not lonely

Chapter 26

On the way home from get off work, Zhong Qianyi received a call from Liao Tongxun.

That is to say, after his debut last Christmas, Liao Tongxun became an instant hit.The sales of her first album exceeded one million, she lost her face in a movie directed by a well-known director, and joined a reality show with a very high ratings recently.

Suddenly, he became the hottest new star.

Zhong Qianyi watched the MV of his new song several times in his spare time. Except for the handsome face with crooked smiling eyes, Zhong Qianyi couldn't believe it at all. The dancing, singing and dancing person in it was Liao Tongxun whom he knew since childhood.

All the nympho girls in the department couldn't hold back their excitement, and ran to the photography studio if they had nothing to do, thinking that they could catch a glimpse of Liao Tongxun.But Liao Tongxun's announcement line was too full, not to mention the people in the company, even Zhong Qianyi, maybe he hadn't seen him for a long time, and he couldn't even make a phone call casually.

The person who used to be the most idle person has now become the busiest among the few people.Zhong Qianyi was worried, whether he could bear it or not.

"Tong Xun?" Zhong Qianyi couldn't wait to press the answer button when he received the call, "Is there no announcement today? Are you busy? Have you eaten yet?"

Liao Tongxun smiled slightly on the other end of the phone.

"Eat, brother. I haven't seen you recently. I'm too busy. I'm sorry."

"Stinky boy, what's wrong with this, you are busy with work." Zhong Qianyi smiled, "I can see you on TV, but I didn't expect that you are really a star material. The little girl beside me Girls are fascinated by you."

"Of course. I let you underestimate me." Liao Tongxun smiled and frowned, describing the appearance of his sweetheart through the phone.

His nimble eyes like a bunny, and the pair of dimples that pop out from time to time, made him miss them very much.

"Do you have time on your birthday? Let's meet up." Liao Tongxun paused and asked.

"Is there a mysterious gift for me?"

"My movie premiered that day, and I want to invite you to watch it..." Liao Tongxun said hesitantly.

"Ah? Which movie? Have you made a movie recently? I've been following your schedule all along? I haven't heard that you have a new movie?" Zhong Qianyi said in a daze.

"Just... a low-budget movie, not much coverage..."

"That's good, when the time comes, I'll call Mingcan, Shen Lu and the others..."

"Brother Xiaoyi..." Liao Tongxun interrupted him, "Can you come by yourself?"

As soon as he heard Liao Tongxun's inexplicable request, Du Mingcan beat a small drum in his heart.

She herself was extremely reluctant to have any sporadic contact between her lover and that evil boy, but every time she expressed her feelings in a circumstantial way, she would be rendered speechless by Zhong Qianyi's retort with a careless "he is my brother".

But he is the only one in the whole world who can't see that his so-called "brother" has never regarded him as "brother".

"It's our first birthday, you want to spend it with your brother?" Du Mingcan was thinking about the full program list he had arranged, but was interrupted by Liao Tongxun inexplicably, his heart was full of anger, and his tone of voice Also weighed up.

"Isn't this the premiere of his movie? It's the first time you make a movie, so you have to give him support, right?" Zhong Qianyi held his hand in a good-tempered manner, acting coquettishly as if he was justified.

"Then it's okay for me to go with you? Why do you have to go to a movie by yourself? Isn't it okay to go with one more person?"

"Tong Xun said that he wants me to go alone... I promised him..."

"Can you not listen to him?" Du Mingcan sighed, "If he wants you to pick him up, go pick him up. If he wants you to go by yourself, go by yourself. If he wants you to break up with me, stay with him. One piece, did you listen to him too?"

"What are you talking about Mingcan, Tong Xun is my younger brother..." Zhong Qianyi frowned, and then smiled flatteringly, "The premiere will be over after seven o'clock, you go to the theater to find him after work." I won't delay for long, okay?"

Du Mingcan gave him a supercilious look, and could only nod in resignation.

The longest movie

I wandered all my life just to meet you.

I have been ups and downs all my life, and I will miss you after all.

When Liao Tongxun was able to really get to know Zhong Qianyi carefully, he just opened a can of beer on the roof of the hospital.

He held the cold beer against his cheek, the cold bottle touched his warm skin, and crystal drops of water flowed down against his cheek, like sweat or tears.

