Chapter 40 As long as I have you, I can go on
Chapter 40 As long as I have you, I can go on
Chapter 40
"Well~~ Yu..."
This is our second kiss.
He was not as wild and impatient as the first time, but he was grinding my lips carefully, little by little, gently, every time he slid over the tip of my heart and spread to my lower abdomen, very gentle, very delicate, the whole body The breath enveloped me, infected me, the tip of the tongue swept over my upper jaw, my teeth, my gums, and finally curled my tongue and sucked deeply.
He's emotional, and I'm emotional too.
I blush for myself at this moment.
His mouth is fresh, his lips are hot, although occasionally his teeth will bite into my lips, but there is numbness in the pain, pleasure in the wetness, I know he is using his heart and emotion kiss Me.
I also slowly immersed in it, to enjoy, to respond, to pour the excess body fluid into his mouth with his strength, and slide down the corner of his mouth.
This kind of taboo emotion, adultery-like intimacy, has to be said to be a kind of double stimulation both mentally and physically. It seemed that the blazing flames were once again doused with gasoline, and surrounded the two of us ragingly.
Until the bones are broken, until the soul flies.
When we were apart, the sticky saliva was pulled in the middle to connect each other, with eroticism, temptation, and blushing after shyness.
Both of us lowered our heads in embarrassment, and laughed like two sneaky boys who were sneaky and messed up. They didn't dare to continue, and they were reluctant to part if they didn't continue. The whole body was hot like it was about to catch fire, and the desire swelled It hurt like it was going to explode.
"Does your foot still hurt?" Xiao Mo dragged me to the edge of the bed, squatted down to check my ankle.
"It doesn't hurt anymore." I shook my head, controlling my throbbing.
He stroked my legs one after another, lifted my legs, and kissed them with his lips. I was so scared that I pulled back all of a sudden, "What are you doing?"
"Kiss." He looked up at me, and held his ankle again for a moment.
"It's dirty." This time I didn't move, his lips had already fallen down, soft and warm.
"My Yang's, how can it be dirty, you are the cleanest, and you are the most holy in my heart." After finishing speaking, he hugged me again.
"Yangyang, I love you, I'm so happy that you are the same as me."
"Who is the same as you." Lying on his shoulder, I said in a low voice, my face was still burning, and the rhythm of my heartbeat did not slow down at all.
Sometimes emotional outbursts happen in an instant, and you may not be able to imagine it, so you just do it with a blank mind, just like the last kiss, I took the initiative, this time, he took the initiative, and there are not many kisses. In seconds I greeted him.
Instinct told me a fact, can not control.
What is wrong, what is taboo, what is the future, what is the continuation of children, what is ridiculed by the eyes of outsiders, what is obstructed by family members and even the severance of relationship, all are left behind, and they are all drowned in the endless breath of each other. in the kiss.
This time, it proved once again that I also like him, everything about him, past and present, and all of the future.
I used to hate him so much, I hated his clothes, his tone of voice, his shameless behavior, he stuck to me like a dog skin plaster, but now that I think about it, I just like someone and want to get his attention It's just a performance.
To keep being nice to you is to like you.
Maybe he likes to keep bullying you.
This time I didn't get too entangled in this matter, but completely relaxed myself, released myself, stuck in his arms for a long time and refused to let go.
I didn't even know that I still had such attributes in my bones, just like a fish lacking in oxygen gets water, desperately absorbs it, seeks it, and wanders in it to its heart's content.
……
When we arrived in S City, thinking that we were about to separate, he was going to find a new job, and I was going to start a new study life, I started to feel unhappy when I stepped out of the airport, the joy of these days was still rippling in my heart, but suddenly I was torn apart by the distance, Suddenly feel uncomfortable and uncomfortable.
"Why, you don't want to be separated from me?" He seemed to see what I meant, but I wouldn't admit it.
"Shameless, I don't want to start school, okay?" Although there is only a backpack on his shoulder, it feels like it weighs a ton, and he is carrying the suitcase.
He smiled and followed me to buy a subway ticket, "Where are you going?" I asked him.
"I'll be there wherever you are." I was always out of tune, so I gave him a push.
"I can do it by myself, so you should go back quickly." I don't know what's going on with the work, and it's not a long-term thing to be with me all the time.
He didn't listen, took out the money and bought two tickets to my place, "Let's go, my yang."
A little girl behind me immediately showed an auntie smile, and I punched him again in shame, and quickly took the ticket and went to the gate.
After dinner, he sat next to me, took my hand, and seemed to have something to say.
I looked at him and accepted it sincerely, because I probably knew in my heart that he might want to confess to me, "It's about work, right?" I spoke first.
He was startled, "How do you know, Shi Luo must have said it."
I laughed, thanks to his big mouth, otherwise we would not have come together, and we would not have recognized my true nature so quickly, "Yeah." I nodded in agreement.
