Chapter 80
Chapter 80
Probably because she didn't expect to meet again under such circumstances, Chen Jie opened her eyes slightly when she saw her, but she pursed her lips and said nothing.Such a scene is a bit funny. It is obvious that old friends meet, but the two stand at the door and stare at each other. Neither of them spoke first, but looked at each other in silence.
Chen Jie didn't seem to have changed much, probably because she was out for a stroll, she was only wearing a slim white sportswear, and her long black and beautiful hair, which was always meticulously combed on weekdays, was just casually loose. Chen Jie's glasses were changed, and her fair and soft face remained unchanged, but she looked a little pale without makeup.Lin Pinru met Chen Jie's deep and gentle eyes, and lowered her eyes in a heartbeat. Such a sudden meeting made her a little embarrassed.
She knew that her concern for Chen Jie was just a whim, and she was afraid that the other party would misunderstand that she still had nostalgia for her.In fact, until now, Lin Pinru didn't quite understand her feelings for Chen Jie. It wasn't love, but it was beyond ordinary friendship. She didn't know how to get along with this feeling, and she didn't know how to bring as little as possible to her. people hurt.It's just that no matter how complicated emotions she has for Chen Jie, Lin Pinru has to admit that she still misses Chen Jie all these years.
"Long time no see." In the end, it was Chen Jie who broke the silence. She smiled generously at Lin Pinru, and the facial features on her face suddenly became more vivid. Chen Jie still had some changes. She seemed to have changed after returning from abroad. Much warmer.A familiar, clear spring-like voice sounded in his ears, and Lin Pinru buzzed in his head, feeling as if he was dreaming.
"Long time no see." Lin Pinru replied awkwardly, pulled out a forced smile and lowered her head.Obviously Chen Jie was standing in front of her, but there seemed to be an invisible gap separating the two of them. That gap may be called time, maybe strangeness, or the bottom line. Lin Pinru never thought that one day she would feel this way when she saw Chen Jie Awkward.
"My cousin got married. I came back to attend the wedding and stayed in China for a few days. I don't know what happened today. I came here by accident. I didn't expect to meet you. Hehe, it's so good." Chen Jie knew Lin Pinru very well. People, until she saw herself embarrassed, so before the other party asked, she naturally told the reason why she appeared here.
Lin Pinru raised her head and looked at the gentle woman in front of her. She was holding back something to say, and wanted to ask her how she was doing abroad, whether she would return to China, when she would return, did she find the right person, and recently she was watching What movie to listen to and what song, but Lin Pinru found that she couldn't ask, and the words turned into a light sentence: "Really?"
Chen Jie looked at Lin Pinru with calm eyes. Several years have passed, and the years have hardly left traces on Lin Pinru's face. The long straight hair has turned into long curly hair, which is more feminine. The roses planted on the heart, even every rose The thorns belong to others.Looking at that beautiful, familiar face with a slightly sentimental expression, Chen Jie was filled with emotion, but finally swallowed all the emotion and turned it into a sigh.The scene of two people facing each other in silence is a bit miserable, it shouldn't be such a reunion scene.
She lowered her head to look at her watch, and when Chen Jie raised her head again, Lin Pinru's face was much calmer.Chen Jie raised her wrist to signal Lin Pinru, "Excuse me, I have an appointment for dinner, and I'll be leaving when it's almost time." Then she politely nodded to Lin Pinru, and then hurriedly turned and left without looking back.
Lin Pinru stood at the same spot and watched Chen Jie's going back, opened his mouth several times to call her to stop, but in the end he couldn't muster up the courage.She thought that she had hurt Chen Jie deeply no matter what, and now she should not disturb other people's peaceful lives anymore.Like having time to come out to have a meal together, drink tea, and chat, has become an excessive request.
Standing alone at the door of the house, it seems that Lin Pinru is the only one left in the sky and on the ground. Maybe she is too boring, or maybe Ellie is really not a suitable person to talk to. She always feels that she has become a gourd. Heartfelt words.It was as if she had never owned anything before, and in this reborn world, she was a solitary soul as thin as a gossamer.
Reuniting with an old friend after a long absence, but never imagined that there is more sadness than joy. Has the person changed?It doesn't seem to have changed much, but some things have indeed changed.Lin Pinru's heart was sore, his heart was sore, his eye sockets were sore, his eyes were sore, his nose was sore, but after a certain age, the lacrimal glands degenerated, but tears could not fall.Lin Pinru locked the door and looked back, feeling that this is really a sad place.
After all, she drove away without looking back.There are some things that you can't look back on, the more you look back, the more reluctant you are.Love-hate entanglements are exhausting and heart-wrenching, and they can't stand the toss when they are old.Counting past and present lives, Lin Pinru smiled self-deprecatingly, he is already an old man, why is he still so easy to get sentimental, maybe it is because people tend to miss old things when they get older.
After thinking about it, Lin Pinru had nowhere to go. She went to the movie alone in the afternoon. She didn't pay much attention to what the movie was about. She fell asleep after watching it for a few minutes, and slept until the movie ended and was woken up by the staff.These days, she is busy with work, and after returning home at night, she still has to throw temper tantrums with Ellie. She is not even allowed to go to bed at night, and she sleeps on the sofa with back pain.
