Chapter 35 Under the Brilliant Smile
Chapter 35 Under the Brilliant Smile
After nightfall, the weather became colder and colder. Even if there was an air conditioner in the dormitory, the tiled floor seemed to be slightly chilly.
I took a shower with hot water and saw piles of dirty clothes. Yesterday I went out to play and came back late so I didn't wash them. I must wash them today.
It just so happened that my sister was also doing laundry, so the two of us went up to the top floor together.
"Have you taken any medicine?" She asked, and I knew that I was welcome to get medicine from her at any time.
"Yes, the teacher gave it to me."
"Wow! Really?" She pressed the headband with one hand, and I always feel shy when I meet her shining eyes. "Great, your relationship is always ups and downs, but at least it won't be at a low level all the time; hey! It's normal to worry about gains and losses, you know, you have to persevere?"
The seniors still cheered me up.I hesitated for a while, and finally decided to say: "Sister, I... I think I have no hope."
Senior sister Yingjia listened calmly, and she smiled, "Really? So you think so..."
"Sister?"
"Recently there have been a lot of rumors about Teacher Xiaowei. I heard that she is with Teacher Dai, and Shen Manling is also chasing her fiercely... No matter from which angle you look at it, Youxuan has no chance of winning."
It's one thing to know it yourself, but it's another thing to be nakedly told about it.
"However, Teacher Xiaowei is not in the mood to deal with relationship issues for the time being, right? Her grandma and family affairs are enough to keep her busy for a while; so it is normal to neglect you a little bit. However, if you are in this state, you are still willing to take time off If you care about you, then..." Senior Yingjia's words seemed to forcefully pull me up from the edge of a cliff.
"That means you are different in her heart."
What Zihan said to persuade me is somewhat similar.
But only the school sisters can say the latter paragraph. "In short, it's one thing to like her or not to like her, and it's also important to study well. I don't want to see you mess up your study mood just to fall in love."
"I know..." Momo had a feeling of "teaching"!
We walked into the laundry room, and the cold wind rattled the tin house. My senior and I turned to chatting about club activities, to warm our hands that were damaged by the cold water.
Apart from my seniors, my next door neighbors are students I don’t know; our chat came to an end for a while, and we thought of asking about novels, but we heard the chat content of the students next door——
"...Did you see that tall girl staying at the door of the dormitory when you came in?"
"That's right! I went to see them rehearse today, they are really super strong! Next to that girl, there is her own cheering group..."
"She's the cheerleader for Yunhe, isn't she?"
"Hmm! I don't know what she's doing here if she doesn't go home so late..."
she.return.exist?
I glanced at the clock, which read 55:[-].
She stayed alone in the cold wind for more than two hours?No way!
My underwear fell into the washbasin filled with water, splashing a pool of water—"Is she still there?"
I forcibly intervened in the conversation of strangers!The girl who was closer to me had a terrified look on her face, oh my god, did you encounter a ghost with this expression?That tall girl in your mouth praised me for being cute!
"What, what?"
I increased the volume, "I said, is the girl you just talked about still alive!"
The girl next door thought for a while, "Uh... I don't know, it's been almost an hour since I came back and saw her?"
That's about eight o'clock.
I lowered my head and heard her continue asking, "Are you her fan?"
"Well, yes... yes! I asked her for an autograph!"
"Then you can try your luck later, maybe she's still around; but I don't think she's in a good mood, so she might not be able to sign for others."
"Thank you for reminding me." Anyway, I don't really want her autograph, I don't really care if she is in a good mood...
I picked up the underwear again and stirred it in the washbasin. The senior sister glanced at me a few times, but I didn't meet her eyes.
"Sister, I've finished washing, let's go down first."
"Aren't you dehydrated?"
"It's cold and dry, you can dry it if you wring it out and hang it in the dormitory!" I smiled and saw that my senior sister seemed to be almost done washing. "Then, I'll go down first!" Then I ran wildly under her gaze, until I got into the elevator, I was still worried that she would come after me...
I was the only one in the elevator, and I brushed my hair angrily, staring blankly at the mirror.
"Yang Youxuan, what are you thinking..."
Back in the dormitory, I twisted my underwear and hung it beside the bed to dry, then walked out of the dormitory again wearing my sneakers and trousers.
Is she really so persistent, waiting for someone who has no agreement with her?
It's been another hour since they saw Jiang Ning just now, so they should have already left, right?
But... What if she still stays where she is?
Yang Youxuan, you are really contradictory. On the one hand, you comfort yourself that she should retreat in spite of the difficulties, but on the other hand, you don't feel at ease. If you don't come out and check her head, something is wrong with you.
The elevator door opened and the first floor arrived.
I put my hands in my coat pockets and walked out of the elevator as if nothing had happened; the guard Beibei and the dormitory supervisor chatted loudly while watching a local drama. It was pitch black beyond the streetlights.
The cold wind suddenly poured into the door of the dormitory that only opened on one side, and my curly hair seemed to be uprooted...Damn it!super cold!I just checked the weather, and I heard that it might drop to thirteen degrees in the mountains at night.
