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Chapter 15: Thinking Like Crazy

Song Qingxu doesn't know what it's like for other people to fall in love, but if he had to choose a word to describe himself, it would probably be "I don't see you for a day, but I miss you like crazy".

In the past, he had almost never been distracted in class, and Song Qingxu would listen carefully to any class from beginning to end.But now, Song Qingxu couldn't count the number of times this was the first time he laughed quietly in class for no reason.

He will laugh when he thinks of Fu Yuan’s smile, he will laugh when he thinks of Fu Yuan’s blushing face and ears, he will also laugh when he thinks of the touch of Fu Yuan’s hairy hair——he will think of anything related to Fu Yuan Can't help laughing.

And it's a smirk.

Xiong Beike was sitting next to him, keeping his head down to send messages to his girlfriend, and finally finished pressing the black phone screen to look up, just in time for a break between classes.

He originally wanted to ask Song Qingxu what the teacher said just now, but he saw his roommate smirking every so often, and he almost wondered if Song Qingxu was possessed by something, when did he change his mind? It's like this!

Xiong Beike elbowed Song Qingxu, who was still distracted, and asked him in a low voice like an underground party member: "What are you thinking? You never let go of your smirk."

Song Qingxu was hit by him, and he suddenly came back to his senses. It took a long time to remember that he was sitting in the classroom and teaching: "Huh?" He looked at the podium in surprise, and the teacher had disappeared: "Where is the teacher?"

"...It's recess, the teacher probably went to fetch water." Xiong Beike looked at him speechlessly, still unable to hold back his gossip: "What were you thinking just now? Laughing vigorously, why, what is so high up?"

With inexplicable joy when he said this, Song Qing Xu smiled beautifully again, pretending to be mysterious: "Guess."

The more Xiong Beike looked at him, the more he felt that he deserved a beating: "Guess, can I guess?"

In less than half a minute, Xiong Beike overturned his last sentence, and stared at Song Qingxu curiously: "Say, what's wrong? Why can't you tell me what's going on? Won a million lottery ticket?"

Song Qingxu kept a mysterious smile and didn't answer, Xiong Beike looked him up and down suspiciously, squinting his eyes for a while and asked, "Have you found someone?"

Seeing that the smile on Song Qingxu's face became wider, Xiong Beike repeated in horror: "Have you found someone?!"

He didn't control his voice very much, but the trembling tone still betrayed his shock.

Something is wrong.Song Qingxu wasn't surprised by his performance, but said silently in his heart: The target sneaked up on him quietly, and I caught him immediately and couldn't let him escape.

If you like it, why not express it?Instead of chanting "the mountains have trees, the trees have branches, and the heart is pleasing to the king, you don't know it", it is better to tell the person you like directly, "I like you" frankly.

If you feel like you're not qualified enough to be by that person's side, then try to qualify yourself—at least there are years to look back.

Song Qingxu has always had a natural aversion to the so-called Nai He's shallow, always affectionate stories, even though he doesn't know why.

Neither turn back, why did not forget?

"Brother, you are not being kind!" Xiong Beike scolded him heartbroken, with a look of injury, his eyes full of drama: "How can you not share happiness with me when you have a partner? Don't let my brother give it to you Staff and staff, just fell in love in such a silent way!"

Song Qingxu showed a smile that was not a smile: "Is that how you want to be loved?"

“误会！天大的误会！”熊北柯贱兮兮地十分欠揍地道：“我是想在传授恋爱经验的时候暗戳戳秀个恩爱。”

... If you want to show your affection, you don't need to make such a roundabout.

Song Qingxu still sat there without saying a word, Xiong Beike was so anxious that he yelled "Ai Hei" for a long time but he didn't respond, so he had to resort to a rascal's big move: "If you keep my appetite , I will... wait until the class is over and I will stop you from cooking for you!"

Song Dining No.1 Qing Xu: "..."

He cast a chilling glance at his roommate, let out a "hehe", and saw that Xiong Beike was stalking his neck, looking like he was going to break the casserole and never give up until he got an answer, and mercifully threw out a message: " My date is S big."

Adhering to the principle that "no matter how small a clue may be the beginning of a future headline", Xiong Beike digested the news very quickly and tried to figure out something else: "No wonder I didn't see any girl you walked with in school. So close—how did you and your partner meet?"

Song Qingxu replied vaguely: "Game."

Xiong Beike, who only got this word, knew that he was unwilling to spit out any clues because he suddenly cherished words like gold, so he scratched his head and said anxiously: "Are you an underground romance in the entertainment industry? Why are you so tight?"

After receiving Song Qingxu's indifferent and proud look, Xiong Beike sighed pretending to be melancholy, and sighed with sadness: "I hope I can know who is the person you protect so dearly in my lifetime."

Seeing that he really couldn't suppress his burning heart of gossip, Song Qingxu didn't laugh at him, but slowly stated a fact: "It doesn't matter, at least you are the first person to know about it."

Afterwards, Xiong Beike was pleasantly surprised, "I am the first?! Your sister doesn't know?" and the following series of ramblings, and Song Qingxu automatically blocked them all.

In the last class after the teacher came back, it was rare for him to withdraw his thoughts and continue to listen to the lecture without distraction as usual.

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"Are you in love?! Which lucky girl has this honor?"

Gao Shubao's bluffing voice was used as the background music, and Fu Yuan thought about Song Xingxing's girl Qing Xu, and couldn't help laughing.

Gao Shisi almost got goosebumps from his half-shy and half-joyed smile: "Speak up if you have something to say, don't just laugh all the time, okay?"

"It's not a lucky girl." Fu Yuan had to forcefully pinch off his increasingly crooked brains and correct her.

