I am arresting the patient in Lianzong

Chapter 26

After dinner, Shu Qiu and Zhong Jinnan found a big rock and leaned against it to watch the sunset.

One of the things you must experience when you come to the beach is to watch the sunrise and sunset. Watching the sun slowly sinking into the horizon, the sky is lit, and the humid sea breeze blows over your cheeks, until the first star secretly opens your eyes, and your mood will become calm. .

"Zhong Jinnan, have you ever thought about keeping your secondary personality?" After hesitating for a whole day, Shu Qiu repeated the old words.

During the day, he asked Zhong Jinnan if he would kill Zhong Xiaonan, but he didn't answer.

At this time, the photographer probably wanted to give them a space to be alone, and was far away, and was sorting out the material with his head down. This was a good opportunity, so Shu Qiu simply turned off the microphone and chatted with Jin Nan.

Compared with the main personality, he spends more time with the sub-personality, and he will inevitably be a little biased. Although this is a very unprofessional performance for a doctor, apart from his identity as a doctor, he is just an ordinary person.

He thinks Zhong Xiaonan is very cute, like a sensitive child, although it has brought him a lot of troubles, but...

"Why keep it?" Zhong Jinnan obviously couldn't understand his thoughts, "he shouldn't exist in the first place."

Shu Qiu didn't know what to say. It was impossible for him to persuade Jinnan to leave his secondary personality. As a doctor, he could only suggest, but not interfere with the patient's thoughts.

Hearing this answer, Shu Qiu was actually not surprised. No one would like a person who cannot control his existence, especially a strong and strict self-disciplined person like Zhong Jinnan.

"What did you think when you found out that Zhong Xiaonan... was the secondary personality?"

Finally Jinnan turned his head and glanced at him, "Are you treating or chatting?" If it's the latter, he doesn't want to participate in such a topic.

Shu Qiu thought about it, and said that it was treatment. He was taking on such a role now, and his selfishness could only be mixed for a moment. Medical ethics did not allow him to have more personal thoughts.

"When I saw him on the surveillance camera, I felt very inexplicable. My character..." He pushed back his hair that was blown by the wind, "This kind of evasive psychology should not appear in me."

"Everyone has escape mentality."

"Maybe." Zhong Jinnan was noncommittal, "At least it shouldn't appear on me."

Shu Qiu: "..."

It can be seen that this person is indeed, as Dr. Zhang said, very resistant to his illness. With just a few simple conversations, Shu Qiu can see that this person is almost harsh on him, even cruel.

It's like a bug clinging to his body, trying to shake it off.

Thinking of Zhong Xiaonan, Shu Qiu felt a little uncomfortable and curious about what kind of experience this person had, which shaped his character, and the split Zhong Xiaonan.

"Can you tell me about your past experience, so that I can communicate better with Zhong Xiaonan," Shu Qiu leaned closer, "Zhong Xiaonan is a very sensitive child, I am more worried about whether certain behaviors will cause him to conflict."

So far, Shu Qiu is the only one who has experience with Zhong Xiaonan. According to Dr. Zhang, it is very necessary for Shu Qiu to participate in the treatment.

Zhong Jinnan was silent for a moment, and said in a low voice: "I was trafficked when I was very young and went to a very remote village. My adoptive parents were working outside the home, and I took care of my grandma at home. out of the city."

There was a slight pause, as if he was thinking about whether it was necessary to say that schizophrenia represented weakness and evasion to him. This kind of emotion cannot exist in this family. "My biological parents think that I am 11 years behind others. education, so the requirements are stricter for me."

The sea breeze blew past the corners of Shu Qiu's eyes and brows, inexplicably making his eyes dry.

He didn't expect that a person who looks so glamorous would have such a past. He himself grew up in a happy family. Villas are crying into swimming pools.

He will try his best to make up for those years of love he missed, and make him feel that the lost 11 years will return in another way, better and happier.

But Zhong Jinnan's parents only felt that their son's education was lagging behind others, and they had no care or love. They only saw that their children were inferior to others.What a cruel thing for an 11-year-old child.

Zhong Xiaonan's state is obviously still in the state of a mountain village, and Shu Qiu can basically conclude that it is due to the split personality caused by the arbitrariness of his biological parents.

"There must be mountains and forests in that village..."

Shu Qiu thought that both Zhong Jinnan and Zhong Xiaonan seemed to be very friendly to the mountains and forests, as if they had grown up in the mountains and forests. They could easily find wild fruits, identify mushrooms and wild vegetables, fish, and identify directions. This person seemed to be hiding in the mountains. the gods.

