I always think of you in spring

Chapter 46

Because this year's birthday has a very different meaning to Yu Zhongxia, it is not only his once-in-a-lifetime coming-of-age ceremony, but also because it is the first time he has looked forward to it, in a trance, as if he had waited for 1 years, December 12st finally came.

Unexpectedly, he actually received several birthday presents from his classmates this year.

When I arrived in the classroom in the morning, the first beautifully packaged gift appeared in the drawer.

The tablemate applauded to congratulate him on becoming an adult, saying: "Brother Yu's legs are not legs, but spring water on the banks of the Seine, Brother Yu's back is not a back, a rose from Bulgaria..."

Yu Zhongxia: "Shut up, the soil is dead, you will lose all face in the broadcasting industry."

Deskmate: "Happy Birthday!"

Yu Zhongxia kept teasing him when he was fine, but he was actually a little embarrassed, holding the gift box and asking: "This...you gave it to me?"

Deskmate: "Of course not. I didn't know your birthday is today."

Yu Zhongxia: "..."

The deskmate: "Jiang Chu just came to stuff it in your drawer."

From the seat in the front row, Jiang Chu turned his head to Yu Zhongxia, smiled, and compared his heart to Yu Zhongxia from a distance.

Exercising between classes, going out, Yang Ke waited for Yu Zhongxia at the door of class 18, and presented a gift with both hands.

Yu Zhongxia was shocked: "You actually prepared a gift for me?"

Yang Ke scratched his head: "Brother Bird reminded you that your birthday is on Monday in the group a few days ago. Fifteen, happy birthday!"

After Wan Pengniao left, he took over and became the eldest brother. He is good at everything, but he is stingy. Usually, if he buys a bottle of mineral water worth two yuan, he has to crowdfund in his class. Because he is too Grandet, he is repeatedly impeached by his younger brothers.

Yu Zhongxia was moved, and said, "I'll treat you to milk tea at noon."

After school at noon, he was ordering milk tea for delivery in the HEYTEA applet.

Jia Rongrong called his name at the back door, and when he turned around, this aerobics girl biu!Throw something at once.

Yu Zhongxia was almost hit in the face, but fortunately he caught it quickly with his eyes and said, "You girl! Are you jealous of my beauty in this prosperous age? Do you want to ruin my face?"

It was rare for Jia Rongrong not to accept his bullying, and said, "Happy birthday, Yu Zhongxia."

When Yu Zhongxia looked at the thing in his hand, it turned out to be a wrapped gift.

He looked at Jia Rongrong, and asked in a gentlemanly tone: "Beauty, do you want milk tea?"

At nine o'clock in the evening, Yu Zhongxia had dinner at Zhuo Yun's, and took a taxi outside the gate of the community. The starting price would be enough to get to Fei Xin's apartment.

He has started to act like a student these days, carrying a schoolbag to and from school, not only playing games and surfing the Internet when he gets home, but also reading textbooks and doing homework.

After entering Fei Xin's apartment, he went to the sofa, put the mouth of his schoolbag down, and emptied the contents of the bag with a clatter.

Fei Xin: "??? Why do you have so many phone cases?"

Yu Zhongxia: "I also want to know why these people seem to have made an appointment when they obviously didn't have an appointment? They all gave me mobile phone cases."

In addition to the gift from Wanpeng, he received five mobile phone cases for his birthday this year.

Fei Xin: "Maybe... others can't think of anything to give you that you can use."

Yu Zhongxia: "Mr. Fei, I'm sounding the alarm for you. If you take out a mobile phone case and give it to me later, I'm going to make a fuss."

Fei Xin held his forehead and said, "That's over, you can make trouble."

Yu Zhongxia: "...isn't it true?"

Fei Xin took down a somewhat flat gift box from the side shelf.

When Yu Zhongxia saw the shape, it was almost the same as the several boxes he received during the day. He felt a pain in his head and said dissatisfiedly: "Mr. Fei, how can you be like other high school students? Is it too perfunctory for me? Nothing is better than giving it. "

Fei Xin said, "Take it apart and have a look, mine is even prettier than what they gave you."

Yu Zhongxia had no interest in the phone case at all, but he took it off to save face.

Inside the flat box was an envelope, Yu Zhongxia touched it, and inside the envelope was a card.

"Did you save some money for me?" He asked at a loss, "Mr. Fei, do you think I'm short of money?"

Fei Xin: "Why don't you look at me first, as if I have money that I can save for you?"

Yu Zhongxia opened the envelope and poured out the card.

It is a driving school student card.

Yu Zhongxia asked blankly: "What is this?"

Fei Xin: "Enrollment certificate for novice drivers. Congratulations to classmate Yu Shiwu. You will be 18 years old today and you can take the driver's license test. I don't have your identity information. This card is empty. The tuition and procedures have been completed. I will wait for you during the winter vacation." Before going to the driving school, just bring your ID card and enter the information.”

