3 shaku

Chapter 33

In the second half of the night, Shen Qinghe generously provided her collection of red wine, and Shen Xizhou personally cooked for supper. A group of people got drunk, only she and Song Shu were sober in the end.

They helped the group of people up to the third floor, and after they were all settled, the two began to tidy up the living room.

Song Shu slumped on the sofa as if he had no bones, his face was full of weather-beaten vicissitudes.

Shen Xizhou sat beside her, peeled off a longan and fed it to her mouth. Song Shu urged her while eating, "Pack up and go to sleep."

"What about you?" Shen Xizhou fed another one.

"I make do on the couch." There are no more rooms left.

Shen Xizhou flatly refused, there is no reason to let the guests sleep on the sofa: "No, you sleep with me."

"Okay, okay." Song Shu's tone was brisk, she just said that sleeping on the sofa was just to be polite.

Shen Xizhou smiled and told her the exact location of the toiletries in the bedroom: "I'll go downstairs to throw out the trash, you take a shower first."

"There is my change of clothes in the closet. You can wear them according to your body. The fourth closet on the right is filled with new underwear and new towels. Clean toiletries and a hair dryer are in the closet in the bathroom. After taking a shower, Just put the changed clothes in the laundry basket."

Suddenly, her voice paused: "Don't be too restrained, you can use everything in my bedroom." She has unconditional trust in Song Shu.

Song Shu didn't get up immediately, but called her: "Shen Xizhou."

Shen Xizhou sat up straight reflexively when she called his full name: "Yes."

"You are so kind to me, do you have other plans?"

No longer a simple inquiry, Song Shu decided to pierce the screen.

"Yes." Shen Xizhou smiled warmly: "I like you and want to be with you, so I treat you well, this is my other plans."

"His heart is clear, I thought you knew it a long time ago."

"I know." The light in the living room passed through the cup filled with water, and a halo of light was formed on the table. Song Shu held the cup tightly and continued the topic for the first time: "Can we talk about this matter?" ?”

She has always wanted to find a chance to have a good talk with Shen Xizhou, and now is a rare good time.

Shen Xizhou completely handed over the dominance to her: "Okay, tell me."

After speaking, she sat across from the coffee table. Keeping a distance can give people who are in tension a certain sense of security, and face-to-face conversation is more formal.

"Shen Xizhou, I found out that I like you." Song Shu looked at her, his ears hidden in his hair were slightly red.

"You are just like your name, gentle and romantic, more mature and rational than most of your peers."

"In the beginning, I was attracted by this special thing about you. Gradually, I couldn't control my concern and affection for you."

"I never thought that I would fall in love with you in such a capacity."

Speaking of this, Song Shu smiled wryly: "As your teacher, I didn't stop all of this, and I allowed this feeling to grow, which is against the teacher's morality."

"Xizhou, I'm sorry."

"Teacher." Shen Xizhou interrupted her suddenly, his eyes burning: "I know very well what it means to have a relationship between a teacher and a student. Most of the teacher-student/love, due to the unequal power and status of the two parties, often lead to unequal feelings between the two parties.”

"Same-sex plus teachers and students, this relationship is full of dangers and taboos, and it is deviant in the eyes of the world."

"But I know exactly what I want." Shen Xizhou slowed down and held Song Shu's hand.

"You said that I am more mature and rational than my peers. When I realized that I liked you, I had already made countless assumptions and learned a lot about it."

"A relationship is never a matter of one person."

"We like each other, it's hard to come by. For other things, let time test it."

"And no matter who is the first to move between us, there is one thing I have to admit." Speaking of this, Shen Xizhou smiled slyly: "Mr. Song, I have been deliberately seducing you."

To lure you, walk into me, be moved by me, be dazzled by me.

"So," Shen Xizhou's gaze was firm yet gentle: "Don't say sorry, Mr. Song, you are not wrong."

The living room was silent, Song Shu met Shen Xizhou's eyes, the boy's liking for her was always so clean and open, how cowardly she must be to run away again and again.

After thinking for a long time, Song Shu felt relieved a lot, and she said: "You are right, the relationship is a matter between two people."

"Xizhou, give me some time, let me seriously consider where this relationship should go, what consequences it will bring to us, and whether I can be responsible to you and us."

"Anyway, I'll give you an answer."

"Thank you for liking me, and thank you for telling me."

"I like you, not just on a whim, but seriously. I'm sure of that."

As Shen Xizhou said, it is a blessing to be connected with one another, and now, she has to shoulder her due responsibilities.

Shen Xizhou said with a certain amount of advance and retreat: "It's okay, we can take our time."

It's not that she is not greedy, it's just that she doesn't like to chase after her. Song Shu's admission that he likes her is enough to surprise her for a long time.

"Thank you." Anyway, let go of one thing on his mind, Song Shu's eyes were soft and tired,

"I'm going back to Uri the day after tomorrow, the flight at seven o'clock in the evening."

Shen Xizhou was not surprised, and asked softly, "When will you be back?"

"Before school starts." Song Shu wanted to go home to meet his friends. This was something he promised them early in the morning, and he stayed until now to celebrate Shen Xizhou's birthday.

"Then I'll wait for you to come back." Seeing that the conversation was almost done, Shen Xizhou got up to carry the garbage bag, and reminded her before leaving: "Go take a shower quickly, sleep well today."

The temperature is low in the morning and the fog has not dissipated.

When Shen Xizhou returned home to the bedroom after throwing away the trash, Song Shu had already fallen asleep on the bed.She dimmed the indoor lights and adjusted the air conditioner to 27 degrees to prevent her from catching cold.

After doing this, she packed up her clothes and went to take a shower. After the shower, she didn't feel sleepy at all. Shen Xizhou found a video of a certain international debate competition on her mobile phone, sat on the bed and put on her headphones.

Song Shu thought she was a pillow, and leaned over in a daze, wrapping his whole arm around her waist.

Shen Xizhou froze, then slowly relaxed, and whispered: "Are you a cat? You always rub against me."

"Meow~" There was a small meow beside the bed, it was Xinghe who was sleeping in the makeshift cat nest woke up.

"Shh." Shen Xizhou made a silent gesture to her, Xinghe licked his paw blankly, and then crawled out of the nest with his short legs.

Shen Xizhou picked her up from the carpet sideways, hugged her in his arms, one person and one cat, watching the debate obediently.

The author has something to say: In the revised version, the dialogue between Mr. Song and Xizhou is not only their views on this relationship, but also a response to many readers' doubts that "teacher-student/love" violates teacher ethics.

Which is right and which is wrong, anyone can comment.