bigot love

Chapter 6 Don't Persuade Others to Be Kind

Warm interior.

Because of a fever, Lin Shuchen, who was very hot all over his body, felt a cool ice cube sticking to his forehead while he was half asleep and half awake. When he realized that the "ice cube" was about to leave, he struggled to grab it with both hands. An ice cube stuck to his forehead.

"It's so cool..." There was a faint sigh in his throat.

Seeing the way Lin Shuchen held his hand and pressed it to his forehead, He Qinzhou's eyes softened, and the index finger of the other hand gently scraped off the tears hanging from the corner of his eyes, put it on his lips, and tasted it with the tip of his tongue. One bite, very salty and bitter, obviously it tasted very sweet at that time, and it was amazingly beautiful to cry.

But now watching him cry, I feel so much distress in my heart, I want to be nice to him, I want him to rely on him, but when I think of Lin Shuchen seeing him avoiding snakes and scorpions again, I find it extremely difficult, it makes me afraid and hate him He has always been very good at it, but he has never done such a thing and has no experience in making someone like him and love him.

He Qinzhou sighed, looked at Lin Shuchen who had finished taking the medicine, and in his sleep was still uneasily calling his parents not to leave him alone, and gently coaxed, "Don't be afraid, I'm here."

……

Lin Shuchen had another nightmare. In the dream, he was helplessly possessed by someone, ran home in a panic like a young animal, and curled up in the cabinet in the room in fear.

There was no one in the house, and it was quiet. He was crying and couldn't control his sobbing. It was so disgusting, so disgusting, why did he suffer such a disgusting thing.

No matter how mature he usually is, he is just a teenager who has just turned [-], and he is just a girl who has never dared to hold the other's hand formally, and his face will blush if the backs of his hands accidentally touch each other while walking on the road.

But suddenly, a strange man, ignoring his begging, took possession of his prey like a wild beast, and his whole body was about to collapse.

There was the sound of the door being opened outside the room, and before Lin Shuchen crawled out of the closet, he heard his parents arguing again.

"Divorce! Divorce! I've had enough of you. If it wasn't for my son, I would have divorced a long time ago!"

"Lijili, you shrew, you think I don't know that you have someone outside! What are you talking about for your son, you really laughed me to death!" The man's voice was full of disgust.

"You have the nerve to call me! It was you who cheated first! When I came back, I was so drunk! Not only do I have to serve the young one, I also have to serve you, the old one, when I come back from work all day!" The woman's forceful voice was also Not to be outdone.

"What did you say!"

……

Crackling, bang bang bang bang bang sounded outside the door, it was the sound of glass bottles, dishes, and wooden chairs falling.

Listen to the noise.

Lin Shuchen, who was hiding in the closet, covered his mouth tightly and huddled into a ball. Tears flowed uncontrollably, his whole body was trembling uncontrollably, his eyes were dark, and his mind was blank.

The last thing he heard was his father's words, "Let's get a divorce, anyway, Shuchen is now independent, and we don't need to take care of him anymore."

Lin Shuchen felt that something was collapsing in his heart.

He heard his mother agree in a flat voice, "Leave this room to him. When Shuchen comes back, tell him about the divorce. After all, he is an older child and will understand us."

After arguing for so many years, he should know that they will divorce one day.

"I'm at home." With a pale face, Lin Shuchen stepped out of the cabinet. Lin Shuchen, who was sore all over his body, looked indifferent. He clenched his fists tightly, and his fingertips pinched the flesh in his palm tightly, unable to fall down, feeling the pain. It made him sober, and the tears in the corners of his eyes were wiped away.

"You're at home." The mother smiled awkwardly. They wouldn't say anything about the son at home, but now he probably heard it all, so it's hard to hide it.

The father's face was also a little embarrassed, "You heard it, I divorced your mother."

After a pause, he said, "You have a younger brother outside. Your mother and I will leave this house to you. Do you want to go with me or your mother?"

Mother stepped forward and seemed to want to pat Lin Shuchen on the shoulder, but he subconsciously avoided, "Do you want to come with me?"

"If you don't come with me, your father and I will not ignore you, and will transfer a certain amount of money to you every month."

"We will pay for your tuition together."

