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Chapter 84 Hand in Hand

"Su Xia never knew that her brother actually liked men, or that no one knew about it before the accident happened." She took a deep breath and said, "He hides it really well."

"Actually, it's not enough to say that he likes men, because he only likes one person, and that person is a boy just like him."

"Su Xia told me that her brother fell in love with his roommate when he was in college, but he didn't tell anyone, including the one he liked." Xiao Lang paused and said, "He rejected him, Rejecting a confession from someone he likes."

Hearing this, Shinichi frowned slightly, he didn't mean to think too much, but he couldn't help but think of himself and Kaito when he heard Xiaolan's description.After all, what she said was too similar.

Xiaolan didn't know what was going on in his heart, she seemed to be immersed in other people's stories, her voice was shallow, but she told the whole life of one person.

"Su Xia's elder brother is a very good person. When he was young, he was called 'other people's child' by his parents. When he was in school, he was always at the top of his class. Even when he was working, he was also a leader in the industry." She didn't know what it meant. He chuckled softly, "Even the girlfriends I date are better than others."

"But no one knows, it turns out that he has never been happy."

"Study the school that parents want him to go to, study the major that parents want him to study, do the job that parents want him to do, and even marry the person his parents choose for him. His whole life is under the control of his parents. Arranged by him, he never did his real thing. In the end, he didn’t even dare to be with the person he really liked. So, he never had a chance to be with him again.”

Xinyi vaguely guessed something, and the next moment, he heard Xiaolan say in a heavy voice: "Because that person is dead, and the person he likes is dead. The cancer is terminal and there is no cure. But he is in that person's life." I don't know until after I die..."

"I know the news that he is no longer alive. I also know," her voice was a little difficult, "I personally sent him an invitation to the engagement ceremony on the day that person was diagnosed."

Shinichi opened his eyes wide in disbelief, "How could it be..."

He could guess from Xiaolan's tone and words that that person was no longer there, so he wasn't shocked when Xiaolan really said that.But he didn't expect such a thing to happen.He couldn't imagine how the person in the story would feel when he received the invitation, and how Su Xia's brother, who didn't know about it until after his death, would feel.

In fact, there is no need to think about it. Didn't he already know the ending?Su Xia's brother committed suicide by jumping off the building, and this is the answer.

"You can't believe it, can you?" Xiaolan smiled wryly, "He can't believe it either, but all of this is the truth. It was himself who personally ruined the will of the person he liked to survive."

"So he collapsed, and he couldn't accept the result. He could not be with the person he liked, but he couldn't accept that the person he liked was no longer alive. Especially that person passed away with such grief."

"He passed out from crying and woke up in the hospital surprisingly calm. He didn't seek death, he just confessed everything to his parents and fiancee. He is not an extreme person, so he didn't think that he must Go find that guy. He just can't be with anyone anymore, doesn't want to and doesn't want to, so he wants the wedding to be called off and he wants to spend his life alone in remembrance."

"But he was rejected."

Xiaolan closed her eyes, as if she couldn't bear to continue, but she continued, "His parents forced him to die, and his fiancée begged hard. They also said..."

Her voice became very soft, "Say that person is gone anyway, and tell him not to mention the past, they don't want others to know that their son is a gay man who likes men, saying that since his fiancée doesn't mind His past, then he must treat others well, and stop thinking about the past. "

"Do you know 'the straw that broke the camel's back'?" Xiaolan raised her eyes to look at Xinyi, with unconcealable sadness in her eyes, "That is."

"He never begged for anything in his life, so he even lost the person he liked. That was the only thing he begged for, although it was too late, but he couldn't ask for it, so he didn't want to live anymore .”

She closed her eyes, her face full of pain, "He jumped down from upstairs, hoping to end this ridiculous thing."

She opened her eyes again, and said softly: "He is not dead, but he can't live anymore. The doctor said that he doesn't have any will to survive, so he may never wake up again."

"I went to the hospital to see him. The once tall and handsome man was lying on the bed with a pale face. If the equipment beside the bed was not still working, I would almost think he was gone."

"Su Xia said that her parents have already regretted it, and her brother's fiancée also cried and said that she would divorce. They stopped forcing him, but he couldn't hear it either."

"She also said that sometimes she even felt that it would be a good thing to let her brother die at that time. He can go to his lover, and they don't have to guard his body all day. But it's easy to say, so what It can be done. Therefore, they still have to guard him, guarding him in pain and regret."

"Xinyi." She suddenly called his name, and the tears accumulated in her eyes fell instantly, "Do you know what I was thinking when I knew this?"

"I think it's fortunate that we haven't reached such an irreversible point. I think it's fortunate that I left here early." Her voice choked, "People always know how to cherish after they lose. I don't want you to be like them one day , fell into such a result, do you understand?"

