You are not allowed to like me!

Chapter 31

"He was supposed to belong to me."

The photos received during the November holiday opened a gap in Pei Xu's emotional embankment that he thought was impenetrable.

In the past, he would ask old K for a photo only when he couldn't restrain his desire for Qiao Nan.But ever since Xie Ruanruan started appearing around Qiao Nan, Pei Xu started asking Old K to pack and send him the photos of the day every night.

After get off work every day, he carefully browsed the photos one by one, looking for Xie Ruanruan, or other people who frequently appeared around Qiao Nan.

He speculated morbidly about Qiao Nan's activities and guessed his friendship status.

At this time, his rationality has begun to tilt sharply, especially when he sees Xie Ruanruan appearing in the photos almost every day, he can hardly force himself to maintain rational thinking.

Jealousy and the fear of losing breed violent madness, he even wants to catch people back and torture them until he gets a satisfactory answer.

Pei Xu leaned back in the chair, lowered his eyes and waited for the violent emotions to calm down, flipping the black phone between his fingers.

After a long time, he clicked on WeChat and sent a WeChat message to Qiao Nan.

When the notification sounded on the mobile phone, Qiao Nan was playing the king. He was about to cross out the message notification when he suddenly discovered that the message was actually sent by Pei Xu.

With a snap of his fingers, he said to Qian Chuan, "I'll reply to a message", and then cut out of the game to read the news.

[Pei Xu: Have you been in touch with Xie Ruanruan recently?Auntie really hopes that you can have a relationship in college. Xie Ruanruan is a good match for you in all aspects. If you can go on smoothly, the Xie family can also be your support in the future. 】

Qiao Nan:? ?

Pei Xu didn't take the initiative to send him a message for so long, but he finally took the initiative to find him, so he said this?

The good mood I had just seen the news suddenly disappeared.

Qiao Nan pursed his lips a little angrily.

It's fine if you want to fall in love yourself, why do you want to help my mother urge me?

Just don’t want to fall in love, can’t you)

He typed hard: [My mother is looking for you?You came to be her lobbyist? 】

Usually he likes to bring a cute emoji when sending messages, but now he doesn't even have a soy emoji, and he is visibly angry with the naked eye.

Pei Xu's eyes flickered, and he acquiesced to this statement: [Xie Ruanruan is good in every way, if you like it, don't miss it. 】

I!No!happiness!joyous!

Qiao Nan became more and more unhappy, why did everyone want to make him and Xie Ruanruan a pair?Now even his brother wants to do this.

The typing fingers were so hard that they almost broke the screen. He typed a long paragraph and was about to send it when he stopped.

After thinking for a while, he deleted all of them, and only sent a short message: [I have someone I like, it's not Xie Ruanruan, don't mess with mandarin ducks, thank you^_^]

Seeing the news, Pei Xu's eyes sank, as if cold sea water poured into his chest, all the complicated emotions sank to the bottom in an instant, leaving only the unbearable saltiness.

It took a long time before he typed again, carefully choosing every word: 【When did it happen?Do I know you? 】;

[Confidential. 】

Qiao Nan carefully returned the words that Pei Xu had used to prevaricate him.

He snorted in relief, thinking that if you don't tell me, I won't tell you either.

Pei Xu looked at the two words that seemed familiar, and couldn't figure out whether he was lying to himself in anger, or if he really had someone he liked before he knew it.

He quickly ruled out Qiao Nan's social circle in his mind, except for Xie Ruanruan who appeared not long ago, the possibility of others is not high.

[Really not Xie Ruanruan? 】

Qiao Nan still said: [Confidential. 】;

Seeing his reply, Pei Xu knew that there was no answer.

[When you want to talk, remember to take it home and show it to us. 】

Qiao Nan didn't reply him again.

Pei Xu put down the phone and was silent for a long time.

Half an hour later, he put his suit jacket on his arm, got up and walked out.

Seeing him going out alone, Zhao Bo, who was working outside, had to follow him: "Mr. Pei, do you have something to go out?"

Pei Xu pressed his palms outward, signaling that he didn't have to follow: "I'm going to do something, you don't have to follow."

After going down to the garage, he drove to Nanjiang Academy of Fine Arts alone.

Zhao Yutong was shocked when he received the call from Pei Xu.

"Dad—" He subconsciously called out "Dad" to show respect, but at a critical moment, his brain turned around and changed his words: "Mr. Pei Pei Pei, are you looking for Qiao Nan? There is no class today. He didn't come to school."

"I'm not looking for Qiao Nan." Pei Xu explained gently and politely: "Recently, Nan Nan seems to have had a unilateral fight with me, and she doesn't want to tell me anything, and she's not too emotional. When Yun was hospitalized, he left your number, thinking that you and Nannan have a good relationship, so I wanted to chat with you. I made a reservation at Yueshiguang opposite your school, I wonder if it's convenient for you now?"

