Turns out I'm just mosquito blood

Chapter 60 Send Him 4 Seasons

"I stewed your favorite bone soup today," Chu Yan gently blew on the spoon and fed it to his mouth, "Drink it and you'll get better soon."

Goodnight Jo, look away.

"Hey, it's not hot anymore, drink some." Chu Yan coaxed softly.

He blocks the spoon.

"It doesn't matter if you are angry with me or hate me again, but don't treat yourself like this, okay?"

Qiao Wan'an only had that sentence from the beginning to the end. As long as the corners of his mouth were slightly moved, his whole face would be in severe pain. His voice was very soft, but he pronounced the words very clearly.

"divorce."

Chu Yan raised his hand and wiped his face, "What do you want from me? I told you, I can't divorce you..."

Qiao Wanan closed her eyes and ignored him.

The ward was very quiet, no one spoke, and no one would admit defeat.

When the bowl of pork rib soup was completely cooled, a thin layer of greasy paste formed on the surface.

Without saying a word, Chu Yan picked up the bowl of soup and drank it up by himself.

He opened the thermos again and poured out the hot soup again, "We made an agreement before that if I can save Bai Jinzhou, you will stay by my side forever, does it still count?"

Good night Joe: "Forget it."

Chu Yan took a deep breath, smiled with red eyes, "Okay, I promise you."

Qiao Wan'an looked at him in astonishment, as if he couldn't believe that he agreed so easily.

Chu Yan picked up the bowl to feed him again, "Then you should make up your body now, and when you recover, we'll... go to the Civil Affairs Bureau."

Qiao Wan'an began to obediently drink the soup he fed, even looking a little eager.

Chu Yan felt his eyes sore and swollen, which made him blink uncontrollably. He tried his best to push back the tears in his eyes, and looked at Qiao Wan'an intently.

Qiao Wan'an didn't show mercy to herself at all. The wound ran through her entire face, and the stitches were criss-crossed all over her face. If it was another person, she would feel so disgusted that she couldn't eat at a glance.

But Qiao Wanan doesn't care, her heart is dead, and she doesn't have to keep this face similar to others to please anyone.

Chu Yan doesn't care either, he loves this person, no matter what he becomes, he won't change.

It's just that every time I see the thick layers of gauze, I can imagine how shocking it is underneath.

It was obvious that Qiao Wan'an was injured, but Chu Yan felt that he was the one who got revenge.

Qiao Wanwan is taking revenge on him in disguise.

This time, in order to force him to give in, he was able to scratch his own face, and he could not eat or drink, what about next time?

Chu Yan didn't dare to think about it.

He always used to feel that he had a certain chance of winning, that he could control everything.

It was only now that he realized that the only person he could control was the person who poured all his love on him back then.

When that person no longer loves him, he has nothing left.

Chu Yan no longer dared to force him, otherwise the consequences would only be unbearable for him.

A special visitor came to the hospital that day.

He no longer scolded the unscrupulous boss heartlessly like before, and his face was a little more solemn and indifferent.

"Sir, let me tell you that he doesn't like rabbits the least. He is coquettish and cries. He annoys you the most. He has no good intentions when he approaches you, so he doesn't need your fake kindness."

"Mr. said he is alive and well, so you don't need to worry about it."

Listening to his words, Qiao Wan'an could still think of Bai Jinzhou's duplicity and impatience. He moved the corner of his mouth slightly, picked up the tablet beside him, wrote on it, and handed it to him.

[Then why didn't he come? 】

"He said he didn't want to see you."

Qiao Wan'an's eyes trembled. Is he still blaming himself?

That's good, anyway, he doesn't really want Bai Jinzhou to see his current appearance.

【Please tell him for me, I’m sorry, I blamed him wrongly before, 】 Qiao Wanan continued to write: 【Also, you told him not to use these aggressive methods, even if he really hates me, I still miss him Live well, this is not compensation for guilt, it is because I regard him as my very important friend. 】

The indifferent shell on Duan Xiaohua's face was cracked, he thought, this is probably the last chance for Bai Jinzhou to deduct his salary, he sighed.

"In fact, the original words of the husband are: He would rather die than let you make compromises for him and stay with someone you don't love. The husband also said, if you want to leave, let me send you to a place where no one can find you." to the place."

Qiao Wan'an shook her head lightly, 【Even if it wasn't for him, Chu Yan wouldn't let me go, and I wouldn't let you take risks for me, besides】

Qiao Wan settled down, 【You want him to live too, don't you? 】

"Yes." He said, "but Mr. is very lonely, he has no relatives, no close friends, and now he has someone he... wants to protect, and I must help him fulfill his wish..."

"Mr. Qiao, sir, he is not afraid of death, he is just afraid that you will be unhappy."

Qiao Wan'an's cheeks were slightly prickly, tears soaked the gauze and poured onto the wound.

Afraid of being spotted by his assistant, he quickly lowered his eyes and smiled with difficulty.

[You told him, don't worry,] Qiao Wan'an wrote again, [I have seen a lot in the past few days in the hospital, in fact, Chu Yan is very good to me now, and I am slowly trying to accept him again. 】

[By the way, my wedding with Chu Yan will be next spring, if he doesn't mind, can he come to attend? 】

[It doesn't matter if you can't come, please tell him, I will be very happy. 】

"..."

The assistant looked at his increasingly distorted and scribbled handwriting, as well as the newly wet hands and slightly trembling shoulders, and couldn't bear to turn his face away, "Mr. Qiao, I think I can't hide it from you anymore."

"Sir, he...may not be able to survive this winter."

Qiao Wan'an's mind suddenly stopped, and she didn't seem to understand what he meant, "What do you mean...can't make it through..."

