The world is full of evil towards me

Chapter 89

— Memory confusion.

Shen Qianhe didn't plan to live in a dormitory. The dormitory he lived in high school gave him an inexplicable resistance to collective life.When he was packing his luggage, he suddenly found a bottle of Valium in the medicine box. He remembered that he bought it when he was in the freshman year of high school when he was having trouble sleeping.

Throw it into the trash can, the medicine has expired, so there is no need to keep it.

Although Shen Qianhe does not want to live in a dormitory, the military training regulations cannot be ignored. The military training of the Imperial Capital Academy is held at the military training base in the Inner North District of the Imperial Capital, and the military training lasts for a month. During this month, Shen Qianhe still needs to live with others. in the same dormitory.

The dormitory during the military training period was very simple, and it was indeed a bit crowded for sixteen people to live in one room at the same time, but when their luggage was packed up, although there were a little more people, there was still enough space.

All the people in this dormitory are very friendly, the main reason is that their personalities are basically generous and generous, and they basically don't care about anything. Shen Qianhe was relieved for this, and his communication skills had degraded to To a certain extent, now he doesn't expect to make good friends, as long as he doesn't offend others, he will be very happy.

The military training was even more boring than expected. The instructors in their class were very strict, making many people groaning non-stop. The girls were even more sad because this instructor did not treat them differently because of their gender.

Shen Qianhe also felt very tired, but this kind of tired days passed very quickly.Before he knew it, as the end was approaching, recalling the military training, apart from feeling tired, Shen Qianhe still had a sense of accomplishment.

After the military training, the stern instructor suddenly softened unbelievably, and said a lot of emotional words, the students were moved to tears, and all kinds of reluctance.

Shen Qianhe looked at the scene in front of him in a daze, and he was also a little emotional.

In his previous life, he did not participate in military training at the university due to physical problems, so this was the first time he felt this feeling.Covering the fluctuations in his heart, and remembering the redundant memories in his mind, Shen Qianhe shook his head with complicated thoughts, and then weakened his sense of existence to the extreme.

deeply hidden among the students.

After leaving the military training base, Shen Qianhe did not go back to the dormitory arranged by the school, but went directly to the house Tang Qi bought near the school.

Tang Qi had owned this house before, and it had been rented out before, but now that Shen Qianhe came, Tang Qi let Shen Qianhe live in it.

Tang Qi also moved out of his usual house at the same time, preparing to continue the cohabitation life with Shen Qianhe during the summer vacation.

But even though he thought so, Tang Qi was not always in the capital.When Shen Qianhe was in school, he would occasionally go on business trips for a few days.

Tang Qi is not here today, and Shen Qianhe is too lazy to cook.

When they lived together before, Shen Qianhe still occasionally went to the kitchen, but when he was alone, he usually chose to take out or go out to eat.

Then when he walked to the restaurant, Shen Qianhe met someone who surprised him.

"Mao... son?"

The restaurant Shen Qianhe came to was an ordinary restaurant across the street from the Imperial College. Shen Qianhe was going to go back after eating fried rice here, but he saw Maodou, whom he met in the juvenile prison four years ago, appear here.

Maodou has grown up a lot, but the facial features are still the same, because the baby face problem makes her look very young.But the temperament around him also changed a lot.

Maodou was wearing a suit at the moment and combed all his bangs. If it wasn't for Shen Qianhe's good memory, he might not have realized that this stable young man who looked like a successful person in front of him was the noisy and scheming Maodou.

Shen Qianhe was overturned before, and after leaving the juvenile detention center two years early, she didn't know where Maodou went, whether Police Officer Ke helped Maodou, Shen Qianhe didn't take the initiative to investigate these things, and they didn't come to Shen Qianhe. It's like a passing cloud.

Maodou did not do what he said, and became friends with him in the juvenile prison for the convenience of "future", because Maodou never came to him, so we can guess, one is that Maodou doesn't know where he is, and the other is that Maodou doesn't know where he is at all. Just don't need help.

Looking at Maodou who was packing dinner here, Shen Qianhe thought, maybe Maodou was really controlled after that, so he didn't go astray.

Shen Qianhe didn't go up to meet Maodou. From Shen Qianhe's point of view, Maodou was indeed just a passer-by in his life.Although it is a kind of fate to meet someone you once knew in a foreign land, it is really hard to say whether to continue this fate.

"Boss, here's an assorted fried rice." After Shen Qianhe figured it out, he stopped paying attention to Maodou, but walked to the front and talked to the boss about ordering.

"Qianhe...?" Maodou beside him also recognized Shen Qianhe, "You are Qianhe, right?"

Maodou's tone was a bit uncertain at first, but after observing Shen Qianhe carefully, he was sure that he was not mistaken.As soon as Maodou made a sound, the poise on his body seemed to have been broken. After Shen Qianhe recognized him, he began to express his pleasure to see Shen Qianhe again, and during the boss's fried rice, he briefly talked about his past few years. experience.

Maodou was taken away by a police officer after he left the juvenile detention center. At that time, he was full of uneasiness and doubts. After all, at first he thought that he would continue to dawdle in the orphanage, but he did not expect to be taken to a family by the police officer the next moment. The family, and asked that family to adopt him, the process was quick, and it seemed that it had been arranged long ago.

