Turns out I'm just mosquito blood

Chapter 46

"Tsk, what a lingering ghost!"

After Bai Jinzhou finished speaking, he unconsciously glanced at Qiao Wan'an, but saw that the latter had lowered his eyes, unable to see the expression in his eyes clearly.

"Bai Jinzhou, open the door! Let me have a word with him."

Bai Jinzhou asked Qiao good night, "Do you want to see him?"

Goodnight Joe took a deep breath and wanted to open the door.

But Bai Jinzhou held him back, his eyes were a little flustered.

Qiao Wan shook her head and smiled at him, "I'll talk to him."

He opened the door and saw that the wound on Chu Yan's leg was already bleeding, but he didn't seem to notice it.

Chu Yan's eyes rested on Qiao Wan'an's hand.

Because Bai Jinzhou would not dislike him, he never wore gloves during his stay at the Bai family.

There were staggered scars on those hands. After the scars fell off, they left uneven skin and scars, and the flesh was faintly black.

Although there are no new wounds, a thick layer of calluses has formed in some places. The blood and flesh on the ring finger of the left hand are swollen and necrotic, and the strangle marks are still there. The two fingers of the right hand are still bent with abnormal arcs.

Just looking at his hands, no one would think that he is only 26 years old.

His hands, heart, eyes, visible and invisible places are all wounds.

Chu Yan stepped forward to hold his hand, caressing it lovingly, just about to speak, but tears fell first, "Your hand..."

Qiao Wan'an withdrew her hand indifferently, "Mr. Chu laughed, it's just some old wounds."

"I'm sorry An'an, I don't know He Xiran..."

"I've heard this kind of talk too much these days," said Qiao Wanan. "If you can save everything if you don't know, then can you be found innocent if you don't know if you kill someone and set fire?"

"I don't know what to say, even if you care about me a little bit, don't the people around you treat me as a human being?"

He didn't accuse, but just stated a fact very plainly.

Chu Yan withdrew his hand dejectedly, "I'll take you back to find the best doctor to cure you. As long as you cultivate well, your hand will definitely recover."

Qiao Wanan just looked at him coolly, "If the wound on the hand can be healed, so can the heart?"

"Chu Yan, can you?"

Chu Yan was left speechless by his question.

"If Mr. Chu is talking nonsense, please come back." Since he didn't come for a divorce, Qiao Wan'an didn't want to talk to him anymore.

"No, Ann!"

"Then go to the Civil Affairs Bureau now?"

Chu Yan begged: "An'an, you can beat me and scold me however you want, just don't, don't ask me for a divorce, okay?"

"Do I have to leave?"

How is it possible to get a divorce? If they get divorced, there will be no room for change between them.

How could he just watch Qiao Wanan like someone else.

"An'an, can you give me another chance, let's start again, okay?"

"Not good," said Qiao Wanan, "if you didn't come for a divorce, then you should go, otherwise, if you look at you more, it will only make me feel sick."

Chu Yan was stunned, as if the most vulnerable part of his heart had been hit hard, and the pain instantly spread to all internal organs.

He felt that his whole body was like falling into an ice cellar, every inch of bone and blood was about to freeze.

Disgusting... Joe Goodnight said he was disgusting.

But he seems to remember that he once said that to Joan as well...

But I said it so easily at that time.

Only now did he know that being told by his beloved that he was disgusting could be so lethal.

Chu Yan was leaning on crutches, crumbling, his voice was hoarse like sandpaper scratching, "I'm sorry...I'm sorry..."

He hugged his head and whimpered weakly, "But An An, what should I do without you?"

Chu Yan always seemed to like to do wrong things at inappropriate times.

When Qiao Wan'an was devoted to him, he was indifferent, ignored, domestic violence, and even cheated in marriage...

He did everything that could kill Qiao Wan'an's feelings, as if he was afraid that he would not be hurt enough, or that his death would not be thorough enough.

But when Qiao Wan'an really hurt and left, he found that he couldn't leave him again, and he began to want to make up and love again.

But no one will wait for him anymore.

Qiao Wanan said: "Chu Yan, you will never lack me by your side."

"No, Ann!"

Chu Yan got agitated and pulled the wound, the thread that stitched the wound was cut from the flesh, and he bowed down in pain.

Du Yinyuan quickly supported him, Qiao Wan'an saw his bleeding wound, moved his lips, and finally swallowed the words.

"That's all I've said," Qiao Wan'an said, "Du Yinyuan, take him back."

He retreated back to the door, Chu Yan pounced on the door frame, his eyes were bloodshot, "No...you don't leave me..."

Chu Yan gripped so tightly that his five fingers had already scratched the skin.

Jo Goodnight broke his fingers apart one by one.

Chu Yan begged: "An'an, don't, I beg you...don't leave me..."

Chu Yan was crying, crying with no image at all, like an abandoned child.This was probably the only time in Qiao Wan'an's life.

Bai Jinzhou couldn't stand it anymore, pulled Qiao Wan'an over, and pushed Chu Yan away, "Get out, don't fucking run wild on my territory!"

Chu Yan was already physically exhausted, and the pain had consumed most of his strength. He was pushed by Bai Jinzhou and rolled straight down the eaves steps.

He lay on the ground in embarrassment, like a dog in the water, crawling towards Qiao Wanan with red eyes, grass clippings and mud were rubbed on his originally clean cuffs, "An'an, An'an...don't go..."

Du Yinyuan knelt beside him, trying to pull him up.

Bai Jinzhou blocked Qiao Wan'an behind him, and pressed his trembling body, "You go up to rest first, and leave it to me to deal with it, okay?"

