I always think of you in spring

Chapter 40

At the door of the physical and chemical office, Yu Zhongxia looked inside.

Teacher Fei doesn't hold grudges, does he?If you ignore him, wouldn't he be ashamed?

There was no one in Fei Xin's seat.

Yu Zhongxia: ...

Isn't it already gone? !This fateful accident? !

Wait, such a romantic line is inappropriate.

There is only one female teacher in the office who is sorting things out.

He asked others: "Teacher, is our Teacher Fei gone?"

Female teacher: "No, the bag is still there. I don't know where I went, maybe I went to the bathroom?"

Fei Xin's shoulder bag was still hanging beside his seat.

The female teacher packed up her things and left after get off work.

Yu Zhongxia entered the office and sat on Fei Xin's chair.

The things on Fei Xin's desk have been emptied, and he should have wiped the desk and computer, everything is so clean that it can reflect light.

Yu Zhongxia knew this table and this person very well. For a few weeks, he came every day, had lunch with Teacher Fei, came to collect homework, and stood at this table to chat with Teacher Fei.

From now on, these bits and pieces will no longer exist.

Yu Zhongxia regretted it now, very regretful.

I shouldn't have gotten into trouble with Teacher Fei this week, knowing that Teacher Fei is leaving!Why don't you cherish the past few days, what the hell, how can you be so handsome with a pig's brain.

According to Yang Ke, Mr. Fei didn't go to play basketball this week, and he always said that he had something to do and was very busy.

Just... Could it be that she wanted to avoid him and not want to see him?

But Mr. Fei is quite a straightforward guy, so he shouldn't be so hypocritical.

It's hard to say, Yu Zhongxia is usually very forthright and masculine, but at the critical moment, he is also stubborn, reluctant to let Teacher Fei go, he still refuses to admit it, and insists on saying a few words.

He hasn't been to the basketball court this week either, and he didn't like basketball very much. This semester, because Teacher Fei often goes there, he always joins in the fun.

Mr. Fei is really fun, interesting, kind, and has always been nice to him.

Even if we don't have the chance to see each other often in the future, we should say goodbye to Mr. Fei instead of throwing out that inexplicable temper just because Mr. Fei didn't follow his idea to stay in No. [-] Middle School and continue teaching.

Teacher Fei has never been someone to him, and he can't be like this just because someone treats him well, and he doesn't have any AC in his heart.

Fei Xin went to the language office downstairs to find Mr. Xu, the head teacher of class 18.

During yesterday's morning reading time, he was reviewing and reading in the office, and Teacher Xu came to him.

The reason for his resignation was not disclosed publicly by the school, but the teachers inevitably heard about it. Mr. Xu, who is the class teacher, knows better.

When Teacher Xu came to Fei Xin that day, he came to explain and comfort him, and told him to look forward to everything, understand the school's difficulties, and not hold grudges against the students.

This surprised Fei Xin.

Teacher Xu came to teach in No. [-] Middle School after graduating from Normal University. In the past few years, his teaching performance has been very good, and he is also very good at working methods.

Something unexpected happened this year, which no one expected.She seems to have encountered several large-scale Mercury retrogrades in a row, and her work and life have plummeted.

Now being complained by the parents of the students is even worse.

In this case, she also came to enlighten Fei Xin, who came to the education circle for a round.

Fei Xin couldn't help but be moved, and couldn't help but persuade her in turn: "I really didn't take this matter too seriously. Teacher Xu, you too, everything will get better if you look forward. The usual way of educating students is Still shouldn’t be too aggressive.”

Teacher Xu immediately felt a little ashamed, and said: "At the regular meeting, the secretary called my name, and I really heard a ringing in my ears. That kind of thinking, why did I treat them with all my heart and soul, and why did I get this result? When I get angry, I always feel that the world is not worth it, students are not worth it, and education is not worth it.

"When the anger passed, I regretted it again, and I couldn't bear it until the next time. Looking back on many things I did during this period, I can't believe that I did it myself."

"Maybe I just accidentally got into a dead end. I didn't get angry so easily before, and I will try my best to control it in the future."

Finally she said: "Mr. Fei, thank you. I know other teachers think the same way. No one dares to tell me. I haven't spoken to anyone for such a long time."

