lu Shu adjusted his expression and returned to the ward as if nothing had happened.

Xiu Qinjiang didn't have too many things, just to be lucky, he threw away some used daily necessities as soon as he could, and finally packed only one suitcase.

As soon as Lu Shu entered the door, Xiu Qinjiang immediately keenly noticed that something was wrong with him.

He leaned up to put his shoulders on his shoulders, and squeezed his face: "Why are you unhappy when you go out? Who did you meet?"

"No," Lu Shu smiled slightly, pulled out a scarf from the suitcase and wrapped it around him, "It's windy outside, wear it well, don't take it off."

"I'm wearing a sweater, a turtleneck." Xuan Qinjiang refused, and began to pull the scarf manually.

Lu Shu said calmly, "Tear it off and I'll wrap it around your head."

"..."

Xiu Qinjiang put it back on and boasted sensibly: "This scarf is pretty, light brown, and it suits me."

Lu Shu held his face in his hands and kissed his forehead: "That's great."

Xiu Qinjiang couldn't help but laugh: "I feel like you are coaxing a child."

"You said it yourself," Lu Shu pulled the trunk lever with one hand, and led him out with the other hand, "you are just a child in front of me."

Xiu Qinjiang looked sideways at him for a while, and his tone slowed down: "If you're not happy, tell me, otherwise how can I coax you?"

"I was just thinking," Lu Shu avoided the question, staring at the hands tightly held by the two, "Where should I take you to play?"

The other party didn't want to say anything, and if he asked a few more questions, he might be impatient, so Xiu Qinjiang could only touch his hair, and took the bait: "Aren't you going back?"

"No, I'll take you on a trip."

"Tang Xingchen is going to die of anger."

Lu Shu said: "I'm not dead, he just finished his eighth honeymoon."

Xiu Qinjiang smiled: "Then is this also called honeymoon?"

"It doesn't count, it's called a wedding trip, there's another time for honeymoon."

"Mr. Lu is very efficient. Are you planning to arrange a lady's life for me?"

"Yes, so be obedient and don't catch a cold."

As they walked and chatted, they ran into a nurse who often took care of Xiu Qinjiang.

With a sincere joy on her face, she asked in English, "Are you going to be discharged from the hospital?"

Chu Qinjiang replied: "Yes."

The nurse glanced across the two, and finally stopped on the holding hands, and said with a smile: "Bless you, can you send me an invitation if you get married?"

"Thank you, I will." Su Qinjiang said.

Lu Shu also nodded to her.

The two sides looked at each other and smiled, and they left the hospital building side by side hand in hand.

—

Chu Qinjiang arranged for a driver to pick him up, and Zhong Wanyan also followed.

She was standing outside, and when she saw someone, she quickly stepped forward and took Xiu Qinjiang's arm: "Brother, where do you stay at night?"

Xiu Qinjiang does not have his own residence in the UK, and has never thought of buying one for many years. He used to either live in a school or make do with a company.

He glanced at Lu Shu who was putting his luggage in the trunk, and said, "Live with your sister-in-law."

Zhong Wanya didn't realize the address for a while, and after a long while, she suddenly answered.

Xiu Qinjiang rubbed her head and said with a smile, "Don't call him that in person, I'll probably be anxious with you."

Zhong Wanyan smiled slightly and said, "Okay, I'll still call you Brother Lu Shu."

Over there, Lu Shu heard his name and asked with his eyes: "Huh?"

"It's okay," said Qin Qinjiang, "get in the car."

Zhong Wanyan consciously went to the co-pilot instead of being a light bulb.

Lu Shu and Xiu Qinjiang sat at the back.

On the way, Zhong Wanyan asked a few questions about Xu Qinjiang's physical condition carefully. Although Lu Shu told her every day, she still wanted to confirm it by herself.

Xiu Qinjiang said that the recovery was good this time, so don't worry about it.

Zhong Wanyan asked again: "Then when will you leave?"

Xiu Qinjiang: "Just these two days."

"Go back to China?"

"No, your sister-in-law—" Xiu Qinjiang stopped in time, and changed his words, "Your Lu Shu brother wants to travel."

Lu Shu glanced over and cast a casual glance at him.

Xiu Qinjiang smiled cutely back.

Zhong Wannian nodded and didn't say any more.

Back at the hotel where he was staying, Lu Shu went to contact the restaurant and asked them to cook some suitable dinners and deliver them to the room.

Zhong Wanyan accompanied Xiu Qinjiang to the suite, saw that he was settled, pursed his upper and lower lips, and stopped talking for a long time.

Xiu Qinjiang tidied up his and Lu Shu's belongings, saw her expression, and said kindly: "Say what you want to say, don't hide it."

Zhong Wanyan took a few steps closer and said softly, "Mom is sick..."

"Cervical Cancer and Uterine Fibroids."

It was found out when Zhong Wanyan was playing in China last time, that's why she was so anxious to call her back.

