After agreeing to love with the actor

Chapter 40 Don't Be Afraid, I'm Here

"Why don't you eat first?"

Until Chi Yi felt that his hands and feet were starting to get cold, Shen Keyan's gentle voice appeared in the living room, which sounded the same as usual: "Is it cold, I'll go warm it up."

"No need," Chi Yi opened his mouth and realized that his tone was a bit difficult: "It's not cold."

Although it was already April, the heating and air conditioner in the living room was still on, so how could it be cold? His hands and feet were just his own illusion, an illusion spreading from his heart.

Chi Yi subconsciously looked at Shen Keyan's right hand. Fortunately, he was not injured, so he breathed a sigh of relief.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" Shen Keyan smiled lightly: "Is there something you want to say?"

Of course I have something to say, I want to ask who made the phone call that made him so emotional, what is the effect of that candy, what is he hiding from me, but when the words come to his lips, Chi Yi still shakes his head : "I just thought you were not here just now."

"I answered a phone call." Shen Ke said that he avoided the important thing and ignored it.

"What's the matter?" Seeing that his expression was not very good-looking, Shen Keyan asked: "Is work not going well?"

He went to the company before, and Shen Keyan could only guess about work problems.

Chi Yi nodded indiscriminately, and found an excuse for himself: "Well, Sister Tian Tian found out about the illegitimate birth."

Tian Tian found out, and Liang Shan naturally found out. There are countless reasons for being stumbled in this circle. Anyway, as long as stakeholders have this motivation, a stranger like Lin Ji can use the reason of artificial death to explain it. , but it is more difficult to accept if it is a familiar talent.

Although Chi Yi is not a newcomer in the circle, it should be the first time he has encountered such a thing, right?

Shen Keyan rubbed his head: "Take your time."

Chi Yi nodded, he should take his time.

He is indeed too anxious recently, the feeling that the person he likes also likes him is too dreamy, which makes him ignore too many realistic problems, too immature and too irrational.

Chi Yi experienced the feeling of not knowing the taste after a long time.

"By the way, all the things you bought have arrived, do you want to unpack them together?" After eating, Shen Keyan asked him with a light smile.

The things I bought... Chi realized that he was full of anticipation and sketched the future that day, his eyes became hot and he lowered his head: "No, I'm a little sleepy and I'm going to bed first."

After speaking, he left quickly, his eyes swept over Shen Keyan who was sitting opposite.

Stunned, innocent, and bewildered.

Chi Yi felt a pain in his heart.

In fact, he understood that Shen Keyan had done nothing wrong. Otherwise, he would not have confessed so many things to someone he had just known for more than a month. He also did not tell Shen Keyan about his past. To put it bluntly, neither of them was honest.

So Chi Yi felt uncomfortable not only to Shen Keyan, but also to himself who concealed Shen Keyan.

No, compared to the two, Shen Keyan is more excessive.

But that's not what he thought. Speaking of which, he was the saddest one.

Then you can't hide it for so long, you need a physical examination before marriage, let alone such a serious psychological problem.

But you haven't reached the stage of getting married, and you haven't even talked about love.

He has concealed such a big matter before falling in love, who knows if it will go too far if the relationship is confirmed!

It's unreliable to want to know such a big secret before you are in a relationship, and you have only known each other for less than two months, and you are still working most of the time, so you can explain it.

So he just treats this relationship as a job, then he is even more wrong, his attitude is not correct at all!

The miscellaneous voices in his mind were intertwined with each other, and Chi Yi had a terrible headache. He wanted to find someone to talk to, but when he took out his mobile phone, he found that there seemed to be no one to talk to.

Xu Xiangxing?His own feelings are in a mess, so he has no energy to care about him.

period sir?Thinking of this name, Chi Yi's eyes darkened, Mr. Period has not responded to his message for ten days, and the meaning of no longer contacting him is very clear, and he even disappeared without a reason or a farewell.

Thinking of this, Chi Yi laughed at himself, the person who should disappear is destined to disappear, even if they had a tacit understanding in the last chat, they decided to develop a long-term friendship beyond the original purpose of acquaintance.

No, maybe it's all his own wishful thinking, just like Shen Keyan.

