marry a weak waist

Chapter 44

Later, Mengyu thought about it carefully, and there were indeed some signs that day.The sunny silk is soft, the east wind is lingering, the famous garden flowers are just right, the flying warbler is whispering softly, the glory has reached the place of ecstasy, no wonder the Ming Dynasty will be heartbroken.

After all, the prosperity and decline of the world, the rise and fall of the ages.

It happened to be the fourteenth day, and there was a banquet at home. Two adults, Luo Tongzhi and Yan Yunsi, were invited to hold a banquet in the evening so that everyone could enjoy the moon at night and order.Meng Yu went to another house to give gifts, and Meng Tiao also entertained female guests twice in the morning, and finally got free in the afternoon, so she went to Yinlian's room to tell her a few things about the evening entertainment.

As the time drew near, Yinlian became more and more uncomfortable, and now she hugged the pipa and chorded it on the couch, but she always felt that the sound was not right, her eyebrows were furrowed anxiously, "Ma'am, I'm afraid that I won't speak and offend the guests."

Meng Tiao was about to leave, so she turned back and sat on the couch to comfort her, "What are you afraid of, the man surnamed Luo and your master are not from the same yamen, neither his upper peak nor some high-ranking official, but just with him In some business dealings, even if you accidentally offend him, he doesn't dare to do anything, your master knows how to deal with him."

"Since that's the case..." Yin Lian was determined to go all out a while ago, but now she suddenly became frightened, wishing she could retract her limbs into her stomach, "Since that's the case, can I not go?"

Meng Tiao's face changed, and the corners of his eyes and lips were slightly raised, "Don't tell me this, you promised your master, but you will go back on your word, so you have no choice but to tell him."

After speaking, he grabbed the skirt and went out, and turned to the kitchen to order the banquet.After a few instructions, I happened to see the freshly made moon cakes, so I asked the manager, "Do you have any more of the newly made moon cakes?"

I don’t know where I hired someone to make a mold in the kitchen this year. It’s a novelty. The moon cake made is in the shape of a longevity lock, with arabesque patterns on the side, and some auspicious words in the middle, mixed with some fruits and vegetables. Juice kneaded The noodles are colorful and very beautiful.

The manager hurriedly agreed, and Mengtiao asked him to pick one of each color and lettering, put it in an exquisite box, wrap it in indigo cloth, and go to Qingyu Garden when he was free.

The Qingyu Garden is also busy preparing for tomorrow's festival, Xie Chun is ordering the kitchen to prepare the table noodles, and several servant girls are listening to the orders in the room.Meng Tiao didn't want to disturb her, so she put down the box and looked for Dong Mo in the bedroom.

After idling around, Xie Chun invited her to have tea on the couch, and defended Dong Mo, "There are two people from the yamen, and the master is entertaining guests in front."

Meng Yu curled her lips and handed the box to her, "Don't be angry if I say something, I see that those mooncakes made in your kitchen are not good-looking, look at me, how about setting the dishes tomorrow?"

Xie Chun opened it and laughed, "Young lady's hands are so clever! This one will be applauded under the moon! The young lady will bring the second young lady to come earlier tomorrow, so as to help me set up the display in the Luoshui Pavilion."

Just as he promised here, he smiled and looked away, but saw Dong Mo leaning crookedly on the screen, wearing a straight body in water green, because he didn't go to the yamen, his bun was not so meticulously tied, he was a little sleepy, and he looked relaxed .

The heartbeat seems to be intermittent for no reason like this. Two days ago, Mengyu felt that he could love him peacefully, but now his heart was beating again.

She tried to hide her sudden confusion, she frowned and gave him a hard look, and complained to Xie Chun, "Look at this man, he looks like a ghost, quietly scaring people behind his back."

Xie Chun pursed her lips and smiled, holding the box and wanted to let her go out, but Dong Mo called to stop her, took moon cakes out of her box, held it up to Meng Yu's eyes, "You made it?"

Mengtiao wished to let him know that she was the most ingenious woman in the whole world, so that he could only have room for her in his eyes and heart.So he pretended to take the credit, and raised his chin triumphantly, "Is my dexterity?"

Unexpectedly, Dong Mo took a bite, threw it away, and patted the cake crumbs on his hands, "It looks good but it doesn't taste good."

