I give you ten years, you bear my life

Chapter 51 It's time to say goodbye

If you love once, your life will be ruined.

Yuyou woke up from the pain, looking at the people around him, Liangcheng, Zeyang, Yuetong, he was convinced that he was indeed suffering from stomach cancer.He looked at the ceiling, tears streaming out unconsciously.Seeing Yuyou woke up, Liangcheng rushed over and hugged him tightly, "Yuyou, I'm sorry, it's all my fault, don't worry, I will definitely cure you, I will, I said I would Protect you, I will definitely." Yuyou's sluggish eyes were at a loss, perhaps, fate likes to play tricks on people so much.In the next few days, Yuyou ate less and less, and every time Liangcheng wanted him to eat more, but Yuyou would vomit out all the excess food.Every time he saw this, Liangcheng felt indescribably distressed. He went to the doctor, and the doctor told him that Yuyou's current situation was not optimistic. If it continued like this, he could only persist for a month at most.a month?What does one month mean, after one month, will I not be able to see Yuyou again?No, no, absolutely not, how could such a thing happen.But reality is reality, he can't face Yuyou, he can't feel Yuyou's innocent face anymore, he knows everything Yuyou has experienced since he was a child, but what else can he do, what else can he do Do.He squatted in a corner, he didn't want anyone to see his soft side, he couldn't help it, really couldn't help it. "Liangcheng..." Hearing someone calling him, he raised his head and saw that it was Yuyou, he quickly wiped away his tears, "Oh, it's so windy today, sand got in our eyes. Let's go in quickly, it's cold outside "Liangcheng, I would like to ask you for a favor, can I trouble you to keep this matter a secret, especially don't tell my uncle and Zeyang, since this has already happened, I really don't want my uncle to worry, Maybe leaving quietly is my best choice. As for Zeyang, he is still very young and needs someone to take care of him. So, please, please help me take care of him after I leave, okay? He He is an obedient child, and he will not cause you any trouble." "Yuyou, don't talk nonsense, you will be fine, I asked the doctor, and he said that your condition has begun to improve now, as long as we stay together Persist, actively cooperate with the treatment, and it will be fine." "Liangcheng, don't comfort me anymore, I know my own body... well, let's go in, Zeyang is still in the room." Yuyou's words let Liangcheng didn't know how to interface, because this was the truth.Liangcheng still told Liangxin about it, and Liangxin and Ziqiang rushed back immediately.After seeing Yuyou's thin body, Liangxin couldn't help crying while hugging Liangcheng. "Brother...it's all untrue, right? It's not true, why brother Yuyou...why..." "Okay, cool heart, don't cry. Let Yuyou see it, and he will also Sad." "But, but... Brother Yuyou is such a good person..." "Liang Xin, I hope you don't act too sad in front of him." When Yuyou saw Liang Xin and Ziqiang coming, he Not surprised, "Brother Yuyou..." "It's Liangxin, and Ziqiang, come on, come and sit down first." "Brother Yuyou, take a good rest, we will always be by your side, You will be fine." "Enen, thank you." Yuyou's words were as plain as a normal person, which made Liangxin even more unbearable, and she couldn't help but ran out.

Another week later, Yuyou ate surprisingly more than before. After Liangcheng brought Zeyang from the kindergarten to the hospital, he went out to buy food for You. "Zeyang, come to Dad and let Dad hug you." Zeyang walked over obediently, and took the initiative to hug Yuyou. "Father, you should eat well and take your medicine well. Dad Cheng said that you will definitely get better. Also, I still want my dad to take me to many interesting places. I also want to sleep with my dad. It’s really warm to sleep in.” “Good boy, Zeyang, Dad will take you there.” “Okay, Dad promised me, I want to pull the hook, hehe.” “Well, okay, Dad promises you.” “Hang the hook 100 The year must not change." "Okay, 100 years, nothing will change." Things are impermanent, we can't predict what will happen in the next second, happy or sad, but we have to face it anyway, because this is life .