If he couldn't figure it out, he didn't want to, Chi Yi forcibly pressed the shutdown button.

In the living room, Shen Keyan looked at the small boxes all over the floor and fell into thought.

——I don't know if what happened at night stimulated him too much, Chi Yi had a long-lost dream.

In his dream, he was still in Qingle City, the hometown that carried his most carefree time.

According to his most "modest" mother, he has been very attractive since he was a child. At the age of two, he was able to earn snacks by leaning on his back "Goose Goose, Song Xiangtian", and carried him downstairs every night. When he turned back, his pockets must have been full of candies. Because he was a little clever, he soon became the little boss of the kindergarten, leading a group of half-meter-tall little devils to "charge" and cause destruction.

Later, he skipped a grade and entered the third grade. Because he was young and sweet-talking, his brothers and sisters in the same class cared about him very much, even the most mischievous boys in the class. Will take turns taking him home.

Although it's a bit exaggerated, Chi Yi knows it's true, because since he started writing his diary at the age of eight, an older brother would pick him up and drop him off from school every day. Get up 10 minutes earlier and wait for him downstairs at their house, and then they will buy pancakes, fruit and strawberry milk from the store on the way to school.

Later, he didn't want to call him brother, but Yang Yang.

He entered junior high school together with Yang Yang, and entered high school together. He competed with each other because of test scores, argued over who should be the boss, ran away from home together because he wanted to travel alone, and comforted each other when they were sad because they were divided into classes in arts and sciences. Yang is as important as his parents in his life. Although he hasn't called him by that name since he was ten years old, Yang Yang is his real brother.

In his dream, he was always smiling, arrogant, arrogant and willful, full of self-confidence, as if there was no one person or thing in the world that was worth his sadness and frustration.

But Chi Yi knew it was a nightmare.

A nightmare that has troubled him for seven years, and may follow him for the rest of his life. This nightmare started with the disappearance of Yang Yang's smile, and eroded him step by step. Knowing that Yang Yang also disappeared, regret and guilt came overwhelming.

The 15-year-old Chi Yi knew for the first time that people who smile are not necessarily happy, and then witnessed the disappearance of Yang Yang.

All kinds of smiling faces rushed towards him from all directions, and instantly became ferocious again. Pain, regret, and self-blame surrounded him like a tide. All struggles seemed to be useless. Overwhelmed, or someone wakes him up.

"Sui Sui, what's wrong with you?"

It seemed that it was the first time he heard Shen Keyan's flustered and urgent voice. The moment he woke up, Chi Yi forcefully pulled out a smile.

"Years old?"

"Sui Sui! You..." "It's okay!"

Chi Yi wanted to get out of bed and open the door for Shen Keyan, but he couldn't move. Those ferocious smiling faces seemed to be still in front of his eyes, so he had to endure the palpitations and said, "It was just a nightmare, and I'm fine now."

"Are you really okay?" Shen Keyan didn't dare to relax, his mind was filled with Chi Yi's painful sobbing, but he could only ask him through the cold door: "Do you want to come out and chat?"

"Or do you need me to accompany you?"

The voice of concern and distress brings Chi Yi back to reality, and his heart gradually warms up.

When he reached the door, the hand that was about to open it suddenly stopped. If Shen Keyan asked, what would he say?

Chi Yi sighed: "Is it cold outside? I'm fine, you go to sleep."

Although he didn't know why Chi Yi was unwilling to open the door, Shen Keyan still said softly: "Don't be afraid, I'm here."

As he spoke, he rang the bell on his door.

The crisp bell sounded, drawing back the heat from the corners of Chi Yi's eyes, and he also reached out and knocked on the door panel: "Got it, you're here."

When the atmosphere quieted down, Chi Yi put his hand on the door panel, imagining Shen Keyan's position, and felt a little more at ease in his heart.

After a while, he knocked on the door again.

"I'm here." Shen Keyan responded immediately.

Chi Yi chuckled: "I know."

"Brother Shen, shall we record back to Qingle for the fourth time?"

Now that we have decided to be together, there must be someone who confesses first, Chi Yi turned around and stuck himself on the door panel: "Didn't you make an appointment with my parents to meet sometime?"

