not lonely

Chapter 34 Secret

Since Liao Tongxun became popular, he became the group's "publicity ambassador" as a matter of course, and also served as the number one spokesperson for its emerging men's clothing brand.The product image featuring Korean style fast fashion also coincides with Liao Tongxun.In order to further expand his popularity, he arranged for Liao Tongxun to hold a fan meeting just before the release of his new album.First, to promote the product, and second, to build momentum for the new album.

This plan of killing two birds with one stone was of course proposed by Shen Lu.

After the fan meeting was over, several people from Liao Tongxun's economic company took the lead to set up a bureau and called the executive directors and marketing planners of the two companies to sit down and have a meal together.

Shen Lu didn't talk much throughout the whole process, drinking juice quietly on the sidelines, and politely refused the wine glasses brought over by the people around him, without even touching a drop of wine.This dinner was not his home game, he just took advantage of the situation to pass on his power, seeking the greatest benefits for his company without harming the interests of both parties.

Halfway through the drinking process, everyone's interest gradually increased, and they all praised Liao Tongxun's performance since he emerged for more than a year.

"I have to say, Chen, you really have a unique vision. How did you discover such a good seedling?" The speaker was Liao Tongxun's dance coach Raymond, who has cooperated with Chen countless times, and Chen has led All the entertainers have studied art with him, some have faded out of people's sight, and some are still active in the mainstream Korean entertainment industry. "In such a short period of time, you have become so popular, I'm afraid you are the fastest underling..."

"Tongxun, he has great potential..." Chen was also in a good mood, lit a cigarette and turned to Liao Tongxun in a leisurely manner, "Everyone has seen the demo and mv of the album, anyway, I feel that there is no You have to choose. After the next album, there are three more endorsements, and then you will join the group, a famous director's play. Acting skills can't be developed in a day or two. Take it easy, learn slowly, you boy, the future is boundless. "

Everyone nodded in agreement, but Liao Tongxun, on the other hand, was not very happy, as if he was not what everyone was talking about just now.

Seeing that he was not in high spirits, everyone asked him if he was not feeling well or the schedule was too busy and hard. The good-tempered brothers and sisters even advised him to go back and rest early. Uncovered, he stopped: "He, he got rejected by his sweetheart, he's in a bad mood..."

This news even ignited the atmosphere at the scene. Everyone expressed 180 points of curiosity about the "sweetheart" of the popular little fresh meat, and they all guessed who it was.

From the actresses who have worked together, to the daughters of wealthy businessmen who have had dinner together, they have counted them one by one, and even offered advice on how to successfully conquer the city with the same change.

Liao Tongxun was upset when he heard that, he picked up his mobile phone and gave Chen, the instigator, a critical blow on the head, and stopped everyone's noise loudly: "Don't make random guesses, there is nothing wrong..."

After all, he got up and ran to the bathroom.

The moment he closed the door, he thought he could stop the tide of discussions, but he couldn't stop the ebb and flow of people's hearts.

Sitting diagonally across from Liao Tongxun, Shen Lu, who had been silent all this time, saw the screensaver that accidentally lit up with Liao Tongxun's movements just now when Liao Tongxun was typing on his phone.

The person he was very familiar with opened his transparent eyes playfully, his nose was slightly wrinkled, and his lips were slightly raised, making the small dimples on both sides of his cheeks more obvious. Slightly fine hair.

Shen Lu knew that it was Liao Tongxun's so-called "sweetheart".

Also his.

In the sleepless nights that are tortured by alcohol because of entertainment or depression, in the festivals where the big or the small ones are full of excitement but feel lonely because of the absence of that person, or in the ordinary and incomprehensible At a certain moment in any ordinary day, Shen Lu would suddenly have a question to torture himself.

He and Zhong Qianyi have known each other for most of their lives, so why did Du Mingcan get ahead?

He admits that he is too passive, but he understands how difficult Zhong Qianyi's 20-odd years have been.I have lived in the dark for more than ten years, lost my parents at a young age, and never lived a day like my peers. I was forced by life and fate for many years.

So Shen Lu once told himself that what he has to do is to stand behind him and accompany him, if he wants the moon, build a ladder for him, if he wants to fly, take him to find wings, even if he wants Even if he moves the earth, he can be his fulcrum.

