how to love you

Chapter 47 - Why Can't You Be Happy

Chapter 47 - Why You Can't Be Happy

After finishing the hot pot at Mu Zhen's house, everyone went home separately.

On the way home, Xing Nuotian and Ye Yi walked side by side; they haven't seen each other for two years, and they have a lot to say to each other, but they can't say anything when the words come to their lips.

"How are you doing?"

"How are you doing?"

The two spoke at the same time, glanced at each other, and quickly avoided it as soon as they met.

Ye Yi's face was red, I don't know if it was because of the hot pot, or because of the staring at each other just now.

"I'm... quite fine." Ye Yi broke the silence.

Xing Nuotian smiled bitterly, "Well, as long as you are well."

"how about you?"

"Want to know?"

"Ah."

Xing Nuotian stopped, Ye Yi followed suit, and looked at Xing Nuotian puzzled.

"I am leaving."

After a long time, Xing Nuotian said softly.

Almost instinctively, Ye Yi grabbed Xing Nuotian's arm.

When he reacted, he had already hooked Xing Nuotian.

Because of his reaction, Xing Nuotian's heart throbbed extremely.

"Uh...I...it's so late...Why don't you just go to my house..."

This is the first time to step into Ye Yi's rented house since returning to China, and the decoration inside the house has not changed in any way.

Seeing Xing Nuotian with his back turned to him, Ye Yi's heart beat fast, for some reason he wanted to hug the man in front of him very much. For 2 years, I dreamed of Xing Nuotian almost every night.

I dreamed that he smiled at me gently; I dreamed that he shouted at me angrily; I dreamed that he held my hand sadly and would not let go...

Although he has no memory, Ye Yi is sure that the relationship between the two of them is not ordinary brothers.

The two were alone, and Xing Nuotian could finally take a good look at the man in front of him who had been thinking about him day and night.He had a haircut that was much shorter than before, and he looked very energetic. He was wearing a white shirt, dark trousers, and a twill gray-blue tie. His simple attire was elegant and extraordinary.

Xing Nuotian only felt his chest sway. He clearly knew how slender and strong his body wrapped in this white shirt was, and how delicate and soft his skin was...

Touching Ye Yi's cheek, Ye Yi was a little startled, but Xing Nuotian didn't let go of the touch because of Ye Yi's slight escape.

She pulled Ye Yi back into her arms, hugged him tightly, and sniffed Ye Yi's light scent.

"Xiao Yi...I miss you so much...I miss you all the time...Why do you not remember anything..."

Feeling the strong heartbeat from the other party's chest, Ye Yi didn't know where to put his hands, should he push them away or accept them?

In the end, Ye Yi hugged Xing Nuotian back.

"Little Yi..."

"Although I still don't remember why we became like this, but I know, the moment I opened my eyes I knew...I...to you..."

"Xiaoyi, Xiaoyi..."

Xing Nuotian raised Ye Yi's face, and slowly approached Ye Yi, the heat of the two of them sprayed on each other's face.

Ye Yi slowly closed his eyes, Xing Nuotian lowered his head and kissed Ye Yi's lips, soft and gentle...

Xing Nuotian never dreamed that he would have the opportunity to hug Ye Yi again, but since this is the case, does it mean that Ye Yi loves him in his heart?

Thinking of this, Xing Nuotian was extremely happy, hugging Ye Yi and kept kissing and calling...

The two fit tightly together, hugging each other tightly, as if they would disappear if they let go.

Xing Nuotian resisted the urge to do it, but he didn't want to hurt Ye Yi even more, he could finally hug him to sleep quietly, he didn't want to make this hard-won embrace disappear just because of his own desire.

Naturally, Ye Yi also felt uncomfortable. The hot giant behind him made his heart beat faster, but at the same time he was afraid.

But Ye Yi, who had been busy for a whole day, was finally defeated by exhaustion, and soon fell asleep. He had no dreams all night and slept very soundly.

Xing Nuotian quietly turned Ye Yi over and looked at Ye Yi's sleeping face until dawn.

As soon as he opened his eyes, he saw a pair of panda cats looking at him. Ye Yi was startled and hurriedly got up.

"Fuck, you haven't slept all night, look into your eyes."

Xing Nuotian smiled charmingly, this smile was so bad, "How can I sleep with you by my side, what, your heart hurts?"

Ye Yi ignored Xing Nuotian, got up and said "who cares about you" and went to wash up.

But Xing Nuotian was really a little tired, and fell asleep, hugging Ye Yi's pillow and fell asleep like this.

After washing, Ye Yi came to the bed and looked at Xing Nuotian tenderly. He didn't know why he did that last night, but he knew that now he was very at ease...