The moment she raised her head, Zhong Qianyi's bandaged head came into sight, and the two deep dimples on her cheeks flickered on and off.

"You are not yet an adult, why are you drinking?"

Liao Tongxun looked Zhong Qianyi up and down, his face was pale, his figure was thin and thin, his head was wrapped in thick gauze, and he was huddled in the hospital gown, making him look pitifully miserable.

He endured the pain of flesh and blood for him, and he shouldn't have used words such as pity or sympathy to describe his feelings at this time, but he really didn't take the so-called gratitude into his heart.He didn't want to say a word to him at all, even if it was only two words.

If you don't say thank you for your kindness, you will become enemies.Sometimes, love and hatred are also hatred.

"Oh? Then are you an adult? How about I give you a drink." Liao Tongxun said, reaching out and handing the still cold beer to Zhong Qianyi.

Zhong Qianyi froze for a moment, took the wine in Liao Tongxun's hand, looked up at him with a smile, "This is the first time in my life to drink alcohol, um... just to celebrate our acquaintance... Liao Tongxun, hello, I Call, Zhong Qianyi..."

Later, the can of beer was snatched by Shen Lu who followed, and the beer can fell on the ground, spilling all over the floor.

The beer bubbles churned and disappeared, and finally returned to calm.Like Liao Tongxun's heart, ripples suddenly appeared, and there was no trace of blue waves in a moment.

Because Liao Tongxun gave a drink to a patient who had just finished stitches, Shen Lu jumped angrily, and wanted to come up to teach him without saying a word, but was stopped by Zhong Qianyi.That thin figure that day, and the smile with two dimples printed on it, became a nightmare that will linger in the future.

Is it a nightmare?It is clearly a beautiful dream that desperately wants to turn it into reality?

That year, he was a sophomore in high school, and he was a freshman.

His parents will.

He doesn't have any parents anymore.In previous parent meetings, he always sat in the last row of the classroom by himself, hiding behind the parents who looked dignified because of their children's poor grades, or were overjoyed by their children's small progress, with his eyes closed and earplugs plugged in. Look, don't listen.

No one cares about how many points I got in the test, no one cares about whether my ranking has changed, no one cares whether I am still alive.

Suddenly he took off the earplugs in his ears with both hands, he raised his head, the dimple in front of his eyes flashed a beautiful smile, and he lowered his head to talk to him.

"This is the parent meeting. What are you doing sitting here alone as a student? Wait for me at the door of the classroom."

"Why are you here?" Liao Tongxun frowned, stood up and looked down at him.

"I'm your elder brother. Your parents are not here. The eldest brother is like a father. Of course I'm here to hold a parent-teacher meeting for you!"

"Fuck your brother, I don't have any bullshit parents, hurry up and go as far as you can." After speaking, Liao Tongxun sat down again and buried his head in his arms.I want to continue my unfinished dream.

Although the dream was barren and not a single blade of grass grew, the reality was nothing but devastation, waking up and dreaming, to him, there was no difference.

The footsteps around her gradually drifted away, and Zhong Qianyi seemed to have left.But suddenly, his cautious, shy and cramped but still gentle voice came from afar.

At that time, Liao Tongxun didn't know that what he wanted to express in a short sentence was actually very simple, but Zhong Qianyi needed all the courage in his body, his nervous hands and feet were cold, and his face was so stiff that he didn't know how to smile, so he took a step forward. Step up to the podium, look around, bow,

"Hello parents, my name is Zhong Qianyi, and I'm Liao Tongxun's older brother. It's the first time...it's my first meeting, I'm very happy to meet you all!"

Even though he was only three years older than Liao Tongxun, he had to pretend to be an adult and force himself to have a good relationship with his classmate's parents.

It was so stupid.

This form of self-introduction seems to be the first time in the eyes of parents.After being surprised, they all smiled back in a friendly manner.Either they took the lead and clapped their hands, or they followed suit and started introducing themselves.

It seems that since then, Zhong Qianyi has sneaked into Liao Tongxun's life unknowingly, like the breeze in early spring, silent but full of warmth.

Liao Tongxun froze on his seat. After a while, he got up and ran to the podium, and pulled Zhong Qianyi out of the classroom.It wasn't until he left the teaching building that Liao Tongxun shook off him, turned around and pushed him angrily, questioning him.