Meng Yu raised his hand to hit him, but he grabbed his wrist, "Come here, I'll give you a hug." Meng Yu lowered his eyes, his face was smeared red, he shyly pushed the kang table into the corner, and knelt down to him Crawled over, "Holding and hugging, it's not too hot."

Women are good at duplicity, Dong Mo followed her words, leaned back and gave way, "Then don't hug."

Suddenly stunned Meng Tiao, still on his knees, looked up at him hatefully, turned around and crawled back.Dong Mo grabbed her waist, held her in his arms, and hugged her behind him, "Why are you so angry?"

Meng Tiao winked back, "It's obvious that you provoked me first."

He posted it up with a smile, his face hanging low on her shoulder, "When will you be here tomorrow?"

"It's noon, Xie Chun asked me to help set up the banquet."

Dong Mo nodded and said nothing.Meng Yuan turned her head to look at him, met his eyes, saw his lips, and thought of those long kisses.She wanted him to kiss her, but she couldn't say it directly, so she pouted and straightened her skirt for a while.

He didn't move for a long time, so she got up again and walked around the room slowly.Turn to the couch and take a look at him, turn to the couch again, and take another look at him.

Swimming across this cave, walking over that wall, going back and forth several times, breaking through the embroidered shoes.The sun hanging down from the window was deflected several times by her exquisite figure.Dong Mo held back a secret smile, got up and straightened his clothes, opened the curtain and entered the bedroom.

Meng Tiao was a little puzzled, and suddenly heard him saying in it: "Come and see, the white rose in your dream seems to have died without watering for two days."

It was silly words on paper, and he was clearly making fun of her.Meng Tiao was suspicious, but still couldn't stop following.Glancing at it, the flower was blooming well, she raised her eyes sideways, turned her face up, and deliberately gave him a chance, "Isn't it here well?"

"Words to coax you." Dong Mo took advantage of the situation to surround her, pressed her against the window sill, and pushed open the sill window, "You want me to kiss you, but I'm fine, but you just bumped into girls outside, wouldn't it be embarrassing for you?"

"Who wants you to kiss me?" Meng Yu leaned back on the window, grinning and beating his shoulder, pushing him half-rejected, "It's clear that you want to kiss me! You don't just want to kiss me, you want to do something different." Yes, I'm afraid it will be broken by someone!"

He put one hand behind her waist, leaned over, pressed her lips and asked, "Is there anything else I want to do? Tell me."

He said he wanted to avoid people, but now the window was wide open, and Meng Tiao's upper body was pushed out, exposing it to the sunny day.The Golden Crow was hanging to the west at this time, half covered by the eaves of the opposite corridor, and the light pierced Mengyuan's eyes with twists and turns.Dong Mo raised his hand to cover her eyelids, and rolled his tongue into her mouth.

Their kissing became more and more proficient, and their breaths were mixed together in an instant, as if they were born to be one. Two. One.It's just that there were bumps on their respective roads, and it was delayed until then to meet each other.

The dream fell under his kiss, and I felt a burst of joy and fear——

She zigzags along a path that ordinary women should not walk. Is it the wrong path of fate?No, she thought she found another way, just to meet him today.She suddenly had no hatred for fate.

As soon as Dong Mo pulled down that hand, Meng Yuan felt a little unaccustomed to the light, and snorted in his nostrils.He had to look around for something to cover her eyes.After looking around and finding nothing, she got caught in her skirt and pulled a soft silk ribbon on her hakama.

He tied her eyes and turned day into night privately.Meng Tiao couldn't see anything, but felt his legs in the skirt were bare, and his warm hands were swimming on top, and when she got in the middle, she couldn't help snorting, and clutched the clothes on his shoulders tightly.

Dong Mo kissed her ear, and smiled retaliatingly, "Do you know that, just because you don't completely belong to me, I can't fully possess you yet."

Meng Tiao suddenly felt wronged in his heart, and his thin voice seemed to be crying.He was putting the cart before the horse. As long as he was willing to invade and occupy her, wouldn't she belong to him?

Dong Mo also endured hardships, his body wished he could break her, but he was afraid that it would be nothing but joy in his heart.Fortunately, she was also happy in his hands, and her glamorous expression gave him most of the confidence, making him believe that she would come and live by his side for a long time.

Later, Meng Tiao's nails scratched his shoulder and bled a little, but he didn't care about it. He wiped his finger on her lips until it was shiny, and kissed her again, "You will come, yes no?"