"You said him... I was impulsive at the time, so I told him, and told him not to tell you, look at him..."
"If he doesn't, when are you going to tell me?" I asked back.
He squeezed my hand tightly, "Actually, I didn't intend to hide it from you. Really, I wasn't sure what you were thinking at that time, so I thought I would tell you later, so I didn't want to put you under pressure. I didn't want to do this job a long time ago. Yes, it’s all arranged by the family. If you don’t find a suitable one when you come back from the army, you will do it first. Yangyang, don’t worry, you don’t have to worry about work. I have a comrade in arms who is also in S City. He is now the bodyguard of his relatives. The company serves as a coach, we talked about it once, and it feels good, they are all from the armed police, I will definitely want them when I go, and it will definitely be no problem to support you in the future.”
"Who wants you to support me? If I translate an academic paper, I will pay you two months' salary, okay?" I raised my hand to show my position. I am also a man, so why should you support me?
"Okay, okay, then will you raise me well? I will be responsible for cooking for you at home every day, and then I will be responsible for warming your bed, ha ha." Interlocking and twisting together, the breathing immediately became rapid again.
Seeing that the city gate was about to fall during the entanglement, it wasn't that I didn't want to, but I just felt that it was a bit too fast. It hasn't been more than three months before and after, and it's only in the last few days that I changed my mind. I kissed, but that, I still have lingering fears.
"You...you go back." I panted and said during the interval, I wanted to have a good talk about work, but the current situation is obviously not going well, if it doesn't work out, I will definitely 'injure' one, so I change my mind first Drive him home.
"Are you willing for me to go?" He pressed my body and got closer, his breath hit my face, forcing me to turn my head.
"Yu Zisheng, you... don't go too far, or... I'm really angry." This is a meaningless warning, because I won't be really angry, and I'm a little...
Maybe he was really afraid that I would get angry, so he sat up like a commanding soldier, and began to straighten his clothes, "Then I... I'm going back." The coldness made my heart tremble.
This sentence again, the expression on his face also changed so quickly, I suddenly thought that I kicked him out that day, and he answered the same way, and then couldn't get in touch because the phone was broken for a few days, and I missed him. , and he has not contacted me in any other way.
Is it because I am too hypocritical, or he is not loving enough.
I stood up, straightened my clothes, and sat up straight, "Go." Without looking at him again, I lowered my head and rubbed the hem of my clothes.
After a while, he stood up, squatted down suddenly, and changed a familiar and favorite expression like a face, "Haha~~ said, did I scare you just now, thinking I really want to I left, and then I didn’t come back, or I felt that I was too heartless, one second I was still affectionate, and the next second I wanted to leave, isn’t that the case.”
I raised my eyes to meet his gaze, which was clear and teasing, making people angry and loving, the expression on the target was nothing but blushing, and I gave him a light kick as acquiescence.
"But Yangyang, I really have to go back. I haven't paid the gas bill at home. Otherwise, what will you eat in the future?"
"What do I eat?" I don't understand what this means, what does the place he rents have anything to do with my job, and I don't want to live with you.
"Yeah, I don't cook, what do you eat, I don't pay the gas bill, what do you use for cooking?"
I still don't understand, "You..."
"Haha, the house I'm renting is the family building next door to yours. Do you know what that means?"
"You..." I pushed him to the ground. At that time, I wondered if it was not easy for him to rent a house. He was not familiar with the place, and it must be very hard to buy furniture. It turned out that he rented our teacher's family building. They live there with a full set of furniture, huh, you even lied to me that the corner of the table was scratched by my hand, it's all a lie.
"It turns out that you have premeditated, and you really have a lot of scenes." This sentence has a more reproachful tone, and I secretly smiled even though I turned my face, but the corners of my mouth couldn't stop the arc.
He got up and pulled me into his arms, swayed gently, and said to me very gently: "I want to be with you, of course I have to plan a lot of things, otherwise how can I catch you, we have missed you for more than ten years, it is best My years are gone, if we started from primary school, it would be great, but now you are much better than I thought."
"You mean, I didn't expect it to be so easy to catch up. Is it too easy for me?" I snapped a sentence.
He pressed my head on his shoulder and kissed my temples again, "Of course not, you don't know how hard it is for me to miss you, I wish you could be mine when we first meet, then Kiss you, your face is even redder than now, and I am a little scared, but nothing compares to my heart that loves you, it has never stopped for a moment, here, it has been beating for you, for the future, we Standing shoulder to shoulder and moving forward hand in hand, we will surely overcome all difficulties and win."
"Pfft~" I was amused, "You took an oath to fight and won."
"Don't you think our matter is a difficult battle in your family and mine. I have the confidence to take down my parents, and I also have the confidence to conquer your parents. How about you?"
I gently raised my head and told him with certainty, "Me too."
As long as I have you, I can go on.
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