"Who the hell are you? Who wants you to make up your own mind?"

But Zhong Qianyi, who staggered two steps, stabilized his body and did not answer. He just stepped forward and hugged Liao Tongxun gently, then turned around and entered the teaching building.

When he hugged him, he whispered something in his ear, waiting for me.

Like a spell, these words were practiced tirelessly by Liao Tongxun for a long time to come, day after day.

Wait for him to pick him up when he's drunk, wait for him to rescue him when he's in trouble, or, pretending to be reserved, wait for him to say he loves him.

Liao Tongxun stood on the playground for a long time by accident, and then slowly entered the teaching building step by step, and came to the door of the class, watching the man concentrate on listening to the teacher's eloquent words, and watching the man sternly write on the notebook Writing something, watching that person occasionally frowned and occasionally couldn't help but finally, through the window to meet his eyes, I was able to see that person's delicate and warm smile again.

You look at the scenery on the bridge, and the people watching the scenery look at you upstairs.The bright moon adorns your windows, and you adorn other people's dreams.

In fact, at that moment, Zhong Qianyi had already fallen into a dream.

Zhong Qianyi would go to Liao Tongxun’s house to clean up every weekend when he had no classes. The beer in the refrigerator was replaced with milk and juice, and the instant noodles were replaced with fruits and bread. Liao Tongxun liked to eat sweets, so Zhong Qianyi Qianyi would buy ice cream lollipops and chocolates every time, and then told Liao Tongxun to remember to rinse his mouth after eating the sweet ones.

Every time, more or less hundreds of dollars will be left behind, which is really like raising a child.

As for Liao Tongxun, it seems that apart from a more comfortable life, nothing else has changed.

No longer obsessed with the reason why Zhong Qianyi appeared, but accepted all his care with peace of mind, continued to live absurdly on weekdays, refused to listen to class, and occasionally fought.

There was a fight when Zhong Qianyi who happened to come looking for him bumped into him. Unexpectedly, that person rushed forward without saying a word and lost his bag. His frail body was very powerful in a fight.In the end, both of them failed, and returned to Liao Tongxun's house to apply potions to each other.

"Remember to call me next time you fight, don't be alone." Zhong Qianyi said suddenly.

Liao Tongxun pressed Zhong Qianyi's bruised cheek abruptly with his potion-applied hand, in exchange for a wail from him.

My heart burst into laughter, even though my face was in a mess, it didn't hurt at all.

Liao Tongxun's third year of high school started to work hard for no reason. He listened carefully to the teacher's lectures in class, took notes carefully, and stopped going to the Internet cafe to play games after class, but went home early to do exercises.He even reluctantly asked Zhong Qianyi, a high-achieving student, to help him with tutoring.

Zhong Qianyi was naturally happy, and went to Liao Tongxun's house every day after class, bought vegetables and meat by the way, cooked and ate at Liao Tongxun's house, and the two of them sat together at the desk with a warm lamp, one by one Exercises, poems one by one, English one by one, with the ticking of the bell, do it slowly.

Occasionally, Zhong Qianyi fell asleep lying on the table, and Liao Tongxun also lazily stopped the pen in his hand, propped his head with one hand, and quietly watched his peaceful sleeping face, his shoulders rising and falling with his breathing, Seeing the dimples that leak out from his occasional curled lips, combined with the scent of light cream on his body, I am addicted and unable to extricate myself.

There was a spot on the top of Zhong Qianyi's head that was as big as a little finger. Since he had received an injection for Liao Tongxun before, he had been bald and had no long hair. Covered by very thick hair.But his hair is very smooth, he always doesn't listen to the command, pulls it over, and runs back by himself.

Zhong Qianyi was woken up by him, and asked him why he messed with his hair,

Perhaps this action was a bit ambiguous, Liao Tongxun blushed, hesitated and didn't know what to say, and after a long time he hesitated and said: "You...the scar on your head...it's so ugly...I'll cover it for you... "

Zhong Qianyi was taken aback for a moment, then smiled and stretched out his hand to touch the empty space, then raised his head to Liao Tongxun: "That's not acceptable, this is the evidence, the ironclad proof that I went through fire and water for you! Don't try to cover it up, Liao Tongxun~"

It's evidence, but Liao Tongxun thought it was evidence of love.

