spring dream

Chapter 39

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Wen Qi was turning around and looking downstairs, the corners of his lips trembling slightly, he hugged the hydrangea tightly in his arms.Xiao Er still maintained the original posture, showing no emotion, until there was a trampling sound from the stairs on the right, and Xiao Jing ran up with two boxes of wedding candy, he took it blankly, thanked him, and looked down at the onyx candy box. The pattern, a pair of openwork crafts playing with dragons and phoenixes, is nothing exciting, but he looked at it for a long time.

This was the first time Wen Qi laughed from the bottom of his heart. Thinking about it carefully, there were reasonable explanations for all the behaviors that he couldn't guess before.Xiao Er bent down, leaning on the railing with his elbows and arms. Someone was calling him to go downstairs to drink a wedding wine. Xiao Er waved at them, but couldn't pull out a smile.

He doesn't like to talk, always eats alone, and will stand sideways to guard against him when brushing his teeth... Xiao Er frowned with complicated thoughts, his eyes suddenly turned dark, he got out of the accident six years ago, but it still hasn't let it go Wen Qi.

How the rope in his hand was broken, whose blood was on his clothes, and the broken teeth that rolled down on the ground, all these scenes flashed back to Xiaoer's eyes.He sighed heavily, turned around and put the candy box into the room, lowered his eyes and didn't look at Wen Qi: "I'm going down to socialize for a while, and I'll be back soon."

Grasping the hydrangea with whitish fingertips, Wen Qi changed his mind. He didn't want Xiao Er to go, but he nodded obediently.

Fang Mingli finally caught Xiao Er, passed the white wine glass to him, and the other party replaced it with a porcelain bowl, poured half a bottle of white wine, and poured it directly.Yin Yuefang was taken aback, and hurried to pull Xiao E's arm, and raised her hand to greet her head: "Have you eaten, you, how can you drink so hard, look for a beating!"

Xiao Er didn't blush when he drank, but on the top, within 2 minutes of laughing and playing, the eyes began to twist and turn like a kaleidoscope.The brothers in Fang Mingli's team had heard about Xiao Er for a long time, and when they saw that he was so good at making things, they pushed harder, with a glass of wine and a cigarette, tossing and turning.

After Lu Ran finished the filming task, he found Xiao Er after digging through the crowd. The man was already lying on the back of the chair, his eyes were slack, his teeth were biting the cotton at the end of the cigarette, and he was not afraid of burning his face with the falling ash.

"So hard?" Lu Ran took out the wedding cigarette that Lu Xiaozhao had stuffed for him, tilted his head and lit it, stepped on the edge of the table lazily with one foot, and collapsed into the chair, apparently exhausted, "Don't wait Go back to your room and toss Wen Qi."

"No." Xiao Er said hoarsely, with a splitting headache, "I'm very awake."

The hydrangea and the group photo on the table were put together, and Wen Qi looked at Xiao Er in the photo, but he failed to make this person smile happily today.Disappointed, he opened the lid of the candy box, picked out the candies wrapped in red, opened them, and ate them one by one. After eating, he stared at the lines on the candy paper, thought for a while, and took out the scissors from the drawer.

Following the sweet and greasy smell, the ferret approached and crawled forward. Wen Qi stopped and gave it a Double Happiness prawn crisp.

The cover was closed again, and the window sill was covered with a layer of fiery sunset, Zhalan Street became quiet, and the flow of people passing by gradually disappeared at the street entrance.Wen Qi climbed onto the bed and looked at the door, but Xiao Er hadn't come back yet.

He took off his Tang suit, folded it and placed it beside the pillow, lay down, closed his eyes, and couldn't fall asleep.Fu got up again, pulled out the black rope from the neckline, and twisted the hibiscus crystal pendant carved with golden cherry blossoms back and forth, seeking peace of mind.

Turning to the starry night, the moonlight is warm, and the lights of cars coming from a distance are sometimes reflected on the window sills, and Wen Qi's pupils are also stained with a little orange light and shadow. With a "click", he turned his head, and Xiao Er walked in, smelling of alcohol and smoke, covered the door with his back, passed by the table and put down his coat, put away the camp bed, folded it and leaned against the wall, and sat on Wen Qi's bed. bed.