The ribbon on Mengyuan's eyes slipped down, and the sunset was already outside the eaves.The red setting sun was reflected on his face, which seemed a little like the end of the world.Meng Tiao didn't know why, she cried and buried herself in his chest, and nodded fiercely.

After dinner, the setting sun burned out, and the wind blowing in through the window was cool, blowing away the lust, and the reason came to the surface again. Mengyu seriously thought about this problem, lying on the window, with a sad face, "You're already 25, haven't your family lettered you and told you about your marriage?"

"There is a brother under me who didn't discuss marriage, so I have to plan on him first, and then it's my turn." Dong Mo smiled, leaning on the window sill with his shoulders crooked, and looked at her with teasing eyes from the opposite side, "I don't want to marry you." Don't be in a hurry, you are in a hurry for me."

Meng Tiao's face was slightly red, and she gave him another look, "What kind of young lady does your family want for you?"

Arrow bamboo rustled outside the window, and when she asked this question, she felt a little guilty, as if a gust of wind had passed in her heart, rustling with anticipation and loss.She knew that he was not valued at home, but in such a large family, even the marriage of children who were not valued was no joke.

Even if he doesn't want to marry a daughter of a famous family, it must be an innocent young lady, and it is impossible for him to marry an unclear married woman.

He also said earlier that he would wait for her, and when Mengtiao heard that, he was very moved.Thinking about it, the future is too tortuous, so I feel discouraged.

Dong Mo looked at her, with some plans in mind.But seeing the full moon in the sky, she also thought that she would have to be reunited with others tonight.

No matter how generous he was, it was inevitable that he would be a bit apprehensive, so he teased her, "For a family like mine, you must be a young lady from a high-ranking family, knowledgeable in books and etiquette, able to distinguish right from wrong, good-looking... not inferior to you. gone."

Meng Yu casts eyes at him, stares at him for a while, then gets angry, grabs her skirt and jumps down on the bed to leave.Dong Mo hurriedly wanted to drag her, "Where are you going?"

But he found nothing, Meng Yuan flung his sleeves and ran outside, "Go home!"

The sky will be gloomy, blue like a bottomless sea, the wind is blowing rustlingly, and the overlapping shadows of flowers and trees in the garden are like waves, rushing forward and backward.

Dong Mo found a lantern and chased him out. The path was full of indistinct dense shade and jagged rocks, the fallen red and withered leaves turned into road dust, and the smoke and mist locked into a maze.Holding the lamp, he trekked across mountains and rivers towards the lonely moon, looking for the dreamy shadow in the misty mist.

He seemed to be running in a dream, and the frantic steps under his feet became unreal. Thousands of people flashed around him in a trance, and turning back and forth was not a dream.

Meng Tiao only cares about walking ahead, his anger gradually dissipating, he is afraid that he will not be able to keep up, and when he looks back, he suddenly feels a big dream, behind him is a vast expanse, green and green, and the mountain ghost is silent.She hurried forward in panic, and ran out of the gate in a daze, and suddenly there was a Lantern Street in front of her eyes!Agitated heart.

Because of tomorrow's festival, Fushun Street is very lively, but you can see the lights shining on the jade tower, and the full moon hanging on the high platform.The two rows are full of fireworks and strange lights, and the flowers are so colorful that you can't see the end at a glance.The road is full of jade-clothed Liu Lang, Luo Qun Yue girls, the noise of carriages and horses, and the joy of drums and music.

The dream is like falling into the palace of heaven, his mind is buzzing and chaotic, and he walks forward with the flow of people in a daze.In a blink of an eye, Dong Mo was standing beside her, reflecting the shadow of the flowers and lanterns, smiling softly, with a throbbing feeling in his eyes, "Still angry? I'm joking."

Meng Tiao couldn't tell where the dream was, and was in a daze.Seeing that a group of tourists laughing and joking was about to bump into him, Dong Mo pulled her towards him, clenched her hand tightly in his sleeve, and did not let go.

All the people in the streets and alleys are full of flutes and flutes, thousands of lights and moonlight, the wine is drunk, and the drunk wakes up, noisy and chaotic.A few actors were also invited to sing in the East Garden of the Meng Mansion. The brocade tent was surrounded by a screen, and the beaded curtain reflected the moon. Several adults in the pavilion shook their poems, played and sang and drank. It was very lively.

