Turns out I'm just mosquito blood

Chapter 43 He's Not... Dispensable

Chu Yan looked at him affectionately, with tears of regret in his eyes. He never knew that he had done so many things that hurt him invisibly.

"I..." Chu Yan had never begged so humblely like now, "I know I was wrong, An An, please give me another chance, okay?"

"I will never do this again, really, I will treat you well, you, don't leave me..."

Chu Yan tentatively approached him, but Qiao Wan'an took two steps back, "Sorry, I'm already with Bai Jinzhou now."

Bai Jinzhou raised his eyebrows, but said nothing.

"Are you... together?" Chu Yan was stunned for a moment, and then looked at him with a hurt face.

Qiao Wanan took a deep breath, grabbed Bai Jinzhou's arm, "Let's go back."

Bai Jinzhou hugged him cooperatively, and said softly, "Okay."

"No...An'an, let go," Chu Yan was so jealous that he went crazy when he saw this scene, and stepped forward to pull them away, "Bai Jinzhou, don't touch him!"

Bai Jinzhou stopped him and sneered, "You forgot, who gave him to me?"

"I'll give you all of that project in Pingcheng. I don't want any of it. Give it back to me!"

"Tsk, it's a pity, I'm not the kind of trash who can send out the people I like for my own benefit." Bai Jinzhou pointed out.

"Don't be too aggressive!" Chu Yan stared at Bai Jinzhou, clenched his fists tightly, and the veins in his hands were bulging, wishing he could cut him alive.

"Do you still want to do it here?" Qiao Wanan frowned.

"I didn't..." Chu Yan loosened his hand, "An An, I just want to take you home."

"Home?" Qiao Wan said, "Do you mean the house where everyone can bully me and humiliate me, and live like a prison every day?"

Chu Yan choked, and his voice became hoarse, "It won't happen in the future, An An, I drove them away, and from now on it will only be you and me... That is your home and mine, have you forgotten? We have Married..."

Qiao Wanan turned her face away, not wanting to look at him, and said slowly: "I wish we had never been married."

Chu Yan's breathing stopped suddenly, and he looked at him incredulously, "What did you say...?"

"Chu Yan, don't make me hate you."

Chu Yan stood stiffly on the side of the road, watching the two drive away in the car, but in the end, he didn't have the courage to catch up.

While driving, Bai Jinzhou glanced at the silent man with his head down.

"Hey, you just said that we were together, and the tool man threw it away after using it?"

Qiao Wanan didn't say anything, but Bai Jinzhou glanced at him again, only to realize that he was crying.

Qiao Wanan, this person, even cried silently. He could only feel from his occasional uncontrollable sobs that he was indeed sad.

"Tsk, what a hassle."

He took out two pieces of paper from the storage box, "Wipe your nose, don't dirty my car."

Qiao Wanan took it, the tissue was soon drenched with tears, Bai Jinzhou handed him the tissue again, and he continued to cry.

After handing it all the way, seeing that he was still crying, Bai Jinzhou pulled over and stopped the car, unable to bear it anymore.

"How the hell can you cry so much?"

"...Yes, I'm sorry..."

His eyes were lowered, his eyelashes were wet with tears, and they were sticking together wetly. His eyes and nose were red, like a rabbit, and his voice was hoarse and thin. He couldn't be more pitiful.

Bai Jinzhou was restless, raised the car window, pulled him over and pressed him on his shoulder, and said impatiently, "I'll let you cry for half an hour, and I allow you to cry aloud."

I don't know which point this sentence touched him, but Qiao Wan'an's emotions suddenly erupted. He leaned on Bai Jinzhou's shoulder and began to cry regardless of his image.

No matter whether he was in Qiao's house before or drifted away later, or after marrying Chu Yan, no matter how much he was wronged, he never dared to cry too unrestrainedly.

After all, how could anyone care about him, and how could his suffering be considered suffering?Useless crying is nothing but unnecessary harshness and scolding for yourself.

Bai Jinzhou raised his hand and gently circled behind his back. His hand gradually approached his waist, almost hugging him.

After a pause, he still didn't tighten his hands, but raised his hands and placed them on top of Qiao Wan'an's head, soothing them gently without speaking.

When Qiao Wanwan finally had enough of crying, he looked like he didn't care about anything, and was even a little bored, "Ancestor, you've finally cried, and most of my wrappers are gone."

Qiao Wanan looked at his wet half shoulder, picked up a tissue and wiped it for him, and said embarrassedly: "I'm sorry, I won't do it next time."

Bai Jinzhou snorted, "If you cry again next time..."

He paused and said softly, "Come here."

Qiao Wan'an had never cried so hard before, she couldn't calm down for a while, and was still sobbing, she couldn't hear the second half of his sentence, and asked in a vague voice: "Huh?"

"It's nothing."

Bai Jinzhou turned his face away, put on the car door handle, "We're at Cross Street, let's go, eat."

Chu Yan was in a daze on the way back by car.

He used to think that his liking for Qiao Wan'an was because of his similar appearance to He Xiran.

He also thinks that he has known He Xiran for many years, and the depth of relationship is naturally not comparable to Qiao Wan'an's double. He Xiran is the white moonlight of his youth, lofty, bright and pure, and cannot be stained with any dust.

He Xiran once got into a car accident for him, waited for him for so many years, and was later threatened by Bai Jinzhou as a hostage because of him.

After so many years, his guilt and nostalgia for He Xiran increased day by day, and it even became a habit.

So as soon as He Xiran came back, he just wanted to treat him better.

So much so that he has long been unable to distinguish what is love, what is guilt and compensation.

He always felt that he should love He Xiran more than anything else.

So he always ignored the person next to him, ignored the grievances he suffered, and ignored his feelings for him. He once thought that Qiao Wan'an was a stumbling block in the relationship between him and He Xiran.