Seeing the obvious meaning of don't come with me in her eyes, Lin Shuchen was silent for a moment, he finally knew what had collapsed in his heart, it was the parents he thought he could rely on, they didn't want him anymore, he, no home.

He was tired, hurt, and unwell, but none of them noticed that something was wrong with him.

"That's it, Dad, Mom, I'm right here."

"I, who doesn't want to follow."

The way they let out a sigh of relief made him feel pain in his heart, and made him feel that he was a burden to them. The corners of his mouth tried to pull out a smile. He didn't know why he was laughing, but he knew that he didn't want to cry in front of them, it was enough Embarrassed, I don't want to embarrass myself more.

……

all gone, all gone...

In the dark night, in a room with no lights on, the person who hides himself curled up in the closet is crying, his mouth is open, and he doesn't say a word, don't go, mom, dad, don't leave me alone people.

It's scary, it's so dirty.

Why is it a man, but he has to go through such a thing.

But in the end he still didn't say a word.

He was like a piece of clean food in a dark corner, but it was soiled, neglected, and gradually, slowly, rotting.

From the inside out exuded a decaying atmosphere, despair, and gloom covered him.

He Qinye looked at Lin Shuchen who drank the medicine, covered the quilt and sweated, and his complexion finally improved after a night. He stretched out his hand to touch his forehead, but saw that his face suddenly turned pale again, and his dry lips slightly Trembling, as if he wanted to say something, he leaned over, but didn't hear a word.

Frowning, he checked the temperature on his forehead, but he didn't expect Lin Shuchen to wake up so coincidentally. Those beautiful eyes were misty and steamy, which made his heart tremble.

As soon as Lin Shuchen opened his eyes, he saw the man who brought disaster to his life standing in front of him, stretched out his hand to him, and subconsciously slapped him in fear.

He Qinzhou stared at his terrified eyes, and then looked at the back of his opened hand. He thought, he might as well hold his hand so obediently and powerlessly when he was sick, like grabbing a life-saving stick. Like a straw that refuses to let go.

Lin Shuchen looked at He Qinzhou staring at him with deep eyes like that, he didn't know what he was thinking, just looked at him quietly like that for a few seconds, then turned and left.

He suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, facing him, he always had a feeling of suffocation.

……

He doesn't want to stay here, this is the place where He Qinzhou lives, but for the future, he thinks he will live in this place for a long time.

There was a knock on the door, and Aunt Jiang came over with a bowl of porridge and several dishes of pickled side dishes.

"Mr. Lin, eat something." The name has already been introduced to everyone. From He Qinzhou's attitude of valuing him and taking care of him personally, Aunt Jiang is a smart person. She clearly knows that the person in front of her is different from Master He. , she spoke kindly.

"How do you know my last name?" Lin Shuchen covered his mouth and coughed softly, his eyes seemed to be full of doubts.

"Our Lord He has officially introduced your name to us. Let us take good care of you. If anything happens to you, we will all be fired." Aunt Jiang said jokingly. Only she knew He Qin's name in her heart. When Zhou said this, his eyes were as cold as ice cones under the eaves in winter, and it was very stinging. When he said that they were fired, he really thought about it.

"Oh..." Lin Shuchen remained silent when he mentioned Kehe Qinzhou.

Seeing that the other party didn't want to know more about He Qinzhou, nor did he want to hear his name, Aunt Jiang stopped talking.

"What's your name?" He twitched the corner of his mouth.

"My surname is Jiang, everyone calls me Aunt Jiang."

"Is Mr. Lin very afraid of our Lord He?" Aunt Jiang asked suddenly, seeing him obediently bowing his head and drinking porridge.

"Yes." Lin Shuchen didn't feel that there was nothing to say, so he answered her calmly.

"Actually, Mr. He is quite a nice person. Don't look at him as fierce, but actually has a very good temper. Like yesterday, he went out at night to buy you a bowl of stewed wontons." Aunt Jiang is He Qinzhou The first "old man" hired to take care of He's family.

Seeing that He Qinzhou cared about Lin Shuchen very much, he couldn't help but want to say something nice for him.

"If you hadn't left at that time, you would have been able to eat hot food."

Lin Shuchen held the hand of the spoon and paused.