It was already six o'clock in the afternoon after coming out of the movie theater. Lin Pinru was hungry and casually ate something outside. He didn't have much appetite and didn't eat much. After eating, he continued to drive and wander aimlessly on the road.The soothing "Adilina by the Water" was played in the car, and all kinds of past events emerged in front of the eyes through the sound of the music.Looking at the endless traffic, Lin Pinru feels the loneliness of a foreigner. Her biological parents and brothers force her to marry, and the woman she loves always loses her temper with her. She didn't even have anyone to talk to.
Lin Pinru couldn't help thinking about the meaning of life at this time, but she still forced herself not to think about such profound philosophical issues at this time, which would probably make her feel that life is hopeless.I saw Chen Jie again today. I thought I could greet each other easily, but I didn't expect it to be such an embarrassing scene. If she and Ellie will be separated one day, what will happen when the two meet after many years What about the scene?Lin Pinru smiled self-deprecatingly, thinking that this assumption was mediocre.
Open the car window to let the cool night breeze blow in, and then turn off the disturbing music, Lin Pinru thinks that her life is not a failure, why doesn't she even have a place to go?She finally took a vacation. She wanted to go for a ride in the afternoon to relax. Who would have thought that her mood would get worse. It was a terrible day. She planned to go home early, but now she didn't want to go home.Lin Pinru circled the street aimlessly, and finally stopped at the entrance of the bar after walking around for a long time.
She was sitting alone in front of the bar drinking wine, and the men and women who came to strike up a conversation saw that she was in a bad mood, and left depressed after being ignored.This bar is a clean bar, without deafening electronic dance music and dazzling colorful lights. The resident singer plays and sings lyrical blues rock.
Lin Pinru felt bitter in her heart, so she soaked it in hot wine, her heart became hot and her head became dizzy.Alcohol is a good thing, but Lin Pinru didn't want to let himself be addicted to drinking. After two or three cups, his body would warm up and his worries would be forgotten.The female owner of the bar saw that Lin Pinru was pretty and was so drunk that she was afraid that it would be dangerous for her to go back, so she proposed to drive her back, but Lin Pinru refused.
Checking out the bill smartly and leaving, Lin Pinru went out from the bar, wondering if her eyes were dazzled by too much alcohol, and unexpectedly saw Chen Jie standing at the door of the bar as if he was waiting for someone.Lin Pinru rubbed her eyes and realized that it was not her own hallucination. She smiled wryly and thought that this world is really small. What kind of fate is it that they meet twice in one day?
Sensing that someone was looking at her from behind, Chen Jie turned her head and found that Lin Pinru, who was a little drunk on her face, was standing there blankly looking at herself. She saw Lin Pinru's flushed face and peach blossom eyes with water vapor, and her heartbeat suddenly skipped a beat. With a clap, he subconsciously stretched out his hand to cover his heart.Chen Jie went to have dinner with a friend this afternoon. Seeing that she was in a bad mood, the friend invited her to have a drink. She didn't expect to meet Lin Pinru here again.
"Come out to drink alone so late?" Chen Jie took two steps forward, she reached out her hand to support Lin Pinru's body, but after thinking about it, she put her hand back in embarrassment.Chen Jie changed into a new set of clothes, not the sportswear she wore when they met in the afternoon, but a not-so-fancy but very formal black dress. She has a good figure, and she looks good in such a figure-flattering dress.
"Yeah. Have you made an appointment?" Lin Pinru grabbed the door frame of the bar and went out, then leaned her back against the wall and asked Chen Jie with a smile. Light up a cigarette.Chen Jie didn't like the smell of smoke, so she stretched out her hand to cover her mouth and nose, and frowned slightly.Lin Pinru raised his head and saw Chen Jie's expression, he patted his head helplessly and said, "Sorry, I forgot that you don't like the smell of cigarettes." Then he quickly extinguished the cigarette.
"How are you going back later? You can't drive after drinking so much, can you?" Chen Jie asked with concern, then looked at the drunken beautiful woman in front of her helplessly and replied, "I don't know, I'll wait a while." Call a driver."
The beautiful face that is close at hand is right in front of him. It has appeared in his dreams thousands of times, as if it is within reach, but after all, it is a mirror image. Chen Jie looks at Lin Pinru's face infatuatedly, delicate and beautiful Amorous brows and eyes, slightly opened, exhaling like blue, as if coated with a layer of honey-like moist red lips, she has never seen someone more beautiful than Lin Pinru, but no one can casually frown like Lin Pinru Just a smile can make her heart skip a beat.
Lin Pinru's beautiful eyes were slightly squinted, and her long eyelashes fluttered like a small fan.Chen Jie realized that her gaze was too bold and enthusiastic, so she quickly withdrew her gaze, praying that Lin Pinru didn't notice.She looked down at her watch, and the time agreed with her friend was coming soon, but she was worried about the woman who made her drunk at night.
"I'll take you back." Chen Jie hesitated for a long time before speaking.Lin Pinru shook her head without thinking after hearing what Chen Jie said. According to Ellie's temper, if she saw that it was Chen Jie who sent her back, she would not be able to live through this day.Ai Li is still angry with her because of Yang Xueqing's matter, if she sees Chen Jie again, she will be even more disturbed.
"Are you and your other one still together?" Chen Jie asked.
Lin Pinru nodded honestly.Then he looked at Chen Jie and frowned slightly, and remained silent.Chen Jie knew what Lin Pinru was worried about, so she nodded and said helplessly, "That's fine, I won't force you, I'll ask the driver at home to take you back."
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