I always think of you in spring

Chapter 44

Once this awareness is established.

Fei Xin looked back on Yu Zhongxia's words and deeds during the recent period, as well as every sentence and every punctuation in the WeChat messages, and suddenly felt that everything seemed to be a hint.

He didn't think that he was a heartthrob, but his life experiences over the past year made him extremely fearful of "being liked by others".

He's afraid it's because he's obsessed with the authorities and is too sensitive.

On the weekend, he made an appointment with Jiang Yinqian for dinner, and had a detailed discussion face to face, and also wanted to hear what outsiders had to say.

Yu Zhongxia had nothing to do and wanted to come to him, so he called him. He said that he had an appointment with Jiang Yinque tonight, and asked, "Where are you going? What do you want for dinner?"

Fei Xin: "It's near his work place, and what he recommends seems to be Cantonese food."

Yu Zhongxia: "I want to go too."

Fei Xin: "We need to talk about business."

Yu Zhongxia: "I only eat, I don't listen."

Fei Xin: "Sorry, it's really inconvenient."

Yu Zhongxia: "..."

Fei Xin: "..."

He tried his best to sound indifferent, sensing Yu Zhongxia's loss, he still couldn't hold back his heart, and said, "I'll bring you together next time, we really have something important to talk about tonight."

Yu Zhongxia's voice was like a flower bone that opened its petals in an instant, and said: "You middle-aged and elderly people are talking about things, and I don't want to listen in. I asked Yang Ke and the others to play the escape room."

Fei Xin: "Go and play, don't go home too late."

Yu Zhongxia: "I want to sleep with you at night."

Fei Xin: "No, I want to review."

Yu Zhongxia: "You review yours, I'll sleep in mine, I won't bother you."

Fei Xin: "You...you grind your teeth in sleep."

Yu Zhongxia didn't believe it: "I'm eighteen and still grinding my teeth? Who are you lying to?"

Fei Xin: "I will go back very late at night."

Yu Zhongxia: "I won't go early either. Also, if the Cantonese food you have for dinner at night is not bad, you can pack three or two servings of small snacks like shrimp dumplings and chicken feet."

Fei Xin: "...All right."

After hanging up the phone, Fei Xin felt very sad for a moment.

Whether Yu Zhongxia meant that to him or not is another story, why did he develop the bad habit of letting Yu Zhongxia get what he wants?

Is he really being PUA by this kid?

I met Jiang Yinque.

Jiang Yinque first listened to Fei Xin's description, his face was heavy, and he said, "Mr. Fei, it's definitely not that you are sensitive. If you say that this kid doesn't mean anything to you, no one will believe it. No one in an ordinary high school boy would cling to a boy every day for nothing. Teacher? Besides, you don't teach him anymore."

Fei Xin said: "His family situation is quite special."

He briefly talked about the affairs of Yu Zhongxia's family.

Jiang Yinque: "Wow!"

Fei Xin: "Wow what?"

Jiang Yinque: "Wow, you're done! Xin Xin you... What's the matter with you? Who are you, don't you have any points in your heart?"

Fei Xin: "Who am I? What's wrong with me? I told me that I didn't want to do anything to the student from the beginning to the end. He is still a boy."

Jiang Yinque: "I think you just don't have points. Do you still remember that when we were in high school, there was a poor student with average grades in the class. You gave him extra lessons and gave him several pieces of your own clothes? That person, before the college entrance examination, he applied for his volunteers. Do you know that he copied the form according to your volunteers? Fortunately, his grades were almost unimportant, and Ying University didn’t want him. He went to study in other places, otherwise you would be pestered to death by this fanboy in college. ,."

Fei Xin remembered this boy, but he didn't know there was such a thing as volunteering. He said, "Come on, don't make up stories to scare me."

Jiang Yinque: "I'm scaring you? Xin Xin, don't you know that I worry about you? For a while, he sat in the back row of you. I saw him staring at the back of your head with an idiot face several times. If it weren't for the rule of law Society does not allow it, I suspect he will knock you unconscious and drag you home."

Fei Xin: "Don't go too far, I'm telling you about my students now."

