The Temptation of Reborn Pinru

Chapter 47

Knowing that Lin Pinru was going back to work in Venus, the staff of Venus stood on both sides of the door to welcome her.

After completing the work handover with the person Gao Hong sent to temporarily take over her, Lin Pinru walked into the familiar office again, and everything remained the same, except that person disappeared.

According to Ms. Sun who took over the work for her, Ellie never came to work on the third day after Chairman Gao's accident, that is, the second day after Lin Pinru left Venus.

Of course, due to work needs, Ms. Sun still called Ellie, but no one answered.

Hearing this, Lin Pinru felt a pain in her heart, remembering that she hadn't contacted Ellie for a long time.

Since the last time she and Ellie had a dispute on the phone, she never contacted Ellie again, and Ellie never took the initiative to call her again, so they haven't spoken for a long time.

Of the two of them, one is strong and the other is awkward, neither of them is willing to bow their heads to admit their mistakes and beg for mercy.

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On the first day after returning to work, Lin Pinru quickly found the rhythm and state of work, but occasionally when she looked up and saw the empty office, she felt mixed feelings.

There are too many, too many memories of her and Ellie in this office. Seeing things and thinking about others, the twilight and morning with Ellie appear in front of my eyes, and my thoughts rush like a flood.

Before she got off work in the afternoon, Lin Pinru couldn't sit still, tormented by her guilt, missing, and self-blame, she left Venus and drove back to Hong's house.

Thinking of her neglect of Ellie and the entanglement with Chen Jie during this period of time, the guilt in Lin Pinru's heart made her feel more and more embarrassed, standing at the door wondering if she should go in or not.

What is Ellie doing now?Are you taking care of your body these days?Have you ever missed yourself, or does it mean that her leaving doesn't matter to her at all?

After hesitating for a long time, Lin Pinru pushed the door open.

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There was a cold silence after entering the door, and it seemed that no one was in the house.

The doorknob was covered with dust, the floor of the living room was littered with wine bottles and cigarette butts, and the food Ellie made the day she left was still on the table, but mold had grown.

There was no sound in the room, and Lin Pinru's heart rose to her throat a little bit.

Horrible thoughts flashed through her mind, making her body tremble.

"Ai Li." Lin Pinru softly called Ai Li's name, afraid that his voice would startle the dust in the room.

There was a layer of dust on the handrail of the stairs, and Lin Pinru's heart was as cold as falling into an ice cave.

She didn't know what happened to Ellie, but all the signs she saw so far made her feel uneasy.

Walking upstairs, Lin Pinru pushed open the bedroom door with trembling hands.

The room was pitch black, with thick curtains blocking the light from outside.

The air in the room was stagnant, as if it had lost the ability to flow, a mixture of smoke, alcohol, and some rotten food smelled sour and disgusting.

Lin Pinru saw a figure lying motionless on the bed, and there had been no movement since she entered the door. The silence made Lin Pinru's heartbeat even louder.

Walking to the bed, Lin Pinru covered her mouth. She grabbed the corner of the quilt with one hand, but she didn't have the courage to lift it.

As if sensing the movement, the person on the bed shrank to the other side, as if avoiding her.

Lin Pinru took a deep breath and lifted the quilt, and saw Ellie who was curled up like a baby and was almost out of shape. There was nothing/no/hanging on her body, and her ribs clearly emerged on the skin of her abdomen.

Something dripped onto her hand continuously, Lin Pinru lowered her head and saw that it was her own tears.

Caught off guard, Lin Pinru lifted the quilt, and Ellie's body shivered slightly when it came into contact with the cold air.

Ellie, who was much thinner than ordinary people, was almost as thin as a bone.

Thinking of the ashes on the doorknob and the handrail of the stairs, and the moldy food on the dining table many days ago, Lin Pinru felt her heart was being violently stirred by something, and it hurt to death.

Lin Pinru didn't say anything, but took off her high heels and slowly lay down beside Ellie.

She unbuttoned her clothes and put herself on Ellie's back with the same /thread/naked/hanging, because Lin Pinru felt that the clothes would block her body temperature from being transmitted to Ellie.

Gently hugging Ai Li's body, Lin Pinru was afraid that if he was a little stronger, he would break her apart.

The protruding bones on her back were in contact with her skin, and Ellie's body was as cold as a dead person.

"Don't touch me." Ellie didn't struggle much in Lin Pinru's arms, but spoke lightly, without hiding her indifference towards Lin Pinru in her tone.

But Lin Pinru didn't pay attention to Ellie's words, but stretched out her hand and slowly stroked the other's body. She touched Ellie's protruding ribs, breasts with almost no flesh, and her collarbone that was deeply sunken.

You idiot, why do you torture yourself like this.

Lin Pinru rested his forehead on the back of Ellie's neck, and tears flowed like two small waterfalls. Those warm tears slid down and quickly became cold, existing between the skins of the two people. .

"Go away, don't touch me." Allie said weakly, unable to even resist.

Forgot how many days she had been like this, Ellie had already lost hope in Lin Pinru, and even the warm and soft body behind her now was as unreal as an illusion.

However, she seems to have no matches.

Thinking of this, Ellie became a little sad, and tears flowed out uncontrollably.

Such a warm and beautiful illusion is like a bubble in the sun, yearning but easy to burst.

Lin Pinru kept scolding herself for being a jerk in her heart.

As for Ellie's instigation of Gao Shanshan to hurt Gao Hong, she has now thrown it out of the blue.