Xinyi was shocked too much this night, and now he looked at Xiaolan who was standing in front of him with tears streaming down his face, and his heart was complicated.

He feels sorry and sad for the two people Xiaolan mentioned, and at the same time, he inevitably feels the same fear as her.

But fortunately, fortunately, they haven't reached that step yet, fortunately everything is in time...

At the end of the party that day, Yuanzi, the host, sent them away at the gate of the villa.Shinichi and Xiaolan were still talking when they walked to the door, but when they saw Kaito standing not far away, Xiaolan paused.Shinichi followed her gaze and stopped talking.

Xiaolan suddenly chuckled, and teased: "I really don't know what you think, you don't pay close attention to such an excellent person as Hei Yu, and you are not afraid that he will be snatched away by others?"

Xinyi smiled and said with certainty: "No."

Xiaolan asked back: "So confident?"

"It's not self-confidence." Xinyi looked at her, "It's because I've made up my mind a long time ago. If we can't be together, and one day he leaves me, then I will chase him until I get my hands on it."

He was so determined, so determined that Xiaolan believed him just by touching his eyes.She laughed slowly and said, "Then, I wish you success as soon as possible!"

She walked towards her lover, took his arm and went out, when she got to Kaito's side, she whispered: "You have to take good care of it."

She left after she finished speaking, leaving Kaito standing there in a daze, he looked up and saw Shinichi walking towards him.

Xiaolan chuckled lightly, feeling that all the burdens in her heart had been let go.

She has already found her own happiness, and she only hopes that he can also get his own happiness sooner.

On the way back, Shinichi and Kaito were strolling along the road.Shinichi was silent for a long time, so long that Kaito felt uneasy.

He hesitated for a long time, and when he reached the embankment, he tentatively asked: "Are you okay? Did Xiaolan tell you something, or because of Xiaolan's..."

"To be honest, I was also shocked." He scratched his head, "I didn't expect Xiaolan to find it after going abroad..."

He pursed his lips and didn't continue talking, because he was really not sure what Xinyi's expression was like now.

It stands to reason that Xiaolan has found a boyfriend, and there is no obstacle between the two of them, so he should be happy.But Xinyi's expression made him feel that things might not be that simple, and he always felt a little uneasy.

"What's the matter?" He couldn't help asking, "You..."

"Kaito." Shinichi, who had been silent for a long time, finally spoke, he said slowly: "When Xiaolan and I talked alone tonight, she told me a story."

He told Kaito what Xiaolan told him, and when Kaito was moved, he took a deep breath and asked, "Do you know why I was so broken when Xiaolan left?"

Kaito was still immersed in the shock of that story, he subconsciously shook his head.

Xinyi stared at him, and said: "Because I can't believe it. I gave up the person I love for her. I failed the person I love and I have to protect her. How could she let me go so easily."

"You..." Kaito seemed to have anticipated what he was going to say next, and he couldn't help but get excited.

"But now I thank her for her accomplishment back then, and I'm also glad that we didn't come to that point."

He seems to have mustered up a lot of courage to look at Kaito without blinking, and say what he has buried in his heart for a long time, "Kaito, you once said that you like me and will never leave me, I think Ask, does what you said still count?"

Kaito already understood what he meant, he was overwhelmed by the great joy, and forced himself to calm down, he asked tremblingly, "What do you mean?"

Maybe it's because I've already opened my mouth so I don't have to say anything, Xin Dao said, "I mean, if I want to pursue you now, are you still willing to accept it?"

Kaito's eyes were a little hot, he said persistently: "I don't understand, please speak clearly."

Shinichi knew what he wanted to hear, and he said, "I like you, Kaito."

The words that have echoed in his heart so many times can finally be said to the person he most wants to hear.At that moment, Shinichi almost cried.

Almost at the moment when his voice fell, Kaito pulled him into his arms, bowed his head and kissed him.

Shinichi raised his head slightly, and kissed back obediently.The closed eyes were a little hot, and the chest was swollen and slowly filled with emotion.

They had kissed many times, but never once was the two of them committed to it.This is the first time that a kiss between two people is so beautiful.

He felt a little chilly, thought it was the tears he shed when his emotions erupted, opened his eyes slightly, only to find that Kaito, who was close to him with lips and teeth, had already burst into tears.

Kaito let go of him, with tears still hanging from the corners of his eyes, he repeated over and over again: "I promise, I promise you."

"Xinyi, I like you."

At this moment, two people who share the same mind can finally express their feelings without any scruples.And this moment, they have waited too long.

Looking at Kaito's bright face under the dim light, Shinichi smiled slowly.

After going around for so long, they finally came together.

But how fortunate, the only person he wanted was this person.

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