I said a long time ago that time can pass so fast or so slowly, but now, Liangcheng hopes that time can stop just like this, another week, the night is a bit cold, and the air is a bit painful.Ziqiang, Yuetong and Liangxin didn't sleep the whole day before, so Liangcheng asked them to take Zeyang back first.In the room, only Liangcheng and Yuyou were left.Yuyou was lying on the bed, seeming to be asleep, Liang Cheng stepped forward and kissed him on the lips.After the kiss, Yuyou smiled. "Yuyou...you are not asleep?" "If you are asleep, you don't know that you kissed me. Liangcheng, I don't want to stay here anymore, can you take me to the beach? I want to see it again Look at the sea." "The seaside is very cold, Yuyou, I can't promise you," "Please, Liangcheng, please, take me, take me." "Why do you want to go to the seaside?" "Because, I like the sea. It's been a long time, and I haven't seen the sea at night, so I want to see it." "Let's talk about it first, let's stay for a while and come back, okay?" "Well Well, thank you, thank you, Liangcheng." Liangcheng still feels sorry for Yuyou all the time, and now he can't refuse Yuyou's request at all, so he drove the car and took Yuyou to the beach, the wind was very strong, Liangcheng He took off his coat and put it on Yuyou.Yuyou finally saw the sea of ​​night that he had dreamed of.

"Liangcheng, thank you." "Yuyou, I'm sorry, it's all because of me." "No, it's not your fault. Liangcheng, can you carry me on your back?" He picked it up, but what Liangcheng didn't expect was that Yuyou was already so light, with a height of more than 170, he only weighed about 80 kilograms. "Liangcheng, do you know? In fact, I have never regretted falling in love with you. In the ten years since we met, I feel that I am happy and lucky enough." "Yuyou..." "Listen to me Having said that, in fact, since I saw the inspection report, I already knew that my time is running out. You don’t need to comfort me, but I still want to say that meeting you is the greatest happiness in my life. If In the next life, I hope that we will just be passers-by." "Yuyou...why?" "I don't want us to torture each other anymore, our love, if it's just a trick, then it's unnecessary Continue to love. But, from just now, I know that you love me, from that kiss just now." "No, Yuyou, if it's not enough, love again, if not, love for the rest of my life, I I won't let you go, and I won't give you any reason to refuse." "Thank you, Liangcheng, really, thank you. Liangcheng, I love you." "Yuyou..." "Liangcheng, I love you." I really want to sleep, I really want to sleep..." "Yuyou, don't, don't sleep, you can't sleep." Liangcheng realized that something was wrong, so he quickly put Yuyou down, and as soon as he put it down, Yuyou vomited all over the floor of blood. "Yuyou!" "Liangcheng, maybe it's too late. I still have a lot of things I want to say to you, but I may not be able to say them. There is a letter in my pocket, addressed to you, Liangcheng, you You know, maybe loving once is enough for a lifetime. Liangcheng, I...I...it's time to say goodbye." Yuyou raised his hand, wanting to touch Liangcheng's face, but he was exhausted. I just feel that the appearance of Liangcheng in front of me is getting more and more blurred, farther and farther away, until finally... pitch black.

"No, Yuyou, no...don't leave me...I was wrong, I was really wrong, don't...don't leave me." You will know how important it is when you lose it, "Yuyou, you know I thought, all of this can be just a game, I approach you, but I am more and more attracted to you, I have never dared to admit it, it is only after I lost it that I realized how precious it is, and only then did I know that my heart has How painful. I regret it so much. I shouldn't have known you. Maybe so many things wouldn't have happened, and I wouldn't have caused you any harm. I said I would protect you, and I swore to keep you from anything. Hurt, but I didn't do it, I didn't protect you, and I beat you. You are right, we are torturing each other, and we are so stubborn that we want to make each other forget each other, but neither of us did it Yes, Yuyou, I didn't realize how much I love you until now. But it's too late. Maybe, we can leave here together, leave here." Liangcheng sat by Yuyou's side alone for two hours , motionless, looking at the person in front of him quietly, smiling from time to time, he sent a message to Liang Xin: Liang Xin, help me take care of Zeyang, Yuyou and I are leaving, I want to take him home to the sea .Afterwards, he picked up Yuyou and walked into the sea until the sea submerged their bodies, until the sea never saw them again.

