Chapter 57 I Hate You
Chapter 57 I Hate You
He Xiran took out his mobile phone and glanced at it, "Oh, Ayan should be here soon, then I won't bother you."
"and many more……"
He Xiran looked at him, "What?"
Qiao Wan'an's voice was low and hoarse, "Bai Jinzhou...why did he let me go?"
"This is beyond my expectation," He Xiran paused, and said maliciously, "He didn't just let you go, my poor cousin would rather die to protect you." I don’t want any more, and I don’t want to continue to cooperate with me.”
Qiao Wanan raised her head abruptly, too shocked to speak, "The recording last time..."
"What do you think?" He Xiran looked at his broken expression and smiled triumphantly.
Qiao Wanan was stunned.
"This is my punishment for his disobedience." He Xiran walked to the door without the slightest turmoil in his heart, "He gave up the chance of life himself, who can be blamed?"
How is it possible... How could Bai Jinzhou give up such a precious opportunity for treatment for him.
Doesn't he bother him the most?
Isn't it all a hoax?
He can obviously continue to lie to himself!
Qiao Wan'an was completely panicked, he rolled and crawled off the bed, "He Xiran... your goal has been achieved, please let him go."
"What do you mean, it's up to me to achieve my goal? He betrayed me, why should I save him?"
Qiao Wan'an ran over and grabbed the hem of his clothes, and knelt down without hesitation, "I beg you, only you can save him now, you can't give up on him, he will really die..."
"I can leave Chu Yan right now, and I will divorce him immediately. I will hide away and never appear in front of you again," he begged hoarsely, "What else do you want, what do you want? I can help you, I beg you, I beg you, save Bai Jinzhou...he, he really can't die!"
He Xiran looked at the humble man kneeling at his feet begging for mercy, and was a little surprised, "Oh, if I knew you cared about him so much, I wouldn't have to spend so much trouble."
He grabbed Qiao Wanan's hair, forcing him to raise his head and look at him, "Unfortunately, you are useless to me now, but seeing you in great pain and life and death makes me feel very happy. "
Qiao Wan'an's scalp was torn badly, but he didn't cry out in pain, he just begged over and over again, "Please, please save him..."
Naturally, He Xiran would not agree, and pushed him away without mercy, with a cruel smile on his face, "Happy birthday, I wish you a beautiful day."
The door was completely shut.
Not long after, Chu Yan arrived at the hotel. He directly called the front desk to swipe his card and broke in.
There was no messy scene left after the fight as imagined in the room. Before Chu Yan could breathe a sigh of relief, he saw Qiao Wan'an huddled in a corner with blank and dull eyes.
"An'an!" Chu Yan walked over and squatted down, anxiously checking whether there were any scars on his body, "I'm sorry, it was my negligence, did he hurt you?"
Goodnight Joe didn't speak.
Only then did Chu Yan realize that something was wrong. Qiao Wan'an's expression was still numb, and he turned a deaf ear to his words.
Chu Yan waved his hands lightly in front of his eyes, "An An?"
Only then did Qiao Wan'an's eyes slowly focus, but she was still expressionless, and her voice was as soft as a gradually transparent soul, which would disappear at any moment, "Chu Yan, you were so persistent in asking me to come back because He Xiran and Someone else slept...you want to take revenge on him, right?"
Chu Yan looked at what he was about to say, but saw Qiao Wan'an's extremely tired eyes looking straight at him, as if he had seen through everything.
Chu Yan lowered his head. It was obviously the simplest answer, but he seemed to have exhausted all his strength at this moment before he said in a hoarse voice, "...Yes."
Qiao Wanan closed her eyes and leaned her head against the wall weakly, feeling a desert in her heart.
Chu Yan hurriedly said again: "But An An, it's not all like this. In fact, I regretted it when I handed you over to Bai Jinzhou. I have already let go of He Xiran. I want you to come back just because I love you ..."
Qiao Wan'an pushed Chu Yan's hand away and said tremblingly, "How long do you want to lie to me!"
"You didn't see me for the first time at all two years ago, did you?"
"You don't want to divorce me, it's just because of the [-] million..."
He smiled sadly and bitterly, "If it wasn't for my face resembling He Xiran, would you ever have a little sincerity towards me?"
Chu Yan's face became more and more stiff, and he finally understood why He Xiran secretly brought Qiao Wan'an here.
If he can't get it, he will do everything possible to destroy it.
If it is said that He Xiran's child who came unexpectedly gave Qiao Wan'an a blow in the head, he didn't know what to say.
Then Chu Yan's deception again undoubtedly destroyed all his hopes.
Even if the former hurt Qiao Wanan, Chu Yan could do everything possible to make up for it.
But what about the latter?
It was he who lied to him, and it was he who personally destroyed the trust with Qiao Wan'an, which completely collapsed everything he had worked so hard on before.
And he knew that He Xiran would definitely add fuel to the story and say a bunch of untrue things, but how could he dare to ask Qiao Wanan like this now.