Na Luo Tongzhi heard the old lady say that a beautiful woman who is good at playing the pipa has come to the house, and he was a little impatient when he didn't see her after this meeting, so he pulled Meng Yu and whispered: "Didn't you say that there is a pipa master? Why haven't you seen it yet? Don't Mr. Meng is a treasure in the golden house, so he is reluctant to be conspicuous in front of others, right?"

Meng Yu's chest felt stuffy all night. I don't know if it was because of too much wine or because Meng Tiao didn't return home. Just as he was thinking about leaving the banquet to let go of the alcohol, he said with a smile, "I'll go and look for it, Mr. Luo first. Eat wine."

Walking all the way to Yinlian's room, I saw Yinlian sitting alone on the couch with her pipa in her arms under the dim light.Hearing the sound of footsteps, she raised her head timidly, and smiled bitterly, "The pipa is broken..."

Sitting on the couch, Meng Yu pushed the candle closer to her, and saw the tears on her face full of anxiety.Yin Lian was afraid of revealing her timidity, so she turned to the darkness, "I didn't hide on purpose, the pipa is really broken, and I'm just waiting for the girl to find the string."

"You're afraid." Meng Yu slumped her shoulders, her expression a little sad, "It's right to be afraid. I won't go, you should rest earlier."

Yin Lian was startled, she turned to look at his face, wiped her tears to tell, "I'm not trying to shirk, I'll go right away."

She stood up and was about to leave, but Meng Yu held her by the wrist, raised her head and smiled, "I won't go. Just pretend that I didn't say what I said before. You don't need to socialize. You can just eat, sleep, and live happily." .”

These words were clearly addressed to Yinlian, but Yinlian felt that his voice passed through her trying to travel through time and reached another person's ear.

Time is irreversible, but Meng Yu thought, there is still room for turning around at this moment.He got up from his seat, said a few words to comfort Yinlian, and walked into Mengtiao's room.

Meng Yao returned home at some point, and was lying on her stomach in front of the dressing table, quietly, as if she was planning for something big.

Meng Yu walked over and put his hand on her shoulder.Meng Tiao was startled, and hurriedly raised her waist, "Aren't you at the East Garden to entertain guests?"

He didn't speak, and turned his back to the couch.Meng Tiao thought about it, and asked him softly: "Is it because Yinlian is unhappy at the banquet?"

"I won't ask her to go." He paused, and smiled apologetically, "Actually, she shouldn't have to bear these things. She is just a woman and doesn't understand anything. Meng'er..." He swallowed Throat, do not know where to start.

Meng Yuan's face changed abruptly, these words were simply unexpected to her.She had been a pair of wretched couple with him for so long, and when she had no hope in him, he suddenly wanted to repent?

She shrugged her shoulders and laughed twice, feeling a little tingling in her heart, "Okay, okay, you, Meng Yu, have found out with conscience that you want to be an upright gentleman. I really didn't realize that you still have this talent at all. You deserve it. After reading poetry and books, a piece of conscience has not been completely wiped out."

Meng Yu wanted to say all the things she couldn't say before, but under her two taunts, her throat seemed to be choked, and her mouth seemed weak, "Meng'er, the past is wiped out, and we will live well in the future. You just need to be at ease. Mrs. Futai, take care of the housework, and don't let you take care of the outside affairs."

"It's late." Meng Tiao smiled sadly, it's a good thing to correct a mistake, but Meng Tiao always finds it ironic.If she had never had any resentment or hatred before, then at this moment, she felt that the past had become an absurd joke, and she was also a part of this absurd joke.

She let out a breath, and a tear slipped out, "You suddenly realized tonight that it wasn't for me."

After reading so many books, Meng Yu has always been able to speak clearly, but this time she was at the end of her words in panic.He hastily pulled out his seat to greet him, "Meng'er, it's not too late, we've only been married for four years, and there's still a hundred years left in the future."

He approached, and the two faced each other to see.Half of each other's faces are shrouded in dim yellow candlelight, and the other half is covered with thin frosty moonlight, both of which are somewhat desolate.

It was at this moment that Mengyuan looked at herself reflected in his eyes and realized that nothing had trapped her all this time.It is only because the heart is not free that it becomes its own prisoner.

She said with some relief: "It's late. I won't be for you anymore."