But Liao Tongxun didn't persist for half a year at the end, then disappeared without a trace inexplicably, and became that ignorant person again.

Zhong Qianyi couldn't recover from his changes that revealed his true colors for no reason, not knowing that all these changes came from the kiss that was not imprinted on anyone's heart but engraved on Liao Tongxun's heart alone.

After the mock exam that countless high school seniors were very familiar with, Liao Tongxun's grades improved rapidly, much beyond Zhong Qianyi's expectations.He made a wish to him early in the morning, and promised to take him to a big meal as a reward if he did well in the mock exam.

So Zhong Qianyi willingly ordered the most expensive Japanese food at that time, completely ignoring that one meal might cost him a month's food expenses.

At that time, besides Zhong Qianyi, besides Liao Tongxun who he wanted to take care of all the time, there was also Shen Lu who would always remember to care about him.

Liao Tongxun and Shen Lu didn't meet many times, and the only few meetings were also because of Zhong Qianyi.But for some unknown reason, the two cannot become irresistible to each other no matter what, and they even don't see each other right.

Shen Lu couldn't see Liao Tongxun clinging to Zhong Qianyi like a parasite, and Liao Tongxun couldn't understand Shen Lu's tacit understanding with Zhong Qianyi.

Now it seems that it is all caused by the desire for monopoly and selfishness.

Later, Shen Lu, who went with him, paid for the daily food. After all, he couldn't bear Zhong Qianyi to live a life of limited means and eating dirt every day for the next month.Zhong Qianyi disagreed, and insisted on giving him the money. Shen Lu grabbed the money that Zhong Qianyi handed over and stuffed it back into his pocket, and said impatiently, "What kind of money do you want with me? The two of us Can you figure out what happened between them?"

Zhong Qianyi didn't insist anymore, but quietly lowered her head, blushing.

Liao Tongxun didn't know why Zhong Qianyi was blushing, but the expression that Zhong Qianyi had never shown in front of him made Liao Tongxun feel uneasy.

Uneasy until the whole evening tutoring time, Liao Tongxun was absent-minded. He didn't read a single exercise, but only wanted to ask Zhong Qianyi to interrogate him. What happened between him and Shen Lu was unclear.

Maybe it was because of having some wine for dinner, Zhong Qianyi was a little sleepy.Although this Japanese sake is not as spicy and stimulating as traditional Chinese liquor, it is still a product of alcohol and has more or less stamina.Liao Tongxun saw that he was falling asleep and fell asleep, so he put down his books and planned to take a taxi to take him back to school.

"I'm tired today and I can't study anymore. Have a rest and I'll take you back."

Zhong Qianyi cheered up, turned to look at the clock, and nodded: "Tong Xun, you are at home, it's still early, I'll just go back by myself."

"Why are you so dizzy and walking by yourself? With your brain, you won't be able to find the door of the dormitory."

"How could it be! And your elder brother Shen will wait for me at the school gate. I'll call him as soon as I get in the bus. Don't worry."

In the past, every night when he returned late for Liao Tongxun's tutoring, Shen Lu would always wait for him at the school gate or at the bus station tirelessly. Breathing and puffing out layers of mist, his figure was drawn long and slender by the dim light of the night, when Zhong Qianyi jumped and ran towards him, he quickly stepped forward and grabbed his hands, then wrapped them around his neck, With a smile, Zhong Qianyi's coldness was defeated.

That was a time when Zhong Qianyi left his cell phone at Liao Tongxun's house, and when Liao Tongxun sent it to him, he happened to meet.Normally, it would be covered up by layers of memories inadvertently, but now when Zhong Qianyi mentioned it, these images appeared again.

If that time was not accidental, but frequent, or inevitable, then Liao Tongxun's uneasiness that filled the whole night would inflate even more wantonly.

In short, at this moment, he really didn't want to hear this name.

"What about the road? You're drunk, do you know how to hail a taxi? Do you know how to get there? What if you throw up in someone's car? What if the driver is malicious and wants to rob you?"

"Hey, I didn't drink much, why are there so many things?"

"Then stop talking and come with me quickly."

