Chapter 1
Chapter 1
Outside the window is the hustle and bustle of summer.
bell bell bell...
Another get out of class was over, and Gu Yun's sideways glance was as consistent as the ringing of the bell.His empty eyes shuttled past the old aluminum luster, which was luxuriant and boundless.
His hands are more white against the earrings of the left ear, and even his bones are clearly defined, and his fingertips are wrapped around the single earrings.
This kind of movement and demeanor can keep lingering on Gu Yun, and the bell for the end of get out of class has no practical meaning to him. He is always immersed in his own world, and he dismisses the content of the teacher's class. Words could not clamor into his heart.
"Gu Yun—"
After the get out of class bell rang, the homeroom teacher took off the loudspeaker, unloading the seriousness of the class, and the smiling face was also weak.She beckoned to Gu Jun, motioning for Gu Jun to go out with her.
Gu Jun's attention was taken away by the class teacher, and the class teacher took Gu Jun to the office.
The size of the office is ambiguous and there is no way to describe it, but Gu Jun really didn't have the thoughts to focus on observation.In the midst of complicated thoughts, he didn't understand why he stood in front of the head teacher's desk.
"Gu Yun, are you feeling unwell recently? Is there something wrong? The teacher thinks you are a little out of shape."
The head teacher is a middle-aged woman with long black hair and a clean ponytail. Her slender body does not affect her majesty as the head teacher.But at this time, her tone of voice was very delicate and gentle, so gentle that it surprised Gu Yun.
Gu Yun was clear about his state this week, whether it was questioning or criticism, he expected it, but he didn't.So Gu Yun was a little stunned: "It's okay...it's nothing, I'm in good health, and there's nothing else to do."
"Are you still used to it? Have you made any friends?"
The head teacher looked directly at Gu Yun, her eyes were full of concern, and her cautiousness was reflected in the alternating rubbing of her hands.
"I'm used to it, I'm quite used to it, I don't have many friends, but it doesn't matter." Gu Jun stood up straight, with the corners of his mouth obviously drawn, which meant a smile, a smile that was clearly out of politeness.
The homeroom teacher lowered his head and remained silent for a while, then raised his head and continued to probe cautiously: "Then, just get used to it."
Gu Jun didn't know how to continue answering the conversation, he just paused slowly.
The head teacher said again: "Is that the father that day? Or someone from the family?"
The head teacher's tone seemed very cautious, and there was gentleness in the probing. Their chatting state at this time was more like the communication between peers. I don't know if the head teacher is gentle by nature or she feels that she needs to soften her temper to talk to Gu Yun.
Hearing these words, Gu Yun did not seem very comfortable, his eyes, which were originally erratic in the misty, drooped down.Gu Yun's thoughts froze for a few seconds, he sorted out his expression, from lowering his head and pursing his lips to smiling and raising his head, facing the class teacher and said: "Sorry, teacher, I don't really want to talk about this, about the family, I'm sorry, teacher .”
"It's okay, the teacher doesn't force it. If there is anything you can tell the teacher, don't be embarrassed. If you need help from the teacher, you can ask the teacher. If you don't feel well, ask the teacher for leave."
The homeroom teacher interlaced his hands and fingers, as if he relaxed a little. Although Gu Jun didn't say anything, the teacher did relax a little in front of Gu.
The class teacher understands that such a Gu Yun is bound to have some accumulation of worries, and greeting the body is just a shield for the class teacher to test.
What Gu Yun left behind was a slight nod.
"It's okay, go back, go back and study hard." The head teacher's gentleness was carried out from beginning to end.
"Well, good." Gu Jun was about to leave.
"Wait."
The head teacher stopped Gu Ye again, and pulled out three candies that were in the bag on the desk. The head teacher was obviously a little anxious, and she reached out and handed it to Gu Ye.
"Take it and eat it, but you can't tell other students, otherwise other students will think that the teacher is partial."
The head teacher smiled peacefully. It was the candy the head teacher was going to buy for her little daughter, but she didn't explain.
Seeing the dull look in Gu Jun's eyes, the class teacher directly pushed the candy into Gu Jun's palm: "Take it, the teacher bought too much today."
"what?"
Gu Jun's voice was as thin as a mosquito, and his accident was more intuitively reflected in his eyes, he was obviously at a loss.
"The preparation bell is ringing, go back quickly." The head teacher's tone became brisk.
"okay."
Gu Yun's stupefaction didn't fade away in an instant, his tone was procrastinating, but Gu Yun didn't know what to say and acted at this time, he could only prepare to leave.Gu Yan held the candy in his hand, turned his head away from it just now, looked directly into the head teacher's eyes, and seemed to want to say something, as if stuck in his throat.
"What's the matter, is there anything else?" The head teacher smiled.
The sluggishness in Gu Yun's eyes receded, and he shook his head with a smile. He didn't say anything, and seemed to store the words in his heart, leaving behind his back.
Gu Jun, who left, kept thinking in his heart. Sometimes the teacher of the department saw that Gu Jun did not call Gu Jun in class.
What was unexpected was that the head teacher didn't criticize him, and didn't directly explain that the teachers of other subjects raised their reactions about him to the head teacher, but cared about his physical condition. Such gentleness caught Gu Jun off guard and made Gu Jun feel more apologetic.
"This is the one you said before, it looks very obedient and polite, alas, I don't understand."
The class teacher next door heard their conversation and expressed doubts.
"Teacher Zhang is very good at coaxing people, all the candies have been taken out." The other teachers teased.
"Teacher Zhang, why do you care so much about him?" The head teacher next door also teased.