The assistant manager lowered his head weakly, "Originally, if the husband received treatment earlier, he would still have a few years, but He Xiran has been dragging him. The husband once sent his closest relatives to the hospital. He hates the hospital. So he has been relying on medicine to maintain, he just wants to wait until the bone marrow."

There are still some things he didn't say. Ever since Bai Jinzhou softened and let Qiao Wanan go, he knew that He Xiran would never save himself again. He is a person who does things from the heart, so he didn't even take the medicine. It was later that he couldn't worry about Qiao's good night, so he forced himself to go to the most hated hospital for treatment, enduring the pain and chemotherapy.

Unexpectedly, Qiao Wan'an is now willing to stay by Chu Yan's side in order to save Bai Jinzhou.

"I have already missed the best period, but now... He Xiran is pregnant again. Whether it is to let him abort the child or wait for the child to be born, it will take at least a year... Sir, he can't afford to wait." It's..."

Qiao Wanan hesitated for a moment, "You...are you kidding me?"

"He, when he was with me before... Obviously, he was fine..."

"How could he, how could he be so serious!"

"I don't believe it," Qiao Wanan said with tears streaming down her face, "you must have lied to me!"

Chu Yan heard Qiao Wan'an crying outside, and hurried in to hug him, staring at Duan Xiaohua with an unfriendly expression, "What did you do to him!"

Qiao Wan'an was in a bad mood these days, Chu Yan was afraid that he would really be depressed if he continued like this, thinking that he was so worried about Bai Jinzhou, Chu Yan couldn't help it no matter how jealous he was, so he had to ask Bai Jinzhou to come over to see Qiao Wan'an Take it easy.

But Bai Jinzhou refused to come forward, and only sent an assistant, saying that he was busy and had no time to see anyone.

This made Chu Yan heave a sigh of relief. It would be best if Bai Jinzhou didn't come. As long as he asked his assistant to report his safety, Qiao Wan would at least feel much more at ease.

Unexpectedly, when he came in, he saw this scene.

Duan Xiaohua: "I didn't do anything to him."

"However, did He Xiran make some kind of deal with you? Although I don't know what terms he asked you to exchange, He Xiran has always known about our husband's situation, and he didn't want to save him at all."

Chu Yan was stunned, "What do you mean? What's the matter with Bai Jinzhou?"

Qiao Wan'an clutched his chest tightly. He wanted to cry loudly, but the flesh on his face was so painful that the gauze smeared layers of blood.

"An An, An An, what's wrong with you?" Chu Yan was shocked, and quickly wiped his tears, "Don't cry, don't cry like this, the wound on your face will open."

There was a sudden pause in his mind, combined with Qiao Wan'an's reaction and Duan Xiaohua's words, he understood.

Bai Jinzhou risked his life for Qiao Wan'an from the very beginning, not just talking...

He Xiran's trick was seen through, and Chu Yan naturally refused to divorce Qiao Wan'an again.

Ever since Qiao Wan'an learned that Bai Jinzhou had come to an end, and all this was caused by herself, she had been crying all day long, her eyes were swollen like walnuts, and it never went away.

He tried to find Bai Jinzhou, but the latter refused to see him.

Although the stitches had been removed, the wound still couldn't stand the water, and Qiao Wan'an was so careless about herself, she developed a fever again after the infection.

It was easy to stop for two days because of the fever, and he didn't cry so much, but he couldn't eat anything, and his head hurt so badly that he couldn't open his eyes.

During his illness, he couldn't see who was coming, and just instinctively called Bai Jinzhou's name over and over again.

And Chu Yan didn't say anything, just held his hand and responded softly, "...he is here."

He traced Qiao Wan'an's knife wound with his fingers in the air, imagining the feeling he had when he cut it with a knife.

Stand-in...it turns out that this is what it feels like to be treated as a stand-in.

The tears he shed and the suffering he suffered were all for another person.

Chu Yan was no longer among the names he subconsciously shouted when his high fever persisted.

Chu Yan held Qiao Wan'an's hand. He really wanted to cry, and he really wanted someone to tell him what to do, what to do, so that he could go back to the past with him.

Why is there no such thing as a time machine in the world that allows people to go back to the past? He wants to go back, really wants to go back...

He bent down and kissed Qiao Wan'an's forehead lightly. Tears dripped down on Qiao's Wan'an's face. He hurriedly picked up the veil and wiped it lightly on his face.

Although Bai Jinzhou didn't see Qiao Wanwan, he sent him a lot of clothes, including the autumn and winter clothes he bought last time, and the new spring and summer styles. These styles are not sold in the market, and they seem to be custom-made.

Bai Jinzhou didn't say anything, the meaning he wanted to express was self-evident.

Send him four seasons, hope he will have prosperous four seasons every year.

Chu Yan was going crazy with jealousy. These sizes perfectly matched Qiao Wan'an's figure, as if they were made for him inch by inch. Thinking of this, he wished to burn all those clothes clean.

But after Qiao Wanan woke up and got these clothes, she just held them in her arms and didn't speak for a long time.

After that, he never saw Qiao Wanan cry again, he ate and slept as usual, and didn't talk to Chu Yan, as if treating him as air.

All living habits are similar to before, but he seldom looks in the mirror anymore.

Chu Yan's heart seemed to be stabbed again and again. His lover had to rely on what other men gave him in order to have the courage to continue living.

In addition to jealousy, it is more regretful that I have contributed to such a result, and I hate my own incompetence.

He tried his best to please him, but he couldn't get Joe's good night eyes. Only when Joe was sleeping soundly every night, could he climb into his bed like a thief, apply antifreeze ointment on his hands, and put him Warm the cold hands and feet, after doing this, carefully hug him to sleep, and sneak away before dawn.

Joe Wanwan may or may not have found out, but he doesn't care anymore.