like the abyss

Chapter 17

Not long after dinner, Bai Ru'an received a call from Bai Fangping.Maybe something happened, Bai Fangping asked him to go home earlier.Bai Ru'an wanted to leave, Qin Suzheng naturally went with him, Lu Yuan didn't keep them, closed the door and cleaned up the table, took the garbage bag and went downstairs to throw it away.

It was only eight o'clock at the moment, it was cold in winter, the sky was dark and early, and there were not many people walking downstairs.Lu Yuan threw out the trash and went to the convenience store in the neighborhood to buy a pack of cigarettes.He didn't wear a coat when he went downstairs, and now he was only wearing a single shirt. Lu Yuan didn't have the courage to go back, and just stood at the door of the convenience store blowing warm air.

There were no customers in the store, so the clerk looked at the list he was wearing and beckoned him in.

Half of Lu Yuan's psychological construction was shattered by his younger brother's enthusiastic call, and he went back to the store to buy an oden.

The other party served it for him, but Lu Yuan took it and didn't eat it.He had just finished dinner and was not hungry, so he was just holding a paper cup to cover his hands.

The little brother answered the phone, Lu Yuan listened to him talking to the other party in the local dialect, with a smile in his tone, and comforted the other party to go back tomorrow, and promised to be there in the evening.

Lu Yuan didn't bother him, and went home with his things.It seems to be a bit colder than before, and when I got home, the oden in my hand had no trace of heat.Lu Yuan took a hot shower, leaned on the sofa with a pillow in his arms, picked up his mobile phone, clicked on Qin Suzheng's profile picture, exited, opened it again, and exited again.

Lu Yuan finally sent out the news.

【Are you coming over tomorrow? 】

Lu Yuan sent a message, held up his mobile phone for a while, and when he came back to his senses, he felt that he was too impulsive and wanted to cancel it, but found that the time had passed, so he simply threw the phone aside.

This is the first time that Lu Yuan took the initiative to ask Qin Suzheng.

Lu Yuan threw away the phone and covered his eyes with his hands.Think back to what you were doing at this time last year.

Can't remember, like every other day is no different.

It seems like life has always been this boring.The magazine is a monthly magazine, so Lu Yuan does not have to submit manuscripts every time; his mother left him a lot of money before his death, and Lu Yuan hired a professional manager to take care of it. He has no material desires, so he has no ambition to earn more; Occasionally meet Xiao Zhoujing and the others for a drink, and more often they just read books and play games by themselves at home.

The hesitation just now has turned into confusion now, Lu Yuan even hoped that Qin Suzheng didn't see this message: If Qin Suzheng agrees, what will he do with the other party?Does he play games for the other party to watch?

Lu Yuan thought that he was probably bewitched by some kind of emotion.

It might be because Bai Ru'an was too noisy in the afternoon, or it might be because of the smile on the face of the convenience store boy when he answered the phone, or it might be because he heard lively chatter in someone's living room when he took a shortcut and came back.

He suddenly felt that the room was too empty, and everything was unpleasant: it was too quiet, and he could even hear the sound of electric current in the wiring. The appearance of the game console is also a bit ugly.

At this time, a little man whispered in his ear: "Anyway, he is alone, why not try it?"

He was restless and could only listen to the little man's advice, and extended an invitation to Qin Suzheng.

What not to try?The worst result is nothing more than the same as before.What's more, I have expectations for him.

Lu Yuan couldn't lie to himself, apart from being confused, he was really looking forward to Qin Suzheng's response.Lu Yuan has never been in a relationship before, so he doesn't know when and how to go further.He and Qin Suzheng were inexplicable at first, and they had sex when they only knew each other's name, and then they began to live together naturally—this was not the order that Lu Yuan had thought of at all.

Lu Yuan thought, if Qin Suzheng accepted the invitation, he could prepare the ingredients, cook dinner, and choose a good movie. If he wanted to watch the Spring Festival Gala, it would be fine.Later, we can chop stuffing and make dumplings together, or make glutinous rice balls together, and wait for the fireworks at [-] o'clock—it's really remote here, and the control is probably not strict—then hug and sleep.

If the opponent is Qin Suzheng, Lu Yuan is willing to take the initiative to go further.

Lu Yuan thought, I should be more honest, I am tempted.

Lu Yuan was really tempted, Xiao Zhoujing's persuasion was no longer effective, and Lu Yuan believed in what he saw even more.What's wrong with Qin Suzheng?He is handsome, mature, considerate, and occasionally a little bit too aggressive and mostly in bed, which will only make people feel more attractive. Xiao Zhoujing said he was playful, but Bai Ruan said that he had been vacant for two years, which shows that people are not static of.Lu Yuan didn't think he was a scum who played with emotions, at least he didn't deceive himself.

But Lu Yuan didn't know what to do next.Should I pursue him?They are all men, Lu Yuan doesn't think there is any shame in taking the initiative, so where should we start?Does Qin Suzheng need anything?Perhaps you should ask someone what his hobbies are?

Lu Yuan was thinking endlessly, and the mobile phone that was thrown aside rang.

A message came in, it was from Qin Suzheng.

【it is good. 】