He just realizes sadly that Joe Goodnight will never forgive him again.
"I'm sorry, I lied to you before," Chu Yan said, "but I swear, every word I say now is true, I am sincere to you..."
"Hahahahaha, sincerely...hahaha!" Qiao Wanan laughed wildly, tears fell along the lines of laughter, he hugged his head and wailed in despair, "Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!"
"An'an, An'an! Don't do this!" Chu Yan wanted to take him into his arms, but Qiao Wan'an fiercely resisted.
"I'm sorry, it's all my fault. I shouldn't have lied to you. I'm sorry An'an. It's all because of my fascination. It's because I don't know people clearly. It's my fault. Please don't do this..." Chu Yan held Qiao Goodnight hugs.
Qiao Wan'an's eyes were bloodshot, like a madman, his hands and feet were restrained by Chu Yan, so he tilted his head and bit down on Chu Yan's neck.
Qiao Wan'an showed no mercy at all, Chu Yan's neck soon became dripping with blood, the blood stained the inner lining and the collar of the coat, Qiao Wan'an's lips were bright red, like a irrational vampire.
Chu Yan didn't hide, but just hugged him tightly, begging in a low voice, "An An, please believe me one last time, I will never lie to you again..."
Qiao Wanan pushed him away suddenly, completely out of control, "Get out! I never want to see you again!"
In Qiao Wan'an's eyes, there was no expectation and nostalgia anymore, only deep disgust and hatred remained.
Chu Yan covered the bleeding wound, filled with remorse.
Now just seeing Qiao Wan'an's eyes makes my heart feel like a knife is twisting.
"An'an..." He opened his mouth, wanting to beg him, begging him not to look at himself with such eyes, because his heart really hurts.
But what qualifications does he have? Didn't he treat him like this before?Qiao Wan'an obviously gave him a chance, but he chose to hide it... But how could he be willing to let him go?
Qiao Wanan didn't want to see him again, he desperately wanted to escape from this place, he was going to find Bai Jinzhou, and wanted to say sorry to him personally.
At least, to accompany him through the last time.
He ran to the door and was about to escape.
"An'an, don't go, don't leave me!" Chu Yan hugged him tightly from behind, "What should I do if you are gone?"
"I beg you, I beg you, I really beg you, don't leave me behind!"
Qiao Wan'an watched herself being dragged back, distraught and indignant, "I'm just a stand-in, why don't you let me go? If you want to find someone who looks like He Xiran, with your ability, you can find as many as you like." not a problem!"
"An'an is not, it's not because of this, I only love you!"
Good night, Joe didn't believe any of his words anymore.
"You have always only liked He Xiran, and you always compare me with him. Yes, I am not as good as him! He is good everywhere, he is an unattainable god, and the white moonlight on the tip of your heart! I'm just dried mosquito blood on the rotten wall, you'll feel dirty even if you look at me more."
"But did any of you ask me? Huh?" Qiao Wan said hoarsely, "I want to compare with him? Did you ask me about my wishes when you used me as a substitute? Why can I only be someone else's for the rest of my life?" Substitute! Why do I have to live in calculations all my life!"
"Why do you torture me again and again? Lie to me again and again? Treat me like trash and pick me up again? Why! Why do you have to force me to a dead end!"
"You're not rubbish, An'an, you're not a double, you're not! I really changed this time, please, give me one more chance at the end, please, don't leave..." Chu Yan was sobbing.
Qiao Wan'an was exhausted from struggling, her voice was completely hoarse, "It's fine if you trample on me... Now the only person who treats me well is not let go..."
Chu Yan closed his eyes, was silent for a moment, gritted his teeth and offered the final condition, "Do you want to save...Bai Jinzhou?"
Qiao Wanan was startled.
"I'll help you find He Xiran, and I'll negotiate terms with him. If he doesn't agree, I'll use all my connections to help him find a matching bone marrow. I'll find a way to help you cure him, okay? "
Chu Yan seemed to have grasped the last straw, despicable but pitiful.
"An'an, I'll help you save him. I just want you to stay by my side, okay?"
Qiao Wan'an slumped on the ground, no longer able to resist, Chu Yan could always grab his weakest handle and make his life worse than death.
He stated viciously like a curse, "Chu Yan, I hate you forever."
Chu Yan sniffed and said with a wry smile: "I know, good boy, it's okay, as long as you are by my side, as long as I love you is enough."
Chu Yan built a high siege around him, imprisoned him, tortured him, and humiliated him.
He had tried countless times to escape from that besieged city.
After countless struggles and countless times from hope to despair, Qiao Wan'an has already recognized the reality, and he doesn't expect that he can escape.
Then, while Chu Yan was still patient with him, let's do something for Bai Jinzhou one last time.
He always felt that no one in the world would love him, but now, he suddenly felt that the love imposed on him was too heavy.
Chu Yan's unscrupulous imprisonment, Chen Suwen's patient waiting for many years, and Bai Jinzhou's life-saving protection, he couldn't bear any of them...
He just felt so tired.
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