Eight thousand miles of rock and roll

Chapter 21

The lights in the room were turned off, only the faint moonlight outside the window, filtering in through the white gauze curtains, outlining all the outlines.

After thinking about it for a long time, Yue Yanli didn't want to bring up those heavy life-and-death issues, so he picked up an easy start.

"Bao Qiuqiu's voice at the end is too funny. When you were blocked by fans just now, I heard someone say it. Make a boyfriend and raise a dog together."

Xu Gang turned around and faced him sideways: "Baozi has a crush on Fa Xiao who has been in love with him for many years, and he is so cowardly that he dare not say whether he is dead or alive, and he has become a habit of cowardly."

Yue Yanli was a little surprised: "Ah? Bao Qiuqiu is over 30, right? He likes that girl, isn't she married?" Qiu erased that part——

You get into a car, you live in a bungalow, you hug a doll, and I still miss you.

Unexpectedly, Xu Gang's answer is not the case at all.

"Male. An active soldier of the XX Field Force of the Northwest Military Region, Major."

While Kaba Kaba's eyes were extremely shocked, the more Yue Yanli thought about it, the more he felt the truth.

"That man, don't you like him?"

"Who knows." Xu Gang's shoulders relaxed, and he was able to handle such topics: "I've seen him with a small hair, very tough, and a typical soldier's style. She looks like a pleasing little daughter-in-law."

"Uh," Yue Yanli scratched his ears: "I may have seen Bao Qiuqiu's hair just now."

He briefly described the appearance and characteristics of the soldier he saw, which was affirmed by Xu Gang.

"Then, do you want to tell Bao Qiuqiu?" Yue Yanli was curious about what it would be like for the two of them to be together.

"Major Geng didn't show his face when he came, so don't meddle in their affairs." Xu Gang grinned: "You said, if Bao Qiuqiu calls excitedly again, if he doesn't answer or denies it, let's make a few stops." No more bass players."

The two chuckled a few times, and those frustrations seemed to have found an outlet, flowing quietly in the night.

"Da Bing has a younger brother, and his parents are still able to get over the pain of bereavement. Luo Tuo is the only son. Not long after the accident that year, his mother became insane and was admitted to the mental hospital three times in two years. Baozi and I have this problem every year. Sometimes, I would go to see Dabing and Luotuo’s family, but I couldn’t do much.” Xu Gang said slowly, the sadness and nostalgia were still there, and he was not so depressed: “As for Cui Yan, if it’s unfortunate, he is indeed one of us. The most unfortunate one among them. The car accident did not directly take his life, but left him in bed for the rest of his life. This is extremely cruel for a young man in his prime. But if you look at it from another angle, he is also most fortunate."

Xu Gang chuckled twice: "His wife is an avid fan of the band. We met once when we were performing in a bar. They fell in love at first sight. Cui Yan was a high paraplegic lying on the bed and couldn't take care of himself. His wife never left him and stayed with him all the time. It's been ten years, and the two have no children. It's good to be with each other. There was a time when Cui Yan suffered from severe depression. Get up and cry, but just don't leave. Baozi is very envious of them."

"Aren't you envious?" Yue Yanli was moved when he heard that, "That's great."

"Happiness and cruelty have different angles. Baozi couldn't see it, so he went to cry once. Then he told me that Cui Yan was so pitiful. I said, why should you pity other people's lives? You have what others have lost, and what others care about is not necessarily You paid attention." The man touched his eyebrows, his eyes were shining, especially clear: "What am I envious of, don't I have you now?"

His throat choked, and Yue Yanli lowered his head to avoid staring at each other: "I think it's not easy..."

"Those songs represent our youth. Although it is a cover." Outside the window, there is a faint roar of modified cars, from far to near and then from near to far.Xu Gang breathed a sigh of relief, and instead lay flat on his head with his hands on his pillow: "Nostalgia, no matter how hard you have to admit, those days are gone forever. We were hanging out in Sanlitun with our guitars in our arms, and we sat on the side of the road drinking Erguotou in the middle of the night. Eating kebabs, telling the boss to put more cumin and more chili, the mouth is swollen when I inhale the spicy sizzle, and I make fun of each other, they say that my voice is very sexy after eating chili and drinking wine, ha..."

"I saw a video yesterday, the resolution is not high, it should be the time you said in the bar." Tonight is more like a night of remembrance, under the full moon, everyone fell into a carnival of nostalgia together, celebrating the past Cups, sweet, sour, bitter, hot, all kinds of flavors, drunk or not, I respect myself by raising my head first.

"The girl you sang with Cui Yan is beautiful. At the end of the video, a girl shouted to be Cui Yan's girlfriend."

"Ah? Really? It was that time. There is really a video." Xu Gang raised his eyebrows in surprise: "At that time, Cui Yan looked calm, but in fact his shy ears were red. He sang as if it was real. In the back alley, he was inseparable from his girlfriend, bumped into by that guy Bao Qiuqiu, played a rogue whistle, and sang "my tongue is the delicious food for you to taste", Cui Yan chased after him angrily Bao Qiuqiu hit."

Yue Yanli also laughed, sketching the picture in his heart, the young boys who are full of vigor, yearning incomparably.

"I was just embarrassed at that time, but I actually regretted it. It would be nice to go and see your rehearsal..."

"Excuse me?" Xu Gang stretched out his hand and hooked him into his arms. He squinted at him with a half-smile and said, "Aren't you quite open on the Internet? I never saw you when I spoke. I was at a disadvantage. I remember saying something to you once. I haven’t finished molesting here, so you said, "Bite, if you have the ability, you can bite. I'm waiting for you to bite me."..."

