White Swan

Chapter 71

Qiao Fei's leg was seriously injured, but fortunately no bones were injured.

There are several degrees of calf contusion. If the injury is not serious, it can be recovered within three to five weeks, and if it is serious, it may take more than a few months to recover.

The doctor did not give a definite time, but said that there is nothing to do now, just wait, if you want to do rehabilitation, you can do it, or not, it is not guaranteed that you can dance, and walking normally is no problem.

For ordinary people, "waiting" is not a difficult task, and recuperating from injuries may still be a disguised vacation.But Qiao Fei hasn't stopped dancing since he was six years old. He doesn't even remember the last time he didn't stretch his muscles to practice dancing for a few weeks.

Ballet has long been in his blood, and being unable to dance due to a leg injury is just another kind of torture for him, as if a piece of flesh has been dug out of his heart, and he is in pain while bleeding.

When Shi Xubai was in the hospital, he turned on his mobile phone to search for good rehabilitation therapists nearby, and found three highly rated ones. One by one, he invited Qiao Fei to see his legs at home.

When it came to the matter of Qiao Fei's injury, Shi Xubai became very picky. Either he disliked this person's bad tone, or he disliked that person's actions when he touched his baby's leg was too rude, and finally sent them away politely one by one.

One of the rehabilitators heard Qiao Fei ask him if he could still dance and just said that maybe he could, but the process would be painful.Dancing is much more demanding on the leg muscles than normal walking, and it can strain trauma that hasn't fully recovered.

And if you can't properly protect your legs when dancing, it is possible to ruin your dancing career in the future.

In the evening, Qiao Fei half sat in Shi Xubai's arms, enduring the pain and massaging her legs.The tendon of his calf can be properly massaged to help blood flow after the hemostasis is confirmed.

It hurts during the massage, and the muscles that have been squeezed and traumatized usually hurt even if they are tense, let alone pressing hard.

Qiao Fei followed what the second or first rehabilitation therapist told him, holding the calf with her thumb and forefinger, pushing down with a little strength.After a few minutes of massage, my hands were trembling uncontrollably, and the pain was like continuous cramp in my calf muscles.

The rehabilitation therapist said that you should insist on [-] massages at a time, the purpose is to promote circulation and relax muscles.

Qiao Fei stopped after twenty presses, it hurt too much and he didn't want to do it.But before he got off the sofa, Shi Xubai grabbed his ankle, supported his calf and continued to massage.

Qiao Fei yelled in a low voice and hid back, but was held in Shi Xubai's arms and couldn't move.

"It hurts...you let go..."

"Just bear with it. If you insist on massaging, you will be fine in a few days."

Qiao Fei didn't really want to hear him say that, it was obviously a lie to him.But at the same time, he contradictoryly wants Shi Xubai to comfort himself, and wants to hear him say that it's okay baby, not only can he dance, but he can also be a gymnast in the future.

Without saying a word, he finally turned a corner and said, "Have you noticed, one of us is injured in the left leg and the other is injured in the right leg, together we are a cripple."

"No, baby, if you think about it the other way around, you might be able to dance the most beautiful ballet doll together." Shi Xubai counted the number of massages, and after fifty massages, he let go of Qiao Fei's calf and hugged him A kiss was rewarded.

Qiao Fei gradually relaxed in his arms, a thin layer of sweat broke out from the pain.

He remembered something, and asked, "You didn't tell me, when will your dance drama start rehearsing? Didn't you say it will be staged in a few months?"

He turned his back to Shi Xubai, couldn't see his expression, only heard the response after a few seconds of hesitation: "Don't think about it, heal your wound first."

Qiao Fei was very keen on this matter, he got off Shi Xu's white legs, and sat on the sofa next to him, "Didn't you say that the casting is almost over in these two days, and rehearsals will start in a few weeks gone."

Shi Xubai didn't look at Qiao Fei, but turned to look out the window.

"Don't you want me to play your leading role?" Qiao Fei's voice couldn't help but began to tremble, and finally a little bit of grievance, "Who are you going to give my role to?"

Shi Xubai opened his mouth to say something, but hesitated again, frowning and brushing his hair back.

Qiao Fei couldn't wait for an answer, and said again: "Don't lie to me, I will know."

The fact is that Shi Xubai is reluctant, of course he knows how much Qiao Fei longs for this role.He himself had the same emotion at that time. Even though he knew that he would be injured and worse, he still wanted to dance, wanting to leave his mark on the stage like a moth to a flame.

Dancing is the life of a ballerina. If you can't dance, you will live like a walking dead.

In the few days when Qiao Fei was injured, Shi Xubai thought about canceling the dance drama, but he had already seen people recruiting dancers contact him for an interview, and he had already applied for the right to use the venue of a theater.

It is impossible to cancel, no matter who the protagonist is, they can only continue to line up.

"I only have ballet." Qiao Fei's eyes lost their light, and she looked at Shi Xubai with disappointment.

Such eyes almost made Shi Xubai so painful that he couldn't breathe, and his throat seemed to be choked.He even began to hate himself. If he hadn't encouraged Qiao Fei to learn ballet when he was a child, the boy would never have met the demon and would not have been hurt.

But as soon as this idea came up, Shi Xubai wanted to slap himself again.Ballet is Qiao Fei's light, how could he selfishly want to take it away.

Qiao Fei cried, choked up and said that what he said before, wanting to resign to fate is a lie, he doesn't want to resign to fate, God has always been partial.

No matter how much it hurts him in the future, he still wants to dance. After all, he has endured the hardships of practicing for so many years, and he is very unwilling to give up now.

Ballet dancers actually understand that pain can only be swallowed by gritting their teeth. No one in the audience cares about how painful they are. If they want to become art, they can only pay this price.But now Qiao Fei only pays a little more than others.

"What is given to me is mine." Qiao Fei's voice was full of grievances, even Shi Xubai tried to pull his hand, but he avoided it, "You said it before."

Shi Xubai finally opened his mouth: "It will hurt..."

Hearing this, Qiao Fei suddenly became angry, his voice was much higher, his eyes were red, he grabbed the pillow on the sofa and threw it at Shi Xubai, "Do you think I'm afraid of pain? You know he was Did it hurt when you kicked me in the stomach, pulled my hair and smashed it against the corner of the table, and hit me with a belt? Do you know how painful it is to be burned by a cigarette, I thought I was going to die, In fact, it may not hurt after death.”

"I don't think dancing or doing rehab hurts more."

"But if I don't dance, I might die of pain."

Qiao Fei's tense body softened, with tears in her eyes, she gritted her teeth and said, "I'm not afraid of pain, I'm just afraid that my world will lose ballet."

Shi Xubai suddenly stretched out his hand and hugged him tightly, let him lean on his shoulder, and let the boy weep to wet a piece of his clothes.

What he wanted to comfort the boy was finally swallowed by him. How can he comfort him? Shi Xubai didn't know what to say to make Qiao Fei feel better. Protect up.

"It's my decision too, it hurts me too, you don't have to feel sorry for me, I have to jump, not to prove anything, I just want to see if I can do it." Qiao Fei's head was still buried in Shi Xubai On his shoulders, the voice was muffled.

"That role...let me dance, I can dance well." Qiao Fei laughed, but there was a little cry in her voice, "I promise to satisfy you."

Shi Xubai didn't know how to reject Qiao Fei.He just felt, as if if he didn't agree, he, too, would be a devil who ate the ugly duckling.

He gently kissed Qiao Fei's collarbone, and hugged the treasure in his arms tightly.

"It's an honor I've been dreaming of all my life to have you as the protagonist in my dance drama."