"Okay." Shen Keyan's heart moved slightly.

It turned out that he was not the only one who was nervous because of the unhappiness at night, Shen Keyan should also want to say something to him, right?Hearing Shen Keyan's almost inaudible sigh, Chi Yi completely relaxed.

"Qingle is very interesting. There are all kinds of small alleys. When the time comes, I will take you to eat my favorite barbecue when I was a child, as well as octopus balls and egg fried rice," Chi Yi recalled with a chuckle: "It's still There is an alley that sells small gifts. I like to go there to buy small night lights. The last time I went back was last year’s Mid-Autumn Festival. Maybe there are new ones. But even if you don’t buy small night lights, there are still many things you can buy. It’s all because you can’t hold all the things you want to buy and can’t have fun.”

Shen Keyan didn't ask about what happened before "later", but said softly, "I'll get it for you, you can buy whatever you want."

"And my schools, elementary, middle, and high."

Chi Yi is proud: "I was very smart when I was a child. Every time I went to the key schools over there, I was in the top three in every exam. The wall of my living room is covered with my certificates. Isn't it amazing?"

"Well, super awesome."

"Shen Keyan," Chi Yi knocked on the door: "I'll take you to see the memories I haven't shared with you, okay?"

Shen Keyan knocked back three times in response: "Okay."

Chi Yi smiled: "Good night then?"

"Good night." Shen Keyan said, but did not leave immediately.

Knowing that he was still outside, Chi Yi stepped on his footsteps loudly on purpose, and after getting on the bed and covering him with the quilt, he patted twice vigorously: "I'm lying down!"

As if he had returned to his lively state, Shen Keyan picked up his cell phone and dialed his number.

"Why did you call?" Chi Yi's voice was soft.

"Go back to your room first, isn't it cold in the corridor?"

"Okay," Shen Keyan also followed his example and stepped on the floor loudly, covered the quilt and patted twice: "I'll lie down too."

Chi Yi: "Yes."

But he didn't say anything about hanging up the phone, nor did he explain the reason for today's anomaly.

Shen Keyan said softly: "Can't sleep? Do you need a sleep service?"

"Can you?" Chi Yi asked: "What services do you have?"

"Well, counting sheep, dumplings and numbers?" Shen Keyan thought for a while, it seemed that he really didn't know how to carry out the sleeping service.

"Is it such a hard service? Then I choose to sing," Chi Yi turned over again: "Shen Keyan, singing is good?"

Started calling names again.

How could Shen Keyan say it badly: "What song do you want to hear?"

"Whatever," Chi Yi thought for a while, as if he couldn't be casual: "How about "Meeting You"?"

"Meeting You" was the theme song of Shen Keyan's movie three years ago. It was the first and only time he sang for his own movie. His own lyrics caused quite a stir at the time. Everyone thought that He was going to enter the singer circle across borders, but after that, Shen Keyan never released a song again, so the matter was over.

But speaking of it, except for the MV back then, Shen Keyan has never sung this song in public again.

"it is good."

Shen Keyan agreed frankly: "Then close your eyes, and I'll start singing."

Chi Yi adjusted his posture and closed his eyes, obediently said: "Close it."

Shen Keyan seemed to laugh softly before speaking slowly.

It is as deep and affectionate as in the MV, but it seems to be a little more gentle. The mobile phone is attached to the ear, and the light breathing and the singing are transmitted to the ear together, just like Shen Keyan sleeping beside him.

Chi Yi remembered Shen Keyan's words "don't be afraid", and slowly fell into a deep sleep.

——— "These are two of the scripts I received recently that I think are good. Although they are themes I have been exposed to before, the angle of the story and the characters are good. You should like it." Liang Shan handed the script in his hand to Shen Keyan : "And these two start-up times are not urgent, and the start-up will not start until the end of June at the earliest."

"According to what you mean, I haven't picked up any activities recently. The later stage of "Above the Blue Clouds" has ended, and there is a high probability that it will be broadcast in summer. "Camel Moon" is scheduled for the Mid-Autumn Festival. It can be regarded as a seamless connection. Guaranteed to be empty."

Shen Keyan took the script and flipped through it twice: "I remember that Director Wang has "Moon Shadow". Have the actors been decided?"