In fact, if you encounter such students in the first year of high school, many teachers will not care too much, let alone in such a school with incomplete institutionalization.Just as an immature child who doesn't like to study, but the class teacher pays special attention to Gu Yun.
"He is No. [-] in our class. I don't think he should be like this..." The head teacher was thinking, and he held his breath in the middle of the sentence.
Several teachers were sorting out their class materials, but they didn't really pay attention to chatting after hearing the bell.
"It's time for class, and we should go too." The head teacher changed the topic, and didn't intend to continue talking, and the other teachers didn't pay much attention, and each took their textbooks to their classrooms for class.
The homeroom teacher's mind was still on Gu Ye—in fact, it wasn't just about the grades. The homeroom teacher happened to be crying on the first day of school. It was really rare to see a person with an indifferent expression wipe his tears.But to the class teacher, he is just a 16-year-old child. She doesn't understand what can make Gu Yun's expression so dark, and she doesn't know how to care better.
This is the first time since the beginning of school that the class teacher has learned about Gu Jun's situation from Gu Jun himself, and the class teacher's mood has also relaxed a little.
Although the conversation was only a few short sentences, what the head teacher felt was that he was educated and polite. This kind of Gu Jun was completely different from the Gu Jun that everyone saw at first sight.
Freshmen registered a week ago.
A middle-aged man walked into the school and walked through the crowd. After locking his eyes on Gu Jun, he appeared in front of Gu Jun with a fury. He roughly pulled Gu Jun's wrist.
Although he is a middle-aged man, he is well-dressed and has an elegant temperament. He looks like an elite in the workplace, and can also be said to be the template of an excellent father. His anxious expression is slightly different from his appearance.
The middle-aged man was close to his body to convey his words, and tried hard to take Gu Jun away with his wrist, but without warning, Gu Jun's veins burst out and he was furious: "Are you human? Are you worthy to talk to me here?"
The middle-aged man was a little sluggish, maybe he didn't expect this.
Everyone looked at Gu Yun, and the noisy words around him receded instantly. In everyone's eyes, he was rebellious, violent, and arrogant...
Gu Jun shook off his hand and finally told him to get out.
Gu Yun turned his head and left without hesitation, his eyes filled with disgust.
The man tried to catch up with Gu Jun again, and the two gradually disappeared in the crowd. Gu Jun's pace was so anxious that he bumped into someone when he turned the corner.
That person was the homeroom teacher. The tears in Gu Yun's eyes slid down his cheeks. He wiped them away. Gu Yun didn't notice who he bumped into, but he choked up and said sorry, and left in a hurry.
No one knew what the middle-aged man said, what conflicts there were between them, where they went after that, and what they said. Everyone only paid attention to Gu Jun's angry look, which made people shudder. .
Gu Jun's expression and dressing style made everyone feel that there was a sense of distance between themselves and Gu Jun. In addition, Gu Jun's self-introduction of freshmen opened his mouth with two short words "Gu Jun" and no other words, so that everyone felt a sense of distance from Gu Jun. Gu Yun felt even more fearful.
Being in the same air as Gu Yun, it felt as if the air had frozen, and everyone even took care of breathing, not daring to pant heavily.
When Gu Yun was about to leave the office, his eyes met Lin Yimo's.This is the second time their eyes met, the first time was the first day of school.
For Gu Yun, Lin Yimo's eyes are very pure, without any impurities, no suspicion, no fear of you, no suspicion of you.
But this time Lin Yimo avoided his eyes in a panic, perhaps because he was eavesdropping on them and Lin Yimo felt guilty.
Lin Yimo originally came to hand in the homework, and he could leave after putting down the homework. Hearing the beginning of the conversation, curiosity drove him to stay secretly.
He lowered his body and pretended to tidy up his notebooks, and kept fiddling with his homework, but in fact his mind was not on the homework. The whole conversation was recorded by Lin Yimo. Although it was very short, Lin Yimo could feel Gu Tie's tone very much. Attitude, so that Lin Yimo kept thinking about it.
The two had no other communication, and went back to the classroom respectively.
Since the last communication with the homeroom teacher, Gu Ye has indeed adjusted his state and tried his best to integrate himself into the learning atmosphere, but sometimes he will inadvertently let himself go and explore in his own space.
Gu Yun's grades in junior high school are already excellent, and he is a person with strong self-control. It is relatively easy to enter the state, but it is only a matter of depth.The results of the first monthly high school exam ranked third in the class. This ranking made Gu Jun and his teachers feel more at ease.
Gu Jun is using practical actions to say what he didn't finish in the office that day. Gu Jun is not good at expressing, he understands, he understands, but there are many things that only he understands, only he understands.
High school is gradually on the right track.
Most of the classmates are familiar with each other and have their own small groups.It's just that Gu Jun is still alone as always, just like what he said in the office, "I don't have any friends, but it doesn't matter".
Everyone is accustomed to his solitude, and no one provokes him. Everyone maintains such a personal boundary with Gu Yan, and no one disturbs him. need to be clean.
I don't know if Gu Jun is particularly prominent in the crowd, or why, but Lin Yimo's eyes always fall on Gu Jun. In Lin Yimo's eyes, Gu Jun is different from the Gu Jun that everyone knows.
Gu Jun always empties himself, looks around, seems to be looking for something, but he can't find it, there seems to be a layer of fog in front of his eyes, he can't get it out, and he doesn't seem to have any ideas to get it out, very powerless.
He is always watching, his eyes are very dim, his thoughts are very messy, he does not advance or retreat in the fog, just wandering.
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