In the past few months when Xiu Qinjiang resumed treatment, Du Wei also underwent major surgery and is currently undergoing chemotherapy.

Xiu Qinjiang paused, then continued to fiddle with the things in his hands.

There was no fluctuation in expression throughout, very calm and indifferent.

"Mom, she..." Zhong Wanyan hesitated for a few seconds, then said, "I want to see you."

Hearing this, Xiu Qinjiang still remained silent.

He stepped aside and took out Lu Shuang's clothes from the cabinet.

After a moment of stalemate, Zhong Wanyan suddenly rushed in front of him, bent her knees, and knelt beside Xiu Qinjiang's legs.

Her facial features shrank, and tears fell out: "Brother, I'm sorry..."

"I was the one who gave my mother the watch back then, it was me."

Seven or eight-year-old Zhong Wanya grew up in an abnormal family and grew up with abnormal relationships.

Since she was born, she has never felt the true love of a father and a mother. What she has seen and learned are all cold and hypocritical things.

She understood a long time ago that she was just a tool used by her mother to tie her father down. Unfortunately, this tool was too ineffective and couldn't last in just a few years. Du Wei had to find another way.

Not long after, she brought back an older brother, an older brother who fell from the sky.

The brother said that he could take her out of here and take her to see a doctor.

Not once did she believe it.

This is the only person who can accompany her at Zhong's house. They are all Du Wei's children. She shouldn't be the only one who needs to stay in that nasty house, he has to come to accompany her.

When she opened the watch, she discovered the secret he had hidden. She took a picture of the person her brother liked, and then handed the watch to Du Wei, pretending to be courteous and obedient.

Her brother was so anxious, and she couldn't help but feel a little proud of his distraught look.

In this house, something important will be lost, and my brother needs to understand this truth.

She still helped him escape, this is her promise.

But it doesn't matter, my brother will come back soon, how could my mother let him leave.

My brother came back, but my mother went crazy.

Dad had other kids out there, lots of kids, and mom finally went crazy.

Her brother was dying.

It was the first time she saw such a pair of eyes, gray and out of focus, powerless and empty, shattering all hopes.

Zhong Wanyan suddenly realized that the only person who had picked flowers with her in her arms seemed to be pushed into hell by her own hands.

......

"I just want you to accompany me, I don't want to stay in the house alone," Zhong Wanyan hugged Xiu Qinjiang's leg, crying hoarsely, "Brother, I'm sorry, I don't know... I don't know Make you like that, no one talks to me, only you, sorry, sorry..."

Xiu Qinjiang closed his eyes tiredly, slowly squatted down, and hugged her into his arms.

"I know," he said.

He knew that from the time she gave him the photo, Chu Qinjiang knew exactly that Zhong Wanyan took the watch.

It was impossible not to hate him, but Zhong Wantian saved his life.

During the ten years of suffering in London, this sister was the only one left by her side.

He has countless reasons to hate her, but seeing her taking care of him carefully every time, seeing those peace talisman crosses that have been given for many years without interruption, he can't even hate her justly.

After all, you can only turn a blind eye and close one eye, as if it never happened.

But can it really be assumed that it never happened?

My own body, Lu Mingheng's car accident, and Lu Shu's ten years of fruitless search.

Who will pay for these?Who can give it back to him?

"I won't see her," Xiu Qinjiang said lightly, "Whether she is dead or alive has nothing to do with me."

Zhong Wanyan hummed in a trembling voice, but finally broke down and burst into tears uncontrollably.

—

After Zhong Wanyan left, Xu Qinjiang drew up a document and sent it to the group's legal affairs and assistants.

And a notice was issued that starting today, Du Wei would no longer be the nominal president of Zhong Ding Group, and all property, including the villa, would be transferred to Zhong Wanya's name.

He will send someone to send Du Wei to the nursing home. Without his permission, he will not be able to step out of the nursing home from now on.

Letting her survive until the day of her death is the biggest concession that Xiu Qinjiang can make.

This weak and almost negligible relationship between mother and child has been entangled for several years, and the hostility and resentment are finally coming to an end.

The hotel made some delicious Chinese food and delivered them. Lu Shu bought a few more outside and packed them all into the room.

Looking at the dazzling array of food on the table, Qinjiang Qin joked, "Did you buy all the Chinese food you can find in London?"

Lu Shu reached into his clothes, and touched his stomach unceremoniously: "The abdominal muscles are gone, why don't you eat more?"

Xiu Qinjiang was terribly frozen, wrapped in a sweater, and covered his hands with his body temperature: "How far have you run? Your hands are like ice."

"It's not far, just a short walk."

The two of them sat on the same sofa, Lu Shu crossed his legs, shoulder to shoulder and leg to leg, leaning forward with the whole body.

The temperature of his cold hands gradually warmed up, he turned his head to look at the people around him, and asked with a smile, "Have you decided where to go?"

Xuan Qinjiang turned his neck to face him, and pressed his forehead against the opponent's forehead.

"Think about it."

He said, "Go to a place where you can get a marriage certificate."