The Cliff of Eternal Sun

Chapter 46 Long Dream

A week after Liang Yan's death, Wei Mu returned to Dehai. Those thoughts of resigning and the grievances he wanted to give to Ji Suian were all buried in Liang Yan's death.

He never clicked on the text message Liang Yan sent him, but the four words were like a devil with fangs, sticking to him and couldn't get rid of it.He tried to convince himself that he had the right to choose the life he wanted, but the next second, he was overwhelmed by the cold tremor brought by the demon.Ji Suian's every hug and every loving word also seemed to grow spikes, he was so desperate for it, but when he touched it, holes were pierced all over his body, the black soul clung to the back of his neck, Attached to his ears, he repeated those four words over and over again in a wet and cold voice, and gradually, they distorted into Liang Yan's crazy voice, and into Liang Yan shouting in his ear covered in blood—you know of.

You know it, you know it!You know what I want you to do, you know what to do, how can you not do it!

He opened his eyes in the middle of the night, looked at Liang Yan who was screaming at him crazily, then turned around and leaned into Ji Suian's arms, those invisible thorns hurt him, but he was never afraid of pain , He even had a dream one night, a voice told him that if he dared to grab the hot coals in the stove, it would grant him a wish, and the next second he stretched his hand in without hesitation, but that was also It was just a dream, and there was no god in this world who could save him.

Returning to the office again, Wei Mu was very calm, but Zhou Mingchuan was the first to express his regret for Liang Yan's death, and said that Zhang Shaoyu had been suspended. established in this industry.

Wei Mu smiled and said, "It has nothing to do with Zhang Zhu. I can't do so many things by myself. Let him come back."

Zhou Mingchuan sat on the chair behind the desk and looked at him, and said with satisfaction: "You are a kind boy."

Wei Mu lowered his eyes and said nothing, Zhou Mingchuan came over and put his arms around his shoulders, Wei Mu didn't refuse again.

Zhou Mingchuan smiled: "He's also a good boy. I'll be back at the headquarters in a few days, you can go with me."

Wei Mu responded lightly with "Yes".

He can no longer face Ji Suian.

When he walked out of the gate of Dehai that evening, the sunset was extremely beautiful, and a white bird flew from nowhere, flapping its wings and whizzing past his ear, and then flew to the high sky, the sun beat its wings They were all dyed pale gold. Wei Mu followed it and looked far away. After a long time, he looked back and walked towards the house.

When Ji Suian arrived home, he was sitting by the window of the living room looking at the lights outside. The sun had completely set, but the night in the city was very beautiful. The scattered lights on the tall buildings were like thousands of small stars, each There is a family living in the stars.

Hearing the sound of the door, he turned his head, greeted Ji Suian with a smile, and said, "You're back."

This was the first time he looked directly into Ji Suian's eyes in a few days.In the past few days, he always avoided Ji Suian's eyes when he met Ji Suian. Ji Suian was so smart, it was impossible not to notice his abnormality, but he just attributed everything to Liang Yan's death, so nothing happened. I didn't ask, but I just came back as early as possible every day, held him in my arms and talked a lot every night, patted his back and slowly slept with him.

On that day, Ji Suian probably thought that he had finally come out of Liang Yan's death, so he was obviously relieved, and walked towards him with a smile, asking how he was doing at work, and the next second he saw him suitcase, and asked strangely: "Are you going on a business trip?"

He shook his head and said, "No business."

Ji Suian reached out and shook the handle of the suitcase, and asked, "Then what are you doing with the suitcase?"

The two got closer, Wei Mu raised his head to see Ji Suian's face clearly, he said softly, "Zhou Mingchuan is going back to the headquarters."

Ji Suian asked "Huh?" with some doubts, and said, "Isn't this a good thing, in the future you..."

His words stopped suddenly, his eyes fell on the suitcase at his feet, and then slowly moved to Wei Mu's face.

That gaze almost crushed him like a mountain, but Wei Mu did not lower his head, and continued to look at Ji Suian without blinking.It seemed that the sound of the bird flapping its wings sounded in his ears again, swishing, and the wind carried it to the sky.

He was hanging in that strange void, his hands and feet were cold and weak, he spoke in a low voice, his voice seemed to come from a distant place: "He invited me to go with him, and I agreed."

The sound of wings flapping the airflow was sometimes clear, and sometimes it faded away, gradually only the whistling wind could be heard in his ears, and a strong sense of weightlessness swept over him, and he fell rapidly——

He sat on the chair, like a stiff stone statue, motionless, just staring at Ji Suian.

After a long silence, Ji Suian stretched out his hand, pulled a chair from the side, and sat down opposite him.His face was a little ugly, his brows were heavy, but he didn't get angry.He looked at Wei Mu with a serious tone: "Wei Mu, this is not a trivial matter, what exactly are you planning?"