Lin Pinru ignored Ellie's resistance, and gently kissed Ellie's protruding spine with her trembling lips. Those protruding joints were like the brand marks left on her heart by red-hot iron.

"I'm sorry." Lin Pinru couldn't stop himself from trembling, and the words in his mouth were broken.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Lin Pinru kept apologizing to Ellie in her heart, even though she knew that it was just a futile approach, and it was useless at all.

But she really didn't know how else she could make up for the guilt in her heart.

She has always been unclear about Ellie's feelings for herself, although she can feel the other's possessiveness for her, and she can feel the other's attachment and coquettishness.

But Lin Pinru has never been sure whether Ellie really loves herself, or how much she loves herself.

It's just that Lin Pinru is very clear in her heart that she loves Ellie very much, with the determination of past and present, a match made in heaven, a match made in heaven.

Of course, that was just wishful thinking on her part.

But Lin Pinru knew clearly in her heart that she had a kind of attachment to Ellie that she couldn't understand, and it was her destiny that she could not escape in this life, otherwise she would not come to this world to start again.

Because only Ellie is the one Lin Pinru wants.

There is only Ellie, who has such a bad temper but does not arouse her resentment.

It was only now that Lin Pinru dared to confirm that Ellie's love for him was not much less than his love for her.

It's just that he was too duplicity, too eager to refuse and welcome, so he misunderstood Ellie's meaning, really saw the relationship between them as fragile, and also thought Ellie was so cold-blooded and ruthless.

"I'm sorry, Ellie." Lin Pinru hugged Ellie's body weakly, the man's silence and coldness filled her with sadness.

But the person in his arms didn't respond to her, but closed his eyes, and he didn't even resist, which made Lin Pinru feel his heartlessness even more.

She kissed Ellie's nape, kissed Ellie's earlobe, kissed her hair.

"Dirty, don't touch me." The weak voice of the person in his arms was as thin as a gossamer. If he hadn't been so close to her, Lin Pinru thought, he might not be able to hear clearly.

At this time, everything became less important. For Lin Pinru, those things that made her angry now made her regret.

Regardless of the weak struggle of the person in his arms like a kitten, Lin Pinru gently hugged Ellie up.

Ellie has indeed become a weightless skeleton, a woman who is half a head taller than Lin Pinru, and she is extremely light in her arms.

That person's stomach has never been very good. In his previous life, he had stomach cancer, probably because he didn't want to endure the torture of cancer, so he chose to commit suicide by jumping into the sea.

But why in this life, I still haven't taken good care of her?Just leave her here alone because she was angry and wanted to escape?

Lin Pinru kept blaming herself, as if this was the only way to make her feel a little better.

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Ellie was hugged by Lin Pinru sickly, with her head hanging in Lin Pinru's arms.

Her tears just wet the skin of Lin Pinru's heart, and the cold, sticky touch made Lin Pinru feel uncomfortable all over.

For whom are her tears shed?Is it for yourself, or for her?

Lin Pinru smelled Ellie's body, it was a sour smell that seemed to have gone bad, and that smell made Lin Pinru feel distressed again.

Because Lin Pinru had never smelled this kind of smell from Ellie, and Ellie was always the most beautiful and hygienic person.

Even when she was in school and had no money, Ellie would save money from the pocket money her father gave her to buy some low-quality perfume.

How could she stand the stench like that on her body?

Or is it that I no longer have the desire for life, so I just let it flow like this?

Lin Pinru raised her head slightly, holding back her tears, fearing that the person in her arms would cry even more because of this, and Ellie's eyes would break if she kept crying.

Carrying Ellie who was almost weightless to the bathroom, Lin Pinru carefully put Ellie into the bathtub.

She turned on the hot water, adjusted the water temperature, and waited until the temperature was right before filling the bathtub with hot water, and then saw Ellie staring at herself.

With such a sad look, eyes that worry about gain and loss.

Perhaps seeing Lin Pinru's gaze on her, Ellie stretched out her hands to cross her chest, while lowering her head to avoid Lin Pinru's gaze.

Feeling Ellie's avoidance of herself, Lin Pinru smiled bitterly in her heart, and she also scolded herself in her heart for being a scumbag and an asshole.

Lin Pinru took out the shower gel, and then gently stepped into the bathtub. She held Ellie's body in her arms, and then lay down under Ellie's body.

Holding that person's bony body in her arms, the other person's already thin, and recently even more bony body was sunk in her flesh.

The body hurts because of Ellie's spine and pelvis; but what hurts more than the body is Lin Pinru's heart that is blaming herself now.

The hot water wrapped the two of them, and Ellie could clearly feel Lin Pinru's warm and delicate palms walking on her body.

Different from the previous movements, Lin Pinru's hand brushed slowly over her body bit by bit, as if he had touched a needle and wanted to take it back but endured the pain and continued to grope. kindness.

Does this make her feel bad?Ellie stared blankly at the water in the bathtub and at Lin Pinru's pale back of his hands under the water.

There was a sneer at the corner of his mouth, so Lin Pinru is also someone who cares about his own feelings?It's just too late to say anything.

Under Ellie's body is the warm, soft and beautiful body that once made her dream and nostalgia, and the body is gently wrapped in hot water.

But there was no warmth in my heart, I just let the other party play around dully.

When you hate it, you will throw yourself aside in disgust, and when you think of her, you will pretend to be in front of her with a heartbroken look?

It turned out that Lin Pinru, who had always said that he was acting, turned out to be a much better actor than himself.

Ellie couldn't hold back her tears, and lowered her head to watch the blurred tears dripping into the bathtub, merging with the warm water.