After finishing speaking, she decisively changed her coat and put on her shoes, and went to the porch to wait for Zhong Qianyi, her face was still cold the whole time, without any expression.

Later, Liao Tongxun always regretted it very much. No one likes to face a cold and serious face. Everyone likes to see a warm and friendly smile.Why doesn't he smile at his brother Yi more often, why does he always pretend to be indifferent to him, why doesn't he even want to show his concern blatantly?

After all, Zhong Qianyi still overestimated himself. As soon as he got in the car, following the bumpy journey, he nestled in the back seat and fell asleep in a daze.Afraid that he would be uncomfortable, Liao Tongxun put his arms around him and let his head rest on his shoulder.In the dim night, Zhong Qianyi's face was blurred and clear under the light of the flickering lights outside the car window. The heart that had been throbbing for a long time was disturbed by what happened that day. Thousands of emotions were ready to come out. Liao Tongxun held back Unable to stop, she leaned over, and under the cover of night, gently kissed his lips.

One second, two seconds, three seconds.

If the length of love can be measured by the time of kissing, Liao Tongxun wants the time to freeze, and he and he will go on forever like this.

But love cannot be just a one-man show after all.Those obsessions and entanglements need two, or even three people to play them perfectly.

Some love words, maybe because Liao Tongxun was too young at the time, he only dared to whisper them to Zhong Qianyi who was asleep, and to himself.

"Xiaoyi, I like you..."

Then, he heard Zhong Qianyi's murmured answer with her eyes closed, which was also dreamy and illusory, like talking in a dream, like talking drunk,

"I like you too…"

"...Shen Lu..."

The heart was instantly locked into a small, dark and airtight box, filled with endless cold, oppression, and suffocation.

daydream?Drunk talk?the truth?

If it's a dream talk, can Liao Tongxun understand that everything in the dream is the opposite?

If it is drunk, does it need to be understood as speaking the truth after drinking?

If it was true, Liao Tongxun knew that he was unable to accept the result that had already been formed.

Even if the kiss and that sentence of liking were finally left behind by Zhong Qianyi due to the influence of alcohol, Liao Tongxun still couldn't treat him as before.

Escaping, blindly escaping, lost all motivation, and returned to the familiar him in everyone's eyes.

Zhong Qianyi didn't know what happened, as if overnight, Liao Tongxun's attitude changed 180 degrees in an instant, and the relationship between the two was lukewarm.There was nothing he could do to help him, and he watched Liao Tongxun's efforts for a semester go to waste.

Time flew by in the second half of the third year of high school, and the college entrance examination came as scheduled. As expected, Liao Tongxun entered a college in the same city, and Zhong Qianyi also entered the last year of his junior year at school.

If distance can cut off longing, Liao Tongxun will not be so obsessed with the taste of alcohol. If alcohol can numb the pain, Liao Tongxun will not involuntarily dial Zhong Qianyi's number every time he is drunk. If Zhong Qianyi's meticulousness can lie Liao Tongxun lied to him because of love, no matter how far away he is, missing him is no longer hard to bear.

Which time was it?Really confirmed the person in his heart, no, never was himself?

He clearly remembered that it was a windy and rainy night.

The wind howled and the rain poured down.Liao Tongxun stared at the rainstorm outside the window in a daze, and was about to use instant noodles to comfort his hungry stomach due to the fast metabolism, but he received a call from Shen Lu.

He quickly picked it up without hesitation. To him, Shen Lu was a rare visitor, and the reason why he called was only because of that one person.

"Speak." In the usual, blunt tone.

"Liao Tongxun, is your little brother Yi with you?" Shen Luxu is used to it, and he is not annoyed, his voice is unusually anxious, "I haven't come back so late, it's raining so hard, and my phone can't get through, are you there?" What about you?"

Liao Tongxun turned his head and looked at his watch. It was past eleven o'clock.With such a heavy rain, it is impossible for Zhong Qianyi to run around.Thinking of this, he also became a little worried.

"No. Is he going somewhere else?"

"I've called and asked about all possible places, but there's nothing. Besides, even if I go out, I won't stop answering the phone..." Shen Lu could be heard to be really anxious, and his tone was different from usual.

"Let's look separately." Liao Tongxun finished speaking and hung up the phone.

