You were the one who wanted to separate

Chapter 33

It was a very careful kiss, just like the boy in the snow many years ago, with a little shyness, a little flattery, and more cherishment.And obviously the two of them had done more intimate things before, but Xiu Qi felt mixed feelings because they couldn't touch more simply.

The kiss only stayed for a few seconds, and then the man seemed to sit up straight, but he didn't leave, because Xiu Qi could still feel the warm breath of the other party.His eyelashes trembled, but he still didn't open his eyes. He was afraid that if he opened his eyes at this time and met the gaze of that person, he would be unable to restrain himself and fall into the trap again.

After an unknown amount of time, the man finally moved. He moved away from Xiu Qi lightly, then pushed the door open a small gap, went out cautiously, and lit a cigarette.

The door of Xiu Qi's room is a glass sliding door. When he opened his eyes, he could see the tall figure standing in the hall and the cigarette scattered in his hand. Xiu Qi stared at the figure blankly, only Feeling the slight soreness in the eyes, they have already entered the society from the campus, Mu Yu must have all kinds of exhaustion and helplessness, but still buried in his heart and refused to say it, appearing in front of him every day pretending that nothing happened, He didn't know anything about him, and there were still five strange years between them.

How could such two people have a future?

I don't know how long it took before the red light finally went out, Xiu Qi closed his eyes again, and heard Mu Yu enter the door cautiously, first he helped him pull the quilt, and then he returned to his position to lie down, and then There was no more movement.

In the quiet room came the sound of shallow breathing again, Xiu Qi opened his eyes and stared at the ceiling in a daze for a while, and finally closed his eyes slowly, forcing himself to fall asleep again.

This night seemed to pass very slowly, Xiu Qi didn't know whether he fell asleep or not, but he only remembered that he seemed to have listened to that person's breathing all night.It wasn't until the sun gradually rose outside and the light in the room gradually brightened that he finally fell asleep again.

When he woke up, the sky was already broad daylight. Although the room was covered with curtains, he could still feel the sunlight rushing through the barrier to enter the room. He sat up in a daze and found that the person in the room had woken up at some point. After getting off the bed, only the neatly folded bedding was left.

Xiu Qi rubbed his eyes, and heard vague voices coming from the yard, he opened the curtain and looked outside, and found his mother and Mu Yu were sitting in the shed, busy with something while chatting in a low voice , he opened the window and listened for a while, and heard his mother complaining with a smile: "Xiu Qi, everything else is fine, it's just this routine, you see I haven't woken up at this time, maybe what time will I go to bed at night, The dark circles under his eyes are scary at a young age, but after all, we are so grown up, we can't always talk about him."

Mu Yu nodded: "Staying up all night is really bad for your health. Auntie, don't worry, I will remind him for your elder when I go back."

Xiu's mother raised her eyes to look at Mu Yu, she hesitated to speak, Mu Yu noticed her hesitation, and said first: "Auntie, I know what you want to ask, you should be able to see that, I want to reconcile with Xiu Qi , In fact, I also know that broken mirrors are hard to reconcile, and there are still too many obstacles between the two of us. In fact, I was a little hesitant in my heart before coming here this time. Last time I came to see your two elders, I made a promise, and I said I would Be good with Xiu Qi, I will take good care of him, but I didn't do it, but this time I came here with a thick skin."

Mu Yu laughed at himself when he said this, and continued: "So this time I don't want to give you any guarantees. If, if I am lucky enough to get a chance to start again, I think that at this age, I can always protect you. Live the life you want."

Xiu Qi's fingers clasped the window sill unconsciously. After a long time, he sighed and reached out to close the window.

Does starting over really make sense?How was he sure it wasn't a repeat?He didn't doubt Mu Yu's sincerity at all, just like when he looked back many years later, he also believed that Mu Yu really wanted to go on with him back then.It's just that the two people want to go on not only relying on sincerity, but the road ahead is long, and there are too many things they have to face, and there is always a bit of wind and rain that makes them have to give up.

And now, after all, he couldn't afford to fail again.

Xiu Qi stood at the window for a while, let go of his disturbed mind, hooked the corners of his mouth, and pulled his slippers out the door as if nothing had happened.It was almost noon, and the sun was the hottest. He raised his hand to cover it and walked into the shed: "Mom, I'm hungry."

Mother Xiu raised her head and glared at him: "I thought you were going to sleep until tomorrow for breakfast. There is some food left for you in the kitchen, go eat it yourself."

Xiu Qi responded, but he was not in a hurry to eat, but squatted down in front of her, and casually helped pick some vegetable leaves: "What are you two talking about so happily, where is my dad?"

