inappropriate time

Chapter 28

It was the first time for You Xu to come into contact with such things as annual leave. He took the application form from Zheng Guangtou and looked at it very seriously.

The bald head took out a cigarette and handed it to You Xu. You Xu waved his hand not to, but took out the strawberry candy that You Xiaobing gave him and asked the bald head if he wanted it?The bald head chuckled twice and said, "It's enough for me to digest it if you come to ask for annual leave. How about eating sugar instead of smoking?"

You Xu shook his right hand.The bald head clicked his tongue in regret, and took a strawberry candy and threw it into his mouth, "You should also take a break, as you can tell that your hands are not lightly burned. The annual leave is paid, so have fun."

"Can you help me fill out these things, can I sign or press my fingerprints?" You Xu looked at his hands and was also in a dilemma. There are a lot of places to write on this application form, which is a bit troublesome.

"No problem. Tell me to write." The bald head has always been enthusiastic, "I will take it for you to approve after I finish it, and I will try to get it for you tomorrow."

"Don't worry." You Xu smiled and handed the application form in front of the bald head, who took it and began to help him fill it out.

After completing the procedures for applying for annual leave, You Xu went to the main building.The house of the Provincial Department was built in the 90s, and the administrative offices are located in the sub-building on the left. The sub-building and the main building are connected by a sky bridge.The two buildings blocked the way out of the wind, and eventually they all converged on the flyover, so the wind on the flyover was particularly strong.

You Xu likes the overpass, where he can see the garden downstairs at a glance.But I seldom come here at ordinary times, so I can't help but slow down when passing here.When I walked to the middle, I saw the lotus blooming in the small lotus pond, so I stopped.

"Expert Zuo, go and ask Brother You to have dinner with me." Peipei brought a bucket of stewed pork knuckle with yam, and excitedly came to make a dinner appointment. No one can forget her Brother You.

"It's only 11:30, and the cafeteria hasn't opened yet. Don't worry." Zuo Ge has already taken off his right lens, only his left eye has a lens. For his nearsightedness, one eye works too slowly.

"It's almost there now. I'll take a seat, and you call him." Pepe didn't care about this, and handed over the task to Zuo Ge.

Zuo Ge felt that he couldn't do much at his own speed, so he simply listened to Pepe's orders.Simply tidy up and go to You Xu.When they arrived at his office, they were in vain. Xiao Chen said that You Xu had gone to the administration building.Zuo Ge went over there again.To go to the administrative building, you don't want to go downstairs and go around in circles, you can only take the overpass.

He trotted to the entrance of the overpass, and saw You Xu standing in the middle from a distance.Seeing people, Zuo Ge couldn't move anymore.

Zuo Ge thought about You Xu's state of mind carefully, and he couldn't use gentle words, so he felt that if he was in You Xu's position, it would be really fucked up if the matter developed to this level.Those who should be hated cannot be hated, and those who should be loved cannot be loved. The place where the dust has settled is blown up again in the blink of an eye.You Xu's heart must be empty now.The down-to-earth guy who stepped on the ground suddenly went away, how would he rearrange his mind?

Zuo Ge looked at You Xu from the side of the overpass, watching him motionless and looking at the garden downstairs, moving his feet without moving his mind.Although I don't know how to help You Xu fill the empty heart, at least I can accompany him at Tianqiao Station.

You Xu turned his head when he heard footsteps, and saw Zuo Ge walking towards him.

You Xu turned and faced him.Apparently, Zuo Ge couldn't believe his behavior, and his expression froze, but he quickly recovered and walked over with a slightly quicker pace.

Zuo Ge came at the right time, even if he didn't come to You Xu, You Xu would still go to him.

"Xiaoxu, Peipei brought some delicious food and asked her to eat with her at noon. How about we go there now?" Zuo Ge pointed in the direction of the cafeteria.

"Don't worry." You Xu agreed, then looked at Zuo Ge and said, "I was looking for you, and I want to talk to you about something."

"Okay." Zuo Ge put his hands into the big pockets of his white coat, and he didn't look away from You Xu.

You Xu smiled, then turned and looked towards the garden downstairs.

The lotus flowers are all pink, the most common kind.You Xu felt that the things between Zuo Ge, Lin Yan and himself were actually the most common ones.An ordinary love triangle, you like me, I like her, then something goes wrong, then crying and struggling, and finally there is a result that can be regarded as the result.It's no different from those love triangles in the world.

Zuo Ge said that no one is wrong in this matter, You Xu thinks that instead of saying this, it is better to say that everyone is at fault.

