killer is busy

52. Stormy

"Mr. Lei, this way please." The nurse started whispering as soon as she saw Lei Xuwen, obviously very curious about why this tall and handsome guy registered in the psychiatric department.

He didn't care, nodded and stood up and walked towards the consulting room.

On the 15th of every month, he would drive four hours to this city on the outskirts of the sea to find a doctor surnamed Lin to get a month's worth of medicine.

"Time is so fast, I remember when I saw you for the first time, it was just like this," Dr. Lin compared with emotion, "You look like an angel...how come you are so tall now? Is it from my memory? Is the problem or your genetic mutation?"

"Uncle Lin, the average height of our family is over 180, and my mother is 179." He laughed and rolled his sleeves up to his elbows.

"Is your sister okay? My son misses her very much." Dr. Lin stretched out his hand to feel his pulse, "It's in good condition. The dose of medicine has been gradually reduced over the past few years. I can stop the medicine."

"It's best to be like this, but I will miss you, Uncle Lin." He smiled, and the old man sniffed and slapped him on the back: "Even if you don't see a doctor, you should come back to see me often."

"Bring Zhihui next time, but she may have a boyfriend."

"Ah~~ I knew it, it's all because my family's movements are too slow, he deserves it!" Dr. Lin slapped his forehead and smiled honestly.

In the past ten years, he has realized a truth.

No matter how serious the injury is, there will be a day to heal; no matter how painful the memory will be, there will be a day to fade away.

I really don't know whether it should be said that people have strong resilience, or whether these memories can be replaced by other things so easily.

He drove away from the clinic and made a call to Lou as he passed the interchange.

The past that needs to be cleared up, the relationship that needs to be settled, all must be faced properly.

"What is this?" Lou looked at the envelope bag full of money, and his voice was slightly stiff.

"Lou, let's end the bed partner relationship." Lei Xuwen looked at him, listening to Rob Johnson's "Cross Road Blues" playing in the store, and found that this song reminded me of when I met Lou ten years ago. The feeling of a slender boy.

"We are still friends, and we can make appointments to meet each other in the future, but we won't go to bed anymore."

Lou looked at him without any emotion in his eyes, just looked at him silently.

"Did I do something wrong?" After a while, he said softly, "Are you tired of me? That's why you ran away suddenly last time?"

"No, but... didn't you make it very clear when you were together? No matter when either party ends this relationship in the future, they can't..."

"Hei Ye, do you think the human heart is a machine? Is it something that can be bound by a paper contract?" Lou interrupted him in pain, with liquid flowing in his eyes, "We have been together for five years, don't you, never Seconds, have you ever liked me?"

"Of course I like you, otherwise how could it be possible to be with you for five years?" Lei Xuwen grabbed the words.

"Then why the fuck are we here now? Why are you giving me a lot of money to get rid of me? Why are you suddenly ending a five-year relationship? Why are you acting like you don't feel anything for me?!" He thumped the table hard, and with a bang, the guest sitting on the left was so frightened that he almost knocked over the coffee on the table.

"Lou..." Looking at the man who suddenly burst into tears, he didn't know what to say to comfort him.

"I know, it's the white night, right? Now the headquarter is spreading the word, everyone knows that the black night and the white night are fighting fiercely, this is the most blatant killer couple in the history of Fobia." Lou gritted his teeth, tears one by one drop down.

Lei Xuwen is not at all surprised why Lou knows everything about the headquarters. Although this person has retired from the killer, he still has a lot of people who can "gossip", such as Furno.

"Lou, I'm sorry." After thousands of words, I finally found that these three words are the only words that can be uttered, but also the most fragile words.

"You don't need to apologize, I'm too useless, being a killer is half-toned, so I can't win Bai Ye, and my bed skills are not as good as Bai Ye, so I can't keep you." He covered his face, but tears flowed from between his fingers into the lapel.

"...Then I'll go first, and I'll call you later." As he spoke, he stood up, but was suddenly held back tightly.

Lei Xuwen looked at Lou's tear-stained face, and said softly, "Is there anything else?"

"Can you stay with me tonight? The last time... I promise it's the last time... Please..." He lowered his head and begged in tears. Lou with tofu heart.

In the past, he would definitely throw this person away in disgust, because he hates people who pester him endlessly.

But when he thought of the night when he stood in front of Shisheng and asked that person to stay, his heart must be the same as that of Lou at this moment, standing on the edge of the cliff, knowing that the next step may be an abyss, but he still has to hold his breath and move forward. Pray hard for a miracle to come.

"Um."

He has no reason to refuse, he already owes him too much.

But after tonight, he was finally able to stand by Shi Sheng's side without any grievances.

"Ling Xiao, Mr. Big Head is not here today?" Yingying lay on the bar counter, spinning the cup in every possible way bored, "I really like to argue with Mr. Big Head, it would be boring if he didn't come~~"

"You're such a weirdo, you like being scolded so much." Ling Shisheng tuned Martini neatly, very speechless about the "new relationship" that Heiye and Yingying had recently established.

"Ah~ Ling Xiao, your phone rang, see if it's Mr. Bighead, tell him I'm bored, tell him to come right away!!" Yingying suddenly pointed at him and yelled, her eyes lit up.

Ling Shisheng pushed her away with his hand and pressed the answer button, he heard a rustling sound similar to human breathing.

"Ray?" He whispered, and suddenly a familiar voice came into his ears.

"Ah... the dark night... so cool~~ a little deeper..."

He has heard the voice.

It was Lou's voice.

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