Meng Yu was taken aback for a moment. In fact, she had already guessed her change in her heart, but when she heard it with her own ears, she still shocked him like a wave.He opened his mouth and took a hard breath.What's more serious is that he didn't expect her next words at all:

"Brother Yu, we have been a husband and wife for nearly four years. Good is not good, and bad is not bad. There is always something missing. You are right. It should be written off in the past. I have never blamed you, and you should not Blame me, it's time for us to end. If you really want to be better for me, write me a letter of divorce, so that we will not be in vain as a husband and wife."

Pain flashed across Meng Yu's face, and determination was revealed in his eyes, "Don't even think about it."

He firmly believes that they still have room for maneuver, starting from today, they will be an ordinary couple from now on.He took a few steps around the room, the surprise and pain in his heart made him speechless.

After a while, he turned into a leisurely and urgent smile, "We can't tell you how angry you are now. You rest first, and we will talk about it tomorrow. Meng'er, I know we have a lot of stuff in our hearts. Don’t dare to tell each other, then you wait for me to take this step first. You will go to bed first and I will blow the lamp for you.”

As he said that, he took Meng Yuan to the bed, helped her to sleep, and took off the gauze curtain on the moon hook, as usual.But the eyes that looked up and down were a little frank and broken.

Meng Yu actually wanted to laugh at herself at this moment, look, they are really not suitable to be too frank, two unbearable people love each other, even this love is unbearable, it is only suitable to cover up.

He walked buoyantly to the couch and blew the lamp. When he looked up, there was a wisp of cloud and smoke floating on the bright moon outside the window, like a crack, and the good moon fell into two halves.

After Meng Yu left, she never returned to the banquet, and with nowhere to go, she wandered back to the Yinlian Room.Yinlian had already fallen asleep, so he sat quietly on the couch, not even breathing soundly, a dark silhouette was falling down, reflecting the crumbled moon outside the window.

The sky was dark, and soon it rained, Meng Tiao lay on the pillow in a daze, and woke up when the rain fell.She suspected that it was raining heavily, and heard rumbles all around, but she got up and opened the window, only a little drizzle drifted silently.

The lights in the porch were also turned off, the rain was like rustling hair on the temples, looking silver against the moonlight, like the hair of a woman who had aged for many years, and now she was so old that she still wept so much.Fortunately, she is still young.

I don't know how many days it is, Meng Yu suddenly couldn't wait for a moment, he found a lantern somewhere and came out, without changing his clothes, only wearing smoked purple double-breasted long pajamas, and a purple thin silk skirt, hurriedly walked Go to the old lady's room.

Because the old lady did not see Meng Yu and Yin Lian at the banquet, she dealt with several adults alone, drank a few glasses of wine, and was a little groggy and unable to sleep.Suddenly hearing a knock on the door, he went to open it in doubt, only to see Meng Tiao stepping in with a skirt.

Thinking that something terrible happened, the old lady didn't bother to call the girl, so she hurriedly dragged Meng Tiao into the bedroom, searched around for candles and lit them, "What are you doing here in such a hurry in the middle of the night? What happened?"

Meng Yu didn't even sit down, she held the lantern, her eyes sparkled with excitement, "Mom, I'm leaving."

"Let's go?" The old lady was confused, her brows were furrowed, "Where are you going in the middle of the night?"

"I'm going to find Dong Mo." Meng Yu grabbed her hand and lowered her eyes, "Mother, I'm going to go with Dong Mo. I can't tell you right now, but Brother Yu won't let her go anyway. I'm going, I can only go out at this moment, I'm afraid I won't be able to leave at dawn. All my land deeds and land deeds are placed in the gold-painted cage in my house, and you keep them for me. Come pick you up again."

As he was speaking, he was about to turn around, but was grabbed by the old lady, "I said Meng'er, why did you go crazy in the middle of the night? You can't talk about anything until dawn, this black light, this, this..."

She became confused, let go of her dreams and walked around the room.Meng Yu stepped forward to hold her back, "I have been married to Brother Yu for four years, I know him too well, he will not let me go easily. Mother, you wait for my letter, and when I am safe, I will definitely let you go." Come to pick you up. Don't tell Mei Qing to listen, ah."