Wei Mu had already thought about those words a long time ago, just waiting for Ji Suian's question, he would be able to say everything. However, it was as if a knife had been stuck in his throat, and all the words were forced out. Suddenly cut off, for a while he could only open his mouth in vain, unable to utter a word.

"I'm going to..." His two hands were clasped together, and his whole body suddenly trembled uncontrollably.He fell into the damp cloud, opened his mouth dying, but could not make a sound.

After a long time, his Adam's apple rolled hard, and finally he let go of his tightly clenched hands. In a short time, his voice was completely hoarse: "Do you still remember the first time Zhou Mingchuan sent me back? I lied to you back then, he wanted to hug me in the car, and he did a lot of similar things later, but I never told you."

Ji Suian stared at him expressionlessly, and Wei Mu saw himself in those eyes.

He looked away and said, "Suian, let's break up."

The sound of the wind in the distance stopped abruptly, and he closed his eyes when he heard a dull loud noise.

In the boundless darkness, he seemed to be split into two suddenly. The sadness, grievance, and despair locked in the cage were no longer under control. The cage burst like a flood and rushed towards him again. and annihilated him.He couldn't help but shed tears, but the tears were not enough to carry such strong emotions. He opened his mouth and wanted to cry out, but it seemed that he had lost his vocal cords, and there was only a silent wail.

He opened his eyes in despair, and through a layer of black mist, he saw thousands of bright lights flickering on tall buildings outside the window, and saw him sitting opposite Ji Suian inside the window, his face was clean, without a drop of tears.He stretched out his hand, wanting to grab Ji Suian, but behind him seemed to be a huge force pulling him away, he opened his mouth wide, and wanted to call Ji Suian's name in a panic, but he couldn't.

The black mist in front of him became thicker and thicker, covering everything completely. He seemed to have fallen into eternal darkness, drifting without beginning and end. At this moment, the black mist gradually dispersed again, and a ball of light appeared It faintly appeared, and hope was born in his heart, struggling to approach in the chaotic darkness, the halo became more and more clear, gradually showing the intertwined figures inside, he looked at it, suddenly felt very scared.

However, he had no time to escape, and the scene in front of him became completely clear. Through a layer of transparent glass, he saw a luxurious banquet hall, where the bright white lights enveloped well-dressed men and women, and the glasses were intertwined and resplendent.The darkness behind him turned into branches in the night, he sat in the fir bushes, staring blankly at Ji Suian who was smiling and talking with people in the banquet hall.

He suddenly remembered that he had escaped from the hall, he didn't even have time to think of a plausible excuse, and fled out in a hurry after saying something about being uncomfortable.

He didn't expect to see Ji Suian here, and he didn't know that Ji Suian started a company after graduation, and it was doing well. He didn't know anything about Ji Suian after the breakup. In the past year and a half, he has never investigated the slightest news about Ji Suian, and even thinking about these three words seems to be meddling and blasphemy.He is a sinner who will never lift his head up to Ji Suian, the only thing he can do is not to bother him anymore.

But that night, Ji Suian suddenly appeared in front of him. Without any preparation, he stood beside Zhou Mingchuan, and just met Ji Suian's mocking gaze.At that moment, all the surrounding lights seemed to be dimmed, and the expensive suit on his body was like a rotten stinky cloth, and he was so cowardly that he couldn't even lift his face.

Now he is hiding in the dark garden, in an unknown corner, through the floor-to-ceiling windows, he can finally look up at Ji Suian.He hadn't seen him for a long time, and he didn't dare to be presumptuous when he missed him. At this moment, Ji Suian was standing more than ten meters away from him, and his eyes greedily looked at Ji Suian from head to toe, inch by inch. But then he fixed on Ji Suian's face, those were the handsome eyebrows and eyes he was so familiar with, he couldn't help raising his hand, wanting to touch the outline through the void, but when he stretched halfway, He stopped and finally let it go slowly.He no longer made any unnecessary movements, just sat in the bushes, opened his eyes wide, watched from afar without blinking, fascinated.

He didn't know when Zhou Mingchuan left, he seemed to have forgotten everything, Liang Yan's death, Wei Yi's hatred, what he was going to do, he suddenly forgot for a short time, he couldn't think of anything else Ji Suian is the only one with all his heart and eyes.

Until Ji Suian came out of the banquet hall and got in the car to leave, he seemed to be possessed and followed in the direction of the car.The street lights were on for a while and then disappeared. The road seemed endless. There were only his own footsteps in the darkness. His heart was empty and he didn't know anything. ,go straight.

He walked until dawn, the distant skyline broke through a faint white, illuminating the desolate fields in winter, a few fragments of red firecrackers were scattered scattered on the unmelted white snow, he stopped walking, like a big dream Waking up.