After making breakfast for Xing Nuotian, Ye Yi went to work.

Seeing Ye Yi's happy smile, people in the company secretly wondered if he was in love.

Seeing that Ye Yi would be distracted even in meetings, Xing Qing smiled unconsciously and frowned slightly.

After the meeting, Xing Qing called Ye Yi into the office. In fact, he already had a premonition.

Xing Nuotian didn't come back all night yesterday, he knew that Xing Nuotian was going to reunite with his old classmates, and he also knew that Ye Yi was also invited.But Xing Qing always told himself that Ye Yi had forgotten everything, and it was impossible for him and Xing Nuotian to return to the past; but there was always a pimple in his heart, which made Xing Qing very troubled.

Sure enough, after talking about business affairs, Xing Qing pretended to be casual and asked: "Nuo Tian is really a kid, he was so careless with his old classmates, and he didn't come back all night. Xiao Yi, he didn't trouble you last night, right? "

Ye Yi replied without thinking: "No, it was too late yesterday so I left him at my house, he should wake up now."

Ye Yi didn't notice Xing Qing's downcast face when he heard this answer.

"Xiao Yi, what do you think of Lian Min?" Xing Qing quickly changed the topic.

"Lian Min? She's fine." Ye Yi wondered why he brought up Lian Min at this time.

"I plan to match her with Nuo Tian."

Hearing this, Ye Yi was so shocked that he couldn't speak for a moment, but Xing Qing restrained himself and pretended not to care.

"Lian Min's father and I are close friends. We had this idea when they were young. Now that Nuo Tian has been there for more than two years, I am very happy. Besides, your mother and I have also seen that Lian Min loves Nuo Tian. Love, as an elder brother, you will help us, after all, the Xing family also needs an heir."

Hearing what Xing Qing said, Ye Yi's heart ached as if being stabbed by a sharp object.

"Xiao Yi, don't get me wrong, I also regard you as my parent and child. Of course, your child is also my grandson of Xing Qing. But you know, he is the only one in my blood, so..."

Before Xing Qing finished speaking, Ye Yi couldn't help but interrupted: "Father, I understand what you said, and I understand your hard work."

"Then what do you mean?"

"But father, does Nuo Tian love Lian Min? Emotional matters are two-sided, not one-sided."

Xing Qing didn't answer Ye Yi's question, he looked at Ye Yi quietly, just like that day five years ago.

"Xiao Yi, you forgot everything about Nuo Tian, ​​but we all still remember that you never knew why you were sent abroad in the first place, right?"

Ye Yi's heart skipped a beat, he knew that Xing Qing's next words would surely plunge him into an abyss of pain, but he didn't intend to avoid it, because he wanted to know why, he wanted to know whether Xing Qing's words were consistent with what he thought .

"Xiao Yi, I am ashamed to say this matter. You failed the college entrance examination because Nuo Tian betrayed you; and you agreed to go abroad to escape Nuo Tian. When you returned to China, Nuo Tian still entangled you, You hoped that Nuo Tian could go back to the right path, but you chose to commit suicide under persecution. So you forgot about him and everything about him."

"No...impossible..."

"Xiao Yi, all of this is true. Since you choose to forget, it means that you wish to have nothing to do with him! Your amnesia is the best proof!"

"Impossible, impossible..."

"Xiao Yi, face the reality, your life with him has just begun, I don't want to see my two sons go astray, Xiao Yi."

"Impossible, impossible, impossible..."

The memory fragments that hadn't been there for two years struck again, and the pain in his head was so painful that it was about to split open.

Why can't we be happy, why can't we be happy...

The self in my mind asked sadly over and over again, but no one answered.

Ye Yi clutched his temple hard and was in great pain, Xing Qing noticed something was wrong, he quickly came to Ye Yi's side, asked anxiously and concernedly, wanted to call him, but no matter how Xing Qing called Ye Yi, he couldn't listen.

"Aaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!"

Ye Yi screamed, the unbearable pain caused Ye Yi to fall into a coma again.

And Xing Nuotian in the other place also woke up suddenly from his dream. He seemed to have heard Ye Yi's call and got up quickly.

Just when she was about to leave, she received a call from Ye Lin.

"Nuotian, Xiaoyi...Xiaoyi passed out in Xing Qing's company...he is in the hospital now."

☆, Xiao Wu has something to say... (481 words)

Sorry for the interruption for a while, because the company's on-the-job training is to use my rest time to go, so all my activities are forced to stop, including writing, but I promise everyone that this article will be published this month It's over, and it will all be open to everyone for free.

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