But during these days when he was alone at home, he always recalled their past.

Only then did he realize that he was the one who fell in love first.The emotion is real, the oath is also true, and the desire to stay together for a lifetime is also true.

He just... simply loves this person.

Said he was a stand-in, just because he didn't want to admit that he would fall in love with a stranger at first sight, and he didn't want to admit that he just forgot about He Xiran.

He was full of lies and deceived himself. Even after He Xiran came back, he felt logically that Qiao Wan's good night was also dispensable.

How could he be dispensable?

Ever since Joe Goodnight left, he had felt an unreasonable fear.

It's okay to be at the company during the day, but when I go home at night and look at the empty house, I feel more and more flustered, as if he left and took my heart with me.

Without him, he felt as if he had lost everything.

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The turning red light suddenly turned green, and a heavy truck slanted out from the side to meet him. By the time he regained his senses and stepped on the brakes, it was too late.

The sharp scraping of the wheels, the fierce collision and the shattering of glass sounded one after another, all in an instant.

He heard the noise of the crowd around him, some people were talking, some people were calling for an ambulance.

There was a sharp pain in his thigh, and his vision began to blur. He was very scared, afraid that he would die like this, that he would never see Qiao Wanwan again, and even more afraid that he would not be forgiven by Qiao Wanwan after he died.

But the consciousness is gradually withdrawn uncontrollably, and the pain also fades away.

He reluctantly closed his eyes.

It turned out...he had long been indispensable in his life.he thinks.

"This is... a pear?"

Bai Jinzhou looked at the clear yellow soup in the bowl, with a few slices of pear meat floating on it.

"You seem to have a bad cough recently, and you don't take medicine. I asked the kitchen aunt to make you stewed rock sugar pears. Would you like some?"

Bai Jinzhou was not satisfied, "Since you are so sincere, why don't you cook it yourself?"

Good night Qiao blushed, "The things I make are terrible."

Bai Jinzhou drank the bowl of pear soup and said unreasonably, "How unpalatable can it be? Next time I'll drink your own cooking."

Seeing that he didn't seem to be joking, Qiao Wan'an had no choice but to agree. At worst, he wouldn't dare to ask himself to cook after drinking it once.

Thinking of this, he couldn't help but want to laugh a little.

After getting in touch with Bai Jinzhou these days, he found that Bai Jinzhou looked like a ruffian on the surface, and he was also moody and unreasonable.

But most of the time he is like an awkward child, whether he cares about people or is cared about, he obviously likes him very much, but he always disagrees and pretends not to care.

"Hey, what are you laughing at?"

Qiao Wanan coughed softly, "No."

Bai Jinzhou glanced at him suspiciously, then turned away embarrassingly in his innocent eyes.

"Hey, poor little one."

"Ok?"

Bai Jinzhou still had a joking tone, but he didn't look at him again, "If I'm not here in the future, will you..."

Before Bai Jinzhou finished speaking, Qiao's good night phone rang.

Bai Jinzhou was interrupted, clicked his tongue impatiently, but couldn't speak anymore.

What he didn't know was that he would never have the chance to ask this question again.

Because Qiao Wan'an received a call from Guo Hui and learned that Chu Yan had a car accident.

Qiao Wan'an ignored the cursing in his ears, his mind went blank, and tears fell instantly. He didn't care about anything, and was about to run out in a panic.

Guo Hui's voice was not low, and Bai Jinzhou heard it too. In a trance, a vicious thought came to his mind - it would be great if Chu Yan just died like this.

But when he saw Qiao Wan'an's flustered expression, he realized something very serious. He thought to himself: Bai Jinzhou, you are finished.

He held Joe good night, "Let's go, I'll take you to the hospital."

Just don't let him die, or...he will be sad.

Bai Jinzhou secretly raised the corners of his mouth, wanting to smile as casually as before, but he seemed to have tasted a bit of bitterness.

When Qiao Wan'an arrived at the hospital, there were people standing at the door of the operating room that he didn't want to see, but whether he was worried about Chu Yan, or bit the bullet and stepped forward.

Guo Hui covered his face and wept, Du Yinyuan didn't say a word, He Xiran's eyes were red, and his face was full of panic.

"Auntie, how is Ayan?"

Hearing someone's voice, Guo Hui stood up, rushed to Qiao Wan'an and raised his hand.

Qiao Wanan made a conscious effort to recognize the face.

The slap didn't fall as expected, Bai Jinzhou pulled Qiao Wanan over to stand in front of him, and tightly grasped Guo Hui's wrist.

Guo Hui wailed in pain, the butler hurriedly stepped forward to separate them.

Bai Jinzhou's face turned cold, "I said why Chu Yan bit people as soon as they met like a mad dog. It turns out that like a mother, like a son."

Chu Yan was still inside, how could she hear this as a mother, she stared fiercely at Qiao Wan'an and the two with red eyes, "I said, you don't know what happened to my son, you dare to hang out with other men Have fun!"

"Ayan is still lying in the hospital, so why don't you bring your adulterer here to watch the joke? Why are you so vicious!"

"Auntie, we are not..."

There is no need for Qiao Wan'an to explain, Bai Jinzhou immediately turned on him, "I c! Keep your fucking mouth clean! What kind of adulterer? Your son is worse than a beast, and why is he spitting blood here?"

"If I didn't see you as a woman, I would have beaten you long ago!"

"You, you!" Guo Hui was so angry that his blood pressure soared.

Du Yinyuan protected Guo Hui and said in a deep voice, "Mr. Bai, please watch your words."

Bai Jinzhou snorted, "Tell her that, her son is still lying in the bed, and she is still in the mood to play tricks. After a while, she will figure it out on her own, and even save the travel expenses to the hospital."