Bohemia

Chapter 20

Calvin said, Chris, you must find what you are passionate about. Learning does not represent the whole life, only love is.

When Xie Xiunan first arrived in Seattle as a child, he was actually very scared.

He has just graduated from elementary school, his body has not grown, and his stature is a bit weak compared to those foreign boys.

Xie Xiaoyu can't go back to the country several times a year, and her foreign father is even more elusive. Xie Xiunan has no relationship foundation with them, and it's awkward to get along with them.

He didn't say anything on the surface, but pretended to say goodbye to his grandpa happily, thinking that he would finally get out of his clutches.

but……

It wasn't until the plane took off that Xie Xiunan felt his body lose weight for a moment in the air, and then he felt that he was not leaving his grandfather, but saying goodbye to his previous life.

The word life is too heavy, for little Xie Xiunan, he still doesn't know its meaning.

Xie Xiunan still remembered the feeling of loss when he took the plane for the first time, and... getting airsick for nothing.

When he arrived in Seattle, his stomach rolled to the extreme, and he went to the bathroom to vomit immediately, and Xie Xiaoyu almost called an ambulance for him.

Then, go home, meet Calvin, and meet all kinds of people.Except... my English level is really a bit worrying, the rest is going well.

Learning a language is painful.

Xie Xiaoyu stipulated that he could only speak English at home, not Chinese. After a while, Xie Xiunan slowly got used to it.

He found many pictures of himself at home.Gradually, I felt that it wasn't that Calvin and Xie Xiaoyu didn't love him, but that they really didn't have time.

They were all doing research at the university, and Calvin's family was good and he worked hard.Falling in love with a Chinese girl was something he never expected.Then, Xie Xiunan's birth made them a little overwhelmed.How to balance family and career is also a constant problem.

No matter what, Calvin and Xie Xiaoyu chose such a path - they let Xie Xiunan get in touch with Chinese culture as much as possible when he was young, and grow up in China.When he was older, they decided to take him back to the United States.

Xie Xiunan has a huge room, a Labrador named Party, and a British shorthair named Maomao.Calvin bought him footballs, game consoles, and took him to baseball games and across the Grand Canyon.Xie Xiunan entered another life completely, but grandpa and that small courtyard in Suzhou repeatedly appeared in his dreams.

It was painful at first, then it became longing, and finally it was the lingering warmth.

Every year during the holidays, Xie Xiunan would go back to Suzhou to visit his grandfather, and he would stay there for a long time.Grandpa wanted to take a test for him, Xie Xiunan's eyes turned black and he didn't know anything.In the end, the grandparents and grandchildren had a quarrel, and grandpa made wine rice balls and eight-treasure rice for him, and Xie Xiunan was lying on the table eagerly waiting to eat.

The taste of Suzhou cuisine is on the sweet side, Xie Xiunan has always liked sweet food, and he never changed his habit.

However, he has very few real passions, which makes him feel a little betrayed by Calvin's tolerance for him.

Calvin agreed to let Xie Xiunan have a buffer period before going to college, so he came back here and got to know Yan Huan.

just now……

Yan Huan asked him if he had a field of expertise and sustained output.

Xie Xiunan thought, he did, he wanted to record everything he saw and heard on the road, he wanted to record Yan Huan.

It was just a flash of inspiration when he was at the milk tea shop, and when he and Yan Huan walked to the hotel, Xie Xiunan felt that he couldn't wait to do this.

The two of them didn't have enough money, so they only opened a big bed room.Xie Xiunan looked at the severely moldy corner of the wall, and felt that other things were acceptable.

Yan Huan went to take a shower first.

Xie Xiunan just nestled on the bed, holding the pillow in his arms, scribbling and changing in his notebook.

The previous love blogger was just his casual talk, Xie Xiunan thought about it, but still felt that he didn't know how to define himself, so he could only tentatively set it as a travel record.

Time always passes quickly when people are thinking, after a while, Xie Xiunan heard Yan Huan say: "I've finished washing, do you want to wash?"

"Wash and wash!" Xie Xiunan closed his notebook and went to take a shower.

While taking a bath, he thought about a lot again, and he was in a good mood, as if he could lead Yan Huan to the pinnacle of life in the next second. He even thought a lot about whether to sign a fan meeting in the future, and the font of the signature... Sure enough , The most suitable thing to take a bath is brain supplement.

Xie Xiunan happily took a shower, walked out of the bathroom, and saw that Yan Huan had already slept under the quilt.He turned his back to himself and was playing with his mobile phone.Xie Xiunan saw Yan Huan's furry back of the head, as well as his fair-skinned ears and neck, and for some reason felt dry mouth.