Fei Xin said: "In fact, the teachers can understand your situation, and the students are also very empathetic. I heard from them that everyone hopes that you will get better."

He hasn't told his parents that he is going to end his internship, for fear that they will worry about him.Anyway, I don't live at home during this time, and I will move back after the exam.

He lived in the apartment, and would make phone calls with his family every night. He told Xin Liping about Mr. Xu that night, and felt that it was not easy for educators.

Xin Liping, an obstetrician and gynecologist with more than 20 years of experience, said: "Why do I hear that her condition is like postpartum emotional illness?"

Fei Xin was full of question marks: "Postpartum depression? But she didn't have a baby."

Xin Liping: "...You guys don't understand."

Fei Xin came to see Teacher Xu today, after a brief farewell before leaving.

He said with a little embarrassment: "Well, my mother wants to talk to you about something, is it convenient?"

Teacher Xu: "???"

Fei Xin dialed Xin Liping's number, gave the phone to Teacher Xu, and went to wait outside the office.

This phone call lasted for more than ten minutes before Teacher Xu came out, returned his phone, and said, "Thank you."

Fei Xin said awkwardly: "Don't be so polite. Teacher Xu, I hope you didn't blame me for being troublesome, and I hope my mother's advice can help you."

Teacher Xu: "How can I blame you? But..."

Fei Xin: "Huh?"

Teacher Xu: "Mr. Fei, I also want to give you a suggestion. You are always so kind to others. It is easy to give others, especially girls, some kind of illusion."

Fei Xin immediately said: "I have absolutely no other intentions, please don't get me wrong."

Teacher Xu smiled and said: "Of course I know, you just want to help me. I don't have any extra thoughts, don't worry about that. I mean... If you always behave like this, you may get into a lot of troublesome luck .”

She was purely like a big sister's friendly advice to a younger brother.

After all, Fei Xin had to leave the No. [-] Middle School because of "annoying luck".

Fei Xin was struck by something, and he went back upstairs to get his things depressed, preparing to leave the place where he had worked for nearly three months.

Yu Zhongxia was sitting in front of Mr. Fei's desk, and he played with Jiang Chu's letter back and forth, the envelope was covered with his fingerprints.Do you want to open it and secretly see what this sissy wrote?

Is this guy really gay?So straight and hidden.

Jia Rongrong was also looking at the door furiously.

Yu Zhongxia didn't like her, so he pointed at her with two fingers in the middle of the food, and Sun Wukong shouted like his upper body: "Hey! Where did the ugly female goblin come from? Come to seduce my master again?"

Jia Rongrong: "..."

She walked in through the door with small steps, and asked in a low voice, "Has Teacher Fei left?"

Yu Zhongxia: "I went to the toilet. You came to say goodbye to him? Come and get a love number plate, the registration fee is [-]."

Jia Rongrong: "..."

Yu Zhongxia: "True love doesn't necessarily have to cost money, but if you don't spend money, it's definitely not true love. Your account is gone."

Jia Rongrong: "..."

Yu Zhongxia felt that her expression was wrong, and asked: "What's wrong with you? Don't cry here and I will tell you, if you dare to cry, I will beat you."

Jia Rongrong pursed her lips, and tears fell down.

Yu Zhongxia: Help! help! SOS!China Children's Foundation!Spring Bud Project!Quickly save me!

Jia Rongrong cried and said: "Yu Zhongxia, I'm really sad. No one can listen to me about this matter. Others will definitely blame me if they find out. I'm very scared."

Yu Zhongxia's brain was wide open: "It's your father... What's wrong with you?"

Jia Rongrong didn't know where his mind was going, and she followed him and said, "My dad didn't care about me, he... Teacher Fei... woo woo woo..."

Yu Zhongxia: "??? What? Your dad has also taken a fancy to Mr. Fei?"

Jia Rongrong: "..."

Yu Zhongxia dinged in his head, understood.

When Fei Xin came up, all the colleagues in the office had left, but there were two students inside.

Yu Zhongxia held a package of tissues, stood beside the crying Jia Rongrong, and handed the tissues to her with a look of hopelessness.

Fei Xin: "...you?"