"Your father went to pick strawberries for your uncle. You can take Xiao Mu to have a look after dinner later." Mother Xiu avoided the first question and replied.

Xiu Qi looked up at Mu Yu: "It's quite hot, can you bear it?"

Mu Yu smiled: "It's good that you are not afraid of the heat."

"Then go." Xiu Qi clapped his hands and stood up, "I'll go eat first, you wait for me." After speaking, he pulled on his slippers and went back to the room.

Mother Xiu stared at her son's back for two seconds, reached out and took back the unfinished dishes from Mu Yu's hands, and said with a smile: "Go, let's eat with him, he won't be able to eat much if no one is watching mouth."

Mu Yu hesitated for a moment, then said in a low voice, "Auntie, thank you."

When Mu Yu came back to the room, he saw Xiu Qi sitting at the dining table frowning, staring at the dishes in front of him but still not moving his chopsticks. Mu Yu looked at him and knew that this person was a picky eater again, and he was about to speak When he said something, Xiu Qi got up suddenly and poured a cup of boiled water to make rice, then lowered his head and ate with an unhappy face.

Mu Yu shook his head, turned around and went into the kitchen, Xiu Qi listened to the sound of fire coming from inside, 2 minutes later, the kitchen door opened, and Mu Yu put the plate with two golden fried eggs in front of Xiu Qi , and a few drops of hoisin soy sauce on top.Xiu Qi sniffled, finally stretched out his chopsticks, and said in a muffled voice, "Thank you."

Mu Yu moved a chair and sat down opposite Xiu Qi, Xiu Qi looked up at him, wanted to say something, but finally buried his head and continued to eat.

Thanks to these two fried eggs, Xiu Qi barely managed to finish a bowl of boiled water and rice, and Mu Yu's eyes kept turning back and forth on his thin neck and arms.The two of them ate together for a period of time, and he could clearly feel that his stomach was not very good due to the long-term irregular diet, coupled with picky eaters and staying up late, he was obviously 178cm tall and thin, so he went back We must find a way to adjust his work and rest first, and then work hard on diet.

Even if they still don't have a future after all, he also hopes that Xiu Qi in the future will be healthy and safe, whether he is alone or find someone to accompany him, and his life will be smooth.

Xiu Qi went into the kitchen to wash the dishes and turned around to find that Mu Yu was still sitting where he seemed to be thinking about something. He coughed lightly and raised his eyebrows: "Are you still leaving?"

Mu Yu came back to his senses: "You don't want to go?"

Actually, Xiu Qi didn’t want to go, he likes to eat strawberries very much, of course it’s better to pick and eat them now, but he’s been to the big shed where strawberries are grown before, in this kind of weather it’s just a steamer inside, but after all it’s agreed to bring Mu Yu Go and see, he licked his lips: "Let's go."

In order to lead the villagers to get rich, a piece of land was specially set aside at the entrance of the village to be contracted to some willing villagers to grow strawberries, and the sales channels are all ready-made.Xiu Qi's uncle has a keen eye and has contracted two greenhouses in advance, and now is the time when the strawberry yield is high, and the income is also very good.

Xiu Qi brought Mu Yu to the strawberry field with ease, and walked around in a group of almost identical greenhouses, but in the end he still couldn't recognize which one belonged to his uncle's house. Xiu Qi stood in the middle of the greenhouse, his face covered by the sun. It was red from roasting, and he was about to open his mouth to call someone in the next moment, but a mobile phone was stretched out in front of his eyes. Mu Yu looked at him calmly: "After all, it is the information age, let's make a phone call."

Xiu Qi felt that Mu Yu's calm expression was full of disgust for his IQ. He rolled his eyes and took out his mobile phone. After a while, Xiu's father wearing a straw hat came to rescue the two and led them to the In front of a big shed: "Your uncle and I haven't had time to pick this, you two pick the ripe ones first, and I'll go back and help your uncle first."

Standing at the door of the shed, Xiu Qi could feel the temperature inside, and at the same time he saw the bright red strawberries under the shade of green leaves.As soon as he gritted his teeth and was about to go in, a hand grabbed his arm.Mu Yu dragged him to a shady place outside the shed, reached out and knocked on his head: "Wait here for me." After speaking, he strode into the shed.

Xiu Qi looked at his back, sighed softly, covered his face with his hands, and squatted down slowly.

In fact, Mu Yu has always been a good boyfriend. When they fell in love, he took care of Xiu Qi with the utmost consideration and tenderness wherever he wanted and could do it.When they first broke up, he was full of complaints towards Mu Yu, but after a long time, when he looked back, he had to admit that Mu Yu had regarded him as a treasure.

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