"You don't have to be surprised. This is Officer Ke's arrangement, and your friends are worried about you. I hope you will have a better life in the future." At that time, Maodou knew that Shen Qianhe had once meddled in his own business.Maodou has never thought about being adopted. First, he is 14 years old, and soon he will be fifteen or even an adult. It is actually very embarrassing to be adopted at this age; second, he himself is restless. He was afraid that going to a good family would drag the family down.

The family who adopted Maodou are two retired old people. They have made great contributions to the country throughout their lives. The only regret is that they have no children.They also thought about adopting, but they delayed it due to various reasons. Maybe the fate has not come yet, so they are doing charity while waiting for the time to come.

When Officer Ke accidentally thought of them and mentioned the child Maodou to them, they were very happy to adopt Maodou and discipline him well.

Even though the two old people have retired, they are still in good health, and they are relatively iron-blooded. Maodou's bad habits were forcibly broken back in front of them, and they also discovered that Maodou's IQ is not low, and Maodou's culture is low It's just because he didn't go to school well. After compulsory supplementary lessons, Maodou's IQ also began to show, and in the process of studying, he was compulsive to conscious.

Every time he looked at the textbooks, he would think of what Shen Qianhe once told him to read more, and then gradually realized the joy of reading. In just two years, he skipped various grades, and then completed the courses from elementary school to university in four years , can be described as a true genius.

He appeared near the Imperial College now because he will be a graduate student at the Imperial College this year, and he was wearing a suit because there was an interview before.

"You seem to be doing well." Shen Qianhe said with a slight smile after listening.

"It's okay." Maodou raised her chin, obviously very satisfied with her life. "It's you, Qianhe, who is now my junior."

Shen Qianhe shrugged. When Maodou had just finished speaking, the boss had already finished the fried rice.After paying for the fried rice, Shen Qianhe turned and left.And Maodou followed, chattering beside him as he walked.

"Which dormitory do you live in, Qianhe? Can I usually find you? By the way, what is your current phone number? When I wanted to find you before, I didn't know your contact information, and Officer Ke didn't let me find you." you……"

"Officer Ke won't let you come to me?" Shen Qianhe grasped the strange part of Maodou's words. "Why?"

"Perhaps it's because you escaped through the back door and escaped prison life for more than two years, which makes Officer Ke very unhappy?" Maodou said, with an innocent and romantic smile on his face, "You used to choke my neck and say that's how you killed that girl At the time I thought you were joking, but I didn't expect it to be true. At first I thought it was the news that you were really forced to kill that girl. If it wasn't for Officer Ke, I really thought you were a victim .”

——? !

Shen Qianhe stopped and stared at Maodou, not quite understanding what Maodou said.

The self in his memory was indeed forced, and that memory was quite unbearable, but Shen Qianhe really looked back carefully.Although without Tang Qi's help, he might have stayed inside to atone for his sins, but it doesn't mean that he killed a girl as if he had a personal will, as Maodou said.

After he regained his own memory in this world, he discovered this self...

Wait, why does he feel like his memory is a little messed up?

Shen Qianhe didn't even know that the takeaway bag in Shen Qianhe's hand fell off, Maodou looked at Shen Qianhe in doubt and suddenly froze in place, stretched out his hand and waved in front of Shen Qianhe's eyes, "Qianhe?"

Shen Qianhe suddenly raised his hand and grabbed Maodou's wrist, "It hurts, Qianhe let go!"

Shen Qianhe flung Maodou's hand away as if awakened with a start. He ignored the food on the ground, turned around and left.

"Qianhe! Wait!" Maodou bent down and picked up the takeout bag on the ground. After finding that it had been smashed and spilled a lot, Maodou hurriedly packed it up and threw it into the trash can beside him, then quickly caught up with Shen Qianhe.

Shen Qianhe rearranged the memories in his mind while walking.

First of all, first of all, when he was just about to sign with the company in 2022, he was suddenly reborn back to 2014.After coming here, I discovered that this world is different from the original world. First, the family is broken, then the friends around me are far away, and I have changed.

Then, amidst these changes, he wanted to live a good life again, but then he gave up easily.

Huh?why?

Ah, it seems that it's becoming more and more indifferent. Maybe it doesn't matter to keep the original state?No, he still struggled. Although he acted a little drifting with the flow, he didn't really compromise in his heart.

But then why didn't you struggle?

During this process, he was indeed entangled in his heart, but it seemed that he did something that was not like his original self.For example, he originally liked playing with his mobile phone, but why didn't he stop playing? Even if he doesn't have friends in the chat tool, it doesn't affect him playing with his mobile phone.

And at that time, my mood was not quite right, I thought it was because of the unexpected rebirth that made me not energetic, but thinking of what She Jikong said at the time in the early stage of depression, although Shen Qianhe also complained at the time that this matter was impossible, but at that time I Shen Qianhe doesn't quite remember what his performance was like.

After being taken away by the police and hypnotized, Shen Qianhe got the memory of this world.

then……

Then?

Then I knew what a bad person I was in this world.