Yu Zhongxia said: "Unlucky boy, you are back."

Fei Xin: "..."

Yu Zhongxia said: "Jia Rongrong, if you have something to say, hurry up."

Jia Rongrong turned around, her face flushed from crying, she bowed to Fei Xin, and said, "Teacher, I'm sorry."

Fei Xin didn't know how to deal with this situation.

Yu Zhongxia said: "It's okay, Teacher Fei doesn't blame you."

Jia Rongrong stood up straight: "How do you know? Don't talk too much."

Yu Zhongxia: "I'm Teacher Fei's official spokesperson. If I don't steal the word, he will scold you if he wants to. Are you sure you want to be scolded?"

Jia Rongrong: "Teacher, scold me."

Fei Xin: "..."

Yu Zhongxia: "Jia Rongrong, you stinky idiot! You stinky idiot! You stinky idiot! Say important things three times."

Fei Xin: "..."

Jia Rongrong: "I should scold you, but why are you stealing the talk again?"

Yu Zhongxia took it for granted, "Teacher Fei is a gentleman, and he can't scold you. Are you still listening? I still have more."

Jia Rongrong wiped away her tears, as if she had sacrificed herself generously: "Okay, if you scold me again, be more ruthless."

Fei Xin felt that if Yu Zhongxia continued to swear, it would be silenced garbled characters, and said, "Okay, that's enough."

He said to Jia Rongrong: "He's right..."

Yu Zhongxia rushed to talk: "You are a stinking idiot."

Jia Rongrong cried: "Yes, I am!"

Fei Xin: "...all shut up."

Both students looked at him.

Fei Xin: "I mean the previous sentence, Yu Zhongxia is right. Jia Rongrong, I don't blame you, you don't need to apologize, it really doesn't matter."

Jia Rongrong: "Teacher..."

Fei Xin: "Don't worry about it, really. This matter doesn't affect me in any way, and I'm really nervous about my review time. Now I can go back and concentrate on preparing for the exam. You are doing me a favor." "

Yu Zhongxia: "..."

Jia Rongrong couldn't believe it, and bowed and apologized: "I was wrong, I'm sorry teacher."

Fei Xin: "If you really feel sorry for me, take back some of your thoughts about chasing stars and falling in love and put them in cultural classes. Don't waste your good professional skills."

Jia Rongrong started practicing aerobics in elementary school, and she was rated as a second-level athlete last year.

She started crying again and said, "Okay, teacher, I will."

Fei Xin: "Don't write empty promises, if you don't study hard..."

No, he can no longer pay attention to Jia Rongrong.

Yu Zhongxia answered the words in a friendly manner: "Mr. Fei's official spokesperson will persistently call you a stinky fool."

Jia Rongrong: "Mr. Fei, I will not let you down."

Yu Zhongxia: "he~tui! Teacher Fei doesn't have any hope for you. It's because your grades are not good and your father may blame him again. You are a little bit forced."

Jia Rongrong wiped her tears and left.

Yu Zhongxia and Fei Xin looked at each other for a moment, they hadn't spoken for a week, and they were a little embarrassed by the abruptness.

Fei Xin said, "It's too harsh for you to scold girls."

Yu Zhongxia: "Is this ugly? They are all basic models, and you won't let me tell you about the new season's models."

Fei Xin: "What are you doing here? Are you looking for me?"

Yu Zhongxia: Wouldn't it be embarrassing for me to take the initiative to come to you for reconciliation.

He picked up Jiang Chu's letter from the table and said, "I'll deliver it."

Fei Xin thought it was written by him, had a little Coke, and said, "Is your speech not working or your phone is broken? What letter should you write to me?"

Yu Zhongxia: "You think too much, the winner of my dignified composition will write you a letter? Unless you pay me for the manuscript."

Fei Xin took the letter and opened it for a look. The farewell letter written by Jiang Chu to him was a large sheet, most of which were patchwork and copied prose, with only a few original sentences, to the effect: I don’t want to miss Teacher Fei, and I always contact you if you have something to do. .

Yu Zhongxia glanced at it, saw the QQ number and WeChat ID at the end of the letter, and was a little suspicious that Jiang Chu's claim that he was a straight man was pure nonsense.