As the time approached, Liao Tongxun found Zhong Qianyi who was soaking wet at the entrance of a bar near the company where Zhong Qianyi was intern.He seemed to be drinking, but he didn't open an umbrella in such a heavy rain. He hid under the eaves of the bar to hide from the rain, shivering from the cold.

Liao Tongxun walked over quickly, took off his coat and put it on his wet body, and put his arms around his forehead and shoulders: "It's raining so much, what are you doing here? Let's go, I'll take you back!"

"Tong Xun! Why is it you!" Zhong Qianyi looked up at him, and instead of following him, she led him to the bar, "Are you here for a drink? Come, I...I'll accompany you..."

"What wine to drink, it's raining so hard, I'll take you home, Shen Lu has been looking for you all night."

Zhong Qianyi waved his hand on her shoulder, returned it to him with her clothes, and walked into the fine rain alone, "I won't go back, I don't want to see him."

Liao Tongxun didn't know what happened, Zhong Qianyi's rare stubbornness made him baffled, he had no choice but to appease the furry rabbit first.

"If you don't go home, I'll take you back to my house."

Liao Tongxun took Zhong Qianyi home, and sent Shen Lu a text message along the way, but didn't mention Zhong Qianyi's reluctance to go home and see him.

After returning home, Zhong Qianyi was helped by Liao Tongxun to take a bath, blow-dry her hair, and change into clean pajamas.When Zhong Qianyi finally fell asleep in a chaotic state, he slapped himself severely and ran to the bathroom to take a cold shower.

God knows how he spent the short half hour of helping Zhong Qianyi take a bath.

He helped him wash his hair, running his fingers through his thick and smooth hair, strand by strand. The shampoo was Zhong Qianyi's usual brand, and it was his usual fragrance.He helped him wash his body, from the sensitive neck, to the protruding collarbone, to the sexy belly, to the firm thighs, to the smooth ankles, pale, thin, slightly red with the warm water.

His sanity is on the verge of limit, and the impulsive factor in his heart is screaming, he can't bear it, he can't bear it, if this person is not his, if this person is another person's in the end, will he end up together like crazy? Three lives?

In the end, he suppressed himself with the last sliver of rationality, he was not willing to hurt Zhong Qianyi at all.

Because of the rain, Zhong Qianyi had a fever, Liao Tongxun took care of him all night, and fell asleep lying on the bedside when it was dawn.When Zhong Qianyi opened his eyes and saw the place in front of him clearly with his burning head, except that he knew that he had a fever at Liao Tongxun's house, he couldn't remember the reason for everything that happened.

He tiptoed down to the ground, intending to put Liao Tongxun, who was lying on the bedside and still sleeping, to lie on the bed for a while, but as soon as he approached him, he woke up.

"I woke you up... Tong Xun..." He scratched his head angrily.

"Why did you get out of bed? You have a fever..." Liao Tongxun stood up and supported him, and pushed him back to sit on the bed, "Sleep a little longer, and call the company for you to ask for leave later... Would you like some water?

"Why am I here?"

"You got drunk at the bar yesterday and refused to go home, saying that you didn't want to see Shen Lu. The rain was so heavy that you were completely soaked. I can only bring you here first."

Zhong Qianyi shook her head with a wry smile, "By the way, why did I forget..."

"What happened... what happened?" Liao Tongxun asked cautiously.

"Tong Xun..." Zhong Qianyi didn't answer his question, "Is it okay that you... didn't go back to school yesterday?"

"you answer me first…"

I don't want to recall, I don't want to touch, because every time I think of it, I feel nothing but embarrassment and pain.

But no matter how painful it is, you have to face it. Only after death can you be reborn.

Zhong Qianyi sighed resignedly: "It seems that the only one who can talk about his thoughts is you, Tong Xun..."

"Have you ever liked someone? The one you really like, the one you've kept in your heart for a long time..."

Liao Tongxun was taken aback for a moment, and then nodded expressionlessly after a long time.

"Then what if the person you like only regards you as a relative? All his tenderness and care come from brotherhood and blood, even if in fact, you are not the so-called 'relatives' at all?"

Liao Tongxun swallowed heavily, and squeezed out three words from his mouth with a trembling voice: Bless him.