He returned to the villa that was said to be more than 2000 million yuan. Zhou Mingchuan was sitting in the room waiting for him. Seeing him coming back, he raised his head and smiled and asked, "Where did you go?"

"I didn't go anywhere," he said, "I didn't feel well, so I went out for a walk and got lost."

Zhou Mingchuan stood up, still smiling, and said, "Really?"

The next moment his expression darkened suddenly, he grabbed Wei Mu's arm forcefully, and pushed him into a room next to him.The room was large and empty, with only an iron bed placed in the middle. Zhou Mingchuan didn't know what eccentricities, he would often lock him in here when he was angry, and locked him on the iron bed. The windows were also tightly covered, and food and water were not given for several days in a row, and the door was opened to let him out when he was in a good mood.

Wei Mu wasn't afraid of this place, but he didn't resist admitting his mistake, so he apologized to Zhou Mingchuan in a low voice, but Zhou Mingchuan didn't seem to hear him, pushed him onto the bed, and locked his hands and feet firmly with a few clicks.

Zhou Mingchuan looked down at him, and asked again: "Where did you go?"

He still said: "I didn't go anywhere, just walked around."

Zhou Mingchuan laughed and said, "Very good."

He turned and went out, and when he came back, he had a fruit knife in his hand.Wei Mu was tied to the bed in a large font, looking at the iron-colored sharp blade, a shudder flashed in his heart for a moment, and then quickly dissipated. He thought, it would be great if Zhou Mingchuan could really kill him.

But his wish didn't come true. Zhou Mingchuan didn't stab him in the chest, but stripped off his clothes, and embedded the tip of the knife into the flesh of his wrist.He let out a cry of pain uncontrollably, the tip of the knife kept sliding up his arm, and he struggled subconsciously, but was tightly bound by the iron chain and could not move.

Blood flowed across half of the bed in an instant. With a strange smile on the corner of Zhou Mingchuan's mouth, he asked him from time to time, "Where did you go?"

Wei Mu was trembling with pain, but there was still only one answer. Gradually, he stopped answering. The severe pain and excessive blood loss made him dizzy. He could only hear the slight sound of skin being cut. Soon the sound disappeared, and he seemed to have left here in a trance, and returned to the house he and Ji Suian rented. The furnishings inside were ordinary, and he lay there with his eyes closed, so happy that he almost fell asleep.

The sound of firecrackers outside the window sounded like they were going to blow up the city. The new year came, and he spent his 26th birthday in a coma.

After all, Zhou Mingchuan didn't let him die. When Wei Mu opened his eyes again, it was already half a month later, and the year was completely over.Zhou Mingchuan's personal doctor stood by the bed, and when he saw him wake up, he let out a "yo" and said, "Are you awake?"

Wei Mu couldn't speak, just half-opened his eyes and looked at the snow-white ceiling. His body was covered with bandages, which was also snow-white.

The doctor had seen Wei Mu's wounds many times. Although the two of them didn't have any personal contacts, they became acquainted after seeing each other more times. Taking advantage of Zhou Mingchuan's absence, he said in a low voice, "You know Mr. Zhou's temper. Don't fight against him, do you know how dangerous you are this time, you almost couldn't be rescued, and you were so burned that you talked nonsense all day long."

Wei Mu was so tired that he didn't think about anything, but when he heard this, he suddenly tried to turn his head away. His voice was hoarse, and every word was like a blade that could cut blood in his throat. The doctor was startled, and hurriedly asked Stopping his movements, Wei Mu asked stubbornly, "I said... what..."

He stared at the doctor, afraid that he might have said something he shouldn't have said in his coma.

The doctor was silent for a moment, and said: "I didn't say anything, just those two words, and kept saying home."

The sound of the bird flying suddenly sounded in his ears again, and he looked towards the ceiling, the snow-white wall gradually twisted and turned into a white wing, the feathers on it trembled slightly in the wind, as if it was right in front of his eyes.He stretched out his hand to grab it, and the wings suddenly turned into a cloud of white mist, and a damp cloud lay in his palm.

The bandages wrapped around his body also gradually disintegrated and melted into the surrounding clouds. Standing inside, he looked down and saw the wet soil under his feet. When he raised his head again, he saw mountains standing in the distance, green and black, A round of fiery red sun hung on the ridge, and the wind was suddenly violent, blowing the sun up and jumping to the top of the mountain.

He opened his arms, the strong wind rustled his clothes, he raised his head, the hair on his forehead was blown back, the sun shone wantonly on his face, he smiled against the light, feeling It was very warm, and the bottom of my heart was filled with the ease of being released soon.

He has tried his best to live a good life, but there are always some people in this world who can't do anything.

He took a step forward, the wind supported his body, accompanied him as he fell, he finally turned into a bird and could go away freely.