Zuo Ge made the mistake of not being able to see the seriousness of the matter in the face of anger; Lin Yan made the mistake of indulging his heart and mouth when he had the chance to win; You Xu made the mistake of being indecisive and too greedy for friendship, and didn't understand that love is black and white.Those who say that although we can't be together but we are still good friends, they all know that the next thing to do is to make a clean break.You Xu didn't understand at that time, too much.Everyone made mistakes, mistakes added mistakes and mistakes added, and it became what it is now.

Zuo Ge and Lin Yan are smarter than You Xu.They knew where they were wrong. They reflected on and tried to turn a new page in their lives while polishing this love triangle with time. Not only did You Xu not reflect on where he was wrong, but he also supported the one-man show for so many years by himself. , into the play so deep, so deep that even Zuo Ge and Lin Yan couldn't stand it...

Alas... You Xu smiled wryly in his heart, and suddenly remembered that someone had said this to him. He said that what he was afraid of was that You Xu didn't understand, didn't want to, couldn't bear it, and was too young.Now that You Xu thinks of this sentence, he feels every word is precious.

"Thank you." You Xu's voice was soothing, which greatly exceeded Zuo Ge's expectations. Zuo Ge only reflected the word "um", and his heart was a little startled.

"Zuo Lianlian, don't act like that. Although I am reluctant, I have been forced by you to reflect on myself. I know what you and Lin Yan want. So thank you." You Xu saw Zuo Ge's slightly frightened, and laughed at himself smiled.Unexpectedly, there will be a day when Zuo Lianlian educates You Xu.

"No...Xiao Xu, do you want to say something more important?" Although You Xu's voice was soothing and he smiled nicely, the shock in Zuo Ge's heart was not only not less, but began to multiply.

"Almost." You Xu thought that although it has been so long, he and Zuo Ge were once best friends, and he probably understands the way he speaks, "This is the first one, and I will try not to make it up again. Take the responsibility on yourself."

"Ah, Xiaoxu, if this is too difficult, you can consider putting the blame on me, it's all Zuo Ge's fault..."

"Hehehe, Zuo Lianlian, you told me to turn over the page before, and today you told me to deceive myself, what do you want me to do?" You Xu asked Zuo Ge back with a smile after hearing Zuo Ge's words.

"No, no, no, these are two different things. This is..." Zuo Ge quickly explained his strange thinking.

"Listen to me." You Xu shook his mummy's hand, interrupting Zuo Ge's words, "Second one, you move down to live..."

"Really?!" Zuo Ge's whole body became high-spirited for a moment.

"What I mean is the time when my hand was injured. When my hand is healed, please don't remind you, and go back automatically." You Xu looked at Zuo Ge's glowing eyes and felt that he was definitely thinking crookedly, "Talk to Xiaobing more Let’s get together and cultivate some relationship, so that we can explain things clearly.” You Xu continued to speak in that soothing voice, Zuo Ge raised his hand and interrupted him.

"Xiaoxu, it's okay if you don't tell Xiaobing. I'm fine, you don't have to worry about whether I feel bad..." Before Princess Xiaobing told Zuo Ge about the ownership of You Xu's father, Zuo Ge felt the truth It's better to put this matter on hold.

"I don't care about you. I don't want Xiaobing to be stimulated by this matter in adolescence, so it's better to talk about it sooner." When You Xu said this, the soothing voice suddenly disappeared, his chin slightly raised, and his eyes also changed. cool.

"Oh." Zuo Ge agreed briskly, feeling quite happy in his heart, being reassured by being scolded by You Xu!Thinking about it like this, there was a smile on my face.

As soon as You Xu saw the smile on Zuo Ge's face, he felt uncomfortable, and said coldly: "Don't think about things that you have. I still have something to explain to you."

As soon as You Xu finished speaking, Zuo Ge opened his mouth, Zuo Ge said: "You want me to never mention the things I like you again, right?"

You Xu didn't speak, but frowned.Zuo Ge desperately went up to observe You Xu's eyes.That's great, You Xu's eyes clearly told Zuo Ge that everything is right, this sentence is the key point that You Xu wants to say.

The two of them suddenly couldn't continue talking. Standing on the overpass, they could hear the sound of the wind blowing.I don't know how long it took, You Xu, who wanted to make things go smoothly, opened his mouth.

"I really want to say this. I said this late. You should have said these words to you after you kissed me for the first time, instead of fighting with you and kicking the table in the dormitory..." You Xu As he spoke, he remembered the miserable appearance of that table with one leg limping.