No one was seen.I walked out again, walked to the steps outside the gate, and looked around - I made sure I didn't see anyone.
call!Did she go back by herself?
Didn't see her, to be honest... I thought I was going to feel relaxed, but somehow I felt a little lost...
"Student, are you looking for someone? If so..." Unexpectedly, the dormitory supervisor aunt called me with her super loud voice!Despite the whirring of the cold wind in her ears, her voice was still clearly heard.
"She's standing right behind you!"
Behind?
I turned around, only to see a dark shadow rushing towards me with the light behind it; the next second, she opened her hands and hugged me vigorously!
At the moment of being firmly grasped, I smelled the faint floral fragrance from yesterday's motorcycle ride.
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"I knew you would come..." Jiang Ning, she was panting with a nasal voice, she was wearing a coat, but compared to me who was warmed up, she was as cold as ice at this moment! "sorry Sorry……"
"You..." I suddenly didn't know what to say, but she actually tightened her arms again, and her palms rubbed against my back vigorously! "Someone is watching!"
"You care?"
Even with the backlight, her eyes are still focused and gentle, as bright as a light bulb.She came to shake my hand, "Hiss! It's so cold... where did you go just now? I... I didn't see you."
"I went in to borrow the bathroom; your dormitory supervisors are not bad, and you keep telling me to go in and watch TV with them, but I don't want to cause trouble for them, so I stay outside..." The corner of her mouth raised a smile; I have to say that she is really handsome when she smiles, obviously she has long hair that everyone admires? "Sorry, I joked too much..."
"You stayed here for so long just because of this sentence?"
She was silent, and finally she couldn't resist my staring eyes and nodded.
"Why?" I really couldn't hold back, I must ask! "You don't have to do this, right? We, we have only known each other for a long time...why do you care about me so much? You are so popular...there are so many people who like you and applaud you, I think you are also very popular in the cheerleading squad Popularity! Why do you care so much about my feelings?"
I'm just an ugly duckling!Almost... almost, I really want to shout this sentence under her gaze.
"Youxuan, the fate of people is hard to say; no matter how long you have known someone, you will know that she is not right with you, and you just can't get along well. But there are also a few people who feel right." She said His tone was very calm... But the arms around his waist tightened silently.
"You belong to the category of people who feel right in my eyes."
Hearing what she said, I didn't answer, but my heart beat so fast.
"Are you still angry?" The heat of her words could reach my forehead!
"It's gone...but don't hug her so tightly...I'm going to be angry again!" I'm happy to be hugged by a beautiful woman...but there's someone inside!
She withdrew her arm across my waist, but she still held my hand just like when she was shopping at the night market yesterday.I think this is her bottom line.
"have you eaten?"
She shook her head, "When I saw the classmate who brought you drinks, I hurriedly asked where you were. I thought you said you lived on campus, so I followed her here and waited... I didn't eat all afternoon."
"Then are you hungry and faint? Let's go! I'll accompany you to eat!" I remember that the convenience store was open until ten o'clock, and there was still time; I pulled her away from the door of the dormitory, she jumped, and quickly followed me The pace, the hand that was originally holding loosened, and turned to hook my arm.
I seem to catch a glimpse of the contented smile hidden in the corner of her mouth.
So we still "have dinner together".
On the way over, she asked me why I was wearing a mask, and I told her the reason for my cold, in exchange for a series of "sorry" from her. "I thought you were trying to hide your blush... sorry!"
Why!Enough is enough!
I asked her again why she didn't eat, "You exercise so much, can you bear it if you don't eat?"
look!Like now, she should be in a relaxed mood. She took rice balls, instant noodles, bread and soy milk. I wonder if she really has the ability to eat the whole store.
But she replied: "I often do this, there is a meal without a meal, I am used to it."
"Your stomach will be hurt like this!"
She raised her eyebrows, "No one cares about me anyway...it doesn't make much difference when I eat it." She covered the instant noodles with bread, and ate the rice balls first.
That indifferent tone really made people angry and distressed...
"Speaking of which, why did you come down in the end?" She bit the rice ball, sighed contentedly, and took several bites in a row.
"Just want to make sure you're gone...I thought you went back."
"I'm thinking about it, but I'm afraid that if I don't make up with you, I won't be able to sleep when I go home."
Her face didn't look like she was joking.
"I'm under a lot of pressure when you say that!"
"Is that so? I'm sorry... I'm worried about being disliked by my friends because of something that happened to me before; especially the one that feels right."
"Is that why you told me yesterday that you...are afraid of being lonely?"
"One part, the other part is family."
I finally took the first bite, "Can you tell me more about you? Including...that." I pointed to the injury on her left wrist.
It seems that she made up her mind not to be seen by others, and she is still wearing the wristband.
"That was a very painful past." She smiled bitterly, "I'm sorry, Youxuan...I'm not ready yet, but...I can tell you about my family first."
"My father is a Taiwanese businessman and has been working on the other side of the river for many years; in my past impressions, he has always been a good father, and my mother also runs a business with him, and is busy until late every day... They were very busy before, But at that time, I still felt that I was cared for. We would go out to play together during the holidays, and I could always have a hot dinner made by my mother when I came home... That was the moment when I felt the warmest at home.