"Not yet," Liang Shan was surprised: "But that emotional drama is a bit too much, you don't...you want to take it with Xiaochi?"

"I don't plan for a short time," Shen Keyan said, "You can ask Director Wang when you plan to start the machine. If it's before the end of next year, you won't consider it."

What are you going to do before the end of next year?Liang Shan wanted to ask, but when he saw Shen Keyan's expression, he knew it clearly, and said in a difficult tone: "Didn't you say to wait another two years?"

"It's not that the plan can't keep up with the changes." Shen Keyan smiled: "Aren't you looking for new people recently? Do you like it?"

Liang Shan was helpless: "For Xiaochi?"

"For myself."

Shen Keyan said seriously: "You know that I didn't love acting when I entered the industry. I don't care about movie stars or box office. I just want to find something to do so that it won't be so boring."

Shen Keyan remembered that Chi Yi once asked him if he felt that his reasons for choosing to act were not noble enough, how did he answer then?

He said that was his idea too.

The reason why Shen Keyan suddenly chose acting is just to make up for the regret that his world is too boring, but he has no regrets now, and after so many years, he has played enough roles and there is no need to repeat the experience.

Liang Shan was still sad. He had brought Shen Keyan with him since his debut, from being unknown to becoming famous. Although he had already prepared for Shen Keyan to withdraw from the circle, he suddenly felt that eight years was still too short.

"Don't worry, I won't quit the industry now," Shen Keyan said, seeing that he was depressed, "At least one more drama before that, I still have a promise to fulfill."

He also promised Chi Yi that he would wait for him to become the actor and earn box office by himself.

Liang Shan cheered up: "I also saw a few good seedlings. Although they are all newcomers now, you will not be able to compare with me if you stay for two years, but it is still no problem to compare with Xiaochi now. When the time comes, let you see you?"

He started seeing newcomers at the beginning of this year under the hint of Shen Keyan. This circle is flooded with fresh blood every day, but it is really difficult to find someone who is talented and willing to work hard. Liang Shan suddenly thought of Chi Yi : "To be honest, if it wasn't for you, I would really want to take Xiaochi with me."

However, sometimes the agent will lose a lot of sense of accomplishment when bringing such an excellent artist.

Liang Shan smiled and said, "Then read these two scripts again, I'll decide..." The rest of the words were interrupted by Shen Keyan's silent gesture.

"woke up?"

With such a gentle tone, Liang Shan knew Chi Yi was on the other side.

"Well," Chi Yi turned over on the bed and wrapped herself into a caterpillar: "Don't you want money for your phone bill?"

He was startled when he heard Shen Keyan's voice, but he didn't expect that the other party didn't hang up the phone all night.

"I fell asleep afterwards, too."

Shen Keyan pointed to the sofa opposite the office and signaled Liang Shan to wait first: "There is breakfast on the dining table, but it should be cold. Remember to heat it in the microwave. The weather is not so good today, so remember to bring an umbrella when you go out."

Is it because he is afraid that he will suddenly have nightmares again?Chi Yi's heart is like a mirror: "Okay."

"I've already fed Sui Sui. If it bothers you, throw a small dried fish and don't let it eat too much. Auntie will come to cook at noon. If you want to eat, you can tell me."

Chi Yi paused when she got out of bed: "Auntie is here? Aren't you coming back at noon?"

His aunt hasn't been here since he moved here this time, and Shen Keyan cooks every time.

"I have something to do, and I may not be able to go back until evening. If you are bored, you can go to Song Xiao and the others."

Being bored is not boring, but I'm just not used to it. Chi Yi said: "Then I don't have to ask Auntie to come this afternoon. I made an appointment with Momo. I didn't want to eat at first. If you don't come back, I will eat with him." gone."

After explaining what he wanted to broadcast live, Chi Yi hung up the phone.

He did make an appointment with Mo Zhiwei to meet today, but he still has one important thing to do before the meeting.

Here Shen Keyan listened to the busy tone on the phone and laughed helplessly.

