Respect is worse than obedience

Chapter 20

The good thing is that Musi flew back to France that night, and he became popular, so there are always things to be busy.

Sitting in the school's music classroom, looking out of the window, weeping because of the glare of the sun.

Touching the ring on my neck, I made it in my handicraft class. It is not a valuable material, but because there is a hole in my heart, I use it to fill it.

I know that in this way, I may never forget it, but there is no way, it hurts too much, I have no way to give up completely.

I will work hard when he does not exist, my world has never had this person.

I haven't seen or heard from Musi since that concert.

During my four years in college, except for some design activities organized by the school, I did not participate in other clubs or anything. Since then, I have become a lot more introverted, I don’t like to talk, and I can’t play ball anymore. As Liu Zi said, it is estimated that it is going to be a literary type.

Four years later, I had no plans to take the postgraduate entrance examination, and Wei Yang continued his studies. The six sons also followed Wei Yang and studied hard for half a year. The postgraduate entrance examination and postgraduate entrance examination became a school with Wei Yang. It doesn't get any better than this.It's just that I'm the only one in this city.

After college, I will face employment. I have listed my works, but I feel that I don't have very good results.

I want to apply for Arik Jewelry. Since I changed my career to study jewelry design, it is my dream, the palace of jewelry designers.

However, Arik's application process is very strict. After the application examination, after layers of screening, in the end, each jewelry designer's participating works will go through the final evaluation. Each time, only one will be accepted. , and his design draft at that time will become the new product release of the season.

I successfully passed the first primary election, which was a very good start. I made progress step by step with my own efforts. This company is what I dreamed of.

The final test is to take out a piece of work that I am most satisfied with, and raise my hand to touch the ring on my neck. This is the work that I am most satisfied with...

It is different from the one given to me by Musi back then, but it has my own memories and has carried my endless sadness over the years. If the previous one was named love, then this one is a wound, it does not mean Forget, because, I can't forget.

"Today's new president is going to screen the campaign works. Tell me, who will be selected."

"Who knows, the president looks expressionless every time he looks at any work, it's really scary."

"Who said, how handsome our president is, I heard that he used to..."

The days of waiting for the results are anxious, and the moment of releasing the news is tense. I never thought that I would have such a lucky day.

"Congratulations, Mr. Qing, our new president, I like your work very much. You have successfully entered the design department of Arik. Also, if you agree, we can make this design of yours exclusively."

I laughed, "I'm sorry, although I participated in the campaign, I don't plan to create this work."

Touching the ring on his neck, the man seemed to understand, smiled, turned and left.

For this work, one is enough.

When I got home, I sent the good news to Liu Zi and Wei Yang first, they must be very happy, and then told my mother that my first job was not easy to come by.

"Gong Qing, go get me a cup of coffee."

"Uh... ok."

"Gong Qing, bring me that draft."

"Gong Qing..."

"Gong Qing..."

The first day of work is always difficult, and new employees probably have to go through it.

Rubbing his shoulders, he was about to sit down when people hurried in from outside, disrupting everyone's thinking again.

"Xiao Zhang, what's the matter, you're so flustered."

"Hurry up, the new president is coming to the design department, everyone get ready to welcome him."

There was a burst of panic, which made me nervous even after I sat down, the new president?What will it look like?

Looking up, maybe it's because of abuse. If I knew that the day I became a member here would be the day he inherited the company, I would definitely not apply for this company.

The delicate face is much more mature than before, and I quietly stood among the crowd in the design department. He didn't take a look here, even if he did, he probably wouldn't recognize me. That person who is not afraid of nothing, with thin fingers, can only hold a pencil now, I laugh.

With a smile, ending today's day's work may feel uncomfortable, but after all, this is the position I have worked hard to get, and it is also the company I have always yearned for. I will not give up because of the appearance of one person, no.

Wrapped in a coat, walked to the bus stop sign, Gong Qing, I have been here for the past four years, didn’t I just work together, he is your boss, that’s all, not to mention, he doesn’t necessarily remember you, you, maybe it’s just him Just one of many passers-by in life.