There was no words in the hatchback, only Chao Wenqi's two smells that he disliked the most were in the air.He touched Xiao Er's face with the back of his hand, one was warm to the touch, and the other was hot. After a long time, he asked softly, "Shall I ask Xiao Jing to make you a cup of honey water?"

Xiao Er was motionless, his back was bent, his protruding shoulder blades pushed up his black short sleeves, his wrists rested on his knees, he didn't respond, he couldn't even hear his breathing.

After a while, he said, "I'm sorry, I drank and smoked, don't be angry."

Wen Qi looked at him: "Xiao Er." With a very soft sound, with gentleness and reassurance, Xiao Er puffed out his chest and breathed out, rubbed his face with his palms, and turned his head.

The room was dark, without any light, and he couldn't see Wen Qi's facial features clearly, so he leaned closer, stared, stubbornly embedded his eyes into the iris of the other party, raised his hand to pinch Wen Qi's chin, and gently twisted his fingertips downward to reveal the height Crooked teeth.

Wen Qi repelled and avoided: "Don't look, ugly."

Xiao Er's hand stopped, and he fell back on the bed heavily, making a loud sound.He closed his eyes, his heart burned into a ball of fire, disappointment with himself, guilt towards Wen Qi, all cumbersome emotions were stirring in this fire, burning more and more vigorously.

The rose-colored silk fabric was dotted with the sparse moonlight coming through the window. Xiao Er suppressed the pain and desire/desire, put his forehead on Wen Qiping's narrow shoulders, groped for his hand, kneaded it, and clenched it tightly.

"Forgive me." With the familiar smell enveloping Xiao Er, he dared to let himself be completely drunk, and muttered vaguely, "Wen Qi, please forgive me."

At this point, the drunkenness was overwhelmed, and Xiao Er, who was completely soaked in alcohol, felt dizzy for a while.His body became very light and empty, and the weight that made him almost depressed instantly disintegrated completely.

Xiao Er smiled bitterly. In the end, he still chose to escape. He could use alcohol and nicotine to weaken the guilt in his heart layer by layer. Can Wen Qi do it?Does he have a way out to choose, to vent, to completely forget these hurts?

When Xiao Er lost consciousness and repeatedly struggled in the memory of the past, Wen Qi gently embraced his back, raised his shoulders, supported his chin with his collarbone, and hugged him tightly into his arms.

I never blamed you.Wen Qi shook his body lightly, and put his palms on the back of Xiao Er's neck. They were like close lovers, one coaxed the other to sleep peacefully, and the world fell silent in the light breath of the two.

If you have to let me say it, you will feel better in your heart.Wen Qi clung to Xiao Er's ear, hummed a little tune, then raised his eyes to the moon sky in Sushui, and said flatly, "I forgive you."

You also have to forgive yourself.

At five o'clock in the morning of the next day, the lights of the teahouse were first turned on on Shilan Street. Xiao Jing, with two dark circles under her eyes, beckoned people to start cleaning up the mess.

The clinking of cups and plates, human voices, and the noise of tables and chairs mopping the floor entered his ears. Xiao E moved his eyelids, and slowly opened them under the pricking pain of his temples. When his vision became clear, he saw the snow-white The wall, the Tang suit next to the pillow, the single corner of the quilt, and a few strands of hair that were magnified into phantoms because they were too close.

Xiao Er lowered his eyes and caught a glimpse of a very cute hairpin.He rubbed his face and carefully tightened his arms. Although Wen Qi was thin, his body was soft, his right ear was pressed against his chest, and his left hand was still in the position of hugging him last night.

After another sleep, Xiao E tucked the thin quilt under Wen Qi's chin sideways, put on his shoes, and got up to work.He picked up the coat that was placed on the back of the chair, and casually glanced at the table. There was a pile of small scraps of paper next to the agate candy box.

He reached out and opened the box, which contained nineteen red candy wrappers cut into heart shapes.