64. Love once in a lifetime
64. Love once in a lifetime
The moon was sparse, and some evening wind mixed with the smell of earth floated in from the half-open window.
Wu Jizun took a deep breath, finally slowed down, and slowly backed out.
"Ling," he called his name softly, as carefully as if the person under him was a soft and tender woman, "If you are so stiff, I can't get in, and you will be in pain too."
Ling Shisheng was lying on the bed, pinching the pillow tightly with his hands, the muscles from his shoulders and neck to his arms were tensed like a fully drawn bow due to the force.
"Try again, this time for sure..." He panted, his tone full of self-blame and frustration.
Wu Jizun quietly looked at half of his face buried in the mattress, and couldn't bear to touch his head: "If it's so reluctant, let's take it easy today."
Hearing these words, Ling Shisheng instantly relaxed his tense body as if relieved, and his knuckles finally let go of the almost torn bed sheet.
Wu Jizun saw this scene in his eyes, lay on his side beside him, and looked into his eyes understandingly: "Although hugging the one you love is the dream of all men, but Ling, don't feel pressured, even if you don't do that thing , we can also be very happy," he stretched out his hand to brush away the broken hair that covered his eyes, "so, wait until you can accept me, then accept it."
Ling Shisheng looked at him without blinking, and said softly, "Wuji, how old are you?"
"I'll be 29 in October." He smiled, "Are you asking me to celebrate my birthday?"
"29...but your mental age is like 39." Shi Sheng lowered his eyes thoughtfully, "So mature."
"No matter how mature a person is, there will be times when he panics, and the reason for his panic is his 'door'." Wujizun put his hands on his waist and held him tightly in his arms, "You want to know What is my cover?"
"I don't particularly want to know, but if you have to say it, I won't stop you." Ling Shisheng put his face against his chest, listened to that person's heartbeat, and counted silently in his heart.
1, 2, 3...
101, 102, 103...
When alone, he likes to count quietly like this, as if in this way, time has become a combination of numbers that can be mastered, rather than the god of death who ruthlessly takes away everything.
"Anyone wants an audience." Amused by his childish words, Wujizun put his hands on his face and carefully kissed his forehead.
"Wuji, why don't you kiss my lips?"
"Kissing the palm represents seductive love; kissing the lips represents animal love, and kissing the forehead represents sacred love. Ling, you are a sacred and unattainable existence in my heart."
"May you get rid of this meaningless fantasy as soon as possible." He complained about him, but his voice revealed a smile.
Wu Jizun seemed to be infected by his laughter, and began to nibble on his nipples: "If I remember correctly, you are the most sensitive here, right?"
The long-lost physical stimulation, the nipples ravaged by the teeth are extremely sensitive, and a tingling stimulation overflows from the inside out, and he can't help sobbing: "Mmm~~~Umm~~~!"
It's so comfortable, why is the body still able to generate sexual desire due to the stimulation, even though the heart is clearly tormented in the fire?
He stretched out his arms to hold the man tightly in his arms, closed his eyes and lost his body in sensual pleasure.
He once asked Lei Xuwen why he liked having sex so much.
The man frowned and smiled at him: "When you have sex, you have a feeling that you are shaping the world."
A killer's job is to destroy; sex is a kind of creation.If the work of destruction is done too much, the body will be extraordinarily hungry for sex.As the man said so, he poked his hand into his clothes again.
"Wuji, I want to try again." He said suddenly, his voice was so hoarse that it was not his own.
So Wu Jizun tried to enter him for the fifth time tonight, although it was still as difficult, but Ling Shisheng didn't give him another chance to withdraw.
He hugged the man tightly, although the darkness reduced his visibility, through the faint moonlight, he could still vaguely see Wujizun's belly bumping against his buttocks, occupying him regularly, deeply, and with longing.
Dark night... He raised his head and let the tears flow back into his heart.
Making love can really create the world, I saw... the world that is being formed in my heart little by little.
It was an ugly, barren planet that couldn't breed any good life, and couldn't find love.
"Hei Ye, I heard from Dr. Wang that you just went to the shooting range." Ming Ya walked into the ward and caught the person who was about to lie on the bed and pretend to be asleep.
"..." He secretly regretted that he didn't even bribe the doctor. Sure enough, the eyeliner in the medical class is not ordinary.
"Tomorrow's surgery is what you requested. You should save up your energy for tomorrow, right?" Ming Ya sat on the side of the bed, and the majesty she shot out made people dare not do anything wrong.