Finally Jinnan gave a low hum, as if immersed in some kind of memory fragment.

"You have a good relationship with grandma, Xiaonan always mentions the old man."

In the end, Jinnan didn't say yes or no, but when it came to this young memory, his brows and eyes showed some softness: "Grandma has a bad temper, and the relationship with her adoptive parents is not very good. Later, the adoptive mother became pregnant. They They wanted to send me away, but my grandma didn't agree, so they didn't give me any more living expenses, and it was my grandma who shared her share with me."

Shu Qiu understood, and Zhong Xiaonan's various behaviors were also explained. He was still a little puzzled before. Zhong Jinnan seemed to be from a good family background, but Shu Qiu couldn't find it because of his strange Mandarin and picking up plastic bottles. No reason.

"When did you realize something was wrong with you?"

According to Dr. Zhang's information, Jinnan came to the hospital when he found out that something was wrong. This statement is actually very vague, and it is easy to think that he found out that he was sick half a year ago, before he was admitted to the hospital.

But after reading the medical records, Shu Qiu always felt that something was wrong. Although Jinnan's words expressed his disgust for the sub-personality and his resolute resistance, his performance during the treatment was more like a mess.

It's the feeling that if the cure is good, it will be cured, and if it is not cured, it will be pulled down. He accepted all the treatment plans proposed by Dr. Zhang, but he was too cooperative, and there was no objection or disapproval throughout the whole process.

If it was someone else, Shu Qiu wouldn't think there was any problem. However, if such a cooperating attitude of being at the mercy of others and having no objection is placed on a strong person, it will appear a little disharmonious.

In the end, Jinnan remained silent, and just when Shu Qiu thought that this question would not be answered, he said, "Six years ago."

"six years ago?"

Finally Jin Nan nodded, his handsome and profound face was covered with a soft halo against the afterglow of the setting sun. I don't know if it was an illusion, but Shu Qiu actually saw a faint smile on this man's face, bringing A little self-deprecating and helpless.

"I discovered the existence of the subpersonality six years ago, but I didn't interfere."

"Why? Why didn't you interfere, and why do you want to interfere now?"

Finally, Jinnan glanced at a person who broke the casserole and asked the bottom line, and felt a little incomprehensible to his sudden desire to confide. He had never had such an unreserved chat experience, but meeting the eyes of this person, the desire to confide was just Some can't control it.

Is this some kind of rhetoric from a psychiatrist?

Shu Qiu didn't know anything about the change in this person's heart, and still looked at him with those eyes that thought he was sincere.

Zhong Jinnan: "..."

In the end, I still didn’t resist, and said frankly: “The matter of schizophrenia is very bad, and I hate it very much, but I don’t think the secondary personality is bad. He is a part of my body, but now it is expressed in another way. That's all, I found out later that he wanted to commit suicide, so I had no choice but to interfere."

In the end, Jinnan didn't know what he was doing today, and he would talk about these inexplicable things with this person. He could only comfort himself, it was healing, and he calmed down.

"Then did you know what kind of existence Zhong Xiaonan is? Do you know him?" Shu Qiu continued to ask.

"I probably know." Jinnan rubbed the center of his brows, "From his style of doing things, I probably know what stage it is, and I can predict his personality."

I don’t know if it’s because of this past, but finally Jinnan felt a little relaxed after a long time. This is an experience he has never experienced before. And enter, bring a little cool and refreshing.

Pretty... fresh?

At night, Shu Qiu and Zhong Jinnan waited until the moon was above the treetops before leaving the hillside and sneaking into the cabin.

There is a lock on the door of the cabin, probably because the program group considered that the difficulty is too high, which will cause the guests to react, so it is deliberately set to be simple.

Shu Qiu didn't even bother to look for it, and just stepped on it when she passed by.

"Hey, this key is placed here on purpose." Shu Qiu picked it up and saw that it was a golden key, "Try to open the door."

Finally Jinnan took the key, inserted it into the lock, turned right, and the lock clicked open.

The warm orange lights also turned on, and the scene inside the cabin was revealed in front of the two of them. The camera moved forward with the two of them, allowing the audience in the live broadcast room to take a closer look.

[666, is this the fastest group to find keys?Several other groups are still looking for keys. ]

[Mom, I saw a living Ouhuang. ]

[? ? ?Why is there only one single bed, hiss, is this really something I, a minor, can watch? ]

[Have you finished your homework upstairs? It's time for the senior high school entrance examination! ! ]