"Until it was revealed that my dad had a mistress when he was working on the other side."
Why do I have a "no surprise" feeling?
"My mother kept asking him if he wanted us to go there; although there was still business to take care of here, but considering my father's development over there, Taiwan could only be considered a fraction. My mother became suspicious, so she sent someone to investigate..."
"Your father is so hateful!" I couldn't help interjecting, Jiang Ning's expression seemed to be taken aback, so I quickly shut up. "It's okay...you continue."
"Yeah, it's disgusting." She smiled again, her tone and expression didn't sound like she was condemning her father, but rather said "this rice ball is delicious".
"My mother immediately left me and flew over. I guess they must have had a big fight; when my mother came back, she was arguing for a divorce, but my father refused to sign it, but he never came back; four years, they are like this Maintaining a non-existent marriage relationship. My mother is also disheartened, and the two develop separately. It may be because I have been told that I look like my father since I was a child, so... my mother's attitude towards me is not the same as before Same, she became very indifferent, very indifferent... In her eyes, I am worse than a stranger."
"It's not your problem at all..."
"The fault is that my face looks too much like my dad's, right? In short, the atmosphere at home is no longer the same as before, so I just went out to live by myself; my dad still sends money back regularly, but my mother has a lot of problems in running her own business later. Cheng, I don’t want to use the money my dad gave me, so they all come to me..."
So whether it is renting a house or a locomotive, it is easy for her.
"Because I'm really lonely at home, so I like to be with my classmates; when I was in middle school, it was probably because I often treated guests, and my classmates liked me very much, but you also know... those people are actually just for the time when they are with you The good thing is that most of them don't really want to be friends with you."
"Money can't buy friendship!" I suddenly thought of someone surnamed Huang; by the way, I paid for today's meal, including Jiang Ning's share.
"You can't buy love either."
Her smile and eyes suddenly became very sad, and I instinctively believed that it had something to do with the wound on her wrist.But she didn't say any more, just silently tore open the instant noodle bowl.
The aroma of instant noodles has been floating towards me. I inhale the aroma and feel hungry again.
"Youxuan's saliva is almost dripping down?" She squinted her eyes, and she who was still immersed in sadness for a minute had returned to her normal state at this moment.
"I, how can I have it!"
"Haha! I'm teasing you, hoo!" Woo!She also purposely sandwiched the noodles so that all the heat would float to my side... "Do you want to eat?"
"No, I'm losing weight!" Eating this sandwich is already breaking the precept!If it wasn't for the fact that she asked me to accompany her to dinner, and then I felt a little guilty for making her wait for almost three hours, I would not eat at this time!
"Is it for your teacher?"
Her words instantly froze the originally peaceful atmosphere again.
"I...of course not."
Under her smile, my unconscionable theories melt away like snow meeting sunshine.
"When you entered the gymnasium together, I just left the team to take pictures of our rehearsal in the stands; your backs were facing me, but I recognized you at a glance, and then... also recognized at a glance that it was yesterday's photo the one standing in the middle; her hair."
The teacher's hair has burgundy highlights, so it's easy to recognize...
"I saw you holding hands, so I rushed down immediately; tell you..." Jiang Ning touched his lips with a finger, and leaned his upper body toward me—"I'm super jealous of your teacher; you look so Pretty, you also stared at her with that kind of admiration and admiration; I immediately thought that you were in a hurry to get back the photo yesterday because of the teacher.
"I know the feeling of wanting to cherish the teacher's smile and wanting to hide a person."
Wanting to cherish the figure of the teacher, wanting to hide her... Jiang Ning was right.
"Haha! I, I, I admire the teacher very much!" I laughed dryly, but my vision gradually blurred.
She smiled and continued to eat her noodles; our topic diverged again and never returned to the teacher.
After eating with her, she told me that their school seems to have found a large classroom that is vacant, and they may move there to practice in the future, so the chances of coming over will be reduced.
"But I'll still try to come here every day."
"why?"
She glanced at me and tightened her grip on mine. "I can't bear to miss Youxuan! I want to see you every day."
"Stop coming! I mean, if I really show it to others, I will definitely be hunted down!"
She laughed, and her laughter was very loud on the campus at night.
I walked her to the place where she parked, and it was a lot like sending off the [-]th, but this time it was different, I wouldn't jump in the car, and she was going back to where she lived alone.
"Be careful when you ride, don't ride so fast by yourself."
"I know, Youxuan looks like an old lady!" She pouted, opened the windshield of her helmet, her narrowed eyes shone like stars.
She put on her cycling gloves, and I looked at her left hand, she noticed it, and bent over to me; her fair face was very close, almost touching her lips!
She opened her lips slightly, and said in a low voice, "I'll tell you when I'm ready."
I nodded and silently answered "OK".She patted my hair with satisfaction, "See you tomorrow." She happily made an appointment with me again, pulled the car out of the parking position, pushed the accelerator, and I just stared at her taillights until she turned a corner and disappeared At the school gate.
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