Zhong Qianyi was taken aback, and asked back with shining eyes: "So free and easy?"

Liao Tongxun nodded.It seems that the waves are calm, but the heart is surging.

At this point, he probably guessed the reason why Zhong Qianyi avoided Shen Lu after getting drunk late at night.If you can't love it, you can use wine to drown your sorrows.

Liao Tongxun thought he couldn't accept this reality, but even if he couldn't accept it, it was still a fact.

In all fairness, he thinks he still has a chance, it's better to be in love than to be in love.As long as Zhong Qianyi is willing to give up on Shen Lu, he is confident that one day he will take his place in his heart.He is actually not as "free and easy" as Zhong Qianyi said, and the so-called "blessing" also varies from person to person.

Zhong Qianyi lowered her head, "Tong Xun, I want to learn from you..."

"Brother, what's the matter?"

The day before was the engagement banquet between Shen Lu and Zhong Qianyi's university classmates. During the conversation, a group of people started making wild jokes.Shen Lu teased the classmate who was engaged, saying that he was ungrateful for sex, and in college, in order to live with his girlfriend, he often kicked out several roommates.The classmate hit back at him, saying that Shen Lu, you are such a white-eyed wolf, how many opportunities I have created for you and Xiaoyi, and you are ungrateful instead of saying to take good care of it, it is really not a thing.

Old Shen Lu blushed, and scolded: "Where the hell are you? Can Xiaoyi and I be the same as you? We both grew up wearing a pair of trousers, and I wore the old ones for him. , Not a real brother is better than a real brother, do you understand? Have you ever seen someone fall in love with your own relatives? This is called incest, do you understand? Your thoughts are really dirty, I will go, you are disgusting..."

Zhong Qianyi was still laughing, hard and far-fetched, he echoed Shen Lu with a smile while replaying Shen Lu's words in his mind.

Not the same, brothers, incest, dirty, disgusting...

There are countless Shen Lus in Zhong Qianyi's heart who are constantly blaming him: How can you be so dirty, how can you fall in love with me, I only treat you as my younger brother, you are my relatives, how can you treat me like this? I have unexpected feelings of family love, you make me sick, get out...don't let me see you again...

No, no, no, I'm not like this...Shen Lu...don't hate me, don't...leave me, I...I promise not to dirty you, promise not to let you know my dirty, not to disturb your normal life Life...can you...can you not...don't leave me...

Zhong Qianyi cried and said all the things he couldn't get, say, and do that were suppressed in his heart, and then he was hugged by Liao Tongxun distressedly.

He felt that Zhong Qianyi was almost unable to hold on, and he himself was almost too distressed to hold on.But no matter how complicated the ups and downs of growing up are, there is always a way to overcome them.What the heavens leave to people are often cuts that can pass.Although it is sad, it is difficult and difficult, and it is over.

Liao Tongxun regretted not telling him that he is actually not disgusting at all, let alone dirty, because as long as it is love, it is great.The love for flowers and plants, the love for animals, the love for the country, the fraternity for the world, the friendship for strangers, the love for relatives, and the love for lovers are all from the heart. All deserve to be respected, admired, and blessed.

Just like Liao Tongxun, sometimes he didn't understand why Zhong Qianyi gave him heart and soul for no reason, so he pretended to ask him, aren't you in love with me?

Zhong Qianyi will always hit him head-on, you are my younger brother, how can I attack my younger brother...

But Zhong Qianyi, do you know?

My surname is Liao, and your surname is Zhong. I was born in the cold north, and you were born in the humid south. I am used to wearing thick clothes for snowball fights in the cold winter months, but you are used to the rainy season. It takes a week for your clothes to dry.We used to not know each other, just two straight lines parallel to the world.We have different chromosomes, different genetic structures, different growth backgrounds, and different life experiences. We are not brothers at all.

However, as long as there is a place with you, no matter which corner of the world it is, whether the breath is icy or humid and cold, for me, the wind and the sun are equally beautiful.As long as you allow, I am willing to like what you like, try what you have experienced, appreciate what you feel, and be the person who understands you the most, the person who is most similar to you, and the person who is most in tune with you.

Don't treat me as a younger brother, I won't be your younger brother, treat me as a lover, I just want to be the one you love, is that okay?

May I?