like the abyss

Chapter 25

All the way without words.Qin Suzheng might have woken up a bit, but Lu Yuan didn't give up much effort, and went upstairs with his arms half in his arms.

The door opened, and Qin Xiaoer squatted at the door again, and when he saw Qin Suzheng, he was about to jump on him.Lu Yuan couldn't move his hand, fearing that Qin Suzheng would not stand still and step on it, so his voice was a little louder, "Qin Xiaoer!"

Qin Xiaoer was startled by him, and ran back to the cat's nest stiffly.

Lu Yuan didn't care about coaxing the cat, so he put Qin Suzheng on the bed, took off his coat and trousers after tossing for a while, wrung a wet handkerchief to help him wipe his hands and face, and went to the kitchen to pour hot water for him.

Qin Suzheng was still awake when he came back.Lu Yuan helped him to sit up, and was about to hand him the cup when Qin Suzheng suddenly put his arms around his waist, buried his face on his shoulder, and said in an indistinct voice, "...I feel uncomfortable."

Lu Yuan stretched his hand holding the water glass a little farther away, fearing that he would accidentally spill the water, and patted him on the back with the other hand, "Just drink some water."

Qin Suzheng refused to get up, "It's not good to drink water either."

Lu Yuan slowly reasoned with him, "It will speed up the metabolism of alcohol."

Qin Suzheng's attitude was very firm, "Don't drink."

Lu Yuan had no choice but to put the cup on the bedside table.

Qin Suzheng felt uncomfortable sitting like this, so he simply lay down with his arms around Lu Yuan, buried his face in Lu Yuan's neck, and said in a very low voice, "Say something else."

He was too close, and the aura he brought up when he spoke hit Lu Yuan's skin. Lu Yuan felt itchy and couldn't avoid it, so he could only let him hug him, "What do you say?"

Qin Suzheng rubbed against each other, "Anything is fine."

Lu Yuan thought for a while, "I yelled at Qin Xiaoer just now, and he got angry."

Qin Suzheng let out a "huh".

Lu Yuan continued, "It seems to like you more."

Qin Suzheng seemed to laugh, "I know you give it snacks."

Lu Yuan didn't really think about hiding it from him at first, so he just asked him: "How do you know?"

Qin Suzheng's voice was a little softer, "The cabinets in the storage room are full of fresh bags."

Lu Yuan couldn't figure it out, "Why does it like you?"

Qin Suzheng was silent for a while, and the hand on Lu Yuan's waist suddenly strengthened, "Why do you like me?"

Lu Yuan had never seen Qin Suzheng like this before. He looked very fragile, as if he was acting like a baby, which was like an enlarged version of Qin Xiaoer who cheated on snacks.

Lu Yuan rubbed the back of his neck, "Because you are fine."

Qin Suzheng made a strange breath, "I'm not good."

Lu Yuan's voice was very low and soft, "It's not bad."

His and Qin Suzheng's voices are not of the same quality.Qin Suzheng's voice is low and thick, full of magnetism, like a low-flowing cello, very provocative.Lu Yuan's voice was low, slightly hoarse, as if filled with mist. If one used such a voice to tell fairy tales, it would be easy for people to believe that there really is a misty fairyland in the world.

Qin Suzheng was almost coaxed by him, and it took him a long time to come back to his senses, "It doesn't count."

Lu Yuan was very patient, "Then what counts?"

Qin Suzheng persisted, "Be more specific."

Lu Yuan still spoke slowly, "You gave me a cat."

Qin Suzheng refuted him, "But it doesn't like you."

Lu Yuan's voice was steady. "I like it."

Qin Suzheng's hand loosened a bit, "What else?"

Qin Suzheng was very drunk, Lu Yuan thought about it, and decided to tell him that absurd fantasy. "I wanted to have an older brother when I was a kid."

Lu Yuan was ashamed to say this, and the two words at the end of the sentence were almost unhearable.

Qin Suzheng suddenly froze for a moment.

Lu Yuan asked him: "What's wrong?"

Qin Suzheng shook his head at his neck, "Go on."

Lu Yuan didn't ask, so he could only continue. "Be a little taller than me, take me to play, put me to sleep, and don't let others bully me."

Qin Suzheng's voice was light and light, "Someone bullied you?"

Lu Yuan paused, "...No."

Qin Suzheng didn't ask further.

Lu Yuan continued what he said earlier, "And Bai Ru'an doesn't have such a big brother."

Qin Suzheng remained silent for a long time.If it weren't for the hand on his waist still exerting force, Lu Yuan would have thought he was asleep.

Qin Suzheng asked him: "You don't like Ru'an?"

Lu Yuan confessed his past jealousy: "It happened in the past." After a pause, "But everyone will like him."

Qin Suzheng agreed with his words, "Yes...everyone likes him."

Lu Yuan just met Bai Ru'an at night. "He's getting married."

Qin Suzheng asked him, "Is that woman pretty?"

His way of asking is a bit strange.Lu Yuan thought back to the girl he saw at the engagement banquet, "It's pretty." Then he felt wrong, "Didn't you go?"

Qin Suzheng looked up at him, squinting his eyes, "Don't talk about that."

After speaking, he buried it back.

Lu Yuan took a bath, and there was a faint milky scent on his body, which was the smell of shower gel.Qin Suzheng used the same one as him, but the smell on his body was not quite the same.

Lu Yuan heard that he didn't want to talk, so he didn't ask further, and adjusted his posture to make him feel comfortable, "Is it still uncomfortable?"

Qin Suzheng nodded, rubbed the bridge of his nose against Lu Yuan's collarbone, opened his mouth and bit it, and after biting, fearing that he would hurt, he licked it soothingly.

Lu Yuan thought about what happened at night and distracted him. "It's the first time I've met your friend."

Qin Suzheng asked him: "Zheng Shaoli?"

Lu Yuan responded, "Yes." Then he added, "He recognized me as Bai Ru'an."

Qin Suzheng was a little unhappy. "Is he blind? You don't look alike at all."

Lu Yuan defended his friend, "It's too dark inside."

Qin Suzheng snorted, hoarse, "Headache."

Lu Yuan couldn't help him, so he could only pat him on the back, "Just sleep and it will be fine."

Qin Suzheng quickly calmed down.Lu Yuan patted for a while and found that he had fallen asleep.

Lu Yuan pulled his hand away and came out of his arms.

He smelled of alcohol, and Lu Yuan also smelled sticky after being hugged by him for so long.Lu Yuan couldn't get used to the smell, so he had to go to the bathroom to wash off and change clothes.

Qin Suzheng didn't sleep well, frowning tightly.Afraid of waking him up, Lu Yuan didn't dare to touch him, so he went to the living room to see Qin Xiaoer.

Qin Xiaoer had already fallen asleep, Lu Yuan squatted beside the cat's nest and prayed, hoping that Qin Xiaoer who would wake up tomorrow morning would forget what happened today.

It's best not to remember Qin Suzheng either.