Chapter 26 Chapter 26
Chapter 26 Chapter 26
I neatly folded Gu Jia's black down jacket and packed it up, and asked Liu Yichuan to send it back.So far, my most unforgettable love and pain has finally come to an end.
Liu Yichuan probably asked me about what happened that night, and then asked treacherously, "Do you really believe his nonsense?"
"I'm 35 this year, not 15." I laughed.
It doesn't matter whether what he said is true or not, the important thing is that he has indeed had a disturbed conscience because of me in the past few years, and that is enough.
There are always trade-offs when a person does things, and there are various reasons, just like when he gave up on me and chose a brighter future.But now I choose to forgive.
A month passed quickly, and on the day Brother Grasshopper left, I took him to the parking lot.He frowned and looked at me, "It's not that I can't see you anymore, is it necessary?"
"Yes." I forced a smile, "No one will cover me from now on."
He patted me on the shoulder, "I'm leaving. You are fine, call me if you need anything."
I nodded.
Watching his car drive out slowly, I feel extremely sour in my heart, as if saying goodbye to a good time of my own.
At noon, Lin Jinghui called me to ask me out for dinner, and when he saw how unhappy I was, he also became very silent.To Lin Jinghui, I am sincerely sorry, it seems that I have made him bear these inexplicable burdens every time, but I have never given a clear explanation.
"Lin Jinghui, I've been busy these days, so I haven't had a chance to ask you...how are you doing recently?" I asked guiltily.
"It's good." He squeezed out a smile, "It's still the same as usual, nothing special."
"sorry."
"what happened?"
"I'm not good enough for you."
"Yeah." He really smiled this time, "You still know?"
"I'm sorry," I said sincerely, "I have ignored your feelings all this time...I will make it up to you."
Lin Jinghui leaned over, "How do you plan to compensate?"
"Uh..." I blushed, "Whatever you want."
"Okay, then I won't be polite." Lin Jinghui smiled.
——Well, fortunately, there is Lin Jinghui.Lin Jinghui, who cooks for me when I'm hungry and takes me home when I'm tired, is caring and warm.
The days passed without any surprise.Gu Jia kept his promise and has been silent ever since.My life has gradually returned to its original state, plain and busy.
Brother Grasshopper's former office has been replaced by someone else's nameplate.It was obviously the same room, the same table and chairs, but it was no longer the inexplicably handsome face that looked up from behind the computer screen.Every time I pass by, it is inevitable to be sentimental.
On my birthday, Lin Jinghui gave me a watch, the same model as the one on his wrist.But mine is a deluxe version, the surface is studded with all kinds of gemstones, and it is worth a lot of money at first glance.
I was startled, "Lin Jinghui, this is too much! I can't go out."
"What's wrong?" He grabbed my hand and forced me to put it on, "It's not very good."
"Don't be kidding." I firmly disagreed, "Is it appropriate for me to wear this as a small citizen who squeezes the bus every day?"
"After that, I will drive you every day."
"No." I took off the watch anyway, "I can't accept what people deserve."
He squinted at me, displeased. "Why can't you accept such a small thing?"
"This little gadget of yours is worth several months of my salary." I couldn't express my awkwardness, "You'd better wear it yourself." Then I put the watch back into his hand.
Lin Jinghui stared at me for a few seconds, stood up abruptly, and walked towards the bathroom with his watch in his pocket.I had a bad premonition and hurried to follow.Sure enough, without saying a word, this guy threw the watch into the toilet and raised his hand to pull the water tank.I was so scared that I rushed up and grabbed his arm desperately.
"Crazy you!"
Lin Jinghui didn't speak, but just stared at the watch viciously, as if he had great hatred for him.
"Lin Jinghui!" I yelled, pushed him away with all my strength, and then lay down on the toilet, no matter what the hygiene was, I reached out to take it out.
"You don't like it, why keep it?" He said coldly from the side.
"You bastard, prodigal son!" The more anxious I became, the more I couldn't reach it, and my teeth itched with hatred.
This is just a small episode in several recent disputes.
When I was at work the next day, I received a call from Brother Grasshopper asking me to go out for dinner at night.
I haven't heard from him for more than three months—wechat is not updated, and I always leave voice messages when I call. I don't know how he is doing now.Thinking about it now, I really hate myself for not even asking about the name and address of his new company.
When I received Brother Grasshopper's call, I was both surprised and happy, so I hurriedly agreed, turned my head and told Lin Jinghui that I would not go to his place for dinner tonight.
"Why are you going?" He could hear that he was not in a good mood.
"An old colleague invited me to dinner," I said.
"Which old colleague?"
"It's my former department manager, you've seen it too."
There was a moment of silence on the other end of the phone, "Then what time do you finish... are you still coming at night?"
I thought about it, "It's hard to say, it might be later, we haven't seen each other for a long time...how about I don't go there today, you go to bed early?"
Lin Jinghui hung up the phone with a snap.
I'm a little angry.Was it wrong to report to you?What kind of temper are you playing?
When I got home from get off work, I took a shower, changed my outfit, and tidied up from top to bottom.Looking at myself in the mirror, my heart beats faster and faster.
This is the wrong medicine... I thought a little funny.
"Chen Li, come and sit down." Brother Grasshopper smiled and waved to me.
Seeing his face again, a slow current surged out of my heart uncontrollably.
Regardless of spring, summer, autumn and winter, there is always a cool T-shirt, black leather shoes and black trousers.The hair is cut short, and the person is a little thinner, but it still makes people unable to move their eyes away.
"Brother..." I looked at him in a nasty way, roots had grown under my feet, and I couldn't move.
Brother Grasshopper looked at me funny, stood up from his seat, and walked over to pull my arm. "What's the matter? I haven't seen you for a few months, has your IQ regressed?"
The moment the skin touched, it was like an electric current passed through my body, and in an instant, even breathing became difficult.
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