Jiang Yinque: "Why is this far-fetched? The causes of these two incidents are the same. You are always like this, and there is no limit to who you get better with. It is simply that Guanyin is alive. The situation in your student's family environment , must be a child who lacks love. You appear in your life all of a sudden. You are illuminated by your holy light and warm your heart. A seventeen or eighteen-year-old child who has just begun to fall in love, and you are much larger than the national average. He does not fall in love with you No wonder."

Fei Xin complained for Yu Shiwu: "He's not just in love, okay! Don't underestimate this high school student, he has had many girlfriends, and he is a real old driver. He speaks obscenely to me, which makes me lose my mind." Like a little quail who has seen the world."

Jiang Yinque: "Wow!"

Fei Xin: "What are you wowing about?"

Jiang Yinque had a wretched face: "The CP attribute of the little quail and the old driver, isn't it delicious?"

Fei Xin slapped the table angrily: "The masses come to you for help, can you give some useful advice and suggestions? You still make fun of the masses? I thought you had to work in the system for at least three or four years to become like this, underestimated." You have forgotten your origins in a few months, you came from the masses, and you have to return to the masses, are you worthy of the cultivation of the country and the people?"

Jiang Yinque sat upright, and said, "Men, there are two solutions to your problem, a quick cut and a roundabout way, which one do you choose?"

Fei Xin: "How about these two?"

Jiang Yinque: "Cut the mess with a quick knife, you block him, move immediately, and don't see him again."

Fei Xin: "What about the roundabout?"

Jiang Yinque: "Find a beautiful girl to pretend to be a girlfriend, and bring her to him to show off her affection, so that he can retreat in spite of difficulties."

Fei Xin: "Both of these are a bit... Is there a third one?"

Jiang Yinque snapped his fingers and said, "The third one is really powerful, it's called once and for all."

Fei Xin: "How do you say?"

Jiang Yinque said solemnly: "It is you who accept the feelings of this little friend, and the little quail and the old driver will live together happily ever after."

Fei Xin: "Jiang—because of—missing—!"

Jiang Yin said: "Just kidding! Don't be angry!"

Fei Xin: "Is this a joke? He is my student."

Jiang Yinque: "Wake up, you are no longer his teacher."

Fei Xin: "Then he is also a boy."

Jiang Yinque was fearless: "I still have the old point of view, good-looking is enough."

Fei Xin sarcastically said, "Am I good-looking? Why don't you have sex with me?"

Jiang Yinque's words were astonishing: "If you are willing to let me be the attacker, I will have a try with you tonight."

Fei Xin: "..."

The friendship between the two of them, if they really want to develop this kind of feeling, has developed long ago.

But Fei Xin thought about it seriously, and said: "It's impossible for you and me. But if I really become a homosexual in the future, I should be a gong."

Jiang Yinque: "That's true, I feel the same way... Bridge bean sack! Xin Xin, you don't seem to resist gay love at all?"

Fei Xin said: "I have always felt that the ultimate form of future world development is that everyone can love freely, whether it's LGBT or ordinary heterosexuals, and those who don't like to fall in love with others but also have love. Fetishism, falling in love with beautiful people or things, because this love makes oneself more full, and then makes the world more colorful. This is the biggest driving force behind the trajectory of human history. The love of things Form doesn’t matter anymore, does gender still matter?”

Jiang Yinque suddenly realized his face: "You mean..."

Fei Xin thought about it, and hurriedly patched up his own words: "I didn't mean to say that I like that boy."

Jiang Yinque: "Oh... If you say there is no, then there is no."

Fei Xin: "I've been talking to you for a long time, but I haven't reached a single useful conclusion."

Jiang Yinque: "Why not? It's because you don't know how to summarize."

Fei Xin: "so"

Jiang Yinque summed it up: "We currently have two facts. One is that this kid just wants to pick on you. There are indications that he is 18% likely to be ready to confess his love to you on his [-]th birthday. The other is that although you are in a panic right now, A group, but in fact, there is no fear of fundamentalism."

Fei Xin: "...and then?"