Zhao Yutong was very kind, and immediately understood what he meant.

Isn't it just that the two brothers are at odds, and the elder brother came to him to inquire about the situation, and repair the relationship between the brothers by the way!

He understands this!

"Convenient, very convenient."

Ten minutes later, Zhao Yutong arrived at the box.

When he saw the waiting man, he belatedly felt a little nervous, and sat down opposite Pei Xu somewhat cautiously.

Pei Xu saw that he was uncomfortable, so he asked the waiter to serve some snacks and tea, and chatted with him for a while to ease his emotions, until the atmosphere was almost there, he said unhurriedly: "I was too busy a while ago and ignored Nan Nan , he may be angry with me because of this, and he always looks like he doesn't care about others at home, how is he at school?"

This brother is really nice too, Zhao Yutong let out a voice of envy in his heart, and said honestly, "He's pretty good at school? There's a school girl who often comes to see him, but I can't tell he's not happy about it."

"Sister?" Pei Xu calmly led the topic: "I haven't heard Nan Nan mention it, are you a new acquaintance?"

"Yes, we met at the beginning of school. She was a freshman in the same department as us. She has a good relationship with Qiao Nan. It seems that the elders in the family still know each other. They often come to play in our studio." Zhao Yutong was completely undefended and explained everything. .

Pei Xu thought for a moment: "Is your name Xie Ruanruan?"

"That's right, that's Xie Ruanruan."

Seeing that he knew Xie Ruanruan, Zhao Yutong didn't hide it, and said his speculation with joy: "Maybe Qiao Nan is not angry with you, but just fell in love and has no time? Is Xie Ruanruan still from our department?" Xihua, she has only been in school for more than a month, and many people have already chased her, but I heard that she rejected them all, saying that she has someone she likes."

"But the person she walked closest to should be Qiao Nan."

Zhao Yutong thought from the bottom of his heart that the two of them were quite a match. Although Qiao Nan said that he was just a younger sister, how could there be a pure friendship between a man and a woman?

He didn't believe it, so he waited until Qiao Nan was really fragrant and invited him to dinner.

Hearing what he said, Pei Xu's face changed imperceptibly, but soon he regained his composure, and said gently: "I'm already in college, so it's time to fall in love. It's just that he didn't mention it to his family at all. "

Seeing that he seemed a bit disappointed, Zhao Yutong comforted him: "Nowadays everyone is not willing to let the family know about their relationship. After all, they don't know if it will last long. You can't tell the family every time you talk about it."

Pei Xu smiled: "What you said makes sense, so let's talk about it when he wants to. I won't worry about it."

Isn't this brother too open-minded? !

Zhao Yutong sighed secretly, and said some interesting things about Qiao Nan at school, before leaving.

After he left, Pei Xu's smile faded, he sat blankly for a while, and called Zhao Bo: "Make an appointment with Dr. Chen for me."

The meeting with Dr. Chen was scheduled for the next morning.

In the past, every time he went to see Dr. Chen, Pei Xu resisted and tore in his heart, but this time, he felt a sense of relief.

It's like finally unloading the burden that has been carried for a long time.

And Dr. Chen was keenly aware of his emotional change, hesitated for a moment, and then asked tentatively: "What decision have you made, right?"

Pei Xu was sitting on the sofa, holding a cup of tea and sipping slowly, the steam was rising, blurring his eyes: "Yes."

"Since I discovered my feelings for him more than two years ago, I have been receiving psychotherapy, trying to control my outrageous emotions and behavior. I have also tried to follow your advice in the past two years. I always thought that I can do."

At this point, he paused for a moment before continuing: "But it turns out that I can't do it. He has recently developed a tendency to develop a relationship with another person, and I find myself unbearable."

Dr. Chen asked: "Then what do you want to do? If you turn those ideas in your mind into reality, it will only hurt him. You said you would never hurt him."

"Of course I won't hurt him." Pei Xu put down the teacup and smiled slowly: "I just want to snatch him back, he should belong to me."

Dr. Chen suddenly understood: "You are not here for treatment today."

"I'm here to end this doctor-patient relationship." Pei Xu stood up: "I don't think I need to confide to the psychiatrist anymore. Thank you for your listening and advice over the past two years. I will let the assistant Pay a fee as a thank you."

Dr. Chen sighed: "But I don't seem to be helping you."

Pei Xu stared at the blurred figure behind the glass, and said in a deep voice, "That's because I was wrong. I shouldn't have thought of letting him go from the very beginning."

He nodded slightly to Dr. Chen, turned and left the treatment room.

The author says:

Nannan: You have someone you like, and I also have someone I like.Evened out!

Brother Pei: Well, I made a note of it.

Nannan:?