bear's daughter-in-law

Chapter 22 Not the original self

Chapter 22

After talking with Ran Meng for more than half an hour, I felt that I had returned to normal, and my whole body was full of positive energy and masculinity. I put down the phone and listened to the sound of water rushing outside.

The dining table has been cleaned up, and the kitchen stove and bowls have been wiped without any dripping water. Even the cooking spoons and shovels are placed where they should be, and the boards are placed upright.

To be honest, in a place like the kitchen, except for helping my mother serve the dishes, I have never cleaned the greasy bowls once, and I don't know where to put the cooking tools, but he, during my call Time has made it spotless and orderly.

This has to make me look at him with admiration.

Coming out of the kitchen, I saw that he was wiping the floor of the bedroom with a mop. His stooped posture, his round butt stretched his pants straight, making his legs look slender and powerful, his arms moving back and forth, bulging The short-sleeved T-shirt is also fully supported by the biceps, so a man like this has a different charm when doing housework alone.

"Why, I'm dumbfounded. Your brother and I still have a lot of information that I haven't shown you. My uncles and aunts are not at home now. Why don't we take a look now?" , with an evil light in his eyes that wanted to eat me.

I was stunned for a few seconds, and my heart began to beat irregularly again. The bewilderment in those eyes washed over my brain in an instant, and the steaming breath from top to bottom surrounded me, as if I had to fight hard to break free , I managed to escape the moment he got closer.

Brainwashing sometimes does not come from the outside world, but from your own heart.

There will definitely be a slight difference in the person you hate the most at a certain moment, and it seems that this is not bad.

Everything has changed without you even noticing.

I suddenly felt that it is so dangerous to be free and easy to release my own home. The frequent eye contact and intertwined limbs, even if I hide, it is inevitable. If I continue like this, even if my parents don’t find out, I have to let them Forcibly pinch a piece for us (create conditions).

"Well, Yu Zisheng, come in." One door and one door called him, and I sat back in front of the computer to calm down my chaotic emotions.

"There is still a small piece to be wiped off, baby, wait for a while." I didn't bother with him too much about the plots that often appear in this TV series. There is no missing piece of meat, so don't you just call it.

I saw him laying down on the ground very hard, digging under the sofa, because he couldn't wipe the position with his knees so big, so he completely lay on the ground, holding the mop pole with his hands and poking inward. It would be nice if he was a girl, this is the second time I think about it, where can I find such a capable wife, what a pity, either he made a mistake in entrusting life, or I made a mistake in entrusting life, in short, we have no fate in this life.

No matter how hard you work, no matter how flattering you are, it's useless, your strength is being used in the wrong place.

When Chu Ran was chasing the uncle, he would do everything possible to go to other people's houses, babysitting, cooking, and cleaning. I guess it was like Yu Zisheng. Walking up and down like a little daughter-in-law, now the image of me making jokes is three-dimensionally reflected in front of my eyes, I can't help but think, is this the love they are pursuing as a group?At all costs, including dignity and status?

"How much is dignity worth? Can dignity help you find a wife?" This is what Chu Ran told me at the time. It seems that in order to win love, you have to go through all kinds of tricks to win the beauty. Think about it At that time, in order to get along with Ba Yin, I went to buy breakfast for her every morning, no matter how late the rehearsal was, and I waited to send her home. It seems that no matter male or female, it is the same, but some It can be called love, and some can be called cheap love.

You have found the wrong person, isn't it cheap?

I was thinking wildly here, while he had packed up and entered the house.

"What's the matter, tell me, as long as the baby says, I will listen all the time."

I gradually got used to his usual demeanor, but I couldn't help laughing contemptuously at this address, "You baby is cheap enough, one mouthful, isn't it very used to it?"

"I only call you that, and no one else has the chance to hear it, Yang Yang, if you don't want to hear it, I don't have to call it." You are clever, and finally understood a sentence.

I turned the computer chair and started to talk about business, "I thought about it, your parents are already busy, and you can't stay together for a few days a year. If you don't go back to reunite with them during the Chinese New Year, then you don't deserve to be here." I stay in front of you, a person who is not filial to his parents, can he be expected to be nice to others?"

He frowned slightly, as if he touched his sore spot, "Yangyang, I'm actually not what you think," he walked over and sat on the edge of the bed, with his elbows resting on his legs, the sunshine on his face followed Dim, "I told them what I thought, and it was true that they kicked me out in a fit of anger. This may be because I was too selfish and didn't think too much about their feelings. I just wanted to catch you and didn't want to wait When our relationship is stable, I will go back and tell my parents, I don’t want you to be under pressure, I want to wipe out all the obstacles in front of me, and be with you well. This job transfer also made my mother angry, so these few days Today I dare not go home, I don't want to make him angry again, don't look at my mother as a doctor, it is very neat to deal with me with a knife, saying that I am teasing you at your house for the New Year, and I also want to see how you treat me Attitude, it’s okay, you didn’t beat me out with a feather duster, I’m quite satisfied, I planned to go back after cleaning up for you, so now it’s time for me to leave, oh yes, there’s still some food in the refrigerator , you can warm it up at noon, and I will leave first."

This person, sometimes sticking together will make you want to throw him away like a dirty thing, and you will never see him again, but sometimes it will suddenly change suddenly, causing a huge gap in your cognition, my real meaning is I don't want him to spend so much time at my house, making me feel uncomfortable, and I want him to reunite with his parents, but when he really said to leave, I felt a sour feeling in my heart, he always This will not give you too much time, like last time, there is no news when you leave, and then suddenly jumps in front of you, making you uncomfortable and caught off guard.

I wanted to say in my heart that it is not impossible for you to stay for another day or two, but as soon as I said the previous sentence, he also obediently landed on the stairs, so when he disappeared at the door with his suitcase, I didn't mind. The courage to say the second sentence, just staring at it stupidly, the illusory shadow seems to be still dangling in front of his eyes.

Well, I'm finally at peace.

It is said that if you get used to living a rich life and then live a poor life, you will never be able to live a poor life. I think this state is also applicable to me now, but for me it is not a problem of being rich or poor, but a sudden emptiness that makes people live. Lonely, I can't grasp the center of gravity, I don't know what to do.

In the past, I was used to being alone, reading books, doing quizzes, and playing games. I didn’t feel so empty, but ever since he came in and out of my life three times, I always just got used to it and then slipped away in a hurry , Although I deliberately pushed him away, I found that I had already merged into the noise in my ears, and even he came up to me shamelessly and looked at me with those hooked eyes.

So, people are very strange, you don’t have what you want, and what you don’t want always appears in your life, messing up your life from inside to outside, making your life a mess.

It makes you unable to distinguish what is right and what is wrong, where is your principle, where is your vision, in short, you will find that you are no longer the original self.