Jiang Yinque concluded: "The conclusion is that if he really confessed his love to you that day, you might not refuse at all, otherwise why are you panicking now? Can't you 'cut the mess quickly'? Or can't you 'detour'?"

Fei Xin: "..."

Jiang Yinque saw through him, and said, "My dear, I recommend the 'once and for all' package."

That night, Yu Zhongxia traveled thousands of miles across the city of Yingcheng to borrow Fei Xin's apartment.

Fei Xin heated up the packed Cantonese dim sum.

Yu Zhongxia's daily chatting happily: "Mr. Fei~ You are so kind to me~"

Fei Xin: "..."

Yu Zhongxia: "What are you talking about with your classmate?"

Fei Xin sat on the bean bag of the little yellow man, and said, "Don't worry about the adults' business."

Yu Zhongxia: "Oh, then I won't ask. I played escape room with Yang Ke and the others today, and I chose a horror mode. It was so scary that Yang Ke screamed "Mom" a few times in fright.

Fei Xin was absent-minded: "...um."

Yu Zhongxia: "Have you played? I'll ask you to join me next time."

Fei Xin: "Let's talk about it."

Yu Zhongxia: "What's wrong with you today? You're listless."

Fei Xin: Also ask, isn't it all your fault?

"It's okay," he said, "Reviewing is stressful."

Yu Zhongxia: "Don't be too stressed, at worst, you can take the exam next year, and you can still wait for me in Yingcheng for a year."

Fei Xin: "What do you mean waiting for you for a year?"

Yu Zhongxia: "Didn't you forget that I won't take the college entrance examination until the next year? When you go to school next year, I will have to stay in Yingcheng for a year before I can go to Beijing to find you."

Fei Xin: "..."

He was encouraging Yu Zhongxia to study hard and take the exam to go to university in Beijing, so that he could be a companion together.

But this agreement has no... no such meaning.

After Yu Zhongxia finished eating chicken feet in abalone sauce, he rubbed his fingers one by one, making a sizzling sound.

He was still looking at Fei Xin, wanting to talk to Fei Xin about something.

Fei Xinhui misunderstood, and immediately felt restless, and said, "Are you dirty? Go wash your hands."

Yu Zhongxia: "Why are my hands dirty? I didn't bother you."

Fei Xin: "..."

Yu Zhongxia went to wash his hands and brushed his teeth by the way.

——Fei Xin uses an electric toothbrush. The last few times when Yu Zhongxia lived here, there was no toothbrush, so Fei Xin found a new brush head for him, pulled it out and replaced it when in use.

The two made do and shared a toothbrush.

After taking a shower before going to bed, Yu Zhongxia ran out naked again, walked to the bedside wardrobe majestically, opened the drawer to get clean underwear.

——He bought it online by himself and sent it directly to the address of Fei Xin's apartment. Fei Xin took it back from the post station downstairs and took it apart. He thought Xin Liping bought it for him, not to mention the small size.

When Yu Zhongxia came to claim it the next day, Fei Xin conveniently put it in the wardrobe drawer where he kept his underwear.The large size solid color boxers on the left are all his, and Yu Zhongxia's fancy printed boxers are on the left.

Fei Xin didn't think there was anything wrong with all of this before, but now he suddenly realized that there was nothing wrong.

go to bed.

Fei Xin's little quail leaned against the side of the bed, deliberately keeping a relatively long distance from Yu Zhongxia.

Yu Zhongxia's old driver now has a more normal schedule, and will not go to bed until two or three o'clock after playing, and fall asleep after twelve o'clock.

Counting with fingers, Yu Zhongxia's birthday will be in eight days.

Cut the mess with a quick knife?Blocked, moved, and pretended not to know each other in the future.Fei Xin asked himself that he couldn't be so heartless.

Detours?Get a girl to pretend to be a girlfriend.This is even more outrageous.

Is it really going to be done once and for all?

Fei Xin: Did God want me to bend?

Yu Zhongxia: Mr. Fei sighed all night, it's not true that he won't pass the exam, right?

Never mind, you're about to have a new brother!