Fei Xin folded up the letter, came over and packed it.

Yu Zhongxia stood by and watched him.

He carried his bag and said, "I'm leaving."

Yu Zhongxia: "Oh, let's go."

Fei Xin: "..."

Seeing him hesitate to speak, Yu Zhongxia's heart skipped a beat. Is Teacher Fei also reluctant to part with me?

Fei Xin: "What are you still doing here? How will I lock the door if you don't leave?"

Yu Zhongxia: ...a ruthless and ungrateful man.

The two came out, and Fei Xin locked the door.

Yu Zhongxia: "Are you going home?"

Fei Xin: "Go back to the apartment."

Yu Zhongxia: "I'll go too."

Fei Xin looked at him with a straight face, and said, "Did I invite you to go?"

Yu Zhongxia said: "I want to eat your cooking."

Fei Xin: "Why do you do it for you? Just because I am sanctimonious and dressed like a beast?"

Yu Zhongxia: "..."

Fei Xin turned and went downstairs, Yu Zhongxia hurriedly followed him, and said, "Are you still angry? How old am I, and you care about me?"

Fei Xin: "I don't care if you are seventeen or eighty-seven, you are very reasonable."

Yu Zhongxia pretended to be silly: "Teacher Fei~ Fei Xinxin~ I know I'm wrong~"

Fei Xin: "No, you are right, how could you be wrong? You are so reasonable."

Yu Zhongxia: "Jia Rongrong is so heinous, you forgive me, I'll just say a few words to you, do you really hold grudges?"

Fei Xin: "Can you be the same as Jia Rongrong?"

Yu Zhongxia was hahaha in his heart, and said: "Why are you engaging in sexism again? Let me tell you that I will be transgender and become a woman tomorrow."

Fei Xin: "Don't talk, did I mean gender?"

Yu Zhongxia said: "Then what are you talking about?"

Fei Xin: "I don't want to talk to you."

Yu Zhongxia smiled: "I see, you don't care about Jia Rongrong, you care more about me."

Fei Xin: "...vomit."

Yu Zhongxia stopped talking and followed behind him.

At the school gate, Fei Xin turned into the faculty shed to push the cart, but Yu Zhongxia didn't follow.

Fei Xin thought he was gone, so he came out on his bike, and Yu Zhongxia was waiting for him at the door.

Fei Xin: "Are you really going to eat?"

Yu Zhongxia put his hand on his handlebar, bowed his head, and apologized earnestly: "Mr. Fei, I'm sorry."

Fei Xin didn't really care about him, he smiled and said, "It's okay, I'm just kidding you."

Yu Zhongxia: "I was a little angry that day, so I talked nonsense. You played with me for two days on the weekend, and didn't say a word that you were leaving. I was a little confused when you came here suddenly. I didn't think that way. "

Fei Xin: "Okay, I get it, don't worry about it."

Yu Zhongxia raised his eyes, there were two reflections of Fei Xin in the dark eyes, and finally he didn't say that he was reluctant to leave Teacher Fei.

There was no need to say any more, he felt that Teacher Fei already understood.

This is my last day as a chemistry teacher.

Fei Xin looked at the lonely campus for the last time, and let out a silent breath.

Yu Zhongxia: "Can't bear it? Shouldn't Jia Rongrong be beaten up just now? At least let out this grievance."

Fei Xin: "It's not that you want to eat the food I cook, let's go."

After leaving school, Yu Zhongxia went to ride a shared bicycle.

The two rode their bicycles side by side to Fei Xin's apartment.

It was very windy on the road.

Fei Xin wore a woolen hat and a mask, while Yu Zhongxia wore a hat and pulled up his collar to cover half of his face.

Yu Zhongxia secretly looked at Fei Xin a few times.

Fei Xin was no longer a teacher in the No. [-] Middle School, nor was he his teacher.

He and Fei Xin have nothing to do with each other. As the days go by and we are separated for a long time, the friendship will become weaker and weaker. Teacher Fei will really forget that there is someone like him sooner or later.

"Teacher Fei," he said, "it would be great if we were a family."

Fei Xin didn't hear clearly, and said, "What?"

Yu Zhongxia pulled down his collar and shouted at Fei Xin: "You and my brother have sex!"