Yu Zhongxia: "..."

Even if it was a mobile phone case, Yu Zhongxia didn't have any objections. He had already thought about the gift he wanted today, and he was sure he could have it.

The gift Fei Xin gave him was delivered to his point firmly and ruthlessly. No boy can refuse the car!No!

Of course he thought about taking the driver's license test when he became an adult, but he didn't know how to go through the procedures, and he didn't want to ask Yu Ming to help him.

He has been a loner since he was a child, and he has very little experience in dealing with adults. He has never done such things as paying fees and going through procedures at the driving school, and he is a little apprehensive in his heart.

This mentality is similar to that of him not daring to take the high-speed rail or plane to go far away alone. He wanted to go out to play but dared not go, so he stayed in Yingcheng since he was a child.

Most adults are hideous. The world outside Yingcheng is very dangerous. No one teaches him or guides him. He dare not enter the society composed of adults, and he dare not go to places he is not familiar with.

In essence, they dare not step out of the psychological safety zone.

He turned the card over and over several times before putting it back in the envelope, and it was obvious that he liked it very much.

This was a gift that Fei Xin chose after careful consideration.

On his birthday, the gift that Yu Zhongxia gave him was of the type that paid less attention to etiquette and was more thoughtful, and he was an engineering student, not as good as an art student, and even if he could, the current situation is not good for Yu Zhongxia.

Yu Zhongxia does not lack sneakers, watches, wallets and the like, and DIY chocolates such as immortal flower plush toys are not suitable for boys.

Send a gift that Yu Zhongxia can use and has a certain meaning for the 18-year-old.

Faisin was glad he would like it.

Fei Xin always believes that in the communication between people, reciprocating love is a very important interaction.

Even after today, the friendship between him and Yu Zhongxia might come to an abrupt end for some reasons.

But he still didn't want to recall this passage in the future, what he remembered was that he owed Yu Zhongxia.

He opened the refrigerator and took out the birthday cake. It was a small peach-pink cake with sliced ​​peaches piled up on the top, and a small handwritten flag with "Happy Yu Shiwu Happy Breaking Out of the Shell" was inserted, which was written by him. Character.

Yu Zhongxia was flattered and said, "Why did you prepare a cake for me?"

Fei Xin: "Knowing that you guys must have had cake for dinner, I bought a smaller one and made it out of form. I remember you like farts. These are fresh peaches, not canned."

Yu Zhongxia: "I didn't eat it. My mother lost her temper with me when she saw the earphones I gave to my brother and dropped the cake."

Fei Xin: "..."

Yu Zhongxia: "She has a pretty good temper today, she just dropped the cake and didn't do anything, she is already fine."

Fei Xin looked at the pile of mobile phone cases that were still spread out on the sofa, and asked, "Didn't she and your brother give you a birthday present?"

Yu Zhongxia: "My brother wrote me a greeting card. My mother never gave me a gift. I think this is what my dad should do. My dad will remember my birthday in ten days and a half months, and will send me a message. A big red envelope, when the time comes, I will invite you to play..."

He suddenly thought of it, and excitedly suggested: "Mr. Fei! Let's go on a trip after my winter vacation? I want to go to the south! I want to go to Chongqing, Sichuan to eat hot pot, and I want to go to the Bund in Shanghai to see the buildings of all nations. That's right! I still want to go Sanya, Xiamen, see how the sea in the south is different from Yingcheng. Are you going? I invite you to go!"

Fei Xin sighed inwardly, "Fifteen, we may turn against each other in a while, let's talk about winter vacation and traveling so far away."

He plugged in the candle, lit it, and said, "Blow out the candle first and make a wish. The birthday process still needs to go through."

Yu Zhongxia knelt down in front of the coffee table, put both hands on the edge of the coffee table, and solemnly announced: "I'm going to make a wish! Teacher Fei, are you ready?"

Fei Xin: "..."

He has been preparing for too long, and if this continues, his whole body will be mentally weak.

Yu Zhongxia closed his eyes, put his palms together, made a wish to the candle, opened his eyes, and looked at Fei Xin nervously and expectantly.

Fei Xin: Don't look at me, there is no result.

Yu Zhongxia: "Blow out the candle, and my wish will come true, right?"

Fei Xin: No, no, I will reject you.

He had been troubled by this matter for half a month. Today, when the matter came to an end, he made a decision when Yu Zhongxia came over.

He can chat and play well with Yu Zhongxia, Yu Zhongxia is indeed a very interesting boy.

He is also willing to be a bosom friend to this lonely boy before he leaves Yingcheng to study.

Even if Yu Zhongxia really goes to Beijing to study in the future, they still have a chance to continue this friendship.

