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Chapter 37 Gathering 3

Summer is always very short, and it will pass in a flash.

In the winter of 2005, there was a heavy snowfall in Beijing, and the snow did not melt for the first time in two months.It was freezing cold, and the exhaled breath instantly condensed into fog.

The winter vacation is going to be in a week, but Xiahe is sick, with a fever, and his nose is red. He has nothing to do, so he can only lie on the bed in the dormitory and read.The whole head was groggy, and it was extremely difficult to even raise the head.

Before leaving the house, his roommate gave him cold medicine, and made a new pot of boiling water for him, and put it on the table, steaming.

Two days ago, he asked Gu Sheng to help him buy a bus ticket home, but Gu Sheng didn't contact him for the past two days. He didn't know if life in the police academy was too complicated or too rich, so he always waited overnight for a reply from the other party.

Xia He was wearing a brown sweater with a quilt wrapped around him.He leaned on the bedside and read a lot of books, European history books, historical literature, and boring books. When he calmed down when he was sick, he unexpectedly read them with gusto.

It's just that the eyes are getting more and more difficult, and I'm afraid that if this continues, I have to get a pair of glasses to wear them.He coughed until his lips turned white, and he didn't even have a trace of complexion. He went to the hospital and was hanged with medicine for a day. He got better, but he recovered very slowly.

Xia He recalled two years ago when he was in his hometown, when he and Gu Sheng rode bicycles to the small town, he suffered from heat stroke, Gu Sheng accompanied him to the hospital, and insisted on waiting for him to go home together.

As long as he thought of Gu Sheng, his pain seemed to ease a little.

In the evening, Gu Sheng called: "Hey, Xia He, my phone was stolen a few days ago, and I just got a new one."

Xia He got up and poured himself a cup of hot water, brought it to the window to warm the water while looking at the white snow outside.

"Oh, I thought you were going to ignore me."

"Fool, how is it possible..."

After a pause, Gu Sheng seemed to have noticed something, and asked, "Your voice is not right, what's wrong?"

"It's nothing, just a little cold."

"I don't usually wear enough clothes. Let you dress up. I will visit you tomorrow and buy you some winter clothes by the way."

Xia He sneered: "Winter is almost over, what clothes should I buy?"

"You don't know that. Winter in Beijing is long, and it may not be warm in February next year."

Xia He took a sip of hot water, but coughed, and almost couldn't even hold his cell phone steadily.He gritted his teeth and held back, afraid that Gu Sheng would hear how miserable he was.

Gu Sheng said, "It looks serious, have you gone to see a doctor?"

"Go, it's useless."

"It's useless?" Gu Sheng took a breath, "But don't get the flu."

Xia He's pale pupils staring at the outdoors tightened suddenly, and then he said, "Don't curse me, the flu happened two years ago, it's not popular anymore."

Although with a joking tone, my heart was still inexplicably flustered.

"Xiahe, go to the hospital again. I'll take you there tomorrow, the best hospital in the city."

"Uh-huh."

"See you tomorrow then, I have something else to do."

"okay, see you tomorrow."

After two beeps, Xia He couldn't help coughing violently as the phone was hung up.

He lay back on the bed again. At this time, the door of the dormitory was gently pushed open from the outside, and a cold wind blew in.Xia He turned his head to look, saw that it was Xiang Feng, and said hello: "Are you finished?"

Xiang Feng smiled: "Well, let's see you. Are you feeling better?"

Xia He still felt a little shivering all over his body, the biting cold was very uncomfortable from the inside out, but the strange thing was that he got used to it after enduring it for a day.

He replied: "Much better, thank you for the medicine."

"I told you, don't be polite to me." Xiang Feng walked over and picked up the kettle to pour water for him, but Xia He stopped him and said, "I drank it just now, so there's no need to pour it."

Xiang Feng put down the kettle again, walked over and opened the curtains, outside was the orange-red winter sunset, and the trees downstairs seemed to be withered, and they felt a bit desolate.

He turned around and asked Xia He, "Do you want me to go down and buy you something to eat?"

Xia He shook his head: "No need, I have no appetite."

"You really love to be polite to me..."

Xiang Feng muttered something, and then asked: "I haven't seen your friend come over these days, does he know that you are sick?"

Xia He said: "He is relatively busy."

"A student, right? It looks like the family is quite rich, and they dress so well."

"Well, from the police academy."

Xia He lowered his face and wanted to skip this topic, he was a bit jealous of others talking about Gu Sheng with him, it was like inquiring about a little unknown secret deep in his heart.

"That's good, there aren't many rich cops."

Xiang Feng leaned his back against the table, sat up on it, and looked at Xia He who was lying flat on the bed, his specific eyes were always blocked by the pair of glasses.

Xia He smiled, remembering that he had known Xiang Feng for so long, it was because the other party took the initiative to help him and understand him, and it was obvious that the other party wanted to be friends with him.Xia He didn't dare to get too close to him, and behaved coldly and calmly. Apart from the unfamiliarity at the beginning, there was another more important reason.The dense and growing emotions in his heart have already penetrated his understanding of interests. Apart from Gu Sheng, he can be sure that he can still like others, and at the same time.