Gao Shubao tsk-tsk: "Don't be humble, I've been caught by many girls to inquire about you just this month, and I'm lucky enough to win you among thousands of flowers, it's not amazing."

Although what he said was a bit exaggerated, Gao Shisi still stood on the united front with him on a rare occasion, and echoed: "It makes sense."

"It's really not a lucky girl." Fu Yuan smiled and sighed helplessly, "I don't know how to tell you."

"But you all know this man."

Gao Shubao instantly became excited: "Huh? We know each other? Give me some more clues!"

Under the gaze of two pairs of piercing eyes, under pressure, Fu Yuan continued slowly: "I also know him in the game."

"!?" The two looked at each other instantly, their eyes widening.After thinking about it, there is only one person.

"That Song Qingnuo primary school girl from the Chinese Department?" Although Gao Shubao used a question, his tone was full of confident affirmation.

Before Gao Shubao could say "It's her!", Fu Yuan paused for a moment, then shook his head sincerely: "It's not her, but it's a good guess."

Gao Shisi, who had a question mark on his face, couldn't bear it anymore, he just wanted to know the answer quickly: "Who? Tell me, tell me!"

Fu Yuan wanted to say it but didn't dare to say it. He faltered for a long time, and finally lost under their staring eyes. He cleared his throat, and then slowly uttered three words that scared the two of them out of their wits: " Song Qing... Xu."

Gao Shubao: "..."

Gao Shisi: "..."

A bolt from the blue... a bolt from the blue... a bolt from the blue...

Gao Shubao instantly felt thunder rolling and roaring above his head, and when he realized that Gao Shisi was also looking lost, he suddenly felt a kind of comfort from "thunder sharing", so he managed to calm down and continued to ask questions.

"Aren't you kidding?"

Fu Yuan looked at their reactions with trepidation, a little worried that they would not accept it, hearing Gao Shubao's question, he shook his head quickly: "No, we are serious."

Gao Shisi also calmed down after witnessing their questions and answers, and leaned on the wardrobe with a slightly pretentious footsteps: "Don't want a sister and want a brother, you are really desperate."

Fu Yuan: "..." It seems so.

It may be that their expressions are too wonderful, the three of them looked at me, I looked at you, and then looked at him, and finally laughed in unison.

"Do you feel a little disgusted?" Fu Yuan still asked the words that were in his heart, with nervousness and apprehension that could not be concealed in his tone.

Gao Shubao suddenly felt a little old father-like distress for the junior, roommate and brother in front of him, and patted him on the back exaggeratedly, almost making Fu Yuan cough.

"Don't be disgusted! It's your own choice who you like and who you want to date. Just make your decision and don't regret it! From now on, we will be your natal family!"

Fu Yuan: "..." I accepted it with good intentions, and my mother's family will not be there.

Gao Shubao desperately winked at Gao Shisi who was on the side, telling him to answer the conversation, for fear that the scene would cool down if no one spoke.

Gao Shisi pursed his lips and rolled his eyes at him, then lowered his head and looked straight at Fu Yuan who was sitting on the bench, and shook his head slightly: "I don't dislike it either. Who you like doesn't affect us , and will not affect our friendship."

Fu Yuan seemed to have seen through his thoughts with a deep glance, and couldn't help but straighten his back again, and listened to Gao Shisi honestly: "You don't have to feel restrained, let alone feel sorry."

Gao Shisi slapped Gao Shubao's hand on the back: "If you are willing to tell us... your privacy, at least it can prove that you believe in us. How can we spoil this sincerity."

Fu Yuan's eyes turned red with no promise.

Seeing that his eyes were getting redder and his expression was more and more wronged, Gao Shubao's whole body went down, trembling, he grabbed the sleeve of Gao Shisi's pajamas, and stammered to persuade him: "Don't, don't, don't, don't cry, I'd rather I can't comfort people anymore, I can't persuade you to cry!"

However, these words did not produce any real effect, Gao Shubao continued to tremble all over: "I am most afraid of girls crying, and boys are even more afraid of it! Fourteen save me!"

Gao Shisi, who was frozen in place, was grabbed by him: "..." Who can save him who is being attacked from two sides.

Fu Yuan laughed out loud at this funny scene.

Originally, I was so moved that I couldn't control my red eyes, but I didn't expect to be able to scare Gao Shubao like this, which is also a windfall: "Well, if there is something that can't be solved in the future, I will be a weirdo and cry show you."

Gao Shubao: "...don't do it."

"I didn't expect that the first time I came out of the closet would be so smooth." Fu Yuan breathed a sigh of relief, and then laughed again: "In a few days, Song Qingxu and I invite you to go out and have a good rub!"

Seeing him bubbling with happiness, Gao Shisi turned his head and couldn't bear to look directly at him, it seemed like he had become stupid when he fell in love.

But it's also good... so good.

The author has something to say: The next chapter is the car accident scene of the note "boyfriend" above the copywriting.

Originally I wanted to write a short story, so I deleted all the redundant parts in the middle, especially the daily routine of teaming up to fight monsters.

The relationship is warming up slowly. I really didn't describe too much, but for them, it has been more than three months since I first realized it.

Sometimes there is no reason to be attracted to each other.Now is just the beginning of the true relationship between two people, and the step by step approach in the long-term relationship may be more important.It is the blessing of the status of "boyfriend" that they will take the initiative to find more opportunities to deepen their understanding of each other, and to truly "fit in time", they still need to gradually get in touch.

Now lovers, then lovers, and finally family.

Maybe family affection has a longer shelf life than love—together, maybe the shelf life is forever.