"Tsk tsk tsk, I don't know if our company has a stomachache sympathy fund. I'm forced to eat dog food a few more times and I'm fine. I'm going to get my stomach trouble out." Liang Shan stepped forward with two tsk tsks: "Boss, may I ask you?" What's the big deal that forced me to eat this bowl of dog food?"

"Help me find out what Shen Tingbai has done these two days."

Liang Shan was serious for a second: "Shen Tingbai."

Shen Keyan nodded.

Thinking of Chi Yi's abnormality yesterday, Shen Keyan's eyes dimmed. It happened so suddenly that he didn't think of it, but since Shen Tingbai could send him Chi Yi's message, he could also send Chi Yi an email.

"Then help me go to Tang Muchen to get my medical records for the past few years." Shen Keyan said.

Now that Chi Yi probably already knew, his excuse of "wanting to find a suitable opportunity" all seemed hypocritical.

"Are you going to confess to Xiaochi?" Liang Shan was surprised, he knew that Shen Keyan would tell Chi Yi, but he didn't expect it to be so early: "According to Xiaochi's character, I'm afraid I will die of love."

If there is no matter about Li Yang, Chi Yi will feel sorry for him, but facing Chi Yi who has already experienced such a thing once, Shen Keyan would rather Chi Yi be angry than be as considerate as yesterday.

Shen Keyan closed his eyes, feeling flustered for the first time that he wanted to hand over his fate to others.

———The relationship between people is really strange. After meeting him three times, Chi Yi felt that he and Mo Zhiwei seemed to be friends who had known each other for many years, and Mo Zhiwei obviously did the same.

The two of them chatted from the script of "The Heavy Building" to life, and before they knew it, most of the afternoon passed, and then they called the waiter to order.

"The agreed meeting has been postponed for so long, remember to pay the bill when you go out later." Mo Zhiwei unceremoniously checked half of the check mark, and took off the mask after the staff went out: "But all I ordered are You can try this restaurant's signature dish later."

Knowing that Chi Yi is busy, he is also running variety shows in advance to join the group, so this means: "Exposure exposure, while saying that the most important thing for an actor is the work, but at the same time requires us to have enough exposure. What is the reason for this. "

Chi Yi poured himself a glass of orange juice: "Isn't it good to have a job? Having a variety show at least proves that you are popular."

"It's okay for others to say that, but your Shen Yingdi has been on this variety show for so many years," Mo Zhiwei blinked teasingly: "It's still a variety show that ordinary people lose fans when they watch it, and they still run rampant in the entertainment industry." So many years."

"You are the one who is domineering," Chi Yi complained: "It is said that the physical education teacher insults the teacher. You are self-taught, right?"

Mo Zhiwei joked with him unceremoniously: "I know you are protecting me, so why don't I stop talking, lest you start a live broadcast to hate me again."

This is talking about Chi Yi's live broadcast of selling radishes, Chi Yi smiled and said nothing.

Mo Zhiwei put down the drink in his hand and said solemnly: "By the way, you haven't been harassed recently, have you?"

Harassment?Chi Yi raised his eyebrows: "You also met an illegitimate student?"

"Well," Mo Zhiwei frowned in disgust: "I was followed by someone in the car two days ago. Fortunately, my manager responded in time and was not rejected. I sent it to the police station and confessed that someone leaked my itinerary."

Following the car... Chi Yi became serious, since Mo Zhiwei asked him: "Your side is also made by Lin Ji?"

"Well," Mo Zhiwei nodded: "I just found out that he also went to audition for "The Heavy Building", probably because he thought something happened to me and he could take over. When my agent checked, I found that he had more than one contact. People, I found you following the clues."

Mo Zhiwei hasn't seen this kind of method in the past two years, but he still feels disgusting after experiencing it personally: "I told you this to make you pay attention. I heard that Lin Ji got very close to a big guy recently, and he might also Joined the production team of "Chonglou"."

Joining the group at this time means directly changing people or adding roles?Chi Yi frowned: "Will Director Sun agree?"

"If you don't agree, you have to agree." Mo Zhiwei said helplessly, "Anyway, we can't control the matter of the Cypriots. I tell you this because I want you to be careful."

Chi Yi nodded: "I see, thank you."

The author has something to say: I have fixed a little bit of order, so I can compare my heart to heart~