But he is very sure that he has no lust for the same sex, and he has no feeling for Yu Zhongxia's occasional intimacy. He used to treat him as a buddy, and he naturally didn't feel much. In the past half month, he would feel full of embarrassment.

He's not gay and doesn't want to be in a romantic relationship with a guy or have a more intimate relationship.

Yu Zhongxia took a breath, exhaled, and blew out the small candle.

Fei Xin solemnly said: "Happy 18th birthday, Yu Zhongxia."

Yu Zhongxia shyly said, "My wish is..."

Fei Xin: Will you be angry if I reject you?You really want to save face, will you turn your face and leave immediately?

Yu Zhongxia: "I want you..."

Fei Xin: Well, I will accompany you here.

Yu Zhongxia: "Be my..."

Fei Xin: Goodbye Yu Zhongxia, I will remember you for a long time, I hope your life will be safe and happy.

Yu Zhongxia: "...brother."

Fei Xin: "......?????"

Yu Zhongxia's face was pinker than that of the cake, and she said shyly and seriously: "Mr. Fei, I like you, Uncle Fei, and Aunt Xin very much, and your family. I want to be brothers with you, not that kind of verbal The brother mentioned above is the kind who is serious about being relatives."

Fei Xin died.

Yu Zhongxia extended the interpretation: "When I have a job in the future, I will go to your house to give New Year's gifts during the New Year and holidays. If you have something to do at home, if you are too busy, you can ask me to help. In short, I hope you can treat me as a Your younger brother treats me...not asking you to be nice to me, if I don't study hard and disobedient, you can even beat me up, just like I did to Yu Jiyang... You should never have been an older brother, I have rich experience, I can teach you."

Fei Xin was dumbfounded.

Yu Zhongxia: "You don't have to be so shocked, do you? Teacher Fei?"

Fei Xin regained consciousness, and his whole body was about to split apart again.

Yu Zhongxia couldn't believe it: "Is my wish too much? You won't want to reject me, will you? You won't be so stingy, will you? No way? Why don't you want such a big and handsome brother for nothing?"

Fei Xin said confusedly in the wind: "No... you announced it half a month in advance, and you repeatedly reminded me to get ready, because you want me... to be your brother?"

Yu Zhongxia: "Then? Or else? I have hinted at you so many times, but I don't think you even asked, and you suddenly realized it. I thought you already understood."

Fei Xin: "..." I don't know what!I dare not ask!

Yu Zhongxia: "Why do you pretend to understand if you don't understand? What do you think I want?"

Fei Xin: "...I didn't think anything."

Yu Zhongxia: "Oh...it's not important. Did you agree bro?"

Fei Xin encountered the biggest black humor in his life, and his spirit was depressed and his heart was full of vicissitudes. Now he just wants to light a cigarette.

He said helplessly: "Is it still useful if I don't agree? You call me brother."

Yu Zhongxia smiled so much that she showed her eight teeth, and she was overjoyed: "Xin Xin~ I knew it~ You can't refuse me~"

Fei Xin: Xin Xin doesn't know anything, Xin Xin is just a narcissistic sand sculpture.

late at night.

Jiang Yinque came to care about the follow-up of the incident and eat melons by the way: [Xin Xin, have you been bent by a little boy today? 】

Fei Xin: [. 】

Jiang Yinque couldn't understand the meaning of the punctuation: [What do you mean? 】

Fei Xin: [I want to be quiet]

Jiang Yinque: [I am Jingjing! 】

Fei Xin: [It's just me being passionate, others don't mean that at all, they just want to recognize me as an older brother]

Jiang Yinque: 【[Wang Chai] hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha the best today】

Fei Xin: [Can you still laugh?You buddy, I'm going to die of embarrassment]

Jiang Yinque: 【Is your brother sleeping with you today? 】

Fei Xin: [No, I went back, the cream stained the clothes while eating the cake, he is so beautiful, he said that he can’t wear dirty clothes to school tomorrow, so he left]

Jiang Yinque: 【That means you are brothers now? 】

Fei Xin: 【Really】

Jiang Yinque: [At this moment, you seem to be very sad]

Fei Xin: [Can you not be mourned?I have been in fear for ten days, and this is the last?That's it? ? ? 】

Jiang Yinque: [You have been worried for ten days, and finally found out that he didn't want to have sex with you, shouldn't you be very happy? 】

Fei Xin: ...Yes.

