The beauty of the world Dong Xian

Chapter 55 The Source of Desire

Desire!Greedy desire!Horrible desire!Ruthless lust!

Bone-eroding desires have devoured my sanity...

That's right...how terrible, how stupid, how cruel, and more...how naive...what I thought at the time...

I still remember that when he fainted, I carried him to my bed myself, like holding an extremely precious jewel in my hands.In order to make him feel comfortable, I specially ordered someone to decorate the room very warmly: the beige decoration makes the room extraordinarily moving, the elegant floor-to-ceiling windows, lined with white silk-like quilts...

This room is very beautiful, but in the quilt, there is a person who is more beautiful than the whole room, or even the whole world!

His long eyelashes hung lazily at the corners of his eyes, he was curled up, his limbs were tightly wrapped in the quilt, his brows were clear, and thin beads of sweat appeared on his forehead, as if he was having a nightmare.Seeing him like this, I suddenly wanted to hold him in my arms and comfort him.For the first time, I really wanted to keep looking at a person, forever, just look at him so unscrupulously, until the end of time...

I just sat beside him like this, trying to wipe the sweat off his forehead with a handkerchief...but just as soon as I touched him...his brows seemed to frown...as if he had dreamed of something bad... …

I subconsciously withdrew my hand, regretting in my heart... Why, I was so impulsive at the time, I killed his parents in order to get him, why can't I think more about him...

Later, he woke up. During the conversation, I knew his name was Jinping. I was afraid that I would tell him that his parents were killed by the royal family of the Han Dynasty. The flame-like hatred shocked me again...

If, if he knows, I killed his parents, how can I bear his hatred?

I originally thought that I "saved" him, and that I would always treat him much better than the other children in the school. I even bought food and clothing for him myself, but whenever I saw the slight sadness in his eyes, I My heart started to panic...

Jinping, I am going crazy for you!

No, I'm already crazy about you!

Once, I did something that I regret very much...

To this day, I still regret it; if that incident hadn’t happened, even if I feel guilty, even if I have to tremble every day in fear of the incident... But at least I still have that little hope...

Jinping, there is still hope for him to fall in love with me.

But why?

Why, why did I throw Jinping alone in the market in order to exercise his ability, why did he meet Xue, whom he seemed to love very much that day? !

Why, why? !

I will never forget that day full of cherry blossoms, outside the thick wall, under the high moonlight, I stayed there because I was worried about his safety...

Under the brilliant cherry blossoms, my Jinping is stepping on the natural carpet covered with cherry blossoms; the moonlight shone in his back, crushing his shadow, and his fine long hair was gently blown by the wind, He was so cold that he shivered.

At this time, I suddenly wanted to stand up regardless of the danger, and wanted to help him add clothes.This kid doesn't know how to protect himself while teaching, and I'm even more worried when he's outside...

When I was about to stand up, but...

Saw something I shouldn't have seen:

……

"Jin Ping, why are you still awake so late?"

……

Life's whispered greetings caught my attention, the voice was soft and faint, more moving than the moonlight under his shadow.

I was startled subconsciously, and then I saw that person's shadow; the soft and beautiful figure, even the voice seemed to have the fragrance of pear blossoms...and Jinping seemed to tremble when he heard this person's voice...turning his face away Go, a shy expression...

I have never seen such a Jinping.In the past, I only saw the strength of Yan Xiao, but I never saw Jinping so shy...

Could it be...

Suddenly, my brain went blank.

Why, why exactly.I have raised you for so many years, for you, I gave such a cruel order for the first time... Jinping, why, how long have you known that man?

Just when my consciousness was blurred, another scene happened!

That man actually caressed his face!It seems that Jinping is still taking the initiative!I was so surprised that I almost fell off the fence. For so many years in teaching, Jinping never let anyone touch him, but...

But why, after only one day of leaving, so many accidents happened?

That man is really not simple!

I gritted my teeth in resentment. At first glance, a snow-white tooth mark had already been bitten on my lip, with a strong smell of blood...

My blood slowly slipped down the corner of my lips...

One drop, two drops...

Is that more than blood?It's just pieces of my withered heart...

From that day on, I started swearing.Jinping, you are mine no matter what!Life is my person, and death is also my ghost!