"Ya," Lei Xuwen looked at her, a trace of helplessness flashed in his eyes, "the chance of success of the operation is so low, if it fails, I will really be paralyzed on the bed and unable to move, today will be my last day in this world "He held the M57 tightly in his palm, the barrel of the gun was warmed by his body so that it was no longer cold, "You can't stop me from explaining the funeral today."
Ming Ya was not affected by his half-joking and half-serious words, and continued to look at him with a cold face.
Lei Xuwen couldn't play anymore, so he sighed and begged: "Okay, sorry, I didn't think carefully." He opened the drawer and handed the small box to her, "We agreed Now, if the operation fails, don’t give first aid, don’t intubate, I hate being a burden to others alive. Please help me get rid of this thing.”
She took it, but didn't move her eyes from his face: "Can't you dispose of it yourself? Throw it away or... After all, this is a gift that you took the trouble to prepare."
"Ya, I joined the company at the age of 16, so it's been 13 years now." Lei Xuwen put his hands behind his head and looked at the fluorescent lamp above his head, "I never knew that Guang had an adopted son. I have heard Bai Ye's name for a long time. But they don’t know that he is the adopted son of the light.”
Sitting there silently, Ming Ya seemed to be caught in the torrent of memories.
"If only I had known him earlier, if only... I could have made more good memories with him."
"The reason why Guang didn't let Bai Ye show up at the headquarters was because he wanted to protect him." Ming Ya responded softly.
"This guy is like this in everything he does. He is easy to handle, keeps secrets at home, and is even a little unpredictable." Lei Xuwen laughed, "This guy really doesn't look like a person with children at all."
"Heiye, do you know that, in fact, in fact, Guang once, he once...wanted to entrust Bai Ye to your care."
The smile on Lei Xuwen's face faded instantly, he turned his head to look at her: "...what?"
"Bai Ye is the bond that Guang is most reluctant to part with in this world. I believe that if it were not for irresistible reasons, he would never leave Bai Ye alone."
Lei Xuwen's heart seemed to be torn apart by something forcefully, and it was scattered into dust all over the sky with the wind.
He still remembered that the day after deciding on the killer's code name, Guang asked him to go to the shooting range to compare marksmanship.
After they went to drink, Guang suddenly said: "Xiao Xu, do you want to raise a cat?" 』
"cat?Why? 』He was puzzled, staring at the pickled olives in the transparent wine glass.
"Cats are wonderful animals. They are very wary of strangers. Anyone who owns a cat must have the awareness of being scratched at the beginning. 』
Looking into the light, he thought the man looked a little strange tonight.
"They must arm themselves in this way, because once they agree with you, they will give the only love in their life. After Guang finished speaking, he smiled meaningfully at him, "Do you envy such love?" 』
He shrugged noncommittally, and drank the wine in one gulp.
When he left the bar, Zhang Liguang stood behind him and whispered softly: "Xiao Xu, I will leave my cat to you." 』
He turned his head inexplicably, Zhang Liguang had already turned and left.
It turned out that at that time, Guang had already given Shisheng to him.
But what exactly did he do?
Ming Ya looked at him with an expression suddenly frozen in shock, he touched his upper lip subconsciously, and his nose bleeds again.
"Dark, dark night!!" Mingya shouted, the volume raised unnaturally.
He felt that his ears were also hot, and when he touched them, blood flowed out from the ear holes. Then, his brain became hot, and blood flowed out of his eyes like tears.
"Hurry up and get in touch!!" Ming Ya ordered to a screaming little nurse.
He covered his nose with his hand, and the blood that flowed out made his eyes sting, but he stubbornly kept them open.
Shisheng has no other relatives in the world except light.But he has, even if he doesn't get along well with Lei's family, the family relationship that blood is thicker than water will not change.
Originally, he would be the only family member born in this world, but he pushed him away.
The man's cries tore his heart, but he didn't look back, letting the man kneel there, abandoned by the whole world.
In fact, he is weak, even for a second, he wants to imprison Shisheng by his side, and even take him into the grave.
Lying on the mobile hospital bed, the fluorescent lights in the corridor of the medical class dazzled his eyes, he heard Ming Ya's voice calling him, and then Li Nengshou, they called his name over and over again, like the voice of the first seven o'clock Grieving family members who help the dead call back the spirits of the dead.
He was gasping for breath, tightly covering his bleeding nose with his hands, and tears finally welled up in his eyes.
Xiaoxu, my cat is on your behalf.
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