The old lady was completely dazed, but she was powerless when she tried to pull her, and she fell down on the edge of the bed.When he came back to his senses, Meng Yuan's shadow had already slid out of the window holding the lantern.The scarlet curtain under the door fluttered and was tottered by the wind.

stable?How to be safe?A woman does not have a stable family background, but her beauty is a burden.The three of them managed to climb up the big tree of Meng Yu in the precarious wind and rain. Now that they are about to let go, how can they gain a foothold?

Dong Mo is good, but he can't marry Meng Tiao, because he has too many worries behind him.Even if he could really go through hardships and marry Meng Yuan, with his family background, he would definitely not be able to tolerate the rough and dirty natal family around her.

After thinking about it, the old lady frantically changed her mind, and hurriedly found a lamp, lit it and went out.

This rainy night suddenly became busy.Mengyu went back to his room and changed his clothes, he was going to go out through the corner gate, and he didn't need to set up a car, he first went to Xiaochanhua Lane to bring colorful clothes, and then ran to Qingyu Garden.I will talk to Meng Yu slowly about the future.Dong Mo will help her.

She was a little flustered at first, but thinking of Dong Mo gave her some confidence.I sorted out some soft food in such a random way, and hurried to the small garden with the lantern in hand.

From afar, I saw two lanterns flickering lightly on the corner door, like the sleeping eyes of a beast, half-open and half awake.Underneath, there are two shadowy gatekeepers dozing off, sitting on the left and right, knocking their heads lightly.Meng Tiao was making up something in her mind, but suddenly she heard footsteps in disorder, she panicked and ran towards the corner door in a hurry.

Seeing that she was about to run, Meng Yu got out from nowhere, cut her arms, looked at her with scarlet eyes, "Meng'er, where are you going so late?"

Meng Tiao looked back, and saw that a group of servants had rushed up with lanterns.She panicked, but quickly calmed down again.

He was about to make up a lie to coax him, but he suddenly smiled, "I think no matter where you are going, you always think of going to Xiaochanhua Lane to pick up the colorful clothes first. You don't have to go, I will send people Go and take her home."

Mengyu's guess was right, Meng Yu was determined not to let her go, she didn't expect her to break up unexpectedly tonight, and she also thought that there would be trouble in the future.So I made plans early.

He walked up, took off the bundle from her hand under Meng Yuan's cold gaze, turned his head and handed it to the housekeeper, "Take my wife back to her room to sleep. If I don't see my wife tomorrow, will you still be able to touch your heads?" secure."

Meng Tiao came out in the dark night, and was sent back in the dark night.Although she used to be beautiful and domineering as the king in this mansion, Meng Yu had the final say on what really happened.The reason why these servants and maids listened to her was because Meng Yu wanted them to be obedient, but to be honest, she couldn't even be her own master.

The rain was floating continuously, moistening the whole body with coldness.Meng Tiao went back to the house in a daze, the walls were brightly lit, the maids and women serving in the house had gathered at some point, those guarding the house and outside the porch were not enough, there were still a dozen or so servants Stay in the court and surround her tightly.

Meng Tiao was still calm, so he sat on the couch and called a woman, "Where's Caiyi? Tell her to come, you go down and rest."

The old lady lowered her head and bowed her head, "Caiyi...caiyi was locked up by the master. Let's take care of the wife. We are more careful than that girl. That girl is stupid and clumsy, so I can't take care of my wife well at this time. After a whole night of chaos, will my wife be hungry now? Hey, it’s still raining, so my wife should change her clothes first, wouldn’t you be covering your illness if you cover your body like this?”

Meng Tiao glanced at her with a half-smile, "You really care about me."

The mother-in-law made a blessing, but she didn't talk to her. She went to the bedroom and said in a loud voice, "Everyone stay awake to serve God. If there is something wrong with my wife tomorrow, you can't pay. Don't turn off the lights in the courtyard. Go, Boil water for my wife to take a bath, order the kitchen to boil hot ginger soup, and first serve my wife to have a good sleep."

Listening through the curtain, the voice was shrill and hard, almost harsh, a bit like the voice of an old lady when she was angry.

Mengyu went to the dressing table to untie her bun and hairpin, but suddenly felt powerless, unable to lift her hands, so she had to sit still.Her pale face was reflected in the mirror, and she gradually smiled dejectedly.

The author says:

Is Meng Yu crazy?Hehe, it's only now that I'm starting to go crazy.

Hehe, the whole staff gradually went insane.