Qiao Wan's lips were pale, and she couldn't help nodding.

An old plastic bag was thrown in front of Chu Yan, Bai Jinzhou said, "Open it and have a look."

Bai Jinzhou's face was calm, and he didn't intend to provoke him. Chu Yan couldn't help but subconsciously opened the bag, and inside was a pile of moldy broken biscuits.

He thought it was Bai Jinzhou humiliating him, "Bai Jinzhou, you..."

"You do not know?"

Bai Jinzhou sneered.

"what……"

Bai Jinzhou's tone was cold, suppressing his anger, "Isn't this the 'meal' that Qiao Wan'an eats every day at your Chu's house?!"

"He ate for more than half a year, and you didn't know?"

Chu Yan looked sideways at Du Yinyuan, and saw that the latter was silent with his head down.

His mind exploded, and he had completely forgotten to react at this moment.

Bai Jinzhou was not stingy at humiliating him, "President Chu is always busy, so naturally he can't take care of such a small matter."

"But Chu Yan, you don't deserve his forgiveness at all."

The door slammed shut again.

Chu Yan stared blankly at the bag of moldy biscuits, as if a stone was stuck in his throat, unable to utter a word.

His Chu family can be regarded as a family of Zhongming Dingshi, but his lover who has lived with him for two full years, eats this kind of inferior food every day, which sounds absurd.

But he had no doubt that it was all true.

"Ayan..." Du Yinyuan wanted to help him up.

Chu Yan's eyes turned hard, "Get out, get out too!"

Du Yinyuan didn't force it anymore, and just knelt aside silently. Although he didn't know that Qiao Wan'an had eaten moldy biscuits to satisfy his hunger, he chose to stand by and watch when He Xiran bullied Qiao Wan'an.

Maybe he didn't expect it, or he didn't want to face the facts, the real situation of Qiao Wan'an was much worse than what he saw.

Chu Yan picked up a biscuit and put it into his mouth tremblingly. His chapped lips moved between his teeth. It felt like swallowing fine sand or rotten foam. The taste was indescribable.

He only felt nauseated for a while, and then vomited it out the next moment.

But he seemed to be crazy, grabbed a handful of biscuits and stuffed them into his mouth, trying to force himself to swallow. The rough biscuits scraped across his throat, which hurt and blocked, just like his heart.

That musty smell, from his mouth to his stomach, was like his expired love.

His tears fell to the ground, and the sobs in his mouth were rough and unpleasant.It was like a mute crying, heart-piercing, but there was no sound, "Ah... ah..."

In the end, Du Yinyuan couldn't stand it any longer, so he knocked him unconscious and took him away.

Qiao Wanan looked at the car they left and let out a long sigh of relief.

Standing behind him, Bai Jinzhou asked him softly, "Do you still love him?"

Qiao Wanan smiled, her eyes were a little moist.

Bai Jinzhou's eyes darkened, and he didn't speak.

The former Qiao Wan'an loved Chu Yan so much that he even regarded him as everything. If he said he didn't love him so easily, not only would he not believe it, but Bai Jinzhou would not believe it either.

Although that's not what he hoped for.

But in fact, love or not love is not so important anymore, the important thing is that he has learned to force himself to let go.

If he still has time...

Bai Jinzhou looked at the sky outside the window, the clouds were thick and gray, and the sun couldn't shine.

But he could only smile and wish him a good life in the future.

Bai Jinzhou let out a long sigh, and said, "It's getting cold, let's go buy some clothes together some other day."

Bai Jinzhou originally wanted to buy him some autumn clothes, but when he saw the winter clothes that were on the market early in the morning, he couldn't help but gesture to Qiao Wanan.

Qiao Wanan didn't know whether to laugh or cry, "Is it too early to buy winter clothes?"

Xu Shi's health has been weakened a lot recently, Bai Jinzhou is no longer as aggressive as he used to be, and now even his smile is extremely shallow and gentle, "It's not too early, I have never bought clothes for people when I grow up. "

"Besides, you're so stupid, you definitely can't take good care of yourself. I'll prepare it for you first. If I..." Bai Jinzhou laughed, "You won't freeze yourself either."

Qiao Wan'an's vision was instantly blurred by tears, and he said almost stubbornly: "I don't want it now, can you buy me clothes in winter?"

Bai Jinzhou laughed hoarsely, "Go and try on clothes, and see how I look."

Qiao Wan'an forced a smile. Although he knew that his smile was ugly, he didn't want to spoil his interest. To a certain extent, this was already Bai Jinzhou's last wish.

Bai Jinzhou sat on the sofa, watching him come out after trying on new clothes, ignoring the long time he had been in the fitting room and his red and swollen eyes, he looked at Qiao Wan's new clothes and smiled sincerely, "Our poor little one doesn't wear anything. nice."

Two grown men shopping together to buy clothes seemed strange in the eyes of others.

Behind them was a tall assistant who was responsible for carrying things for them.

The assistant watched as his boss tried to reach out to hold the person next to him several times, but silently withdrew his hand before touching anyone.

The hand that can't be stretched out and has nowhere to put it is really worrying.

With the bag in his mouth, the assistant struggled to get out the phone.

【Sir, do you want to hold his hand?Maybe I can help you. 】

[Multiple things, your bonus this month is gone. 】

The assistant curled his lips, and watched bitterly as his boss took the phone back into his pocket, his hands no longer had no place to put them, and he put them in his pockets neatly.

He smiled down at the people around him.

There is pale love in the smile.

He bowed his head with a smile and expressed his intentions, as long as he understood it himself.