like the abyss

Chapter 61

Lu Yuan drove Qin Suzheng, who was carrying a cat bag, to the apartment.

Qin Xiaoer slept soundly, and the two of them stayed silent all the way without daring to wake it up.Qin Suzheng had cat supplies at home, so Lu Yuan only packed Qin Xiaoer's favorite little vest and toys.

Qin Suzheng unbuttoned his seat belt and found that Lu Yuan was sitting on the side without moving. The hand pushing the door stopped and looked at Lu Yuan, "What's wrong? What didn't you bring?"

Lu Yuan opened the app to authenticate his identity, "I'm going to the hotel."

The fact that those people can enter the garage shows that the place where he lives has been targeted, and he had better change his place before finding the mastermind behind it.

Originally, cats were a problem, but fortunately, Qin Suzheng could temporarily raise them for a few days.

The backup machine was not very suitable, Zheng Jiran's message popped up, Lu Yuan opened it, touched his pocket, remembered that the cigarette had been thrown away by Qin Suzheng, and bit his finger upset.

Qin Suzheng slammed the car door shut.

The sound was too loud, and Lu Yuan was startled. He turned around and saw that Qin Xiaoer was still asleep in the cat bag. He breathed a sigh of relief, and raised his eyes to meet Qin Suzheng's.

Qin Suzheng stared at Lu Yuan closely.

He has deep eyebrows and a fierce look on his face when he is cold.Lu Yuan looked into his dark eyes and frowned, "You move gently."

Qin Xiaoer was turned into a frightened cat by the sterilization incident. Recently, he needs a sense of security very much. He may not be willing to stay in a strange place when he wakes up.

Qin Suzheng sneered, "I don't."

Lu Yuan, "..."

After a while, the cat wakes up and you come to coax it.

"Where are you going?"

Lu Yuan thought he didn't hear clearly, so he repeated, "Hotel."

Qin Suzheng's face was cold, and he took out the phone from Lu Yuan's hand, "What did he tell you?"

"Qin Suzheng!"

Lu Yuan didn't catch it, and only turned off the screen in time. Qin Suzheng couldn't see the content, so he simply threw the phone on the back seat, "You can't leave him for a second?"

He raised his hand to hold Lu Yuan's chin, moved closer, and still had a sneer on his face, "Throw the cat to me, and go see your new boyfriend by yourself? Lu Yuan, what do you think of me?"

Lu Yuan stopped grabbing the phone, turned his head and shook off his hand, and suppressed the anger that was on the verge of eruption, "Why are you crazy?"

He had a messy night, and now he just wanted to find a place to rest, Qin Suzheng started to make trouble without thinking, and Lu Yuan also caught fire.

"Am I crazy? I'm fucking crazy!"

Qin Suzheng kicked the car door, and there was another loud bang.He looked at Lu Yuan without turning around, his face became more and more cold, "You like him that much? Huh? You have only known each other for a few days?"

Lu Yuan frowned, "What are you talking about?"

Qin Suzheng's voice was hoarse, "Is it interesting to lie to me?"

Lu Yuan was speechless for a moment.

He wanted to say "I didn't lie to you", but also wanted to ask Qin Suzheng "what did I lie to you", he was stunned for a few seconds but felt it was unnecessary.He didn't want to win the dispute, nor was he in the mood to guess Qin Suzheng's brain circuit. He just wanted to quickly end this nonsense conversation, "What does this have to do with you?"

Qin Suzheng laughed back angrily, "Yes, it has nothing to do with me." His eyes were black and shining, "Do you know how I felt when I saw you from his car last night? If I had a knife in hand, I would stab him to death If you stab yourself again, everyone will die."

"Did you play a trick on me? When I open and close my eyes, it's all fucking you. I dream of you laughing at me, and when I wake up, everyone who is hard will go crazy and I can't get it out. I can only treat you like a pervert." The house is shaking downstairs, and I dare not let you see it."

"How are you playing these days? Tell me that you don't like to go out, and you just go out with others and don't return home. Don't believe me? Huh? When did you fucking believe me? You refused to ask me once from the beginning to the end. , Listen to my explanation! At first I thought I was going too far, but now I understand, you just want to dump me!"

Lu Yuan paused, "...do you mind if I break up first?"

"Don't you know what the hell I mean!"

Lu Yuan looked straight into Qin Suzheng's eyes.

He understands, but doesn't want to explain.What's the point of fussing over these?

There was a long silence in the carriage.

Qin Suzheng seemed to be quenched by ice water, "Lu Yuan, you did it on purpose.

He smiled wryly, "You always refuse to say anything like this. I don't know what you are thinking, no one can know what you are thinking, Lu Yuan, you never really accepted me."

"I like you, I don't believe you can't see it."

Another long silence.

Qin Suzheng's fingers holding the cat bag turned white with force, and the veins on the back of his hand bulged, even a little ferocious.

Lu Yuan looked at it for a while, and suddenly felt severe chest tightness.

"what do you like about me?"

He didn't believe in Qin Suzheng more because he didn't believe in himself.As much as he knows himself, he dares and cannot imagine Qin Suzheng's liking.The urge to get closer turned into a fear of wanting to escape, and instinct told him that only in this way could he save himself.

Lu Yuan closed his eyes.

He didn't even know what answer he was expecting.

A piece of warm fabric was suddenly attached to the palm, and the wrist was grabbed and covered Qin Suzheng's chest.

Under the palm of his hand was a strong heartbeat, Qin Suzheng's voice was soft like a sigh, "Lu Yuan."

Lu Yuan's fingers moved, but he didn't break away.

"Don't deny my liking, Lu Yuan." Qin Suzheng pressed Lu Yuan's hand firmly on his heart, "...I can't wait to dig it out for you to see."

"It fell on you."

"When I see you, I want to jump out with joy. When I don't see you, it hurts. When you are with others, it feels jealous. I want to cry."

"What do I like about you? I don't know either. I want to tell you something, but I can't say a word."

"I only know that I want to cook for you, I want to raise a cat with you, I want to sleep with you in my arms, I want to see you before I go out in the morning and I can see you when I go home in the evening, I want to live with you for a long time, I want to Live with you till the teeth drop."

"Lu Yuan, don't want me."

Lu Yuan's eyelashes trembled slightly.

The heartbeat under the palm made him flustered, as if he could touch the bloody heart with just moving his fingers.He wanted to reprimand Qin Suzheng for being hypocritical, but reason told him that Qin Suzheng was not lying.Emotions are shared by Lu Yuan along the tight muscles and bones, and the heavy soul that seems to be drifting away is stuffed into the stagnant body.

He was even a little scared.

Qin Suzheng leaned closer, and pressed his forehead against Lu Yuan's, "I will love you for a day in a day, a year in a year, and a lifetime in a lifetime. Don't try to push me away, I can't give up."

"Don't fall in love with other people, I can't stand it."

"What do you like, tell me, I will try my best to make you satisfied, okay?"

"When I beg you, don't want me."