Don't put pressure on him, don't let him change, don't make demands, let him live with the most comfortable, freest and most easy-going attitude.

Even when he learned that he was with Du Mingcan, he was wronged, he felt uncomfortable, and he wished to break up with him and ignore him for the rest of his life, but after his impulse passed, he still drove him according to his heart, just doing What makes him happy, only give him to people who don't bring him trouble and pressure.

But Liao Tongxun was exactly the opposite of him.

After all, how many years younger, Liao Tongxun is full of feelings for Zhong Qianyi, all of which are possessive. He can't look at Zhong Qianyi by someone else's side with peace of mind. Whether it is happiness or pain, he will not allow it. .The only thing he thinks about is to be strong, and then to snatch it.

Even if this snatching might disturb, embarrass or even hurt Zhong Qianyi, he still felt that it was the only way to make him finally happy.

But Shen Lu disagreed.Neither Zhong Qianyi nor Zhong Qianyi belonged to Shen Lu, so what's the difference between being with Liao Tongxun and Du Mingcan?He could tell that Zhong Qianyi was very happy right now, and he didn't allow it, and didn't want to see Liao Tongxun get sidetracked and break the balance.

So he only hesitated for a few seconds, then got up and followed Liao Tongxun, waiting for him at the bathroom door.

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Liao Tongxun, who was separated by the door, stood quietly by the sink, staring at himself in the mirror, and stared blankly for a while.Then he reached into his trousers pocket and took out his phone, stared at the screen for a long time, then put it back in his pocket.

Since that day when he made up his mind to declare war with Du Mingcan, no matter how busy his schedule was, he would take the initiative to contact Zhong Qianyi every day. When I go all over the country, I will send my assistant to buy souvenirs with local characteristics, and then when I go back to see him, I will bring them to him and tell him everything, every day, he is thinking about him.

Sometimes I tell Zhong Qianyi straightforwardly that I will not give up.Sometimes he shows his position by beating around the bush, but he still likes him and can't forget him.At first, Zhong Qianyi would persuade him not to waste time, but after a long time, Zhong Qianyi found that she really couldn't persuade him, so she had nothing to do and started to deal with it coldly.

He didn't answer the phone, he didn't reply to WeChat, he went downstairs to block him, and he couldn't see anyone.

Later, he really had no choice, so he began to practice bitter tricks.After being outside for more than two hours in the cold weather, I finally succeeded in getting myself a fever.When he woke up in a daze, Zhong Qianyi was making food for him in his kitchen.

Regardless of the pain in his head, he got out of bed, went to the kitchen lightly, hugged him in his arms, lowered his head and put his head in the crescent of his neck, and slowly followed with a hoarse voice because of the fever. Zhong Qianyi spoke.

"I haven't heard from you for three months. I went to find you and you avoided me, and you didn't answer the phone calls. Zhong Qianyi, you... you don't want me anymore, do you... like parents... and sister... Don't want me anymore, don't care about me... is it..."

Liao Tongxun's fever has not completely subsided, and the place next to his neck is a little hot. Zhong Qianyi can't help but feel distressed, but he still hardens his heart and says cruel words: "You promise me not to spend any more time on those impossible things, and I will I will always treat you as my own younger brother, and never hide from you again. We will be what we were before, and we will be what we will be in the future. Otherwise, we have the right to pretend that we don’t know each other!"

Liao Tongxun also had a headache and pain all over his body. After hearing Zhong Qianyi's words, he couldn't hold back his tears. He turned to him and held his shoulders: "How can you be a younger brother? How can you be an older brother? Zhong Qianyi Can you be fair, I want... I want a chance... Whatever Du Mingcan can do for you, I can..."

Loving you, accompanying you, and thinking about you all the time, I can do it all, but if in the end none of these can constitute the reason for you to love me, then you can only turn into a devil and use the most disdainful means to use your body to be dirty. entanglement, to relieve the inner suffering that cannot be expected.

So, enduring the pain all over his body, he took advantage of his height to push Zhong Qianyi to the wall, stretched out his hand, untied his belt, and took off his pants.

