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Chapter 44 Ch44 Unfair

"When I was young, I had a bad temper." Qin Zheng said by the Tuoning Lake.

"Isn't it too bad now?" Shen Teng interjected and asked in a mirror image of the sculpture with his legs crossed in thought.

Qin Zheng: "."

"Okay," Shen Teng raised his hands in surrender, "In my place, your temperament is not only not bad, it's simply amazing."

Qin Zheng suppressed his smile, and threw all the bread crumbs in his hand into the lake, leaving only a charming silhouette of Shen Teng.

It’s seven o’clock in the morning in Reykjavik, because it’s early in the morning, and there are not many tourists on the street, but most people passing by them probably can’t imagine that these two people are dressed like tourists. The different guy set off early this morning, passed by the Golden Circle, and went back and forth for five hours just to see the majesty of the geyser, and then returned to Reykjavik where they temporarily settled.

The drowsiness still did not hit, and Shen Teng, who had been up almost all night, squinted his eyes and looked at the swans in the lake and the crowd feeding the swans by the lake. In the fogless capital of Iceland in the early morning, basking in the sun, he suddenly felt an indescribable feeling. of peace and joy.

"Jeff expressed his appreciation to me more than once last night," Shen Teng smiled and rolled his eyes, "Our Majesty is so charming."

Qin Zheng shook his head indifferently to such half-true compliments.

For so many years, Qin Zheng is indeed "very popular" if you only look at it from the surface, but the fact remains that "too many people want to talk to him, but very few people really want to listen to him".

"I don't have any friends. Except for the few classmates who started their business together since college, the only person who can really talk is Ji Chen. You also know each other. We grew up together."

Qin Zheng confessed: "Sometimes I envy him."

There are quite a few second generations in Yancheng, some of them have excellent tutors and excellent grades like the one he said before, and naturally there are also a lot of people who are more well-known.If the rich kids were only roughly divided into these two camps, then Qin Zheng and Ji Chen would definitely be classified as the group of playboys, but the two of them are not so pure bastards.

Whether it's clumsy or rebellious, every time Qin Zheng takes the exam, more than half of the reason is because he is just picking the answers.Qin Zheng is very smart, and he himself knows this, but he knows even more that his smartness is not a very necessary item in the Qin family - at least it is very unnecessary until Qin Yuan is not given up.

Before leaving the country, Qin Zheng went all the way to study in this way.Except for passing the important exam every time, he always sits firmly in the back row of the exam room for the rest of the small exams. Halfway through answering the questions, he turns the pen and lazily looks out of the classroom window.

Relatively speaking, Ji Chen actually studies more seriously, but that guy's life always seems to be "almost".

He went to Yancheng Key Xinya Middle School with a time difference of seven minutes in the senior high school entrance examination. After his parents reinstalled a building of multimedia equipment for the school, he followed the second young master's ass and bumped into the school.The time difference of the college entrance examination was three points, and he passed by the college he wanted to go to the most, but stupid people also have foolish blessings. Those three points made him get drunk, but after the start of school, he met his future girlfriend in the next college.The other party was born in a scholarly family, although his family is not as wealthy as theirs, but he is very good. It was the first time that this guy restrained his temper and decided to make progress, so with the encouragement of his girlfriend, he decided to give up the way to go abroad arranged by his parents , bumped head-first into the single-plank bridge for the postgraduate entrance examination.The head hangs, the awl stabs the thigh, but in the end it is still four points short.

On the day when the results came out, Ji Chen called Qin Zheng overseas, and the first thing he said was "Master, I just sat in a chair for a long time in a daze".

But he only sighed this sentence, before the end of the phone call, Ji Chen told Qin Zheng with a smile that he decided to go to work in his father's company in a few days, or this way out is more suitable for him, self-reliance or something ,Too stupid.

At that time, Qin Zheng was busy with starting a business, so he didn't care too much due to the time difference. He only heard that he broke up after he was young, and he talked on the phone again, and it was on Route 66. His car was in a motel While breaking down, Ji Chen invited him back to China to attend his wedding.

Born in a family like theirs, many people have very shallow beliefs in "love". So tight, so I still choose to find someone with a matching family background and temperament to get married directly, and continue to play after marriage.

Ji Chen got married early, and before Qin Zheng figured out which of the two answers he was, he was surprised to find that Ji Chen's marriage partner turned out to be the girlfriend who broke up with him half a year ago.

This guy was always close, but he finally had what he wanted the most.

After listening to his story patiently, Shen Teng tilted his head and asked, "What do you envy him for?"

Because there are no bread crumbs, the swans are attracted by the more "rich" tourists on the other side.Qin Zheng looked at the group of unconscionable birds with his pockets in his pocket, and said flatly, "A lot."

An enlightened family, parents who love money but love him more, and a very optimistic mentality although sometimes it seems careless.

Shen Teng prolonged the "oh": "I thought you envied him for having a motivated and excellent girlfriend...well, wife."

Qin Zheng looked back at him deeply, and said calmly, "This is nothing to envy."

What, is he talking about love?

Shen Teng smiled and rolled his eyes.

Qin Zheng walked back to him, reached out to take Shen Teng's fingertips, took his hand and pulled him up from the bench, and the two began to walk along the lake.

"For a long time, I felt that I should not have been born, or, in fact, my birth was indeed an accident that was not expected by anyone."

Maybe it's because time has passed enough, Qin Zheng has indeed grown up to see it, even if it is such a sad past, his tone of narration is as calm as if he is telling someone else's story that he heard. .

"My elder brother is two years older than me. He has been weak and sick since he was a child. My mother put all her love on him and never planned to have another child."