When I got home, I nestled on the sofa alone. Since I graduated, I have lived alone. Although my mother disagrees, I must not be myself.

I poured a cup of hot milk. I never drank milk before. I laughed, turned on the TV, and returned to the sofa.

"Today, Mosi, the most popular singer in France, announced his retirement when he was in the limelight, and began to take over his own business. It turned out that the father of the famous singer Mosi turned out to be the president of the famous Arik Jewelry, and his mother turned out to be the president of the famous Arik Jewelry. A famous French model, no one thought of this, this is really a low-key singer."

I laughed, and when I got home, it turned out to be him too, what happened.

Turn off the TV, get into bed, cover my head, I will not cry, no, I have forgotten, I have forgotten.

Musi, why do you appear in my life again, if you just disappear, don't appear again...

In the dream, the picture of leaving is vivid in my mind. On that rainy night, he promised me that he would take me away. On that rainy night, I lay there, no one, no one, no one would come, no...

Waking up from crying again, Gong Qing, you are really stupid, every time you know he won't come to pick you up, why do you keep torturing yourself with the same dream again and again.

Putting on a coat, I stood in front of the window, the night was cold again, I didn't have a good dinner yesterday, my stomach seemed to hurt again, I reached out and rubbed my stomach, the ribs on both sides were very clear.

"Gong Qing, you've lost weight again..."

I smile, raise my head, and carry your memories all over my body, I will slowly forget...

☆, Chapter 21

After breakfast, I am ready to go to work. I have to face what I have to face. Avoiding is never the answer.

"Gong Qing, here you come, take this to the president's office."

"Send...to the CEO's office?"

"Yes, go quickly, the president is waiting."

"well."

Holding the documents to be sent in my arms, but my legs can't move. Is this considered honesty? It's ridiculous.

"Dong dong dong." Raising his hand to knock on the door, his voice came from inside the door, it was really pleasant.

"Come in." Shocked, I opened the door.

Looking down, he didn't seem to be looking at me.

"President, here is the design draft you want."

"Well, let it go."

Go around the computer, put the file on his left side, and leave quickly while he doesn't look up.

"Wait a minute." I, who was about to open the door to leave, was called to stay at the door.

"Does the president have any orders?" I didn't look back, and I didn't dare to look back.

"Are you the new employee this time?"

"Yes, it is."

"I like your work this time, don't you really want to create it?" Mu Xi stood up, and I panicked standing at the door.

"Yes... sorry, I... I don't intend to..."

Before he finished speaking, Musi stood behind me, raised his hand and patted my shoulder.

"It's just designed for me, isn't that okay?"

What else can I do now that I have come close, I smiled, "Musi, I will not give you this design."

I didn't turn around and went straight out of the office.

He who stayed where he was was a little stunned, didn't speak, and didn't stop me.

He didn't ask me to go to the office until after get off work. Maybe it was because I thought too much about myself. He didn't care who this person was or what he did.

The bus stop sign, the temperature this year seems to be very low. After staying here for four years, my body has adapted to the temperature here. This winter seems to be a lot colder, and my legs are a bit unbearable.

I wrapped my coat and sat on the bench. At this time, there were very few people.

Just as he was swimming concentratingly, the sound of Didi's car sounded next to him.

Walk in and take a look, it's Musi...

"boarding!"

"No need, President, you can go first." Be simple and straightforward, draw a clear line, so that there will be no misunderstanding.

"Listen, I'll give you 3 minutes. If you don't come up again, you won't be able to use it tomorrow." Such a threat, Musi, you really have changed.

Opening the car door, I got in, and work was the last thing I wanted to get involved in.

"Excuse me, President, just send me to the X community directly."

"Haruko, I have something to ask you."

"I have nothing to say to you." Say something, and there is nothing to say.

"Haruko!" He seemed angry because I didn't listen to his excuse?