He had kissed him before, the stealthy kiss when he was young, the forced kiss when he was confessing, all he got was despair.Neither his gentle kiss nor his ruthless kiss got the answer he wanted.When these are no longer enough to express his despair, if he needs a stronger way to vent his resentment, there is only one way.

Now that such a long time has passed, and many years late, the act of "turning Zhong Qianyi into Liao Tongxun", at this moment, he wants to implement it.

Crime, because it is in the name of love, is always easily forgiven.However, the injury has never been redeemed because of the disguise of love.

The moment he was pressed against the wall, all the blood in Zhong Qianyi's body rushed to his brain.He knew what Liao Tongxun was going to do next, but he couldn't believe that everything in front of him actually happened.His hands were bound by Liao Tongxun's apron, and he pressed one hand against the wall. Liao Tongxun's upper body was pressed tightly by Liao Tongxun's leaning body, unable to move at all.

Any struggle and resistance had no effect on Liao Tongxun.Zhong Qianyi even felt Liao Tongxun's hot desire rubbing against his skin.

He closed his eyes and thought in pain, everything is here, it's hard to get over it.

Liao Tongxun recovered from the memory, washed his face with water in a disturbed state, turned around and opened the door and walked out of the bathroom.The moment he tilted his head, he saw Shen Lu was smoking a cigarette with his body sideways, and the smoke ring rose faintly, covering his face.

Liao Tongxun didn't think he had anything to say to Shen Lu, so he went straight to the box without saying hello, but was stopped by Shen Lu from behind.

"Liao Tongxun!" Shen Lu put out the cigarette beside the trash can, turned his head and said slowly: "I won't say what I said a second time today, I hope you can listen to it..."

Liao Tongxun turned his head and looked at Shen Lu with an expression of wishing to hear more about it.

"Stay away from Zhong Qianyi..." Shen Lu stared into Liao Tongxun's eyes, and said every word.

Liao Tongxun frowned as if hearing some big joke, but smiled instead.He shook his head while laughing, turned around and walked back without answering.

Shen Lu quickly walked two steps behind him.He said with a sullen tone, "Liao Tongxun, when will you be more mature, Zhong Qianyi is fine now, if you are persistent, he will be the one who gets hurt and sad in the end."

"It was just for a while." Liao Tongxun turned his head, everything that happened recently made him upset, but at this time Shen Lu was shot again, "I have been with him longer than Du Mingcan, I am familiar with him and know everything about him , I know what he wants, and I can give him the best..."

"Liao Tongxun, don't be so naive, please. Can this kind of thing be decided by the length of time? If it is longer than time, I have been with him much longer than you. Should I die more? Not letting go of the stalker?"

"That's your choice, not mine."

"Tong Xun..." Shen Lu forced himself to calm down, "Don't force him anymore, you should understand him, Zhong Qianyi's temperament, he is afraid of owed, he doesn't want anyone to get hurt, you will only bring him harm. bothering..."

"Trouble?" Liao Tongxun smiled bitterly, looked up at Shen Lu for a while, his eyes were full of disdain, "I like him, so I want to fight for him, is it wrong? Is it like you, who just stares at him from a distance and doesn't say anything, If you don’t even let him know, isn’t it troublesome?”

"Liao Tongxun, what did you say!" Shen Lu yelled at him guilty of being told what was on his mind.

Perhaps it was the effect of alcohol that made Liao Tongxun less sober, or maybe it was because he urgently needed an outlet to release himself so that he would not be defeated by Shen Lu's accusations. exposed to sunlight.

"Shen Lu..." Liao Tongxun approached him and put one hand on his shoulder, "Do you think that by Zhong Qianyi's side, you have always acted as a protector, caring for him, taking care of him, and comforting him when he is sad?" , he is sad and you heal him, do you think that among us, you, me, and Du Mingcan, your love is the safest, the warmest, and gives Zhong Qianyi the most?"

Shen Lu looked at him in confusion, not knowing what he was going to say.

"But do you know, among the few of us, the one who hurt him the most and hurt him the most," Liao Tongxun put down the hands on Shen Lu's shoulders, and withdrew his hands, pushing him to the corner, "It's you..."

Shen Lu leaned against the wall, unable to react to Liao Tongxun's words, unable to stand still in shock, and murmured: "What... do you mean?"