Unspeakable

Chapter 21, Say Goodbye

Zhang Yang accompanied Mu Chen into the gallery where Yang Xiaojia was. As soon as he entered, he saw Zhang Haichuan sitting on the sofa.

"Hey, little sheep!" Zhang Haichuan stood up and patted Zhang Yang on the shoulder, and glanced at Mu Chen behind him, and immediately thought of the secret Zhang Yang confessed to him, feeling a little embarrassed.

Yang Xiaojia heard the sound, and smiled as soon as he saw the two of them: "Do it, let Dachuan make tea for you. I still have some work here, and the manager is not here, so you can sit wherever you want."

It looks like an ordinary gallery from the outside, but the decoration inside is unique.Zhang Yang came here for the first time and kept looking at it curiously.

After Yang Xiaojia finished her busy work, she walked into the hall and sat down next to Zhang Haichuan.Mu Chen listened to them talking nonsense while reminiscing about the old days, the corners of his mouth slightly hooked up, he was really envious, it is the greatest blessing for people who love each other to be together.

It's a pity how long can he and Zhang Yang be together?But he has a way.

"Look at those paintings above," Yang Xiaojia pointed up with a smile on his face, "Those oil paintings were all painted by me, and four of them were sold."

Zhang Haichuan was also happy from ear to ear.

Although Zhang Yang doesn't know how to do it, he can see that these paintings are brightly colored.He thought of Mu Chen's paintings, which usually have thick and depressing color blocks, making people breathless.He sighed in his heart, Yang Xiaojia and Zhang Haichuan have such a bright future, but their... is no longer an unknown, but a path of tragedy.

When he was about to leave, Zhang Yang said: "Da Chuan, Sister Xiao Jia, actually this time I came to bid farewell to you."

Zhang Haichuan was stunned, Yang Xiaojia's eyes widened, and it took a while before he said, "You want...to go? Where are you going?"

"Go to America, my aunt is going, I have to follow."

"Then it looks like you don't want to go."

"How could you be willing?" Zhang Yang looked at Mu Chen, "There are too many things here that I don't want to part with."

Zhang Haichuan: "Then why don't you go with me?"

"Definitely not. One is that my aunt's attitude is very decisive, and the other is whether I can survive or not."

Zhang Haichuan: "Then you and your aunt should make a clean break. You just need to go to high school. We still have money to support you. Mu Chen also has money, so surviving is not a problem. You are like your sister Xiaojia, who worked here to earn money." There's a lot of money, too."

Yang Xiaojia and Zhang Haichuan looked at each other, and nodded firmly at Zhang Yang.

"My aunt definitely disagrees," Zhang Yang sighed, "It's not worth it if you raise it so big."

Zhang Haichuan slammed into the sofa heavily, covering his face with his hands: "How could this happen... Then what's Mu Chen's plan?"

"I don't know." Mu Chen smiled.

"..." Seeing his meaningful smile, Zhang Haichuan felt that Mu Chen had something to do, but he didn't want to say it.Although Mu Chen is very weak, he has always been Zhang Yang's backer, and he has a very good reputation.

Yang Xiaojia shrugged: "Then... there is nothing to do, Zhang Yang, goodbye."

"Okay," Zhang Yang squeezed out a miserable smile, "After I leave, you treat Mu Chen like a brother. Maybe I will come back, anyway, these things are not sure..."

"That must be." Yang Xiaojia looked at Mu Chen and said firmly.

The two walked back slowly, Zhang Yang went to buy two ice creams and ate them while walking.

They passed by the seaside park and found a bench to sit down by the way.Zhang Yang had a sudden thought: "Mu Chen, do you think this is okay? Let's go to Lijiang to be a singer in the store. You play the violin and I play the guitar. We can make money and we can be together."

Mu Chen smiled and shook his head lightly.

"why not?"

"...It just doesn't work."

"There must be a reason, I think it works."

"Would you like to watch me die? Will you stay with me in Lijiang after I die?"

Zhang Yang was silent, he suddenly remembered that Mu Chen's health was deteriorating.

"Then what should I do..."

Mu Chen shrugged and put his hands on Zhang Yang's legs.

……

The community was demolished, and Mu Chen rented a house in another seaside community.Houses by the sea are very expensive, and the money he receives is not enough, so he can only choose a small house.

Zhang Yang helped pack things in the room. The small room was full of sunlight, which made people feel warm in their hearts.Zhang Yang always carries a stone in his heart. He needs to get compensation for the demolition. Once he gets the compensation, he is afraid that he will leave.

His heart was full of despair and unwillingness, but he always had a smiling face when facing Mu Chen.

"I really miss our original neighborhood now." Mu Chen sat on the piano bench, and he insisted on asking the moving company to bring the piano over.Mu Chen especially loves this piano, it is dark brown mixed with black stripes, just like alpine sugar.

"That's right, although many buildings are unfinished." Zhang Yang smiled. There were indeed many unfinished buildings in their original community, and they didn't even have names.The original developer ran away because of funding problems.This is one of the reasons for the demolition.

The seaside is originally a quiet and peaceful place, but there are many tall buildings blocking the sea breeze.Their original community is an exception. Although it is unfinished, the environment is quite elegant and the greening is quite good. They are all four or five-story western-style villas.The whole community covers a large area, and it is quietly located in a place surrounded by mountains and rivers, as if isolated from the downtown area.

Therefore, Mu Chen named the neighborhood "Illusory Land".

They all thought it was worth it.Because it was unfinished, the housing price was not high, so they were able to live there and meet each other.

However, if we hadn't met...there wouldn't be so much pain right now.They are like two railway tracks that never intersect, and they have been going well.

During this period of time, Mu Chen's favorite thing to do is to play the piano, and Zhang Yang always sits quietly beside him.Mu Chen's thin and pale fingers danced nimbly on the keys, except for the notes, he himself was a beautiful painting.

Zhang Yang felt that his tear ducts had failed, even in this hopeless situation, he did not have a single tear welling up.It seems that everything is arranged and it doesn't matter.It's just that when listening to Mu Chen playing the sad melody, an inexplicable sadness rolled in his heart.

Occasionally, my aunt would call to "greeting", in fact, to see if Zhang Yang wanted to leave.

He said, "They are people who are more important than blood relatives and difficult to part with, and they are not in love."Indeed, no one will understand them.

They have been lonely children since they were young, without family affection. Only this kind of love can give them a sense of security, and it is everything to them.Now all of this is going to be taken away before our eyes, who can bear it?

What's more, this is love between the same sex, which has never been recognized. Even though it is love, it can only be like working underground, watching other people's actions in fear while living their own lives.

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