That day was playing basketball with the law department.It was a hard game.Although they won, the law department did not admit it, and after playing basketball, they got into a fight.Although You Xu's elbow was injured, they won both playing basketball and fighting.After returning to the dormitory, Zuo Ge rubbed iodine on You Xu's wound, then pressed You Xu onto the table and kissed him.That was the first time that Zuo Ge openly crossed the line to tell You Xu his intentions.You Xu didn't think about anything except feeling the insult, so he jumped up and had a fight with Zuo Ge.Anyway, one fight is a fight, and two fights are a fight.Zuo Ge was pressed to the ground by You Xu and repeatedly begged for mercy. You Xu took his sweaty jersey and wiped his mouth vigorously, and threatened to break his leg if he dared to kiss himself again, but he didn't say these words to him... …

"It would be too late if I didn't say it then, and it's useless to say it now." Zuo Ge grabbed You Xu's hand and felt his fingertips feel cold, "Obviously I knew you first, and you don't bother me You didn't complain about Lin Yan less."

"I'm annoying you." You Xu withdrew his hand and clenched his fist.Seeing that Zuo Ge was about to come forward, he raised his injured hand to block him.

Seeing that You Xu was about to change his face, Zuo Ge nodded with a slight smile and thought: It's better for you to bother me than to ignore me.

"Don't laugh there, it looks disgusting." You Xu was a little overwhelmed by Zuo Ge, and regretted giving him a good face.

"Oh." Zuo Ge was extremely obedient.You Xubai glanced at him and walked forward quickly, eating is important.Just now when he walked past Zuo Ge and let him grab his hand again, You Xu was almost furious.

"Xiao Xu, do you still remember that once you complained to me that Lin Yan was inexplicably angry and we sat on my bed, I watched you play games, and I told you to break up with her and replace me, you see You glanced at me, and then you hung up the game. You leaned forward, do you want to kiss me?" After finishing speaking, Zuo Ge felt that his tone was a bit too lively?Too much like a kid desperately hoping to be praised, but he couldn't control it, "I wanted to kiss you so much at that time, but I was afraid that you would beat me, mainly because you were too dark..."

"I don't remember." You Xu looked away and wanted to withdraw his hand, "Zuo Lianlian, don't talk about these things that have passed, please calm me down."

"It's okay, as long as I remember." Zuo Ge smiled brighter than before.

"Get out!" You Xu became angry all of a sudden, bumped his whole body, knocked Zuo Ge away, and walked away quickly alone.I was afraid that Zuo Ge would pounce on him again and do something annoying.

Zuo Ge looked at You Xu's furious back, and he was very sure of one thing - You Xu still remembered what he said.

In fact, both Lin Yan and Zuo Ge realized later that the reason why the two of them fought like that back then was that besides being too good and strong, there was another important reason - You Xu's kindness to others was of the same size, No difference, all in the top-of-the-line range.Those "others" who are treated well by him at the same time feel that they are the most important in You Xu's heart.

The self and Lin Yan who fought so hard are living examples.Of course, Lu Xiaoshu is short-sighted and not considered.It will be clearer to see what Princess Xiaobing said.Princess Xiaobing said, "You are not allowed to like Dad, Dad is mine", because Princess Xiaobing knew that You Xu's father would treat another person as well as she did to herself. Princess Xiaobing couldn't bear it, so Dad must hold him tightly Pull it in your hand.

Conversely, You Xu can't distinguish between love and liking.You Xu probably doesn't understand that "the one who loves is only one person" and "the one who likes can be many people".After this point went wrong, he himself panicked, thinking that he was really damned, he couldn't let go of this or that.He failed to take the initiative to choose, but let life drag You Xu to the present.

It's not that there is something wrong with You Xu like this, he is not good, he needs to change, he needs to change, but this kind of You Xu makes people feel distressed, and makes people who really love him feel distressed.Lin Yan was distressed, and Zuo Ge was also distressed.

Regarding this matter, the communication between Zuo Ge and Lin Yan had just started, and Lin Yan left, leaving only Zuo Ge to face it.Zuo Ge's idea is very simple, You Xu has been kind to him for so many years, and the rest of his life will be Zuo Ge's best treatment to You Xu every day.You Xu is what he looks like, and it doesn't matter if he can't figure it out.As long as he can stay by his side, Zuo Ge will be satisfied

Zuo Ge took off his glasses and rubbed his eyes.Although I feel that there is a long way to go, I can finally move to the second floor.