"I can tell that Master He likes you very much, son." Aunt Jiang said with a smile.

Lin Shuchen dropped the spoon, you don't know anything, like me?Even if I like me, I can't erase the cruel things he did to me. Others may have committed suicide and died, but he was a little better than others, survived, and barely lived like a person.

How do you know how much I hurt if the knife didn't hit you.

Seeing Aunt Jiang tidy up the dishes and leave, Lin Shuchen slowly walked down the ground, and he quietly followed behind her. Seeing that there was no one downstairs, he ran out again.

Yesterday's heavy rain has turned into a little drizzle today.

He Qinzhou looked at Lin Shuchen who ran out of the house with a livid face. He went to the kitchen to look at the small wonton stew he bought, wondering if he could warm it up for him in the morning.

Unexpectedly, when he got out of the kitchen, he saw the person who was supposed to be lying upstairs running away again.

"Master He, don't you want to chase after him?" Aunt Jiang stood up and asked, seeing He Qinzhou who ran out after him in an instant, she couldn't help laughing.

Master He was afraid that Lin Chuchen was not used to being stared at by a group of people, so he actually let all the servants in the house stay in the house.

That's why no one noticed when he ran out now. If He Qinzhou hadn't just come out, Lin Shuchen might have really escaped.

He Qinzhou, who was chasing after him, seemed to have heard the voice, turned around and saw him, and ran even faster.

The anger in my heart came up, am I that scary?Let you run when you get the chance!Stepping up to catch up, he grabbed Lin Shuchen's hand.

Lin Shuchen trembled in fright, stopped, and tried his best to break free from the restrained wrists, but he couldn't break free. He patted the back of He Qinzhou's hand vigorously with one hand, and shouted in a hoarse voice, "let go!" !"

"let me go!"

He Qinzhou let go of his hand, he touched the back of the hand being patted, and laughed abruptly, it was so cute, trembling with fear, he didn't like his appearance, even the timid one dared to slap the back of his hand.

Lin Shuchen couldn't help trembling under his gaze, this man was as scary as a lunatic.

He turned around and wanted to run again, but He Qinye mercilessly grabbed his hair and pressed him against a tree beside him in pain.

"Let me go!" Lin Shuchen recalled the scene he was holding down tightly, the ugly clips of the past, which made him tremble with nausea and fear.

"Your body seems to still remember me instinctively." He Qinzhou somehow looked at the fragile look in his eyes that seemed to be about to cry, he obviously didn't want him to be afraid of him, and wanted to treat him gently.

But in the end, the psychology of wanting him to cry prevailed.

Obviously he has grown into a big man, but he is still so weak in front of him, allowing him to easily trap people in his arms.

She stretched out her hand to pinch his chin, looked at his terrified face, tears seemed to tremble in his eyes, the man slowly approached him, and kissed his lips.

Lin Shuchen pursed his lips firmly, He Qinzhou pinched his waist in dissatisfaction, Lin Shuchen gasped in pain, and a fleeting smile appeared in He Qinzhou's eyes.

Lin Shuchen, who was breathless after being kissed, his eyes as clear as water gradually filled with disgust.

Both hands were still firmly on He Qinzhou's chest, trying to push him away.

He Qinzhou's cold eyes revealed a biting coolness, "You are refusing me to try, and I will do it on the spot, believe it or not." Full of threats...

Lin Shuchen's body froze, with disbelief in his eyes.

There is a faint sweet taste in his mouth, why is it so sweet?With fiery eyes, He Qinzhou really wanted to eat him on the spot.

But seeing the tears welling up in the corners of Lin Shuchen's eyes and the pain on his face, the disgust in his eyes grew stronger.

There was an imperceptible sense of loss in He Qinzhou's eyes. It was really not a happy thing to be rejected by the person he loved the most, and to resist disgust. His expression dimmed, and he let go of the strength that hugged him, not forcing he.

The fear of him leaving in my heart slowly fell from my heart, followed by uncontrollable anger.

He wants to run again!

[The author has something to say: small theater

He Qinzhou:) I am still a domineering CEO today!

Lin Shuchen:) Look here, hehe~

Me:) A suggestive wink, I hope readers understand me, I really don’t want to collect it (that’s impossible! I want it! Please accept me)]