"The water is on the table." Yan Huan didn't turn his head.

"Huh?...Okay." Xie Xiunan came back to his senses and said.

What should I do... Today is a bed, Xie Xiunan thought, don't think wildly, don't think wildly.

Well, you must not be cranky.

Xie Xiunan drank half a bottle of mineral water before falling asleep on the bed.

He took a sneak peek and found that Yan Huan was still reading the comments under Jiajia's video.The enthusiasm for forwarding is still there, and some people said that they seem to have met Yan Huan and Xie Xiunan by chance today.

Yan Huan suddenly asked: "Xie Xiunan, have you thought about what to do?"

Xie Xiunan lay flat, put his palms together in front of his chest, and tried to calmly say: "Well, let's make a travel record... Take a vlog or something."

"Shooting what?" Yan Huan said.

"Take a picture of the scenery, let's make a strategy." Xie Xiunan said, "By the way, let's take a picture of you."

Yan Huan put down his phone, turned around, and said with a smile, "Why are you taking pictures of me?"

Xie Xiunan said nonsense: "This market is here, not to mention you are so good-looking, so photogenic, I will shoot you."

Yan Huan stopped talking.

The two of them slept under the same quilt, and the heat was enough, after a while, Xie Xiunan even felt like he was sweating.Sweaty back and sweaty palms.He didn't dare to move, he seemed to be able to touch Yan Huan by raising his hand a little.Xie Xiunan became depressed in his heart, why didn't Yan Huan let him sleep on the floor? !

The balance in Xie Xiunan's heart wobbled from side to side, almost tipping over.

After a while, he heard Yan Huan's gentle breathing.

Xie Xiunan breathed a sigh of relief, and quietly turned his head to look at him.

are you asleep?Tired?Are you sleepy?Hey...why fell asleep so easily.

Yan Huan closed his eyes, his eyelashes were very long, and he looked especially good when he closed his eyes.Xie Xiunan felt that Yan Huan was like two people during the day and night, and that Yan Huan was much better at night.

Xie Xiunan looked at him, feeling an uncontrollable emotion spreading in his heart.

He felt that he liked Yan Huan very much, almost beyond curiosity.Xie Xiunan felt that this seemed to be a kind of obsession, but he couldn't tell.

Only the body is the most honest.

Xie Xiunan said softly, "Yan Huan?"

Yan Huan did not respond.

"Are you asleep?" Xie Xiunan moved closer, his eyes bright in the darkness, "Hello? Hello? Is the young hero still there?"

He chanted by himself, it seems that Yan Huan really fell asleep.

Xie Xiunan was silent for a while, his heart was at war with heaven and man.

He hadn't been impulsive in a while.The first is that I am too tired, and the second is that my life is filled with other new things every day, and I never thought of that.

But today is a bit different.Today he...is a little bit evil.

Xie Xiunan was struggling to death, his neck and face became hot.He felt like he was put into a steamer, he didn't dare to breathe, but he had to take a big breath.

Pervert, you are such a pervert.Xie Xiunan said this to himself in his heart, but he could always smell Yan Huan's body...it made him feel a little out of control.

Xie Xiunan moved his legs uncomfortably, and Yan Huan suddenly said, "What are you doing here and there?"

"I...fuck." Xie Xiunan suddenly felt that he was about to be frightened and softened, and immediately moved to the edge of the bed, "You are too a thief, aren't you? Yan Huan, didn't you fall asleep?"

"Slept for a while." Yan Huan yawned, "I was woken up by you again."

"I didn't do anything..." Xie Xiunan turned over, his heart beating fast.

"Yeah." Yan Huan smiled softly, as if he didn't intend to expose it, "You don't have the guts either."

Xie Xiunan forced himself to calm down for a while, and asked, "Yan Huan, can I call you something else? Calling you by your full name feels too foreign."

Yan Huan said, "It's up to you."

Xie Xiunan thought for a long time, and said, "Can I call you Duoduo?"

Yan Huan didn't speak, Xie Xiunan turned his back to him, and didn't notice the strange expression on Yan Huan's face at all.

Xie Xiunan continued: "Duo Duo, I hope you will be happy and happy. Anyway, you will have all kinds of good things, and your life will go smoothly."

Yan Huan opened his mouth with difficulty and said, "...Go to sleep."

"Ah."

Xie Xiunan closed his eyes, and his desire went away. He felt lucky that Yan Huan didn't find out his embarrassment.

Calvin also told himself, don't worry about things you really like.