"I'm sorry, President, I'm your employee now, please pay attention to your identity."

"Back then, my dad promised us to be together, why did you leave..." Musi looked at me with dark eyes.

I laughed, he should be like his father designed him, he should hate mine.

"Why should I wait for you, Musi, I'm not gay, I don't like you, I'm just playing with you, how could I abandon everything and go to Beijing with you."

Musi didn't speak any more and started the car.

Perhaps, this is good for everyone.

"Thank you, President, for sending me home. I will definitely work hard."

As he thought, he drove away without even looking at it, which was just right, Musi, we are not the same way after all, we will not be together.

When I got home, I made a phone call with my mother, and it was still the same topics. Is there a date? Mom has a good-looking girl to introduce to you. Mom is afraid. He is afraid that I will fall in love with men again. Can't forget him.

I feel uncomfortable, there is an indescribable discomfort, I squatted in the bathtub, crying with the sound of water, who can care about my feelings.

"It's here again today." The bartender smiled at me and handed me the glass.

"Your guy didn't come to watch the field today." I laughed, since Liu Zi and Wei Yang left, he has become my best friend.

His name is Xiaoyu, and he also likes men. There is a man who loves him very much. He is very cute and completely different from me.

"Why, I have something on my mind today." Xiaoyu poured a little wine into the glass and pushed it in front of me. He knew that I had a bad stomach, but he could tell that I was on my mind. He was only allowed to drink a little each time.

"Why, if you have something on your mind, you can't reward more." I picked up the wine glass and tasted it slowly.

"I don't want to go to your funeral just yet."

I smiled and thanked him for the drink.

"Don't tell me?" He also poured a glass of wine and clinked glasses with me.

"he came."

"Him? The man you were talking about?"

I didn't say anything, I swung my glass and drank it down.

"He's still my boss now, Yu, it's such a small world." I looked up at him and motioned for my wine glass.

"When you are sad, a glass is enough." He took the glass from my hand.

"Yu, should I resign? This is the job I've been yearning for and working hard to get." I raised my hand and drew circles on the wine table.

"If you really forgot, why should you care about this?"

"If you forget..." People who are in a bad mood are really easy to get drunk. It's just a small drink. My drinking capacity is getting worse and worse. I got up and bumped into the arms of the person behind me.

"Ah, I'm sorry." He propped himself up while stroking the table.

"Are you going to ruin yourself every day? It really makes me happy." The people behind quickly withdrew their hands.

I froze in place and instantly sobered up.

"Mu... Musi, you... why are you here?"

"What? Why aren't you called the president this time?" Mu Xi approached me and sneered.

"President...President." I bowed my head.

"Hmph, why don't you go home so late, can you work hard for the company tomorrow!" It was really different from the gentleness of that day, I turned around, waved to Xiaoyu on the bar, turned and left.

"From tomorrow, you will work overtime until nine o'clock every day. I think it's still easy to work. After seven days, I want to see a better design than the one on your neck." After Mu Xi finished speaking, he didn't even look at me. For the boy who came with him, I went to the private seat. That boy is really beautiful.

Walking out of the door of the bar, it's really not suitable for drinking tonight, my stomach hurts again, if I come again two times, I guess I'm going to the hospital again, how can I keep throwing money at the hospital.

"Gong Qing? What's wrong with you?" Looking up, it was Xiao Yu's boyfriend, Ji Ying

"It's okay, come to watch the field again, you two are really good." I teased.

"No way, don't worry, but he won't listen to me." Ji Ying smiled, that kind of gentle smile.

"Okay, I'm not here to watch you show your affection, I'm leaving, my stomach hurts badly." I forced a smile.

"Don't you need me to see you off?" Ji Ying was a little worried.

"No need, go and see Xiao Yu, send me off, it's not enough for you to worry about."

"Okay then, let my driver take you back." Looking at Ji Ying was not at ease, and I didn't refuse.

I remembered that the last time I took this kind of car with a special driver was four years ago...