"Brother!!!" Liang Xin had a nightmare and was frightened awake.She felt terrified no matter what, she immediately turned on her phone and saw the message Liangcheng had sent her. "Don't, don't!" She woke up Ziqiang, and Zeyang was also woken up by her.Ziqiang took them to the hospital first, but there was no one in the hospital, and then went to the beach, the beach, nothing but the bitter cold wind and the howling sea. "No, why not, why not?" "Liang Xin, don't worry, maybe they didn't come? Let's go look elsewhere." "Wait, look, what is that." Liang Xin saw A white envelope, stained with some blood.She opened the envelope, and inside was a letter from Yuyou to Liangcheng.

"Liangcheng, I'm sorry, I may not be able to accompany you and Zeyang anymore, I lied to him, I can no longer take him to many, many interesting places, so please, please help me , after I left, take good care of Zeyang and take him to those fun places. Liangcheng, the first time we met in elementary school, I felt something different from your eyes, which attracted me deeply. Later, when I lived in the same dormitory in junior high school, I didn't know what stage my feelings for you belonged to, but I knew that I was really happy when I was with you. Later, because of the appearance of Yuetong, I repeatedly asked Myself, it’s between us, but I can’t figure out the answer. From our first kiss, I swore that I was destined to love only you in my life, yes, I only love you, and it will never change in this life I was a child who lacked love since I was a child. When I was 3 years old, my parents left. When I was [-] years old, my parents passed away. My grandparents’ attitudes towards me have all changed. At that time, the only relative I had was me My brother-in-law, he is as good to me as other parents are to their children. I am very grateful to have such a brother-in-law. It was not until I met you that I realized that love is really a thing. It's a wonderful thing. After graduating from high school, your leaving without saying goodbye made me feel empty. I searched for you everywhere, but I couldn't find it. I was sad and scared, but you disappeared from my life after all. , when you appear again, you know, how much I want to tell you, how much I miss you? But, you tell me, all this is a scam arranged by you, I hate cheating, so, I I hate you, but I hate you so deeply. You asked me to move in to live with you. I tried my best to take Zeyang away from you. I was afraid that you would hurt him because of my relationship. However, your acting skills are very good. Tricked me back. I came back. You hit me for the first time. I was never afraid of being beaten. However, it was you who did it, but I was in so much pain. It hurt so much that I begged you for mercy. Later, I ruthlessly Make up your mind to say those words to you, because I know that we are all so stubborn, so after I leave, you will definitely not come to me again. We are all tormenting each other, in fact, if it wasn’t for the present, how could you I will think of the day and night, if you are not really in love, how can you learn from the moths to the flame, desperate to protect. I still have a lot of things to say to you, but I think, in a word, it is me I love you, Liangcheng, after so much tossing, finally, I still have to say goodbye, goodbye, Liangcheng, the person I love the most. I hope that in the next life, you will not meet me again, so that we don’t have to torture each other In the next life, you must have a better life than me."

"Sister-in-law, my dad and Cheng dad, where did they go?" Zeyang looked at Liang Xin, holding a white letter paper, tears streaming down his face.Liang Xin picked up Zeyang and said: "Zeyang, your father and Cheng Dad have gone far away." "Then when will they come back?" "When you grow up, they will come back. So you want Be obedient and wait for them to come back, you know?" "Well, I will be obedient." Zeyang shouted to the sea: "Dad, Dad Cheng, when I grow up, you must come back soon." Zeyang, forgive me for lying to you.The sun rises from the sea level, the sunrise is so beautiful, so dazzlingly painful.Yuyou, Liangcheng, goodbye.