Speaking of which, Qin's mother was actually quite unlucky. The process of conceiving the eldest son went smoothly, but she was born a sick child who could not live without others.While worrying about her eldest son, another little debt collector who made her have a very serious pregnancy reaction suddenly appeared from the sky.

Not far away, there is a beautiful European child fussing over the ducks fighting in the lake. His mother let him jump and jump within a short distance from the lake, but her hands firmly held the child's front and back. Clothes, never leave Tuoninghu the slightest chance to eat children.

Qin Zheng couldn't help laughing: "I read some sayings later. Did you know that not all women are born with motherhood, or that even if 'maternity' really evolves over millions of years? It is engraved into a woman's DNA, but it is also likely to be slowly erased in the day after tomorrow."

Not all mothers will really love their children completely, without complaint, and wholeheartedly. In the eyes of some women, the thing in her stomach is simply a thing to exploit her vitality and seize her vitality.

Of course, in a biological sense, this is true.

And it's actually quite normal to have this kind of thinking.Regardless of the meaning of human co-evolution, women's duty is not just to give birth, but childbearing can destroy women step by step in the long process.So if they can eliminate those unnecessary "maternity" innately or acquired, it may actually be a kind of evolution of self-protection.

"I don't know what she is like, whether she has motherhood or not, maybe she has it for Qin Yuan, but for me, all she might be inspired is disgust."

Sensing that the hand held in his palm was unconsciously clenching himself tightly, Qin Zheng couldn't hold back the corners of his lips, and took Shen Ma's warm fingers, and put them on his lips to kiss them lightly. He tightened his grip again.

"It's kind of unfair, but the world is never fair," he said.

Just a few sentences, understatement, can't describe the Qin family's past, but those pasts have indeed become the past.

"So you thought you shouldn't exist?"

Shen Teng asked very calmly, just like the smiling eyes that seemed to be tolerant of anything, his tone was neither sympathetic nor tender, as if he was asking out of pure curiosity , and unexpectedly, Qin Zheng also liked his attitude of staying out of the matter.

Indifferently, Qin Zheng let out a "huh".

Shen Teng then asked him: "Are you sad?"

Qin Zheng thought for a while, and replied, "It may have happened in the past, but it was fine later."

Time is indeed a cure for everything. Many things that seemed to make the world fall apart at the time, looking back after a few years, are actually just a part of life experience.

"Growing up freely without being expected, it seems like I shaped my life myself," Qin Zheng turned his head to look at Shen Teng, lowering his head slightly, "This is my own work and has nothing to do with others .”

These words sound a bit arrogant. After all, from the perspective of outsiders, it seems that Qin Zheng didn't really pursue "freedom" until the moment he left Jiangcheng International Airport a few months ago.But whether a person's heart is free can not only be proved by actions - at least Qin Zheng never really cared about his father's words of manipulating people's hearts, but he never found a reason for "death" Like Shen Teng, he also lacks an opportunity to be desperate.

Shen Teng laughed: "When did you figure it out?"

Qin Zheng tilted his head to look at him for a while, then turned his gaze to the city hall in the distance.

"On the train from Vienna to Budapest," he said.

"Wow..." Shen Teng's eyes widened unexpectedly, "That's really a fresh thought."

On the train that day, before Shen Teng realized that he had walked into the wrong carriage, Mr. luthier experienced a lot of thought shocks, but at the same time, Qin Zheng didn't seem to stop thinking.

What was he thinking?

Although Qin Zheng seemed to be absolutely certain from the very beginning that Shen Teng would definitely choose to return to Budapest instead of Paris or other places, but when he sat in his seat and couldn't wait for that person to come, could it be that Qin Zheng really foresaw it? Will Shen Tom misread the carriage number?

He thought so, and asked the same question, and Qin Zheng's answer surprised him, not that much.

"I didn't expect you to be on that train, but I still believe we'll meet again in Budapest—"

Qin Zheng lowered his eyelids and said with a smile, "I was also very surprised by my determination at that time."

Oversleeping, sudden change of mind, traffic jam, meeting an old lady who needs help on the road... There are too many reasons that can prevent Shen Ma from sitting by his side at that time.Under normal circumstances, Qin Zheng would not do things like making excuses for others, but when he watched the rapidly changing scenery outside the window, he still unconsciously brought up countless possibilities for Shen Teng.

And he didn't seem to have thought that Shen Teng would really give up the chance to go back to Budapest. Even if he even thought about the possibility of "temporarily changing his mind", Qin Zheng still felt that Shen Teng would regret his return in a few days at the latest. But unexpectedly, Shen Teng went to the wrong carriage.

It turned out to be such a simple reason.

Think about it differently. On that train crossing Central Europe, when surrounded by loss and hope that still did not disappoint, the person who never expected to meet again at that moment suddenly appeared in front of me and lifted his hat. ...For Qin Zheng, it might be a very touching thing.

But Shen Teng didn't specifically ask the second young master what he was thinking at that time, not only that, but he also suddenly changed the subject without warning: "By the way, I want to confess something to you."

Qin Zheng raised his eyebrows: "Hmm."

Shen Teng cleared his throat: "Actually, I like people."

"..."

Qin Zheng suddenly stopped the car.

The author has something to say:

The next chapter is about the confession, including the shape of Qin Zheng's feelings towards Xu Peck, who everyone has been curious about for a long time.I haven't answered this question carefully, just like I haven't explained much about "Shuangjie", but I think if you can see this, you can probably understand what I mean by "both are each other's first love" mean?

I still like to write the dialogue between the two of them, I hope you will like to read it too.Happy reading!