Fei Xin: [Are you trying to say that I was bent without knowing it?I'm sure I'm not]

Jiang Yinque: 【How are you sure? 】

Fei Xin: [I feel disgusted watching GV, is that enough? 】

Jiang Yinque: [You can see it even if you value pornographic AV, GV is just a type of pornographic AV]

Fei Xin: [It's different, I don't want to kiss boys and whatnot]

Jiang Yinque: [I used to think that I didn't like cats until my mother raised a cat. The greatest pleasure for me when I go home every day is to stroke it. My mother took videos of me sucking cats for me to watch. I was so intoxicated like a pervert. 】

Fei Xin: [? 】

Jiang Yinque: [How do you know if you haven't tried it? 】

Fei Xin: 【You really look like a pervert. Don't normal people want to dissuade their friends from going astray when they hear this kind of thing?Why do I feel that you really want me to have sex quickly? 】

Jiang Yinque: [I'm just helping you analyze the problem, okay, whether you engage in radicalism or not, it won't affect the relationship between us]

Fei Xin: [I want your love to be more useful than Jin Jian? 】

Jiang Yinque: 【Actually, this is how I understand it. You didn't like to play with girls in the first place. After the incident with the female teacher this year, I think you are a little bit afraid of women. Tell yourself, who do you dare to play with? Are girls getting too close?I don't think you dare, you have activated the self-protection mechanism when it comes to intercourse with the opposite sex]

Fei Xin: [This won't last long, I will be able to adjust my mentality in a different environment in the future]

Jiang Yinque: 【It's good that you can be so optimistic, but at the same time you are a perfectionist. Your family relationship is too harmonious, which makes your imagination of marriage, love and family very dreamy. You can get married once you fall in love. And the probability of growing old forever is very low, you should be aware of this, so you have been hesitant to take the step of trying to fall in love, waiting to meet the perfect destiny with one blow, this is too unrealistic, you Understand? 】

Fei Xin agrees with what he said, and this is indeed the reason why he hasn't been in love for so long.

He said: [What does this have to do with what we are discussing now? 】

Jiang Yinque: [Of course it does. Your concern and tolerance for this boy have already surpassed the relationship between teachers and students and friends. I can tell from your description that he also trusts you quite a lot. The two of you are quite close. Ambiguous, don't say you only treat him as a friend, you have been with me for so many years, and you have never treated me like this]

Fei Xin: [He is just a high school student, of course you are different]

Jiang Yinque: [You can say so, but you are 22 years old, it is impossible without love needs, I think you should always hope that someone can have such an ambiguous relationship with you, I don't I have been in love, but I have been ambiguous since junior high school, and I have been ambiguous with several people. I am afraid that your perception of love now is not much different from that of ordinary people in middle school. You are still in adolescence when it comes to love. Adolescence In love, ambiguity is the best feeling, you don’t want to kiss and have sex with him, it doesn’t affect your enjoyment of having an ambiguous relationship with a good-looking boy]

Fei Xin realized, so this is ambiguity?

He can't refuse Yu Zhongxia's requests all the time, he almost takes whatever he wants, is it because he enjoys this ambiguous feeling?

Fei Xin: [I'm even more embarrassed by what you said, do I need to see a psychiatrist too? 】

Jiang Yinque: [This is not considered a mental illness.Why do I ask you several times if he looks good?Good looks are the catalyst for ambiguity, regardless of whether he is a man or a woman, people just have no resistance to beautiful people, by the way, how good-looking is he?Describe? 】

Fei Xin: [You have seen it before, and talked to him at the gate of No. [-] High School]

Jiang Yinque: [I'm giao!It's that kid!That's too pretty! 】

Fei Xin also had to admit Yu Zhongxia's good looks: 【He looks good】

Jiang Yinque: [People are interesting, clingy and tease you, people with a lot of love experience will flirt with you unconsciously, it's not surprising that you have an ambiguous feeling for him]

Fei Xin also cleared the clouds and saw the sun in his heart, and became much clearer, and replied: 【It should be what you said】

Jiang Yinque: [It's a pity, I just want to be your brother]

Fei Xin: [I don't want to fall in love with him either]

Jiang Yinque: [That's right, stop the loss in time, the ultimate goal of flirting is to fall in love, not falling in love and only flirting is playing hooligans, I was played around by a few flirtatious objects before, so I haven't had a serious talk yet a love]

Fei Xin's mood faded: [Go to bed early, this matter is finally over, so I can concentrate on my review]

Jiang Yinque: [I also want to concentrate on studying for the national exam. When I pass the exam, I don't believe that I will be unmarried]

Fei Xin: [Cheer Director]

Jiang Yinque: [Xin Xin, don't be discouraged, your destiny is destined to appear in the future (or don't be too obsessed with the perfect first love, let nature take its course, good night]

After chatting, Fei Xin read for a while, and went to bed at 12 o'clock sharp.

After a while, I still haven't fallen asleep.

He took his phone and wanted to play an audiobook to help him sleep. In the playlist, he saw "GoSolo" sung by Yu Zhongxia, and clicked on it.

In Yu Zhongxia's singing.

He seemed to be floating on the sea outside the window of a hot spring hotel, and slowly fell asleep as the sea water ambiguously impacted his body and eardrums.