Yue Yanli's face was hot, and he was so ashamed that he covered his mouth with his hand: "Isn't that young and fearless?"

Xu Gang turned over, held his wrist and directly pressed him down, his voice slowly lowered: "My tongue is also delicious, do you want to try it..."

As they entwined and kissed, the sticky sound of water between their lips and teeth was amplified infinitely by Quietness. The ashamed Yue Yanli couldn't open his eyes, and his whole body was numb and his toes were pointing out in a dizzy state.

It's not normal to be with the person you like, to kiss and hug, and not to shoot your guns.

The kiss is inseparable, and both of them are working hard.All kinds of discomfort.

Yue Yanli unconsciously rubbed his heels against the sheets, except for one part that was hard and choked, his whole body was limp and damp, as if he had sunk into a cloud.

Xu Gang was panting heavily, and it sounded more tormented than him: "Let's type together? Or 69?"

The blushing and thick-necked Mr. Yue didn't have the guts to try the latter suggestion, so he twisted his waist and said in a hoarse voice, "Yeah."

"Hmm, what do you mean?" Xu Gang said, his big hands continued to poke in along the elastic waist of Yue Yanli's pajama pants, and Yue Yanli shuddered from the sudden stimulant, his spine went numb almost to death.

With his palms pressed against his lover's chest, Yue Yanli bit his lips and snorted, straightened his back instinctively, and didn't make up his mind: "Just, just listen, listen to you..."

Xu Gang overwhelmingly controlled the dominance, and he didn't bully anyone hard after all.With two people in one hand, the guns are polished.The finger calluses from playing the guitar all the year round are a bit rough, and the feeling is deeply carried away, neither serious nor serious, which makes Yue Yanli slump down and cry, longing and shivering, red eyes, let's drop the golden beans, The whole person is too soft and cute.

After venting his anger, Yue Yanli felt that half of his life was lost, he lowered his head and pressed his forehead against the man's chest, calming his rough breathing.

"Yue Yanli," the man's voice was above his head, his chest resonated in front of him, and he whispered: "Yue Yanli..."

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"3636-21222..." The middle finger slid across the strings, Xu Gang hummed and tuned in, holding the guitar and looking at Yue Yanli: "How is it? Give me some advice."

"I'm not a professional." Yue Yanli put the brewed hanging ear coffee in front of the man: "But I think it sounds good, and the melody is good, but the guitar playing and singing are a bit like folk songs."

Xu Gang took a sip of his coffee and smiled: "I haven't arranged and mixed the music yet, let alone folk songs, bel canto and pop rock, how can there be such a clear boundary, isn't mixing and matching and crossing the boundary a trend?"

"I'm too narrow." Yue Yanli scratched his ears embarrassedly: "Music itself has no boundaries."

"Yue Yanli," Xu Gang unconsciously tapped on the piano box with his index finger, and hesitated for a moment after gaining the other party's attention: "I have to confess something to you."

"What's the matter?" Yue Yanli looked at his uneasiness and panicked himself.

"Do you still remember that time when we held a platter concert in Gongti, and I reserved a seat for you, did you not go there?"

Yue Yanli nodded, watching the other party continue.

"You didn't go that night, and I felt uncomfortable. After the show, everyone dragged me to drink. I drank a lot from Sanlitun to Guijie." Xu Gang twitched the corners of his mouth, which didn't look like a smile: "I originally hoped to be You, but when I asked online later, you said you didn't come because of something. I knew I was wrong."

The man paused, didn't look at Yue Yanli, and stared at a small irregular light spot on the carpet: "I vomited that night and fell asleep a boy who kindly helped me get a room in the hotel and settle down."

The room was suddenly terribly quiet. Xu Gang clenched his fingers and put them on the strings: "I know I am not a thing, but he is still my fan, and he has good intentions. But... I don't want to make any excuses." , just, just did it..."

Yue Yanli looked at him, unable to tell what it was like.Take a deep breath, breathe again, still don't know what expression to show.This feeling is too weird.

His reluctance to go further, his reluctance to go to the end, all these are because of this.

Xu Gang raised his head, with a hint of caution in his expression: "Are you angry? I told you earlier, don't think too well of me. I really..."

"That person," Yue Yanli resisted the fluctuations in his emotions, and said calmly, "Did you find you later?"

"No." Xu Gang shook his head very honestly: "On that night, I woke up in the morning and he was not in the room."

"Then you are afraid that he will come to me in the future and you won't be able to tell me clearly? Get a vaccination first?" Yue Yanli turned his face away from him, otherwise he always felt that he couldn't hold back: "I don't know if you don't tell me about this kind of thing." won't know."

"I let you down," Xu Gang scratched his hair a little anxiously: "I want to follow you seriously, so I don't want to hide it from you. The key, the key is not a ten-year window of opportunity. , I count this as..."

People are tough.

Yue Yanli waved his hands indiscriminately: "Stop talking, I'll go back to my room first. Let me think about it."

Rolling around on the bed in his room a few times, his smiling face flushed red.

This man is really...

I remember Xu Gang's anxious and regretful expression when he went out, the pitiful look he was afraid of being abandoned, and his eyes were eager.

"Yue Yanli, you can think about it, don't, don't do that. Give me a chance to stay in school for probation. I have done such a stupid thing, really."

"Second idiot." Yue Yanli muttered, rubbing his sore cheeks: "Looking at such a shrewd person, you are so stupid."