Or maybe Gu Sheng was too far away from him, unable to give him the warmth he wanted, and he felt more and more clearly that Xiang Feng was another Gu Sheng on some level.For him, he can't help but imagine Xiang Feng's care for him as Gu Sheng, for example, the other party smiles at him gently, warms him up, reminds him to add clothes, and reminds him to rest.

Gu Sheng has never done any of these.

Compared with before, it seems that every time I look back at my life, I look for myself, and I mainly go to bed, supplemented by other things.He understands that people of this age like to try new things, including himself.

But Xiang Feng won't ask for anything from himself, he's being nice to himself, and it's not like the central air-conditioning system, and it's the same for other people, just like when he faced Gu Sheng before, although out of cowardice, he didn't dare to understand many things But in the dark, I have already thought about the future with him...

The next day, it was also evening, and the sunset was also orange-red.After two or three days of rest, Xia He already felt much better, and his energy and spirit had improved a lot.Although his lips were still pale, at least he had an appetite.

After he finished class, Gu Sheng called and said that he had sneaked in while the guard was not paying attention, and was waiting for him downstairs in his dormitory.

Xia He hurriedly quickened his pace and walked towards the dormitory building.Suddenly, Xiang Feng's voice came from behind, caught up with him, patted him on the shoulder and said, "Why are you walking so fast, you didn't even hear me calling."

Xia He froze for a moment, then resumed his normal pace.

"Is someone here?"

"Well, my friend."

"That's the one, surnamed Gu"

"yes……"

"That's fine, don't bother you two to reminisce about the past, I went to the theater to rehearse."

"Well, I will definitely go to the show next time."

Xiang Feng cut a sentence contemptuously: "You keep your promise, but ah, I don't need you, love will come or not."

After saying that, he ran in another direction, stepped across the road, and picked up the fallen leaves that were lying quietly.

When I got downstairs in the dormitory, I saw Gu Shengyi smoking on the railing of the stairs, wearing a black hat.

Xia He walked directly to his side, and the other party looked over, then threw the cigarette butt on the ground and crushed it with the sole of his shoe.

"You're really slow."

Gu Sheng pretended to complain, but wanted to open his arms to hug him more, but there were people walking around, so he stopped this movement.

"It's class, you have to be punctual."

"Are you well?"

"almost."

Xia He looked up at his hat, and couldn't help smiling.

"What are you laughing at? I don't look good in it"

Gu Sheng took it off as he spoke, revealing his short and stylish hair.

"It's not ugly, it's weird, I didn't recognize it just now."

Gu Sheng snorted lightly, then put his hat on Xia He's head, turned around and said, "No class tonight."

"no class!"

"Go to my house and take you to a good meal."

"Doesn't your school have to practice at night?"

"What are you training at night?" Gu Sheng grabbed his shoulder and walked towards the school gate.

Xia He suddenly thought of something, and frowned: "By the way, did you buy the ticket for me to go back?"

"Don't worry, I bought it early. I asked someone to buy it for you. I also have to go back to Fengcheng to meet Xie Dong and the others."

After hearing this sentence, Xia He's expression became a bit concentrated, remembering that Gu Sheng's parents had both left and he was alone, he was acting bravely, but deep down in his heart, he wondered if he was already too weak.

He said: "Come to my house to celebrate the New Year when the time comes, my dad... likes you very much."

"Then thank your dad for me, you don't have to go."

Xia He: "I don't necessarily have to go to my house"

"Uh, let me think about it..."

"Okay, up to you!"

Xia He put aside his hand, and smiled at the old gatekeeper.

After leaving the door, Gu Sheng came in a car, very impressive, and always gave people the illusion that he had borrowed a lot of money.He wanted to keep a low profile. Although Gu Sheng inherited a large amount of wealth all of a sudden, he could not go to that crappy police academy, but he was really afraid of causing rumors if he was too ostentatious.Although this is executed outside the relationship between the two.Contradictions always exist and cannot be ruled out.

After sitting firmly, Gu Sheng started the car, looking very happy, and from time to time he threw a smiling face at Xia He.

While waiting for the traffic lights, Gu Sheng was idle, so he turned his head and kissed Xia He unexpectedly.Xia He hurriedly turned his head to look at him, and said, "You are not afraid that I will infect you with the disease."

"I'm afraid you won't be able to catch the infection, so let me carry it for you." Gu Sheng added: "Are you willing?"

Xia He smiled knowingly after hearing this: "If there is anything you are reluctant to part with, just come."

I wanted to see Xia He blushing in embarrassment, but he didn't change his face, and invited him warmly.Gu Sheng was a little unexpected, the smile on his face disappeared, and he asked, "Here?"

"Yes, do you dare?"

"Tch, why don't you dare, and others can't see it in the car."

"What if people see it?"

"Then let's see...you're not afraid, I'm not afraid."

As Gu Sheng said, he stretched out his hand, touched his gentle neck, moved his face closer, and really kissed his cold, pale lips.

Xia He's heart was beating wildly, the surrounding vehicles were parallel, and the people inside could be seen just by turning their heads slightly.I don't know when the green light passed, and the driver behind honked the horn to remind him to drive.

Only then did Gu Sheng let go of Xia He, and said, "No matter what, they don't dare to come and beat me."

"Come on, someone will hit you with a car in a while."

Xia He wiped the corners of his mouth, looked at the road ahead, and his heart began to jump for joy, as if he saw the light and the road ahead.

It's not a dream, it's reality!